Sunday, January 19, 2003

i was half an hr late fer training lor... can u believe it? haha. nv been tt late b4. in st nicks we'll be dead k.. pple at sa are lyke damn slack i'm so not used to it.

n haha... he said bye to me again. hahaha. think he was just being friendly. dont memba which of us said bye first. newae me n shiping planned to go to sentosa next week!!!! she's bringing the sun tan lotion fer me n i'm bringing sun block fer her. hahaha. we're gonna bring lotsa food n cards to play! n discman too.

next sat the sa seniors asked us to go fer reunion dinner.. dun tink i wanta go. cus i really wanta go to the beach!! then can see sunset too. yay! i'm gonna bring camera again. haha.

newae one day i went to type my own name in the yahoo search engine n shiping's quiz was one of the results!!! i juz realised anybody can see my web. feel unsafe nw. shld i delete the whole thing? cus i really dont want tt person to know!!! aaahhhhh!!!!!!

so tt joel said he's gonna tell me who's the guy tt i think like xj. but who's joel? as if i'll recognise him.. haha. wen has f4 n xj has !kung bushmen. is it kung! or !kung? haha. dumb....

tmr i'm gonna bring camera fer class gathering!! actually it's fer training too... somehow hope he might suddenly be in the background. hahaha. i think too much yah...

wen said she'll help me try to get his number. but he's a buaya!!!!! n i'm shy... hahaha! think i'll just ferget abt it. not very serious anyway. but kinda sad huh. n what if ltr he also do wat xiu did to tt sji guy? haix. haha....

yay now we officially haf the l.a.x.l.a.y.s club!!!! YAY!!!! nice name rite.. i thot of it. haha.

tmr's class gathering.. i'll be late k. only going fer the bbq. i desperately want a new phone n a new line!!! arrgh! hope my dad will get fer me fer my bdae or i'll hafta fork out my own new yr money. damn it!!!

can play the game at my links when u're bored. quite fun lah. haha.

wen: i'm not lying... fag asked me to help him!! haha. newae since u helped me den i'll help u!!! yay! hahaha. so dont wory anymore. he wont pester u. n stop talking rubbish on ur blog n with him! but i'm really shy lah... haha. u too rite! tt's why dont dare to look at fag. i can imagine u all dancing tango together. HAHAHA!!!

training was damn slack today cus i skipped all the physical trainings. yay!! all i did was hit some strokes n then played a few matches. cant believe i trained frm 3 to 7+!! almost died.. played a match wif the coach. we got thrashed! damn it! hope one day can win him.. haha.

newae some girl at sa's damn funny. haha. she was waiting fer her turn to go into the court to train when the coach came over n told her some stuff. afta tt when the coach walked away, she turned slowly to look at me wif the blur face n said, "question mark, question mark." ahAhAHahAHa!!! it's damn funny k. hahAHahahAHAhAhaha!!!!!!

sch's ok only... i only like maths lessons! yay! yanrong transferred to my class. it's quite ok lah. just one more person to talk to. she lyke whole day talking abt her lover. she brought the acsi yr book. i juz anyhow flipped n saw the guy-in-my-estate's pic!! is it fate or what? haha! juz think it's him. not very very sure. but he looked kinda ugly... haha.

i wish pe lesson is not tmr! but i dont wanta waste my MC. haha. newae i'm scared of the sa badminton teacher. i msged him to tell him i wont be going training this week then he said try to go this wed. i said i dont think i'll go but i'll try to go this sat cus last sat during training i wasn't feeling very well. then he said i shld haf told him. i apologized n he replied, "it's OK." why is it in caps? i tink he sounded kinda unhappy or sarcastic to me. is it just me or what?

what adjective are you?
quiz by maikamariel

did some drills training n whenever u make a mistake u hafta do 5 push ups. i've been doing it the whole day!!! arrgh! afta tt the sa pple ordered canadian pizza n asked if we wanta eat!! we wanted to but it was getting kinda late n i was damn tired.

so they ate cup noodles instead. both tav n tt scgs girl ate 2 cups each! i juz stared at them. then they said a basketball match was gonna start! i SO wanted to watch!!! it's sa against ngee ann poly. aaahhhh!!! haha. but again i was too tired. damn it! hope next week still haf or sth. basketball is sa's core cca.. quite sad huh. badminton rocks! haha.

