i finally asked my dad abt the phone line. he said my mum made him cancel it. just felt damn sad. i dont wanta be pissed at whatever insignificant stuff anymore.

if my parents are not going to america with us i sure do hope i can leave now. right this moment.

em read abt the levitating thing then she told me tt i'm stupid to believe. u mean it was illusion? it looked like he really floated up slowly u know.. em said she can do it too and so can her fat friend. hahaha. show me!!!

had chinese listening this morning. i reached school at 7.30am when it only starts at 9.30? dunno who told me to be in school by 8. luckily lotsa my classmates were there already.

jeremy's friend came over and we asked him to show us magic. he's really really amazing!! he's like david blaine. he asked me to pick a card(i picked ace clubs) and not show him. then he put his thumb and index finger over the flame fer a while. i saw a "1" and the shape of a club on his fingers. it looked like blisters and was kinda faint. damn freaky! after tt he did this another trick. he asked me to pick a card then he tried to read my mind. he got it right k! the most freaky and amazing part was tt he could levitate!! aaahhhhh! i saw with my own eyes! just like david blaine. just tt he didnt levitate as long and as high. it's like it cant be explained. i was like stunned. i wanta learn too! haha.

after tt claire had to go home first to take some stuff so i went out with hannah sophie sarah and terence. ate butter and sugar toast!! i'm addicted to the toast. went window shopping then i left early cus some guy who i dont really like came along. and shopping with hannah makes me tired. i have no idea why. haha.

yesterday's youth day concert was nice. i was so impressed by issac lim! my impression of him changed totally. he's so talented!! haha. after school was gonna meet claire hansen paul and reuben. i took 989 frm the wrong side so i went all the way to changi airport. made hansen wait fer abt 2hrs. i'm very sorry! we all went his hse to slack then i came home.

i think my parents cancelled my phone line without even telling me. i hate them. i hate everybody. i hate myself.

some pple just so irritate me. hais.
newae sch was fun today!! we talked damn a lot of crap. they say i'm bimbotic. damn it. i dun wanta take over hannah or esta!! i'm not bimbotic :(

i passed my chinese paper!! yay!! but i think i'll get Fs fer the rest. fer today's GP lesson we talked damn a lot. they were talking abt the co-op being closed all the time. then jeremy said, "the co-op is opened only when 7-11 is closed." ahahahaha. damn funny. heard tt our GP paper was done quite badly. so i think i'll only pass one sub! aahhhhhh!

we were let off early today to do survey but we just slacked around town. my class is amazingly united!! we planned to go fer lunch together and 20 of us turned up. ate at sakura(a thai restaurant) then claire and i went to meet hansen and his friend reuben. went shopping a while then kevin came. we all decided to go watch movie. met jess and her darling at orchard mrt. haha. kevin left then we headed to lido to watch terminator 3. i think it's nice!! but kinda scary at some parts. and the guy's like damn cute! haha. i so so so so wanta watch alex and emma!! looks like a sweet sweet show :)

i think i might join netball instead of canoeing or tennis!! hope it'll be fun tmr.

hais. oral sucked totally. i was the second last person to go. i got nervous and had a mind block fer the conversation part! damn it.

ended kinda late. claire and i were supposed to go hansen's hse but she pangsehed me cus she didnt wanta wait alone. so we had a change of plans! went town with hannah sarah hilary jeremy and terence fer lunch. then met up with alex paul and clifford to go bowling!! i totally suck at it can. haha. but it's fun :) amanda came to meet us after tt. we shopped around fer her friend's bdae present then i came home.

just came back frm holland v!! had ice cream and chocolate fudge cake frm haagen dazs. must make full use of my time before i get back my results. haha. i love ice cream :)

aahhhhh. hafta go back school tmr. i feel so sian all of a sudden. it's like we all wont have tt much time to meet up anymore. i have NE quiz in the morning then hafta go fer chinese oral! newae my mum nv ask fer my phone yet. weird. haha. but it's as good as not having one cus my phone batt is dying. found a nice template just now!! shld i change it already? but pat said i shld wait fer next mth. i'm quite excited!! ahaha.

hansen said i look like tweety bird. yuck!!! i dont like tweety bird :( u stupid ass who pretends to be edison! haha.

newae beni, if u're reading this hope u are feeling better ya? hais. dont be so sad!! cheer up k :)

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friday
seetoh came my hse!! we were supposed to play squash but the court was booked so we just lazed around. we were reading a mag then it said tt 4 july is my lucky day. i told seetoh i dont feel lucky at all. then on my way home after sending seetoh to her bus stop, i found 10 bucks on the floor! haha. i dont usually find money.

