i just realised people gossip sooo much! after training, i kept saying i wanta play volleyball and join volleyball. then jason liu was like, "why? you wanta see some guy right?" haha. but that's not true!! the other time i told ms smith about my eyecandy. i bet she told jason liu! think my eyecandy knows too. goodness. luckily he's out of school.
ohhh. the teacher in charge of cross country is isaac lim. pray for me. no idea if the people are nice too. didnt hand in my geog essay today. hope i dont needa go for detention on monday.
the other time, jason liu asked me to try out for netball. but i didnt like it. and now he's asking me to join cross country?! me??? cross country?! ahaha. cant imagine. told him i only have that little bit of stamina. and that's cus my cousins always try to drown me when we were young. haha. hmmmm. but maybe i'll give it a shot. there goes all my free time. hope tav will join with me!
the other time hannah said i'm miss free and she's miss busy. as the names suggest, i'm always free but she's DAMN busy. haha. but now i feel so occupied. too occupied. i need time to myself. this year i'm kinda like trying to isolate myself. feel a need to be alone sometimes. unlike last year, where i was constantly looking for company to go out. oh my god. there's soooo much to say! school of rock was fantastic!!!!! yes i'm damn slow. but it's good :) wont mind watching it again. it totally blew me away. was having unrealistic dreams after that. haha.
shall start from what happened after school. hannah terence and i went to catch a movie. after that we went to the skate park to look for ben. ben's amazing. he's damn good! i was so inspired by him and the movie. i shouldnt be useless anymore. hannah wong is influencing me way way too much. although i dont mind being a taitai, i think i hafta go learn some useful skills. haha.
lotsa weird stuff happened today! hannah terence and i were standing at the traffic light at the junction of heeren and cine when hannah saw her friend. a few seconds later, terence saw his friend too. so i was like, "why cant i meet a friend too?" cus they were busy talking and left me alone. after i said that, i saw hansen!!!!!! it's like so amazingly amazing. haha.
hannah had to leave. so ben terence and i went for dinner. we are organising an outing to ben's house. omg! i cant wait :) i wanta play tony hawk, mahjong and basketball!!
all of a sudden there are so many plans. tanning session with claire, go queensway with hansen, play pool with jeremy, date with benita, excursion to ben and hannah's house. haha. i wonder when i'll have the time to do all those stuff. feel happy all of a sudden :)
ohh! and i keep seeing mr arrogant around. so irritating. and my shoe has got a tiny hole :( wanta try find my brown nike shoes again!!! i wonder where do they have it. so depressing!!!!!!! cramps can really kill. jeremy heng has already finished his geog essay but i'm still here busy chatting with people. think i'll hand it in on saturday instead. really dont feel like going to school tmr!! school makes me feel depressed. claire thinks i'm behaving weirdly cus i'm actually gonna heed mrs loke's advice. haha. why not right? went town specially with claire to get our mrs field cookies. but i lost the coupon ben gave me :( met ailin and venetia. venetia's going to australia too. why cant some people go america? hais. met hansen and clifford after that. then i came home.
my parents are damn irritating. first they cancel my phone line now they are threatening to not give me allowance?! omg. i really wish they will disappear. along with the irritating people in my life. leave me alone. i was home damn early today. soo sian. today's like everybody's cca day except mine :( my parents are not going for ptm. it's a waste of time anyway.
decided to go swimming more often since badminton tournament is coming. hope kai helps me find out the price of the racket soon. and i think we're playing tennis tmr!!!!! or finally going to eat my oreo cheesecake :)
thinking of getting a starhub line all of a sudden. but i dont have a handphone!!! my old one is totally not working. hmmm. hope my parents decide to give me more cash cus i'm like damn pitiful.
my hair is horrible now. asked the woman to cut 2 inches, think she cut 3. hais. during civics today, ms lim said that our parents would appreciate it when she calls them. i was like, "no. my mum hates it when you call her." she looked kinda shocked. haha. but i wasnt lying!
forgot to blog abt this just now. this friday, we have to take bus to macritchie OURSELVES to run 4.2km, then come back to school. how ridiculous is that.
cant decide whether to go swimming. hmmmmm. training was cancelled today. wasted my time! maybe we could have gone to watch school of rock! damn it. training might be postponed to sat. aahhhh! i wanta go play pool :(
i think ms rani will kill me soon. still havent done my gp holiday assignment. hais. there's a never ending pile of homework.
amazingly, in the past eleven days, i made quite a number of new friends. but sadly, i lost quite a few too. or were we even considered friends at all? the friendship seems so superficial to me now. monday blues :(
arrogant people can just get lost. shoo. disappear. think i'm gonna get a new badminton racket since i broke my previous one. so happy!!!!!! ahahaha. i want a muscle power racket :) benita's birthday is coming!!! luckily i still have some cash left. haha. since it's the last birthdays i'll be celebrating with you all, i hope it'll all be really really special :) but rachel ang is so damn busy. idiot! dont think beni reads my blog right? hope not. a surprise would be nice.