Come and hold my hand
I wanna contact the living
Not sure I understand
This rope I've been given
I sit and talk to God
And he just laughs at my plans
My head speaks a language
I don't understand

I just wanna feel
Real love fill the home that I live in
Cos I got too much life
Running thru my veins
Going to waste
I don't wanna die
But I ain't keen on living either
Before I fall in love
I'm preparing to leave her

Scare myself to dead
That's why I keep on running
Before I roll eye
I can see myself coming

I just wanna feel
Real love and the love ever after
There's a hole in my soul
You can see it in my face
It's a real big place

xiu: stop leaving rubbish msgs!!!!

wednesday
i went to sa fer training. those pple were having tryouts then me n tav juz sat there. we saw a few st nicks girls. asked yixin whether sa is fun she juz said it's ok. janice lee was there trying out fer badminton! haha.

afta tt we carried on training. their new coach is a killer!! i lyke nv trained fer erm.. 8+ mths n he had to make us do 1 min of sit-ups n push ups! almost died. i'm having muscle ache nw cus i didnt do cool down. did other agility kinda physical too n had to do footwork. afta tt we played matches! yay! it was fun except fer some *ahem*. haha.

fergot to mention tt while i was on my way to the bus stop to take bus to sa, i saw tt cute guy hu lives in my estate!! hahaha! this is our 4th time meeting. so happy! my estate is not very small so all i hafta say is... fate brought us together. haha. ok i dun make sense. i dont noe how old is he n no idea wat sch he's in. he wore a white blouse n dark blue long pants. looked lyke ac to me. he looked kinda young too!! sobz.

first time i saw him was when we took the same bus n we walked the same long way home. 2nd time i almost knocked into him. we juz stood n stare at each other fer abt 10secs. third was at the bus stop. tink he was going town. haha. ok i'm thinkin too much.

thursday
finally went back to oi. met this nice IJ girl! she was damn friendly.. he kept asking me to follow her so i wont get lost. haha. then she asked me to sit beside her. lessons were ok. i was practically playing bingo in every lesson n lecture except fer the maths ones. was quite lost though cus i din go fer 3 days. then afta tt i juz went home. nothing much!

today
afta assembly we went to show some teacher tt we took hcl. but in the end all of us still took cl!! arrgh! so boring! my classmates told me to go canteen during break to celebrate some pple's bdae. seriously i had no idea hu they were at all. i paid one dollar fer the cake.

i stood somewhere far behind n mumbled the birthday song then afta tt i ran away w/o eating the cake. haha. wen n xiu said they saw me standing behind so extra!! haha.

i had 2 or 3 free periods today! played UNO, bridge, bluff n murderer. the murderer thingy was kinda dumb. i was trying to kill this girl so i winked at her.. she gave me a blur look so i nodded my head trying to hint 'yes u're dead'. then she FINALLY said she's dead afta what seemed like eternity. i almost died trying to kill her. got closer to my class today but still not very used to it. told wen n xiu i made half a fren today. haha pathetic.

supposed to meet seetoh em n beni in town afta tt. sab forced me to take 24 wif her. haha. so i did. n i was forced to go mos too. hahaha!! then em they all said they're not gonna watch movie already so we changed our outing to the coming mon.

went to sab's hse instead wif a mos burger meal, a jap pancake n the vcd of 'serendipity'. i tink it means a fortunate accident rite sab? haha. nice word ya? the show was quite nice.. then i played with sab's cat!! fed it fries, beef n rice n sab fed it prawn tails. haha. sab calls her cat george but i insist it shld be called bush!! bush sounds nicer.. haha. so when sab says 'georgy' i'll asy 'bushy'! seriously bush sounds nicer rite?

i tink her cat's damn smart! it somehow understands wat i'm trying to tell it. is it juz some kinda telepathy? haha. cool huh. we took the polaroid thingy. took 4!! n some idiot kept saying she look lyke ah ma or a malay. haha. tmr needa go fer training at sa!! aaahhhh!!! training's becoming a chore! tt's kinda sad.. if i get into sa i wanta join softball or rugby or volleyball too! yay!!

xiu: fer goodness sake tt person is not worth mentioning compared to u n wen's ocean!! one is pacific ocean n one is indian ocean. haha. mine's juz the drain beside my hse.

wen: i'm really starting to suspect u want a girlfriend. haha. wat abt ur ocean n ur chinese dance guy? ahaHAHaHAHHa!!!

the sa teacher said tt they're gonna haf tryouts to form this yr's team today. so he asked me n tav to go. any volunteers wanta go sa with me?

pat: how did u get in oi? juz wondering cus the principal said tt lotsa pple are also trying to appeal in. n u are nuts.

wen: u all dont pon during recess k? if not i dont even haf anyone to go recess with.. haix.

i'm lyke breaking my own record... i've nv not gone to sch fer so long. this shows how i hate oi. think i'll be going fer training at sa tmr. i noe it's damn weird. dun really wanta but wat to do. now the sa teacher thinks i wanta go sa after first 3 mths. but i dun really want!!! aahhhh!!! cant do anything abt it now though.. haix. juz hafta live with it.

i miss badminton trainings! i miss st nicks!

