aaaahhhhhh!!! i'm burnt!! i wanted to get a tan not burnt! it hurts like nobody's business. ok it's nobody's business. it hurts!!
my vdae was spent at the beach, with wen n xj. i cant tell whether this is my most enjoyable vdae but definitely not sth i really wanted. haha.
we met lotsa weird pple!!! this guy who's a model started talking to us. talked abt crap.. then he talked abt photography. i said i'm kinda interested. then he asked me to take foto fer him. i said ok. at this same moment. stupid xj was blading n she knocked into a lamp post!!! sounds damn funny rite... haha.
ok yah so the guy asked me to help him take foto. he asked me to help him think of a pose. as if i noe rite.. i asked him to do anything he wants. then he said, "u tell me if u want me to lie down, lean against the wall or anything." i was lyke err... then he asked me if i mind if he took a bare top shot. i said u decide. but in the end he didnt lah.
on our way home me n wen met this old man. he started talking to us abt our skin n whatever crap. then he said wen shldn't study so hard, she shld rest more. i was laughing lyke dunno wat. he said lotsa other weird stuff we just listened. he talked fer damn long!!! more then 40mins. i almost died.
we went bowling afta blading. i suck at it!! i got such a lousy score. then we went to play pool. this is the 2nd time i'm playing. the first was at my coach's hse. play wif aileen n virn n zhang. haha. i was lyke scooping the ball.. today wen n xj taught me properly again. they really make great tchers.
xj left halfway during the first game so i continued fer her. me n wen got in all the other balls n were trying to shoot at the black one. i missed it by 1cm!!! almost went into the hole. so it was easy fer wen but she got the white ball in too! so she said i won. played a 2nd game n we were all trying to get the black ball in at the same time again! n i miraculously got it in!!! i was lucky lah... cus she keep missing her shots. but she's really damn pro. haha. but at least i won fer pool!! yay!! haha.
gonna train at jurong east sports complex tmr. hope i haf the energy!!! n hope my tan stays!!!!!! n i hope my skin wont peel.. tink next week we're gonna lyke hide in the library fer 3 days lor. cus xj not in s'pore then wen alone in class damn poor thing. but 2 pple play wat?? kind souls pls play wif us. if not we can go try find the UNO card. tink it'll take days!
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a red UNO card lost in the OI library. it's on a shelf on the left side of the library. reward will be given to finders. contact kua yiwen or gan siew kuen or lin szuyu.
spastic stuff happened in the library again today!!! we were playing heart attack which was quite fun lah. i kept winning but i lyke hit my own hand twice!! n i hit damn hard(wanted to hit xj. haha.)!!!
afta tt played this treasure hunt game thingy... we each took a UNO card n went to hide it in the library then afta tt we'll hafta find each other's one. i took a red draw two n chucked it into some bookshelf. walked away n started the search. afta finding both wen n xj's we tried to find mine but we cldn't!!!! cus i fergot where i put it... hahaha!! i will gif her back one of mine lah.
came home to sleep fer a long while wif the stuffed dog wen xj n fio got fer me. thank u :) named it small d!! sounds lyke 4d rite. 4 diligence we rock! afta tt went to cityhall to look fer shiping. we went to do threading. it's plucking eyebrows using this thread thing. it was kinda pain lah.. then we went to town to shop around!!! came home kinda late. dead tired nw.
tmr we're going to east coast!!! yay!!! cant wait! sounds so fun! gonna get mytan again!!!!!! haha.
i think he wont ask me out already... been thinking too much the whole day. haha. so hope tmr i really haf fun!! haix.
Which Poem Are You? made by Lucky
so i did go fer training today.. slacked lyke dunno what. stroked a while n played one match. it was kinda sian cus i was damn tired n tav wasn't there. he wasn't there too.
went home to bathe then went to ikea to meet kaixin. she passed me my bdae present. thank u!!! it's a pink flower cushion n a pair of earrings. n she wrote me a letta too. readind it reminded me of sec school days. n also all abt our friendship. felt kinda sad n stuff..
we went to shop fer her vdae stuff n went to the restaurant to eat. i ate roast beef!! yay! love it. talked abt cj n she told me lots abt her class. i told kai to go train at sa!!! n she agreed! yay!! she's gonna try training there next sat.
afta reading wen's blog i suddenly remembered the modelling thing. it's not fer a mag lah. just some brochure. kinda regret rejecting it nw! cus modelling is one of my career choices. but too bad lyke no figure n stuff.. tink xj will make a good model!!
