Haha. I'm such a web addict. Jo , I really like that new layout. We totally need some of that old school anime stuff these days!

Anyways, Tina dear, of course you have writing talent. That's why that took you for Silver Chips, and I was completely rejected. Haha. I was a little bitter about that before, but I figure graphics and yearbook are better for me than newspaper writing. [It's not as if I ever enjoyed it in the first place. Not like you did, anyways.] You have to stop doubting yourself first, though!

You know, today we had a little family outing to D.C. Let's see, I've been living here for four years now, and we finally visited the White House [inside, anyways]. That wasn't terribly interesting, but I also finally got to go to the D.C. Chinatown. It wasn't much in comparison to the other ones I've been to [Chicago and Toronto], but I always love seeing Chinese culture mixed with American and all that. I mean, I saw an Irish pub in the middle of Chinatown! And the funny thing was, the Chinese on the door basically translated to "beer building" [jiu guan]. Haha. We had dim sum [good as usual], and I swear, that guy looked exactly like Dan Omara but Chinese [this guy from my middle school]. And taller. I think it was the gelled hair.

I really despise this layout, but I still haven't HTML-ized the new one I made for Heba. Hopefully I can get it up this week... And I really want to start working on some new sites, but I'm still on this ban thing, and I really am not supposed to be online right now.

I'm not supposed to be online... But happy birthday one day early anyways!

So Lisa and I discussed Magnet Arts Night today. I'm so glad my dear friend is running it this year. Let's see, what did I say? "Lisa dear, I'm an idea person. I'll think of everything, and then you can actually follow through with it."

I still say S.E.S.'s 'Cause I'm Your Girl! A song I actually have a romanization and translation for...!

I should write something somewhat substantial in my blog for once. So I have one more time this week when I can use the Internet... What the heck. I hate these stupid limits. What's even more annoying is that I can't even frigging design anything... Not that my designs are any good, but I swear it's my only creative outlet. And with work ten frigging hours a day, I need some creative outlet!

Let's see, my schedule today:
6:30 -- Get to ARL. Missed taps.
6:30 - 8:15 -- At Lisa's office ranting about Korean music.
8:15 -- Finally drag myself to work.
11:30 - 12:15 -- Lunch.
12:15 - 1:30 -- At Lisa's again making plans for Magnet Arts Night next yer [we're dorks].
1:30 - 5:00 -- Back to work...

I must've listened to my CD's twenty times over. I switched them every ten minutes.

Wah...!!! You know, I'm in a really good mood, and the weird guys I'm talking to online can't even pull me down. Man, I'm always talking to guys! Where did the girls go? I know they don't have any more of a life than I do...

I so want to do S.E.S.'s 'Cause I'm Your Girl. Come on girls! Forget the other songs, let's do 'Cause I'm Your Girl!

It didn't disappear. It's all good.

Hmm. My entry just got erased. What did I say? Something about how I feel like a super bitch and how Luke's father will never the same again.

Damn.

I feel like being vague again. And seriously, sometimes you should never rely on your friends. When it all comes down, do it yourself if you want to get it done.

A new take on Star Wars... I am now completely amazed by the awesomeness of Lisa Kim. Luke's father will never be the same again...

Neither will I. You know, I really have been a fake ass idiot for the past year. I love Fly to the Sky and all, but I think I really should give up on it. Man, I feel like a super bitch. Tralalala.

Of course, I'm restricted to thirty minutes of Internet use three times a week. I'm also not allowed to do any web designing... *sigh* And just when I was getting psyched about making furie... Oh, well.

Damn, I feel sorry for myself again. *twiddle*

I've decided. Maturity levels aren't the same. I'm not insulting either of them, but I bet they're closer in their way of thinking than I am with either of them. Maybe.

It's amazing. I was talking to Tina at Lindsay's house on the couch in the dark room with Rover Dangerfield blaring on the TV screen. I was talking about what was on my mind concerning Daniel, and all the while he's sitting across the room with Sophie. Mmm. I love Tina Shook. She understood, or at least she listened. I was so frustrated about it.

Mmm. I'm still frustrated, but I've basically given up. I give in to the dark side, in Tina Peng's words. I don't even think I'm friends with him anymore. That's not my fault or his necessarily. It's just... *sign* I'm not jealous, I'm just... Frustrated. Haha. That does make me sound jealous. But the truth is, I'm just no understanding, and that frustrates me. Believe me, I love understanding what's going on, and right now I'm baffled. I have no way in, and that bothers me, too.

I sound like a complete idiot. Why do I do this? Why am I always screwing up?

Why am I whining again? Dang it.

I really can't stand my mooning over myself, feeling sorry for myself crap. But I'm doing it nonetheless. Man, I am such a bitch. Goodness, I am so stupid, but I need to get over myself and get going. Do stuff for other people. Get out of my house [like that's going to happen after my grades... Geez, it was only a B for the semester in Bio! All the rest were A's... Course, that exam grade was inexplicable...]. Chill down with some good music. [Mmm... Lifehouse.]

I really need to talk to Lisa, Tina, and Griff.

I am going to become a nun.

One highlight: I like Baby VOX's Game Over. Wow.

Anyways... I completely forgot I got report cards yesterday. With all that craziness last night, I completely forgot. My GPA was the lowest it ever has been... I'm going to sound like a complete dork, but I have never had anything lower than a 3.77 before... I got a 3.64, because [nasty] Biology is a double period... I hate Biology.