shall go do my geog holiday homework. hais. dreading school. decided to remove most of the links cus it'll cover the picture.
watched paycheck with hansen. hmmm. not that bad a movie. ate mos burger hotdog. it's sooo juicy and yummy. haha. walked around looking for some stuff. saw damn a lot of stnicks pple in town. like whoa. then we went cream bistro. i still love iced chocolate :) haha. having muscle ache all over because i went swimming the previous night, had double period mass pe yesterday and there was badminton trials. i feel so lazy to move. but might be going to watch paycheck later. claire ong, please wake up now! realised i said something damn insensitive today. i'm very sorry :( i've met the most arrogant people today. they think they are the cutest. and they think they are the best. wow. what a huge ego.
badminton trials was kinda disasterous. the guys refuse to cooperate, the girls didnt wanta stay till so late. there were a few guys who kept telling me that they are damn good. and there was this one who wanta join tennis but no idea why he came for badminton trials. to show off his skills i guess. so freaking irritating.
ended kinda late today. went town with kai and tav for dinner. met cindy. chatted for quite a while. she's so funny. ahaha. saw yongquan too. he's sooo lame. finally fixed my blog!!! thanks to the passerby. whoa. really tired. think i laughed too much today. haha. at first i was in a wanta-be-alone kinda mood. but hannah and claire kept irritating me! hannah kept singing SOOO damn loudly and kept telling me knock-knock jokes. ahaha. so childish. and claire kept biting me and tried to squeeze my armpit juice?! (according to her)
mrs loke forgot what's my name today. so she called me sushi?! ahahaha. and she said she loves sushi and tt she wanta eat me up!! that was the lamest thing i heard her say. haha. chinese lesson was fun. claire slept throughout but the teacher only realised at the end of the lesson. ben kept telling me lame jokes. was laughing non stop at his and terence's stupidity!
after school, hil qianhui avy celest terence ben and i went to buy stuff for rachel. and we chatted for quite long at kfc. celest is so drama rama!! soooo funny! gonna do my damn gp compre tmr instead. and there's badminton auditions too. hope we can find talents. oh my god. i just realised i hafta stay back in school tmr to do the damn GP compre ALONE :( i'm soooo tired! talked to claire till damn late last night. at least we ended at 12.30 today! haha. had cca fair after tt. was quite ok lar. the guys are not bad. maybe they can form a team. i kept drawing stickers and pasted them on pple. haha. was bored! and i was too lazy to go around to ask pple to join badminton. so i just sat there waiting for pple to come.
everything ended at about 4. went town with sophie and terence to eat chicken rice. then i went to meet claire hansen alex tricia and dont know who. claire hansen and i decided to go shopping after tt, then we wanted to play pool! but claire had to go home and there was no table. so we went holland v instead. had iced chocolate at breko again :) haha. so happy! we talked for quite a while. he made me realise a lot of stuff that i didnt see before. hmmm. haha. quite interesting.
this year is kinda bad. only attended 4 days of school and we were made to stand outside class once, stand in class twice, i got called during lecture once, ms lim called my mum once and i zaoed school once. haha. whoa. all the teachers must be damn irritated with me. but i love mrs loke!!!!! now here's the fish bait.
hannah said detention is from 5 to 7pm! stupid me. paid 22 bucks to skip two hours of detention. oh. didnt go to school today. cus i was running late. if only i didnt go back home to take my damn badminton shoes! tried flagging a cab but all were occupied.
realised it sucks to not have a phone! i kept asking strangers for the time and borrowed someone's phone to call home. my parents were damn pissed. but i refuse to do detention from 7 to 10pm! guess i still hafta do it tmr :( cus i dont have a mc! haha. so much for all the trouble. the weirdest thing in my life happened yesterday.
there's this guy who lives in my estate and i keep seeing him during first three months. wen and xj shld know who i'm talking about. i like see him everywhere. even in town and on my way to school.
last night i went swimming alone cus i was bored. then when i went up to the jacuzzi pool, i saw that guy again. like omg. how coincidental. i just pretended not to see him. after a while he came over to talk to me. he told me he always see me around too. haha. and he even knew i was taiwanese cus he overheard me talking to my mum?! i dont remember seeing him when i'm with my mum.
it's weird right. haha. met hansen and clifford at breko yesterday. they are still such big bullies. and lame!! haha. and we got a free basket of chicken wings! i love their iced chocolate :) came home a little too late so my dad wasnt really happy. so here i am being a good daughter.
school was horrible today. i just realised that almost everyone undergo depression. they all too have their own unsettled problems. what i see is just a facade. i'm so proud of you all. you people are so strong, unlike me. i just go around complaining and screaming. haha. i'm ashamed of myself. you all are my idols!
notice i used almost? because some people are just insensitive bastards. they dont know what sadness is.
