Friday, November 1, 2002
Since I haven't done one of these [surveys] in a long time, I thought I'd do one now. That plus the fact that I'm bored at home and there's not much to do.
Starting Time: 3:00 PM
Your Name: cynthia
Nicknames: I'm too cool for nicknames. Either that or nicknames are too cool for me. I think it's the latter.
Birthday: July 25, 1985
School: Lynbrook
E-Mail: It's somewhere on this site, I believe. Go search for it... it'll be like a GAME. One lameazz game though.
Eyes: dark brown
Height: 5'6" I believe...
Weight: This is between me and my scale. I hate that fucking scale.
Pets: KITTTTTTTY~! Her name is Lil'Lee and you can see her awesome cuteness here.
Gone all the way? Of course not. I'm as naive as they come.
Do you have a crush: If by crush you mean Matt Damon luv, then yes. If by crush you mean guy-in-school then it's "hell no".
When you first meet some one you notice? The way they carry themselves.
Dumped someone else? No
Gone out in public in your pajamas: I go out sometimes to get the newspaper, but generally no. I have to pull on at least jeans / t-shirt even if I'm going out to Safeway at midnight.
Missed school b/c it was raining: no.
Kept a secret from everyone: No, sadly.
Had an imaginary friend: I have the imagination of a very non-imaginative person. You see how imaginative that sentence was?
Cried during a Flick: Sadly, never. I don't cry in general.
Had a crush on a teacher: No...
Ever thought an animated character was good looking: Wow, I don't know, considering this blog is called "subalicious" and my IM is "subarulicious." Some might construe this as me having a Subaru-obsesion [from X].
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: Yes. I have my weekly television-watching schedule. Now you can see why I get nothing done.
Been on stage: For piano recitals, but in general, no.
----------------FAVORITES------------------
Shampoo: Helene Curtis Salon Selectives
Toothpaste: Whatever my mom sets in front of me. I'm not picky about my teeth [aaaand in a few years my teeth will rot and fall out due to my lack of interest in my teeth]
Type of sandwich: Grilled cheese sandwich w/ three layers of cheese. Nothing is too cheesy. NOTHING.
Soap: Caress usually. Since you know, "before you dress, caress." And it's sad how I've memorized that catch phrase adn everytime before I use Caress I have to think about it.
Colors: Black, blue, dark gray.
Day/Night: Night-time is my friend.
Summer/Winter/Spring/Fall: Winter because I like sleeping underneath my 4-layers of blankets.
Lace or satin: Neither. I like cottttton.
Cartoon character: SUBARU~! He's so shexie. Go download X-TV now, but be forewarned of angst-filled Kamui and Kotori-on-a-stick.
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfiend: no
Who have you known the longest of your friends: I dunnno. I don't talk that much to my JohnMuir friends anymore.
Who's the loudest: Nobody's that loud.
Who's the shyest: Linda? I think she's fairly shy.
Who do you go for advice: My mom because she's got life x-perience. That's right, experience minus the "e".
------------IN THE LAST 24 HOURS------------
Cried: No. Definitely not.
Cut your hair: No, but I really need to.
Worn a skirt: nooo.
Been mean: Yeah, probably.
Met someone new: No, unless the drive-thru lady from Jack in the Box counts.
Missed someone: No. I don't do emotions. I am stoic.
Hugged someone: My cat, of course. She bit me right afterwards, on cue.
Wished upon a star: No
Laughed until you cried: I don't think I've ever done that. I've laughed until people got tired of hearing me laugh though.
Played Truth or Dare: no
Spent quality time alone: Yes. Actually, not really.
Read a book for fun: Hahahahaha. No.
Ate a meal: I just finished eating an Ultimate Cheeseburger. That's around 1000 calories right there.
Are you happy: Somewhat, but I'm cranky. I want to take a nap.
Are you wearing your pajamas: Yes, I live in these clothes.
Are you talking to someone online: nope
Laughed: Yes, I have.
Bought something: Food, since it is essential to me staying awake and being alive.
Worn a tie? No, ties are for boys. Cute boys.
Been kissed? By my kitty, yes.
Written a real letter? I haven't written real letters in like a year.
Taken a test? Sort of
Written in a journal? BLOG, that is.
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------
God/Devil: Kind of.
Love: Yes. Awwwwww. ::hugs self::
The Closet Monster: No, I don't. That's for loserz. What I do believe in is the closet ghost.