Actually, besides Biology, my grades weren't that bad.

I hate Biology.

I hate Biology.

I hate Biology.

You know what? I really love Tina Shook. I really hate myself for being so stupid. But anyways... After last night, I have absolutely no reason for acting stupid anymore! Or at least I shouldn't. Of course, those are two very different things.

Haha. I'm really getting into the nonexistent words now. Talking? Nah. AIM? Yeah. Making incoherent noises? Yeah. Haha? Yeah, definitely.

Phil noted that I said "Haha" eleven times in a five minute AIM conversation. Yo, I can top that. Do I sound too proud? Probably. Tina, you're going to La Plata? Again? Last time we were there, Daniel Ku was wearing a yellow dress and dancing with an umbrella... Well, maybe not dancing. Which Eve 6 song? I really like the Here's to the Night song... Haha. Maybe we should refer Alvin and Mike T Lee to that type of "white" music...

I really am starting to sound like a stereotypical asian female. But anyways, he is right about the asian guys thing. If there are three or more asian guys in a group, then there's no chance that any of them will get a girl. But if it's an asian guy by himself, then he can get girls. Want examples? Hmm. Let's take the Blair Magnet sophomore [well, class of 2003] asian guys: nope, no girls. Let's take the other extreme: Mr. Ultra White Asian... Daniel! Plenty of girls hopping all over him! Hmm.

Conspiracy? I wouldn't know.

I feel awake for the first time in about... A week maybe? Haha. Of course I'll dedicate a layout to you, Heba! You're like my oldest friend that I still talk to... You've known me since I was a bumbling 10 year old in fifth grade, although you did move to Michigan towards the end of the year. Although I haven't seen you in what, three years at least [O_O], I still love you!

Man, I finally finished reading some X manga translations. I am now hooked on that blonde playboy Yuuto. T_T I even changed my wallpaper to that dude... *twiddle* Wah, I'm in the middle of downloading some humongously large MPEG file of Fly to the Sky and BoA performing I Want... Only 6:55:12 left... *grumble* If it wasn't F2TS...

I'm going to Lindsay's tonight, and half of my asian buddy buddies aren't going... Haha. Asian cliqueroo... Right. If that's how you see it, I suppose it is just as well. Whatever. I can't say we're not close. We're just not as cliquey as say, the asian guy clique! Boo yea!

Man, what is it with me enjoying pounding on asian guys so much? I love Keiichi from X!!! He's so cute and stupid.

Wow, I'm in an amazingly good mood. I ftped the new layout for my site collective at its new location . Hopefully it doesn't take that long to load...

Tina's back from her "miserable" journalism camp... How the heck can someone find $120 in change lying around the house? Guess that was the same effort that gave Alvin such nice eyelashes... *seethes with jealousy*

So I went and played MASH , too.

You live in a Mansion.
You're married to Fany.
You drive a Mercedes.
Your car is the color Blue.
You live in the state Maryland.
Your honeymoon is Hong Kong.
Your occupation is a Artist.
You have this many kids: 1 (0 male; 1 female).

FANY!!! *drool* Artist? Don't know about that one... Mansion, blue mercedes, Maryland [I can deal with that], FANY, one girl, Hong Kong... Pretty dang good.

Alas, I didn't get...

You don't live in the state Hawaii.
You're not married to Hideki.
You don't have this many kids: 2.
Your honeymoon is not Tokyo.
You don't drive a Volkswagen Beetle.
You don't live in a House.
You don't have this many kids: 3.
Your occupation is not a Psychiatrist.
Your occupation is not a Scientist.
You don't live in a Apartment.
You're not married to Sano.
Your car is not the color Red.
You don't live in a Shack.
Your honeymoon is not Seoul.
Your car is not the color Purple.
You don't drive a BMW.
You don't live in the state New York.

No Hideki, no Sano. Oh, well. Fany will do just fine.

You know what? I don't know why, but liking someone or knowing someone likes you/liked you really is quite distracting. It can totally throw you off from acting normal. Maybe Daniel wasn't being purposely distant... Just felt funny. Now I can no longer totally blame him. T_T Blah. Emotions only complicate things.

I'm so tired that I don't feel like putting content on my collective page. I made a layout I like rather, but it's so graphics heavy and it's a pop-up. *grumble*

Lisa, I'm sorry that Code Warrior is no longer your friend.

Haha. Ryan says I say "haha" too much. Maybe. Haha. Oh, geez. I do say "haha" too much. Great, I've picked up on all those nasty mumbling asian guy habits...

This NRG song has a really weird beginning... It's like opera singing... By the way, anyone know the names of track #1 and #3 from the new NRG album? I downloaded the songs, but I don't do Korean, so... Ryan, I'm not a wannabe. Just because you [Korean boy] didn't know what "haeng bok" meant... Hmph. I love you kid. I'm very sorry I was all "dark" during sophomore year. And yes, I'm getting over that "selfish" feeling stuff.

Some songs I really really like right now... H.O.T.'s Time Will Tell [I love it! I don't know why, but I love it!], Click-B's Baek Jun Moo Phae [sp?], and Yong Suh Hae Jul Rae. Blah. I'm a sucker for crazy rapping.

I am so BORED.

It's dithered! *dies* Erk. I can't ever get gif files to look properly. Anyone care to help? *struggling*

Soph year was a nightmare.

Yet another day of work... *yawn* I'm glad I finally got a half decent talk with Ryan in. I haven't really talked to him that much lately.

Testing, testing...