i tink i'm becoming damn anti-social!!! i cant be bothered to make new frens. haix. n i dun really like to talk to other pple. is it just me or what? haix. maybe i shld change!!! newae i might be going to crash sa wif benita n em they all tmr. n we're gonna crash ac another day!! n i wanta go crash sr too. haha to visit them. yay!!!
oh i fergot to mention this in my last entry!! when we were at lido, this woman asked peiyi if she cld do a survey. py agreed. she sprayed the chanel perfume on py's wrist n asked py how it reminded her of love. i tried to smell it n it reminded me of the toilet!! kinda weird smelling. py asked me to help her tink but i just said it doesn't remind me of love at all. tink the woman was kinda pissed wif me. haha. she took a pic of py n said she'll appear on the cleo mag. buy the mag next month!!!!
damn happy today!!! haha. lotsa stuff to write abt again!!
went to sch today but we hid in sab's class while the rest were having assembly. then when they were dismissed, me wen xj n yr went immediately to the library. n the damn library was closed!! we thot we were cursed so decided to hide in the toilet first. after a long while of standing in the toilet like idiots, we decided to go hide under the stairs while yr decided to go fer lessons.
on the way, we met ms tay. i tink i'm really cursed.. she asked me why i wasn't there fer assembly so i bluffed her tt i was late. i went fer econs lesson in the end. ran to the library afta tt to meet wen n xj. we played UNO and other spastic games.
we played this name game too!! named ourselves afta fruits, colours n animals. haha. n we were lyke shouting kinda loudly. yr asked me to tell her when it's 12.35pm. so when time was up, i shouted her name across the library cus i thot i saw her. i shouted SO many times n xj shouted damn loud across too. i got fed up so i walked towards her. as i neared the girl... i started to realise i was wrong. the person wasn't yr!!!
i felt so lyke an idiot n ran all the way back n i laughed so hard i almost rolled on the floor. haha. damn paiseh. the whole day we were laughing at xj's bimbotic behaviour!! we left sch at one thirty n i went to meet yh. he passed me cookies he made. haven't tried yet. haha. i will ltr.. thanks! then went to town wif wen n xj. we walked around aimlessly looking fer vdae presents n tops!
went to meet peiyi, benita n seetoh afta tt!! yay we finally haf a chance to meet up!! we wanted to watch catch me if u can at 3 but we missed it, so we watched the hot chick at 7.30. meanwhile we shopped around n i bought another vdae present fer shiping. haha.
the hot chick is hilarious!!! damn funny!! i was practically laughing my head off. rob schneider is a damn gd actor!! he really looked very gayish in the show. haha. there was this very very very very cute guy acting in it!!! he's called matthew lawrence!!! at least i tink so. he's so cute i tell u. go catch tt show!!! haha.
bought vdae presents already!!! yay!!! so happy! but i didnt buy fer him...... we're having training this wednesday!! double yay!! haha. hope he'll be there cus training's optional.
damn bored today.. all i did was eat, eat medicine then sleep. my life's lyke a cycle. promised xj tt i'll always go to sch n study hard frm now on. haha.
fergot to write sth i was damn irritated abt on sat. when i was going into the cinema to watch final destination the ticket person at the door stopped me n asked me to show him my ic. i was lyke whatever.. shiping was trying to take out her wallet then he told her dun needa see hers! i feel so insulted...
wen said my entries are damn long. but i cant help it!! i haf lots to write. i'll try to cut down.
newae i heard tt afta getting back os results u still hafta stay in ur original sch fer 3 weeks or sth. i feel so depressed.. haix. my nightmare is not over yet.
yesterday's training was damn fun!!! we played spastic games. had to grp ourselves into threes n had to rotate to play some game against each other. my grp played against his grp a few times. haha. damn funny!! but i felt paiseh. had damn a lot of eye contact again. it's pure accidental. felt kinda sick during training n was lyke goin to faint. but carried on cus of the games!
i walked past him n thought he smelled nice :) haha. fergot to check out his height!! he's really abt xj's height i tink. maybe taller. i heard a few of my seniors asking the guys to go fer the lunch. but i decided not to go. kinda regret nw. but maybe he wasn't there...
went home to bathe den met shiping in town. we wanted to catch a movie at cine but the queue was damn long! someone msged n told me tt the badminton pple were in the cine food court. so i asked shiping to go down to check out fer me while i hide behind some pillar. she asked me to go down wif her but i felt too paiseh so we didnt in the end. so sad...