The Big Bang Theory: Yes
Superstitions: Yes
-------------EITHER/ OR-------------
Coffee or cocoa? coffeeeeee
Hot or cold? cold
One pillow or two? two, one for back-up because back-up pillows are just so essential for sleeping.
Red or blue? depends
Jeans or cords? jeaaans
Sweater or sweatshirt? Both. At the same time. Or not.
Shirt or tank top? My arms are way too fatty for tanktops.
Stripes or solids? Solids
Wool or cotton? Depends. Wool is warmer. I need warmth sometimes too.
Rose or lily? Roses, I guess.
Chocolate milk or plain? CHOCOLATE because anything with added sweetness is nummy.
Spring or Fall? Spring, because by then school is almost out. Fall is full of apps, apathy, much death-ing in terms of grades, and stress.
History or science? History
Do you have friends? Yes
Who do you hang out with the most? I dunno... tracy/victoria? Yeah, I'm asking a question to answer a question because I'm cool like that.
Who do you e-mail the most? My dad
Who have you known the best? Hrm... not sure
Who do you go for advice? Out of friends? Victoria/Tracy? <-- yes, more fuckedup questions
Who do you talk about guys/girls? Tracy, I guess, because Victoria is sick of me talking about Matty
Who knows all your secrets? Nobody. I dunno.
Who's parents food are the best? Victoria's, I guess
Eat peanuts? Sometimes
Have a goldfish? No, but I had a fish.
Eat with you mouth open? Sometimes.
Take walks in the rain? No. I'd rather eat my cat.
Do you ever have that falling dreams? No.
How did you spend the past summer? De Anza's lame html-ing course, going to dinner+movie outings, shopping, sleeping, and trying to escape the pile of asbestos in my backyard.
When was the last time you showered? This morning
What color pants do you have on right now? sweatpants
What song are you listening to right now? none
What was the last thing you said online? that would be from yesterday. and i don't remember any of my convos.
What are the last 4 digits in your phone number? 2881
What was the last thing you ate? A really fatty, oily, cheesy cheeseburger.
Where do you want to go on your honeymoon? Italy! Switzerland! A combination of both into what I'll call a Switztaly vacation.
Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? Matty.
Do you have a lava lamp? No, but I think if I ever did get one I'd sit and stare at it in a stupor. Because I'm so easily distracted.
How many buddies do you have on your list? Around 80? 100? Am i even ONLINE right now, I dunno.
What's the nicest thing you find about the opposite sex? They're cute. Some of them.
Do you like the person that sent this to you? This survey was gathered from random blogs.
How do you eat an Oreo? Split it, eat the half w/out cream and then eat the other half w/ cream.
Fave M&M? Any are ok.
Who/What makes you happy? my kittttty
Have you ever won any special awards? Nooo. I'm a loser, not a winner, so stop torturing me and let me be mediocre in peace.
What do you want to be when you grow up? I'm not sure yet. My 150 most popular college majors book thingy will aid me.
What are your future goals? Go to a decent college [TAKE ME TAKE ME] and hopefully get into a good graduate school.
Favorite food? Cheese. Was there ever any doubt?
Favorite movies? Good Will Hunting. Matt Damon was so fucking sex-ay.
Favorite day of this year: Christmas~! Presents~! I'm not materialistic/greedy at all.
Favorite guy's cologne? None, really.
Do you like to dance? No. I dance like an old lady.
Are you too shy to ask someone out? Yes. I'd rather sleep.
Favorite name brand? I like lots of clothes. American Eagle, Gap, Old Navy, Aeropostale.
If you could change your name, what would it be? I kind of like my name.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? Not anymore, after several unfortunate incidents where my bears were killed after I squished them. I mourn thee, stuffed animals of luv.
What is the stupidest thing you've ever done? There's too many to remember. And even if I did, I doubt I'd recount them.
What will your first son's name be? Justin. I like names that start with "J"s.
First daughter? hrm... i dunno.
Favorite drink? Coffee
Lust or Love? Both.
If you could change something about yourself, what would it be? I'd be: thinner, more obnoxious, less sleepy, less tempermental, less mean, less judgmental, less un-emotional, more happy, more open.
Do you consider cheerleading a sport? no.
End Time: 3:30 PM
That's so long I got sick of it in the middle. ::death::
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Tuesday, October 29, 2002
In a fit of motivation and productiveness, I managed to do lots of stuff for Epic. Well, sort of anyways. I called the DMV public inquiry line and interviewed a license manager about the homestudy driver ed thingy. And then I attempted to contact PENschool driver's ed, which is a homestudy course, but the superviser wasn't there. I managed to call three other businesses for ad-related things too.