saturday
woke up damn early to go beach. went to meet xj wen rachel sab chun jeremy and huat at harbour front mrt. neo pat and sara came later. the rest of us played beach volleyball! we played 6 on 2 (girls against guys) but we lost! haha. then went kayaking. i drank a lot of sea water cus jeremy and huat kept splashing water at us! they are idiots lor. after tt we went swimming. went to wash up then jeremy chun and i left first. didnt know where pat sara and neo disappeared to! they said they went to see dolphins or sth. pink dolphins :) i wanta see too!!

came home to bathe then my dad fetched me to hil's hse. her hse is damn nice!! we barbequed the food. they went swimming then hannah and i went cycling! it was quite tiring. haha. jeremy wanted to challenge me at table tennis but the table was too mah fan to take out!

hannah sarah eebing shimin yongchun jeremy ben terence and i stayed over. we spent quite a lot of time cleaning the floor cus hannah spilled three quarters of the bottle of zapple accidentally. i think hil's parents were not very happy abt it so we cleaned very thoroughly.

after tt watched a walk to remember!! it's nice :) then went fer supper. we went 7-11 to buy cup noodles then sat outside to eat. jeremy and terence kept telling ghost stories i got quite scared!! we bought vodka to drink on our way back. i shared with hannah cus i know i cant drink! felt my head pounding and got damn red again. haha. we went back to watch the hot chick but we all fell asleep halfway. had to wake up at 6am to go home cus hil's parents didnt want us to stayover.

sunday
reached home at 7 plus. slept till abt one then went to rachel's hse. i lost my way again lor. went to old airport rd or sth. walked damn long to this another bus stop then i finally got to rachel's hse. i ate eclairs!! i love eclairs! haha. peiyi came a little ltr. we slacked around then rachel's parents asked us to go for dinner with them. felt so paiseh! reached home at abt 11. it's so amazing tt i'm still awake now! think i'll be half dead tmr.

feel like the whole world's irritating me. maybe i'm just too stubborn. hais. cant help it cus sometimes u just want things to go ur way. somehow.
hope tmr will be fun!! have to rush a lot though.

newae it's so amazing levina found my blog!! we were quite close in primary school right? haha. how's america? hope u're having fun there :)

omg i'm like so fucking pissed. i hate you. i hate u so much it even makes me wanta cry. guess u cant be bothered. cant be bothered with anything tt happens to me. hope we dont ever talk again. to think tt i actually did miss you. i shld think again. haiss.

anybody in their right mind wld know tt i didnt type the previous entry... haha. shiping typed tt herself!!

i like rainy days. but not when i'm out. and especially not when i planned to go tanning the day before. supposed to meet shiping at harbour front. i was late!! think she got quite pissed with me. i'm sorry leh :( we decided to just go town in the end cus it was like gonna rain and we didnt have time. went shopping with shiping fer damn long then met up with kai tav max and jerome. shiping left after tt then we headed fer the airport!

there were like quite a lot of pple at the airport. i cld imagine myself in his place. haiss. i'll cry :( we went to suntec after tt fer dinner then i came home. dont really feel like blogging today. no idea why. yea.

by the way, I LOVE SHIPING!!!

i suddenly remembered sth damn funny. ahahaha!!

last year me rachel and pat went to neo's hse to play mahjong. neo poured water fer us and the water tasted fishy!! almost puked. but neo thought it was normal. we concluded tt maybe there was sth wrong with neo's fridge. haha. then pat told me tt neo started saving up and used her own money to buy a new fridge fer her family just cus we said the water tasted fishy. ahahahahaha!! omg neo u are damn funny!!!!! haha.

aahhhh damn tired. woke up early today cus some pple were coming to check the air cons in my hse or sth. so i decided to go cut my hair. i didnt take out my earring so when she was combing my hair back she pulled the aerring damn hard. hurt like hell. when i went home to check there was some transparent liquid. yuck. bathed then went to meet tav at thomson plaza. i finally bought the order of the phoenix!! cant wait to read. but i stil have one more paper to go. i didnt study much cus i fell asleep and after tt i read the book. gonna try studying ltr.

so excited abt tmr!! i'm going for tanning at sentosa with shiping!! joel said tt he's going sentosa tmr too. joel i dont wanta see u!!! pls dont go same beach as me. haha. oh and i suddenly said tt i wanta see a shooting star cus joel said he saw one the other day. then the other time when we stayed over at sentosa he also saw one. so unfair!! somehow i just dont see shooting stars.