went to lido to watch final destination 2. it's quite nice lah. but i prefer the first cus the murders are more unexpected. i didnt cover my eyes at all surprisingly. haha.
shopped around afta tt. my legs were really gonna break at tt time. shiping bought me a top fer my present. thank you!!! love it :) i'm such a spendthrift! bought an op shirt, bodyshop hairbrush n a tube bra. took neoprint too! i'm thinkin of wat to get as vdae presents. shld i get fer him too? but i'm too shy lah.. ahaha. n i wont see him newae.
i saw the most unexpected pple in town! i saw the sji guy tt i thought was cute. n i saw the fated guy!!!!!! we're really fated. ahahaha!! he doesnt look as bad as u said k yanrong..
dont noe if i haf training on monday but i somehow dont think so. haix. hope there is!
i always thought tt he's xj's admirer.. am i wrong? cus i suddenly realised tt he might be yanrong's. haha.
arrgh!!! my nose is so blocked i cant breathe!!!! shld i go to sch tmr? but me wen n xj lyke planned to pon lessons the whole day tmr n just hide in the library to play monopoly, hotel n twister. haha. no lah only play cards.
we ponned maths lecture again today n went to the library. nw lyke damn a lot of pple pon!! the library was kinda packed. haha. bet one day we sure get caught!!! we were so bored we started to shake the teeny weeny can of pepsi yanrong bought fer joel. we shook it fer damn long!!! then started to play this stupid throwing fone 'game'. got bored again n made mine n xj's belt into a ball n started to play volleyball. haha. it was so dumb.
went to find joel afta tt. we were all anticipating tt moment he opens the can!! we made him open it n he did. it let out a small 'pop' sound n a little sizzling then nothing happened!! arrgh!! we were all so disappointed! cus we thot everthing wld flow out till nothing is left in the can. haha.
then we left sch at abt 1 i tink to go to toa payoh fer lunch. then jason told me tt a few of them were walking behind us but they got caught. daryl said they hafta write reflections n read out in front of the sch during assembly. tink it's kinda funny... haha opps. but i'll keep laughing lor.
ate at cryatal jade. the food was ok only lah... as in the noodles. but the dumplings are nice!!! shld i go sch or not? haix.
OMG!!!!!! someone just told me tt results will be released on 21st feb!!! YAY!!!! SO HAPPY!! hahahaha!!! but dunno if the source is reliable... really hope it's true!! aaaahhhhhhhh!!! cant wait!
whoa damn tired!! my whole body is lyke aching frm training though i didnt do much physical but played quite a lot of matches!
i was lyke 40mins late fer training!! opps... tt was why i missed all the physical. they had ranking today to see our standards n choose players. tink me n tav played well today. yay!!! i love today's training... hahaha.
newae dun really tink i'll go fer the sa badminton reunion afterall. haix. u noe why... today had damn a lot of eye contact with him. i didnt stare on purpose k.. serious!
i learnt sth new today. if u wanta survive in sa u must learn how to climb gates! cus their gates lock damn early one then must walk the other long way out. so today fer the first time i tried climbing. this cresent girl n 2 other guys came to help me, tav n another cresent girl cus we hafta get our stuff over first. then the cresent girl n tav both got over. i was left at the other side.
i climbed up n was on top of the gate then i got stuck!! cus the ceiling lyke kinda low.. i lyke cldn't move so i was shouting n shouting. haha. then suddenly the coach n badminton tcher appeared n they all tried to help me n meanwhile they all also laughed at me!!! so paiseh. but newae it's really difficult to climb! u all shld try.. haha.
today we ponned accts lecture n went to hide in the library. saw joel n this cat high guy hu were playing daidee. damn pathetic!! 2 pple play daidee? haha. so in the end we went to join in. xj wrote this in her blog too but i'm still gonna write. yah so i had one card left n joel put a 2 or sth. i passed then xj also put a 2. my brain somehow went haywire n i thot my king was bigger than her 2. so i happily said thank u n put down my king. hahaha!!
after a few seconds i realised i was wrong then i took back my card n laughed non stop. but i won newae!!! so hu cares... haha. i ponned econs lecture too n went wen's class fer chinese. it was kinda dumb. most pple were sleeping!!! haha. afta tt was the cny celebration.. the fag was kinda funny. the blue shirt guy is supposedly the cool one hu can dance quite well. when i saw idol i wanted to shout across to xj n wen!!! he's really lyke multi talented! he can play floorball well n soccer n sing. haha.