went to see the doctor juz now. i haf 2 days MC!!! yay! but i tink when i go back on wed i'll be a loner in class. all alone. newae the doctor said it's chang2 wei4 yan2. dont noe wat it's called in english. it sounds serious but dun tink it's tt bad...

hafta eat weird medicines!!! one to prevent puking another one is disgusting!!! it's in powder form n i hafta mix it in water n drink it down. yuck. it's some form of lactobacillus. it smells sweet. actually to be exact it smells like banana.. it's damn weird. drink a few sips n u'll wanta puke.

after eating anything my stomach will hurt. it's horrible... no appetite too. somehow think it's getting worse. gonna sleep now again. it's kinda sad why i'm not hospitalised ya? haix.

newae my brother's friend mistook me fer my brother over the phone AGAIN!!! i was so irritated!! do i really sound like a guy or does he sound like a girl? his friend talked non stop after i said hello. asked 'me' whether i wanta go out to play. lyke err....

thursday, first day of school was horrible. u can nv imagine the state we were all in. it was SO boring. despite tt fact, the school's horribly old. the food is also terrible. eating the food these 2 days really made me wanta puke. all we did was haf sample lessons, haf ice breaker games n stuff. my grp pple didnt look nice to me at all n my OGL(orientation grp leader) looked damn fierce. almost 3 quarters of the population there is lyke malays n indians. ok maybe half lah.. there were only 3 food stalls!!! 2 of them were selling malay food n i really dun like to eat malay food. was gonna die.... it was so different frm st nicks. really missed school then.

the whole day i was regreting fer not appealing. lyke why did i make such a choice... felt so dumb. but i stayed on lah. i came home n thot abt it. then i kept telling my self it's just my mentality. my mum said my dad was not gonna fetch me to sch. i almost died again. den i'll hafta wake up at 5.30pm. den my dad asked me if i want him to fetch me to sch den i said ok. he's so nice!!!

went to school today feeling only a little better maybe cus i did sleep well. i cant say it's not fun lah... cus it's really MUCH better than yesterday. me n xiu ran away frm our orientation grps to join wen's grp. her grp really got damn a lot of spastic pple. they are just plainly weird. we kept laughing at them the whole time.

we had to make sth to represent our grp then they made some funny fish with the body wrapped with aluminium foil. then the guy hu thot he was the leader or sth drew eyebrows fer the fish.. looked damn funny. ahaha. then they had this sort of 'who wants to be a millionaire' kinda game. the 'leader' kept turning around to ask wen fer her opinions as if her opinions matters a lot to him. ahAHAhaha!! we suspected tt he likes her!

then went on to play wet games. it's a dog n bone game except tt we hafta grab water balloons n throw at the opposite side. i got called n when i grabbed the balloon it burst. didnt even haf a chance to throw!!! wen became mad n fell in love with this another guy. who was OK only... but he's funny. this another weird guy frm wen's grp suddenly hid a water balloon under his shirt behind him. somebody suggested to burst it den wen went forward n tried to squeeze it. we shld haf recorded the scene down!!! it was damn funny... it looked as if she was doing dunno wat wif the guy frm my view!! hahaha! but the balloon didnt burst in the end newae.

we went on to play an improvised game of musical chairs. it became musical cardboard. had to fight to stand on cardboard. i somehow did not get a cardboard then pretended i was on one until MISS GAN SIEW KUEN somehow said very loudly tt i wasn't on one. haha. so i had to go forward to do punishment. had to sit a a balloon n burst one over my head. it was quite dumb lah but i became awake. i hugged wen so tt she wld become wet too.

suddenly there was chaos.. pple started to pour water everywhere n we tried to hide behind pple on this teeny weeny slope. i was hiding behind wen until her darling came over n asked me to hug the OGL also(her OGL's a girl). i juz asked him to go hug her himself then he nv reply me. i started laughing non stop den i tink wen moved away or sth so i lost my balance n fell. so paiseh... then the next moment wen fell too. according to her she fell cus of laughing. not the purposely fall kind. but who believes? haha. kidding lah...

so practically i spent my whole day laughing at the guys in her grp. hope they wont be in my class or i'll really kill myself!!! newae i will noe wat class i'm going to on monday. me wen n xiu chose the same course... hope we'll be in the same class!!! i'm kinda excited abt maths lesson! i'll be so sad if we're in different classes! i cant survive. i'll really die. muz pray... haix.

newae oi has 7 ccas.. lyke err pathetic. 3 cultural grps, fitness club, floorball n band n dunno wat. wat sounds most humanly is floorball... but i tink my coordination sucks. so i decided not to join any cca unless the band pple let me play drums!!! i wanta play drums! i tink frm next week onwards on tues n thurs i'll go back fer training. cant wait!!! i miss badminton. sobz.