after tt we're going to the airport to send aloysius off. he's going australia. i think they wanta go watch twins effect in the afternoon or sth but sorry i'm going tanning!! haha. planned damn long ago.

happy birthday esta :) hope i didnt get it wrong. haha. according to some sources ur bdae is today!!

i wanta see a shooting star too!!! really hope someday i'll see one :)

ughh. horrible day. only read three lectures fer geog. and some actually came out!! haha. so lucky right. i slept fer abt 20mins during the paper. realised only me n claire slept. hannah said tt she nv slept during an exam before!! so amazing. had one hour break then had maths. i only knew how to do 3 questions! as in finished doing 3 qns. the rest i all did halfway. i did damn fast too cus i skipped lotsa questions. i'll be dead during parents teachers meeting! but newae lotsa pple said the maths paper is difficult. so it's not tt bad i guess. after tt went town with kai tav jerome and max. ate waffles and took a lot of artistic photos with max's 7250. love tt phone! saw candice and aileen at fareast and took photos of them. newae jerome said tt i'm crooked in the day and straight at night. like wth.. he and his stupid logic!! haha.

my mum found out tt i pierced my ear at the top. she asked me when did i pierce it but i didnt answer her. then after tt she didnt ask anymore. not angry or anything. and my dad even said tt he wanta go pierce too!! haha. quite funny. damn tired now! shall go sleep.

GP was ok i guess. hope i'll pass. i kept daydreaming during the paper again!! everbody was shocked to find out tt i havent started studying geog. they said they'll pray fer me. haha. hope i'll be able to stay up late today. off to study now.

went to church fer the first time in my life! the environment is quite nice. haha. it's tav's church. nicolle max daryl were there too. her conductor gave us free econs lesson. i finally know a little more abt econs! didnt study geog at all though. hais. went to eat prata after tt. i found out tt there's such a thing called the 'paper prata'. haha. it's nice!! came home then watched some ghost show. i'm such a slacker!! at least i only needa be in sch at 11.45am tmr :)

just read esta's blog. a sec3 girl this year passed away? does tt mean the stnicks curse is true? it's scary! memba the curse of the ballet girl or sth tt every 4 years one girl will die? hais. it's sad and definitely freaky.

played squash again!! newae went fer maths tuition fer the first time. it just reminded me why i always nv wanted to have tuition. i guess i just dont like having tuition! but i think my tutor is damn chio!! haha. came home then slacked. i'm like so prepared to fail.

the hotel stay was fun :) left my hse at abt nine at night. walked a damn long way then finally reached hotel rendezvous. em and benita came down to fetch me then we went up to watch the bachelorette while the seetoh novelia karen and qilin played bullshit(or otherwise known as bluff). i thought rob was cute! but beni and em said i got bad taste. haha. ryan is cute too!! we started drinking and eating alphabits. dont think i drank a lot but i got a little high and had a throbbing headache. beni also got a little high. haha. our faces were like damn red.

they couldnt tell i was kinda high at first cus they thought i was being myself. i'm not usually like tt k! haha. but i did stupid stuff like keep taking pictures of alphabits and hugging em. ahaha. we started throwing alphabits around and tried to catch with our mouth. there were damn a lot of alphabits on the floor. i picked them up and threw to em. i think she ate some. haha. after tt they tried to film a porno flick of em and benita but was obviously unsuccessful. it was damn funny!! qilin had to leave halfway. at abt midnight they wanted to go out but i didnt feel like cus my headache was getting worse. they made me go anyhow. we walked all the way to fort canning park then to lau pat sat(is tt how u spell it?). the journey was damn long i almost died. decided not to go clubbing cus lotsa pple like warned us abt it.

we wanted to cab back to the hotel but we had 6 pple!! so we asked lotsa drivers whether they are willing to fetch us. most were unwilling then one nice uncle came along! when we were getting onto the cab, other cab drivers behind honked damn loudly. we thought we saw one chase after us!! it was like some action movie or sth. ahaha. reached the hotel at abt three or four in the morning. we watched sweet home alabama. i fell asleep halfway as usual. haha. karen left at abt 7 in the morning cus she had to work the next day. i was still asleep! took more photos the next day and played cards again. em and beni went down fer the free buffet breakfast. they secretly brought cupcakes up fer us! yummy :) beni and seetoh had tuition. em had PW and novelia i dont know what did she have. so we checked out kinda early.