went to singpost afta tt to eat long johns. ate the ice cream it's lyke damn nice! yummy! we took bus there n on the way we saw some stray dog go pass. then bimbo xj asked me wat if the dog comes onto the bus or sth lyke tt. den i said he already let a bimbotic elephant on the bus wat. hahaha. newae bimbotic elephant is xj's nick if anyone dunno.
tt was why i was late n wasted my 40mins of seeing him!!! haha. i tink my chang2 wei4 yan2 thing coming back. wanted to puke again during training. hope this time it gets worse then i'll be hospitalised!!! yay!! oh but i realised then i wont be able to go fer training!! ok training's more impt. haha.
wen if u're reading this memba to remind me to ask u sth abt xj!! n xj memba to show me the pink girl. haha. hope tmr i wont ache lyke crazy..
i'm lyke excited abt going sch fer once!! i think tmr's the chinese new yr celebration in oi!! i so wanta see fag dance n the other person hu can do some break dancing or hip hop. haha. lyke whoa... so fascinated!
newae won back my 50 plus again today! yay! i wanta go open another bank account cus my previous one only has my mum's money. so can anybosy tell me whether i can open a DBS account when i already haf a posb account? cus they lyke kinda combined.
ping: if only i can find out whether he's going!!! cus i also wanta eat marche!!
whoa damn tired!! forced to play another daidee game online after one ended. but i won newae!! yay!! hahaha. shld i go watch smallville the movie now? or shld i sleep? ok i guess i'll decide ltr. hope tmr i'll win the money back! supposed to buy shiping lunch someday! newae cant wait to go sentosa again!! n i cant wait fer 28th feb to come too!! YAY!!!! so happy!!! but hope i wun hafta cry on tt day...
just lost 50 plus bucks just now! arrgh!!! my whole body is aching frm a whole day of gambling. my hse has really become a gambling den! n i tink maybe one day i shld go to las vegas to try my luck. haha. if only i can get in.
my camera has this caption thingy. this means when we take photo i can choose fer words to appear at the bottom. but they haf phrases ready typed out so we cant choose. one is i love u, another is congrats n another's seasons greetings. so i thot of this damn spastic thing. haha.
i was thinkin maybe one day when shiping comes to my hse she can pretend she's pregnant then we use the congrats caption. haha. then i pretend to be the father or sth!! hahahaha!!! we must k!!
playing daidee n writing this entry at the same time... i tink it's lyke never ending!! haha. newae i feel kinda sick. hope i dun needa go sch on tues!! it's all cus of xj!! xj kept coughing into my face n hand!! yuck.
shld i go fer the sa badminton reunion this sat or shld i go out with shiping? aahhhhh!!! cant decide. hahaha. dilemma!!! we're gonna eat marche!! n take neo print n do shopping. wat abt a movie? shiping u wanta watch? there are so many movies i wanta watch nw!! i counted abt 5. haha. cant wait!!!!
yay it's feb!!! feb's a nice month!! n it also tells me i'm gonna leave oi very soon!! yeah wen n xj we will survive... haha.
hope this year will be very lucky fer me! i've been winning money!!!! haha. n this morning i got an egg with 2 yolks!!! YAY!! hahaha.
hope this luck will be there when i get back my os results too. getting kinda scared. actually i really tink i'm lyke kinda lucky to get my score fer prelims. cus i really spot topics lyke dunno wat.. especially fer social studies!! it's damn dumb. i only studied the 2 pathetic japan industrial chapters n both didnt come out so i crapped my way through. but the others tt i spot kinda came out. aaahhhh!!!! scared fer os!
newae i'm SO forgetful i really wanta kill myself. after shampooing my hair n washed it off i actually fergot i washed my hair already n i went to wash another time. felt so stupid. haha.
last nite some idiot frm my class said he got no money n asked me to gif him back his money fer the funfair tix. i was lyke whatever.. then i said ok. den in the end he said he's just trying to see my reaction. nothing better to do!! too bored ah!! mad.
wen n xj are idiots k!! i didnt bluff u all fer goodness sake!!! wen u are a big fat liar!!!! i told u k!! idiot!!! it's not 2 against 1. it's 2 against 35!!!!!
which song describes you the best?
VERY funny... tt's so not true.
slept damn a lot today!! n when i woke up i receive msgs of wen n xj scolding me. but wen i did tell u i'm not going school today k!!! dont deny!
my family lyke eat reunion dinner damn early... haha. gonna eat soon can u believe it? hope i haf the luck to win money ltr!!! yay!!
happy bdae sab!!!
