Friday, December 5, 2003 06:12 p.m.
i wanta buy the nice brown nike shoes!!! aaahhhhh. but i'm freaking broke. and my mum refuse to buy for me. damn sad :( i'm gonna try get it by hook or by crook. and the bracelet i wanted at wisma, it's GONE. hope the shoes wont be gone soon. at least hope no one else gets it.
Thursday, December 4, 2003 09:57 p.m.
was playing minesweeper flags with claire on msn. sooo fun!!!!! cus i keep winning. ahaha :)
hmmm. today's not exactly a good day. dont wanta elaborate. finally gonna stay home to get some rest tmr!
Thursday, December 4, 2003 12:57 a.m.
i feel so lame. i'm addicted to msn emoticons!!! ahaha.
Wednesday, December 3, 2003 12:35 p.m.
i'm damn unlucky today.
went to school for training early in the morning. we were supposed to play badminton but ended up doing weights!! whole body's aching now. we had to do situps and backflaps too. i slid one hand across the mattress cus i wanted to lie down after tt. my hand started to hurt. i stared at my palm and saw tt a drop of blood started to form on my hand. the drop grew bigger and bigger. went to wash my hand and saw sth black inside. jason liu asked me to go to his office to remove whatever it was! i was damn scared.
he used a nailclipper to remove!! so scary. and everytime i lose blood. i'll feel so weak. felt as though i was gonna faint this morning. my mind went blank for a while. all i could see was darkness even though i opened my eyes. jason liu took out a small piece of glass. i'm like how unlucky. i broke my favorite purple hairband too. haha. and when we were playing basketball after tt the ball hit my face! hurt quite a bit.
training was alright. jason liu taught us how to shoot a basketball properly! played a 2 on 4 game. jason liu and i against the rest. he chose me cus he said i'm a weakling, idiot. he wanta show them how good he is. but yea we won! i can score now! haha. went town after tt with chevy and we ate chicken rice. like FINALLY. after dont know how many weeks of craving. and guess what claire! i ate the cucumbers too! i was really hungry. walked around town and saw some nice stuff i wanta buy. gonna go buy tmr i hope :)
Tuesday, December 2, 2003 08:15 p.m.
sometimes i feel tt i'm not part of my family. at dinner, my mum asked me if i wanta go buy our stuff tmr. then i was like, "huh? i thought our flight is at 6am tmr?" then she told me it's changed to the 8th. but tt leaves more time for shopping and tanning! yay!!
Tuesday, December 2, 2003 06:39 p.m.
all those who have me on icq but not on msn, add me k! so we still can keep in touch when i'm in taiwan. my cousin only have msn. my add is stardust1710@hotmail.com
Monday, December 1, 2003 10:37 p.m.
leaving for taiwan this wednesday. and leaving for america maybe next feb.
Monday, December 1, 2003 10:34 p.m.
no matter how much you comment abt me. i cant be the person u want me to be. like it or not, guess u hafta accept it.
Monday, December 1, 2003 07:34 p.m.
oh wow. seems like my parents just decided on stuff without letting us know. my cousin told me tt she thinks i still hafta go america with my mum and bro.
and just a while ago, my mum told me tt we're leaving in feb. i was like, huh? since when am i going? she said i hafta cus my dad wont always be in singapore to take care of me. they still treat me like a little kid huh. i refuse to go.
Monday, December 1, 2003 04:33 p.m.
i'm finally almost done with the 28.11.03 album! linked it already. 4 more pics and a video to go.
Monday, December 1, 2003 03:11 p.m.
look what terence asked me to see! click here! it's kinda dumb. tried to signup for fun but i realise it doesnt work. how lame.
Monday, December 1, 2003 02:57 p.m.
aahhh fuck. life really sucks. hope i get back my results soon. so much stuff to decide. i hate my life. if i'm going taiwan this week and i'm going america after tt, after i come back i'll hafta leave again. maybe i wont even have time to say goodbye. hais. hope i dont needa go. i fucking hate my life.
Monday, December 1, 2003 1:01 a.m.
think i shld be contented with my life. all these while i guess i have been too self-centred. all i think abt is how horrible my life is. maybe afterall i am spoilt. after all this long while of refusing to admit. i think maybe i am.
sab just told me that there's a stayover thing frm 16-18 dec. damn it. pray hard tt i wont go on a holiday.
Sunday, November 30, 2003 08:30 p.m.
went shopping today!!!!!! didnt buy a lot of stuff. i wanta buy a bracelet i saw at wisma. and a cardigan before i go on a holiday! that is if i'm going.
finally uploaded all the pics into the 29.11.03 album! gonna work on the 28.11.03 one now. gonna take me another fews days i reckon. aahhh!