went to pass jeremy his vcds after that. he's never early! hate's a too strong word to use. but it's close to that. depression. heartbreaks. aaahhh! i cant seem to get the picture up. soo irritated. oh. at least there was a funny sight in school today. those guys with hair that doesnt meet the standards had an appoinment with the barber the school hired! ahaha. they all queued up one by one to get a haircut. quite a number of them shaved their heads. i'm suffering from depression. i hate school. felt so depressed the whole day. hais. guess everyone's feeling down in class all of a sudden. sooo much work to do.
the j1s look like they are having fun(or so i think), but we hafta study already?! aahhh. my timetable kinda makes up for it though. i end at 1.50pm on monday, wednesday and friday. and 3.50pm on tuesday and thursday. but i bet everybody will be busy studying. who will go out with me?! everything has changed.
somehow, i have grown to appreciate my parents. weird. that's so not like me. first day of school and i end at 4.30?! hais. and there's double period pe. damn it.
met up with hannah and terence today. wanted to do work but ended up chatting. sooo tired now. all of a sudden i hate school. it's the new year. no special feelings. suddenly feel like blogging cus i got stuff to say!! haha. i miss my blog huh.
on the 26th i was supposed to go for a badminton chalet. BUT. some idiots made me miss it. and i almost cldnt get home. thanks a lot man. went to wen's hse on the 27th. finally met up with wen, xj, sab, pat, grace and rachel!! pat's brother is sooo adorable! but he refuse to talk to me. haha. too bad for him i guess. had a long mahjong session. i'm addicted!! xj taught us how to play 3 player mahjong too. i was like on a winning streak. i even won the queen of mahjong :)
wen's maid fried chicken wings and sotong balls for us. the chicken wings were erm.. black. damnn chao ta! and grace said she likes chao ta stuff. haha. but believe me. it's inedible. sab, xj and i stayed over. played more mahjong and bridge.
met up with claire on the 30th. she told me she put on 4kg, but she looks the same to me. and i lost 4kg. amazing. how coincidental. we went shopping for her darling's present. claire lost her handbag while we were shopping for her sister's present. made a security report. hope she'll get her stuff back :( we met jeremy, hil and terence to play pool after tt.
met jeremy to borrow vcds. and went to look for my shoes at queensway. but it's gone. how depressing. because i have the cash to get it now! went to rachel's place today with benita and seetoh. texas chainsaw massacre is damn sick. we were screaming quite a bit. watched pirates of the caribbean for the second time and mtv cribs too. i like travis barker's house! whoa. it's like a resort!
made new year resolutions. first time in my life. sure hope i'll keep to them. just found out that rachel's going australia after As. dont go!!!! i'll miss you A LOT. if only u can go america with me :( so difficult for us all to meet up after that. at least we have one year more to go :)
Saturday, January 17, 2004 05:45 p.m.
Saturday, January 17, 2004 04:43 p.m.
Saturday, January 17, 2004 12:38 a.m.
Thursday, January 15, 2004 11:25 p.m.
Thursday, January 15, 2004 11:02 p.m.
Wednesday, January 14, 2004 06:49 p.m.
wanted to play water bombs with the hockey pple but ben didnt wanta let me! what an idiot.
Tuesday, January 13, 2004 07:19 p.m.
Tuesday, January 13, 2004 06:43 p.m.
came home instead and went to get a haircut. it's sooo short now. just like it was in secondary school.
Monday, January 12, 2004 09:05 p.m.
had to hand in so much work today but i did none. so, stayed back to do GP compre and econs essay. didnt do the application question and part 2 of the essay. i'm sure i'll fail both. had to leave for training. still have 8 summaries to go and maths homework. hais.
Sunday, January 11, 2004 06:47 p.m.
Sunday, January 11, 2004 01:57 p.m.
Sunday, January 11, 2004 12:09 a.m.
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Saturday, January 10, 2004 12:37 a.m.
Friday, January 9, 2004 11:31 p.m.
Thursday, January 8, 2004 08:16 p.m.
kristin kreuk's sooooo chio right? which reminds me that i saw my shifu, fiona lim the other day. she's my eyecandy now!! so damn pretty. if only i brought my camera. i wanta take photo with you. haha. i'm obsessed.
Thursday, January 8, 2004 07:21 p.m.
Wednesday, January 7, 2004 09:50 p.m.
so guys, no more tennis session and no more ju on 2. hais.
Wednesday, January 7, 2004 09:39 p.m.
Tuesday, January 6, 2004 10:18 p.m.
where's the fish?
Tuesday, January 6, 2004 04:42 p.m.
Tuesday, January 6, 2004 04:25 p.m.
Monday, January 5, 2004 06:45 p.m.
think i'm falling sick :) yay!
Monday, January 5, 2004 06:04 p.m.
so, i hate you.
this applies to anyone who thinks this applies to you.
Sunday, January 4, 2004 06:23 p.m.
what more is there to life?
Saturday, January 3, 2004 07:34 p.m.
Saturday, January 3, 2004 12:16 a.m.
Friday, January 2, 2004 10:45 p.m.
Thursday, January 1, 2004 09:31 p.m.
Thursday, January 1, 2004 12:27 a.m.