TIRED!!!! just came home a while ago.. lotsa funny stuff happened again. laughed damn a lot today!!
ok first when i was having maths tutorial, as usual big mouth yanrong said sth tt she wasn't supposed to say. she sorta told hazel what bigger mouth xj announced in the oi main channel last nite. i was lyke err... gonna slap her.
so hazel kept asking me wat is the hugging thing abt, i said it's nothing. she didnt believe n starting grabbing my hand n refused to let go. so we juz faked tt lotsa pple frm our sch likes melvin n wanta hug him. haha. hazel didnt believe n she lyke tried to ask those hu were online last nite. so hazel asked iverson, "wat's the hugging thing?" then iverson said sth lyke, "i thot it was kissing?" hahahaha!!!! it was so damn funny. so everybody was lyke bluffing hazel.
it's lyke all because of bimbo gan. idiot! newae i DON'T keep touching u fer goodness sake!!! D-O-N-T DONT!!!!!! arrgh!!! u are an idiot.. not as if i wanta touch u ok. n i dun wanta be lyke chunsi!!!! haha.
accounts lecture today was damn funny. we kept laughing.. at fag n dunno wat. we made xj do a survey by asking pple randomly if they tink she's a bimbo. one was forced to say no then the other 2 said dunno. haha. played the word game again during maths lecture. me n wen teamed up n played against xj but amazingly she won. haha.
during the free period today i did not help out fer class decorations instead i went to the gym to watch pple play ball. some guys were playing floorball. one guy was really amazing i tell u. the way he controlled the ball n the way he shoots! it's lyke whoa!!! haha. our new idol rite! n he's gd at soccer too!
saw a few weird guys which made us laughed a lot. one's called the yellow guy. he cant run fer nuts. i tink his head is too heavy or sth he kept leaning forward so he looked as if he was gonna fall anytime.
some other guys hu were playing soccer suddenly kicked the ball damn hard towards us. it missed xj, it missed wen den it hit me. it was kinda pain but bearable lah. n tt loser guy hu said, "not me, not me." n i tink he pointed to his other fren. wen said he's so un-gentleman-like. hope we can watch our idol play floorball again!!!
juz realised lotsa pple in oi are given nicknames. haha. especially the guys. no idea why. maybe cus they're just plain weird. hahaha.
went out wif rach sab chun n yr. we went to nooch to eat. didnt really like the food there. saw grace n pat!! grace looks prettier now.. then afta tt we went to topshop n i bought a pair of jeans n yr bought a top. the trip was ok lah... saw esta on the way home. she looks the same. haha.
went to meet shiping at hc afta tt to get back my other pair of sportshoes so i can wear to sch! hope sa allow the purple one or i'll kill myself!! yah then she brought me into hc to view the sch n look at her *ahem*... zoo animals. haha.
hc is damn big. it makes my impression of oi even more pathetic. shiping wanted to show me some supposedly damn cute guy but cldn't find him. saw horse instead n err..... i haf no comments. he's OK lah. haha. shiping was almost raving mad. hahahaha!! it was lyke so damn obvious. pls control urself k.
no training at all this week i guess... haix. damn slack!!
beautiful
Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the fame, I'm so ashamed
I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today
To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone and the puzzle undone
That's the way it is
You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words won't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words won't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...
No matter what we do
No matter what they say
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won't stay
And everywhere we go
The sun won't always shine
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times
We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down
We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today
i've been sleeping damn a lot lately YET i still feel so tired... haix. what's wrong? maybe i sleep TOO much.
had some blood donation talk today. it was kinda scary seeing the thick needles going into ur veins. yuck! i really wont mind donating blood if it's lyke painless... damn scared!!! so i'm still thinking if i want.
this reminds me of the hepatitis B thingy in sec three i think. haha. it was dumb n so embarrassing. the badminton pple had to take out their blood to be tested first cus we haf tournament in the afternoon. i went n i obviously was damn scared. afta the whole thing i stood up, walked a few steps, then i fainted. hahaha. n tt amount of blood is lyke almost nothing compared to the one unit of blood they wanta draw!!!
went ikea to shop fer presents n check out prices of stuff. haha a bit late rite. opps... hahaha. yanrong help me memba tt the scented candle is $3.50. wrapping paper is 3 bucks if they want it. sab hope u like the presents tmr!!! but i tink maybe u will expect tt. haha. u all going out tmr? i haf some reunion dinner wif the badminton pple.. dont really really wanta go. haix.