Sunday, November 30, 2003 12:53 a.m.
was doing fine uploading stuff on imagestation. then all of a sudden it doesnt work again! damn it. but mypicsgallery i cant add captions. guess i hafta wait.
Sunday, November 30, 2003 12:04 a.m.
claire pangsehed me this morning. watched duplex today with rachel. it's damn damn funny!!! it's a movie u must not miss. haha. laughed like crazy. peiyi came to meet us after her work ended. we talked and ate. ate too much today! feel so fat. later benita came too! we all just stared at beni while she ate and kept laughing at her. ahaha. you know why!
i can finally upload pictures!!! used another program. yay! uploaded pics of yesterday and today.
Saturday, November 29, 2003 11:23 a.m.
because claire came home too late. and because she's still asleep now. guess i cant go beach anymore. hais. how sad :( hope we can go tmr yar?
Saturday, November 29, 2003 01:29 a.m.
claire ong!! i'm sooo irritated with you. where are you? you think i'm so free to wait for you to come back ar. i'm tired! hais. i might as well blog abt thursday then.
abt half of my class went to the science centre for some cip briefing thing. we were supposed to help with the exhibits. as in explain to the visitors how it works.
went to eat then went town with hil, qian hui and terence. met up with chevy and claire then we split up. chevy claire and i went shopping for claire's stuff. then ate at kfc. took a few spastic pics. haha. chevy had to go so claire and i walked to muddy murphy's to meet terence and chow wee. chevy wanted to walk us there. so nice huh. haha. but we stopped him.
played bridge again!! cheated like crazy. cus we were like trading cards. haha. tt day when we played bridge before geog supp, it was even funnier! cus hannah wanted clubs. so she was like, "who likes to go clubbing ar?" ahahaha.
hmmm claire check your icq please. goodnight.
Friday, November 28, 2003 10:55 p.m.
i wanta watch brother bear, love actually and duplex. but i'm running out of time. needa go watch soon. but so damn broke too. hais.
Friday, November 28, 2003 10:44 p.m.
when i told claire i passed my human geog, she said, "it must be because ms lim gave you chance." what a bitch. i did it on my own k!!! i hope. haha.
Friday, November 28, 2003 10:11 p.m.
i'm tired! claire where are you? we needa discuss now.
think my dad's lame. he opened the door for me when i came home today and act as though he was shocked to see me. he asked me why i'm home so early cus usually i'll be home by 12 plus(he made tt up). he said he havent seen me for days cus i've been coming home late and he sleeps early. haha.
went rachel's hse today with benita. watched american wedding and van wilder. ate lotsa fries and eclairs. was sooo bloated! wont be able to eat for another day. just realised i forgot to take my tanning oil frm rachel again! damn it.
at night when her dad came home, we all had to go down for dinner. beni and i were sooo scared of her dad, we decided not to eat but to stay in rachel's room. we hid at a corner of her room. rachel cldnt find us after tt. haha. she thought we were crazy. but it was really damn scary.
Thursday, November 27, 2003 10:25 p.m.
ms lim asked me whether i studied for human geog. i was like, "erm... i studied for the physical part." then she started telling me tt i shld study hard next year and everything. she said 2 pple failed geog supps though. guess i passed geog!! wow! now it's up to econs.
went for some cip shit. went town. then came home. saw max on the way home. he came back from church and was carrying a bible, so i decided to borrow his bible to read! cus i wanta read the revelations part. think it'll be interesting.
Wednesday, November 26, 2003 06:01 p.m.
just realised tt i typed sth wrong yesterday. guess i was really tired. think i might fail my geog supp! i think i will definitely pass physical geog (cus of hannah's help!). but i'll fail human! how weird. for promos it was the other way round.
Tuesday, November 25, 2003 10:36 a.m.
i'm dead tmr. maybe we shldnt have played bridge. must it was damn funny. gonna go sleep and wake up at 3am again. hais. tired. hannah pls pray for me again.
Saturday, November 22, 2003 10:03 p.m.
oh and this entry is dedicated to ms bimbo wong. thank you for going down all the way just to help me!!!!! haha. i know u were like damn bored right. so thanks a lot :) although all the mcq questions i did yesterday didnt help at all but the summary kinda helped!! and thanks fer praying for me too. THANK YOU!!! and i love you! haha.