Today is Buffy day. Wait, is it NEW Buffy? Somehow, I think not. This makes me sad.
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Sunday, October 27, 2002
I [[ heart ]] Tracy's new blog layout. It's so pretty.
They should air the Buffy musical again. I missss it. And really, there's not much to blog about right now. I'm so bored at home. That's a lie. Actually, I have so much stuff to do that I'm paralyzed [LIKE HAMLET~!] and thus unable to complete any tasks. Alright, so that's not exactly true either. The truth = Cynthia's lazy and can't bring herself to separate from computer.
This blog will eventually have images again and will eventually move to blogger. After I get webhosting. Which will be lat0r in life. Probably December. I guess this will be my X-mas present from my mom, as she's agreed that html-ing and getting webhosting to advertise my obsessions is better than Cynthia using money to buy drugs, booze, and porn. Yes, that's because I luv drugs + booze + porn [I'm being sarcastic here, Cynthia is really a good girl].
OK, I wasted the extra hour from daylight savings time. That's bad. So now I have to do all the stuff I was planning on doing in the morning. Like printing out the x-change list for Epic, Hamlet act v questions, and... stuff. Yeah, I'm sure there was other stuff that I'm not aware of and will be reminded of tomorrow morning when the teachers ask for it.
cynthia last posted @ --> 08:23 p.m.
Monday, October 21, 2002
I know a lot of people find Buffy to be a show chock full of ridiculous-ness [[GASP! BLASPHEMY!]]. Yet the same people seem to like shows like Smallville. Good god. Smallville, of all shows, with its crappy acting and not-so-good looking Welling. Kristen Kreuk is pretty, but really, is she good at conveying emotions? Not reaaally. And s-v itself is chock full of ridiculous-ness. Besides, how can people think Buffy is ridiculous if they watch s-v, the show where there is heat-vision and meteor rocks.
Anyway, back to saner and less obsessive topics... Matt Damon is hot and he should come to school and whisk me away to his house to eat grilled cheese sandwiches.
cynthia last posted @ --> 11:14 p.m.
Sunday, October 20, 2002
That is all.
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Saturday, October 19, 2002
So today has so far been bad. I woke up early at 8:30 a.m. [early considering it's a Saturday] and went with my mom to the car dealership. Actually, we went to where my mom THOUGHT the car dealership was. It wasn't there. She thought it was on First Ave. but NOOooo mom, it was actually on North First Street close to downtown SJ. After much berating and verbal abuse coming from me [which I feel guilty of now] we drove back. Now I'm cranky and full of homicidal impulses.
But I took a cute quiz which somenow negates all the negative and violent thoughts I've been having now.
Take the Dessert Quiz
Aww. I am expensive. Hahahahaha. I guess I sort of am considering I tend to go through money very very easily. Which reminds me that I still have the $10 ae money card which needs to be used by me. I need to go shopping~!
cynthia last posted @ --> 12:08 p.m.
Wednesday, October 16, 2002
When there's nothing to do, blog. Or, in my case, when you have apps, hw, and other crap to do, blog. Besides, I'm bored. It's either I sit at the computer staring at the screen or I do something else, like type. I'm sorry if this post is becoming very nonsensical but I'm running on like 10 hrs of sleep here. I've learned that when I sleep too little, I become energetic. And when I sleep too much, which happened to me today, I become extremely lethargic and tend to watch lots of television.
I want a new blog layout. Mostly because I've been looking at the X marathon blog layouts. Which are so pretty [some of them anyways]. People should go check them out. But I'm not going to link them because if they check their hit refs and find some from this site, they might check what my blog is all about and encounter my measly layout and inane ramblings which will probably not make a good impression. And they're cool. I want to be like them. Or be them. Either one is preferable.
cynthia last posted @ --> 11:50 p.m.
Wednesday, October 16, 2002
The Bourne Identity DVD will be released January 2003. Apparently you can already pre-order from amazon.com here. Oh, and Matty was named #33 in Entertainment Weeky's Power list. Along with Ben Affleck, the now-sober drunkard.
I know why I have a B in English AP now. Death to the quizzes as I got two Cs. That didn't work in my favor. But hey, at least I got As on the essays. I guess my writing isn't that crappy yet. Then again, Baugher's probably grading easily for the first six weeks and soon she'll turn hard and I'll start getting Bs and Cs on the essays.