Saturday, November 22, 2003 09:40 p.m.
i think some people are just kinda jian. dont understand why.
went subway with hannah sarah and terence yesterday to try to do some last minute studying for my econs supp today. at first we were doing fine cus hannah kept hitting me and scolding me when i start talking! did a bit of demand and supply and i was like damn restless already.
moved to another area then hannah decided to give a a brief summary on the 3 topics cus we were running out of time. then hannah wong cldnt resist to temptaions! ahaha. we started gossiping for damn long. started to really panic only when i was home. so decided to wake up at 3am to study. went back to sleep at 5am.
the paper was.. erm. no idea. dont know if i'll pass or fail. really no idea. depends on my essays i guess. i prayed really hard before the exam. haha. will try to study geog on monday!!!
Friday, November 21, 2003 12:24 a.m.
wow. i told terence that he'll have to help me for econs tmr. then suddenly avy sophie and hannah asked me whether i need help tmr. i have classmates who are all so nice :) thanks a lot!!!!!
Thursday, November 20, 2003 04:17 p.m.
uploaded more pics! claire u can go check the beach stuff!
Saturday, November 15, 2003 08:56 p.m.
just uploaded part pf the photos of our last day of school! claire get your photos from there! will upload the rest again when i'm in the mood.
Saturday, November 15, 2003 04:38 p.m.
so bored. so sad. so miserable :(
Friday, November 14, 2003 11:25 a.m.
watched wishing stairs. hmmm... it's not bad. haha. but scary! didnt dare to watch most of the show. oh! there was this girl in the show who laughs weirdly. and she snorted when she laughed!! so i started laughing too cus it reminded me of myself during pw. ahaha. still feel quite paiseh.
cold seems to be coming back. throat feels sore AGAIN. hope i'll be better tmr cus i wanta go beach tmr. and tmr is em's birthday!!! happy early birthday em! no idea if u'll read this.
and happy birthday xj!!!!!! sorry yar? hope u'll enjoy yourself :)
Tuesday, November 11, 2003 11:34 p.m.
whoa. just realised tt my supplementary exam starts next friday. dont feel like studying. hais.
Tuesday, November 11, 2003 09:58 p.m.
had oral presentation today. it was damn horrible man :( the question and answer part was the most embarrassing moment in my ENTIRE life. i answered her rubbish and i started laughing at myself cus i thought i answered weirdly too. then i laugh until i snorted. ahahaha! it was damn loud. the audiences laughed at me, my own pw group pple laughed at me and i think even the teachers laughed at me. great. was damn paiseh!!!!! i dont usually snort k! haha. i really dont know how i did it. swear!
came home. tried to upload pics from my cam to my com but couldnt do it. was soooo freaking frustrated!! then suddenly the speakers and the mouse cldnt work! but now obviously it's all fixed. no idea why and how. haha.
Thursday, November 6, 2003 08:53 p.m.
sophie just asked me what i wanta eat tmr cus her parents wont be home to cook. she asked if i wanta order pizza. i told her i'm dead broke! but they can order pizza still. and i'll just bring a packet of maggie mee to her hse to cook. haha. think it'll be damn funny.
Thursday, November 6, 2003 08:34 p.m.
just read my previous entry. realised tt i had lotsa typo errors. had to rush just now cus i had to go see a doctor! so i edited the entry! haha.
ok hafta type what i left out. my class had to go up stage! claire and i hid behind the curtains. haha. after we got the hamper, ben took a packet of lays chips and claire took one (there were only 2). so i snatched ben's one! he was chasing after me across the courtyard. haha. tt was really tiring! sebast koped a tin of cookies fer our pw group! but jeremy fought with him. useless sebast ong lost! how sad. took lotsa photos after tt. claire and i hid in the bushes, we took with the dustbin, i climbed on some railing and hannah wong lifted up my skirt!!!!! and terence took it. great. luckily i was wearing shorts. haha. had lotsa fun.
ended at 12 plus. we went town. claire and i went to pluck eyebrows. clifford sebast joanna and bridgette all said it's too straight! so sad huh. haha. then we bought big loop earrings too! it's bronze. thought it was damn nice. paid 19 fer it. i'm in debt!!!