And hey, you know what's goooood is that I have that whole gradual improvement thing for my grades throughout high school. Perhaps that will work in my favor. Or perhaps it won't since my grades still suck. Oh well, this is Cynthia caring: -_-;; <--- Yeahhh that was descriptive.
cynthia last posted @ --> 09:56 p.m.
Wednesday, October 16, 2002
I completely disagree with what I got on the online quiz thingy:
Who are you?
I am noooot a "trendoid." Death to that label. But I took it twice and it's still the same. And wow, is blogging actually helping me in reading Hamlet? I didn't think so. God, I need to stop procrastinating.
cynthia last posted @ --> 12:36 a.m.
Monday, October 14, 2002
More quizzes! Quizzes are fun to take and waste time. This way, I am not bored when I'm procrastinating.
Take the Purrsonality Quiz!
Awww. I think that's just cute.
cynthia last posted @ --> 12:18 p.m.
Saturday, October 12, 2002
I hate people who have a 1600 on their SATs, a 4.5 GPA, and still find things to complain/angst about. I mean, good god, what do they have to worry about... NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING.
Today this mother and daughter came over to our house. I had just woken up actually when they came over so I wasn't exactly lucid. I just remember getting out of my room and seeing strangers, thinking "wtf" and going to the living room. A few minutes of watching mindless television, I heard the mother and daughter start to argue with each other.
Apparently, their lives are really screwed up. The mother is divorced, and the girl has been living with her father for most of her life. Her father is remarried and has just gone back to Taiwan to work, leaving her stepmother behind. Her stepmother, being the sweet kind of stepmother she is, decides to kick the girl out because she isn't her biological daughter. Now the girl hasn't been living with her mother for 11 years of her life. She goes to her mother's house for two weeks, and all the mother seems to do is hound her to get her father to pay child support. Of course, she feels understandably pissed off, especially because her mother has a live-in boyfriend and another child with her bf.
It's times like these that I take a step back from my relatively normal life and thank god that I don't have such a fucked up situation. I mean seriously, that girl has reason to angst. I would completely angst if I were her. But no, people seem to hate their own little pristine perfect lives where the only stress they have is choosing between going to Harvard or going to Stanford. A plague on their house!
But yeah. I don't know... it just irritates me that some people are always so nitpicky about their semi-perfect lives when other people have all these issues to deal with. They shouldn't angst over their non-existent problems.
[edited because the word 'plauge' is just too hard for me to spell correctly]
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Thursday, October 10, 2002
There is absolutely nothing to post about. My life doesn't have drama. Oh, except I don't know what to write about for my UC essay. I was thinking about family dysfunction, but then again today during the brown-bag lunch meeting McSherry said that family dysfunction was... overused? Or something to that extent. Well, there goes my entire essay before it was even written. Maybe I can take a fresh angle on it. Maybe I'm not that creative so now I'm screwed. Yeah, I think it's the latter.
cynthia last posted @ --> 05:34 p.m.
Tuesday, October 8, 2002
I archived the index page since it was getting long. Mostly because about 90% of this blog is so full of fluffy nothing-ness that it takes me forever to make my point. There. My point has been made in only 3 sentences.
The Scripps College meeting was today. That was full of fun, actually. I thought it was pretty informative and the pictures the rep showed us of the college were so pre-tty. It makes me really want to go there, if there wasn't the fact that it's an all-women college meaning the odds aren't good. Or at least they aren't stacked the way I'd like them to be stacked. Oh, whatever. I'll be blunt and say that I want boys on campus because pretty boys are good eye candy.
The Buffy episode today was really quite frightening. I didn't enjoy the skin-eating. But Tracy is right, paralyzed Dawn was pretty humorous. Crazy Spike was pretty amusing. And wow, that new Birds of Prey show is debuting tomorrow. I'll be watching because I'm a loser and I like WB shows.
I finally bought stamps today for Epic. 80 cent stamps and 3 cent stamps. Except being the extremely idiotic person that I am I wound up buying on twenty 80 cent stamps and fifty 3 cent stamps. I hope there are no more than 20 subscriptions. The exchange papers aren't half as important considering most of the papers we get have a 5-person staff whose quotes include, and I remember this very very clearly, things like "I don't watch that American Idol show because I think it's gay." <--- the hell kind of quote is that.
I need to study lit terms now because I decided to be a lazy ass and went ahead and posted insetad of memorizing as I should have a few hours ago. Somebody needs to take this computer away from me [which wouldn't really be effective considering there's another computer in my room and one in my mom's room].
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