Thursday, November 6, 2003 06:50 p.m.
had a great day today!!! all was good except the last part.
the leaving school ceremony made me kinda sad, felt as though i wont go back to school again. and guess what!!! my class won the best home class award!! we won a HUGE hamper. haha. were fighting fer it after the ceremony. before the ceremony even started, jeremy heng was so ego! he was practising what he would say when we got the best home class award. he assumed tt we were gonna win it. so he said to himself, "to save u the trouble, dont announce! we will just go up ourselves." ahaha. was damn funny. soooooo ego!!!!!
took damn a lot of photos!!! was damn fun :) but i might not be able to get it uploaded. sorry everybody. after tt went shopping with claire! got sooo tired. we sat down to eat some stuff. i bought sushi and she bought bread! i unwrapped my salmon sushi and just as i was abt to eat, i realised i threw my salmon away! haha. i burst out laughing and i spat rice on claire!!! ahaha. really sorry! newae i was supposed to praise claire in my blog cus she's so nice and giving. she let me do stuff my way! thanks fer listening to me though i may be unreasonable!! ahaha. love ya. love 1T09. dont wanta leave.
Wednesday, November 5, 2003 09:35 p.m.
oh finally uploaded photos taken on terence's bdae. uploading photos is tiring! tmr is the last day of school. no special feelings.
omg!!!!!!! my cousin just called and said my mum's gonna let me buy the canon ixus 400!!!!! YAY!!! hansen i wont be jealous of u anymore! dont needa wait fer u to buy fer me. and hannah!! i'm sorry. gonna get it first. haha. hope they are not kidding me. or my dreams will be shattered. gonna get it by saturday!!! aaahhhhhhh! cant wait :) seriously no idea why she wld let me buy when we dont even have money to afford a car! weird huh.
Tuesday, November 4, 2003 08:26 p.m.
oral presentation dry run was like shit. cus i didnt prepare. yew teng was talking to the screen while presenting. haha. damn funny. i think the rest are all kinda boring.
during chinese lesson, hannah was helping me massage my shoulders. after tt when i looked at my worksheet i saw tt some idiot vandalised it with a highlighter! so i assumed it was ben cus he was holding on to the pink highlighter. i drew on him. think he was quite pissed. haha opps.
after tt my instincts told me tt it was terence chia who drew on my paper instead!!!!! so i drew on him with my purple marker. after tt he tried to draw on me too and we were making damn a lot of noise. our chinese teacher was like kinda pissed so she made the three of us stand. haha. like primary school kids. sarah was innocent but she had to stand cus she was sitting in between us.
was soooo bored after school today. had nobody to go out with. more than half the class went fer the newater trip, claire had to see michael tan and hannah wanted to go home. so freaking bored! hais.
Monday, November 3, 2003 10:52 p.m.
just came back a while ago from pw. damn tired. i hate pw. somebody kill me.
Sunday, November 2, 2003 10:25 p.m.
the photos i uploaded suddenly disappeared! how queer. and the video cam died on me while i was trying to do my pw. damn it.
Sunday, November 2, 2003 06:33 p.m.
uploaded some of yesterday's photos! but my yahoo account has reached it's limit. guess i shld look for other places to upload pics.
Sunday, November 2, 2003 12:45 a.m.
here are some pple i needa thank in my life, who are all so helpful with my supp papers and pple who really care for me and i care for too. thank you claire, hannah, aveline, terence, hansen and 1T09. thanks a lot :) i'm like damn touched.
hmmm here's what i did today. went to do pw early in the morning. then came home to bathe and change and went to meet my class fer dinner. cus it's terence's birthday!!!
happy bdae terence! and happy early bdae qian!
18 pple from my class turned up. went to swensens. we took damn a lot of photos! there were abt 5 or 6 digital cameras. haha. lotsa photos to upload! i ate chicken baked rice! but had a headache after tt. think i get headaches if i eat food tt's too oily. ate ice cream and we made damn a lot of noise. heard tt pple complained abt us. haha.
planned to stayover at claire's hse today. my mum allowed!! but she had to go out with van and kristel. so hannah hil jeremy terence and his fren and i all decided to go muddy murphy's cus the guys wanted to watch soccer. drank a bit of beer. it's too bitter for my liking. then we started playing bridge again! haha. after a while, claire vanessa and kristel came. nat daniel and chow wee came in to join us too. opened two bridge tables! but too bad hannah and i had to leave cus we did not have money to take cab! we rushed fer the last bus. luckily i made it. hannah i hope u made it too :)
Sunday, November 2, 2003 12:27 a.m.
too much to reply those pple in my gbook so decided to type it here.
yea sounds real easy huh. but it sucks ta have choices. especially choices like tt. guess i'll just hafta sit down one day and list down the pros and cons.
newae what more can i ask for when someone who's in america now is giving me advice. the only reason why i wont wanta go is cus of my friends. and also i know tt i'll be discriminated there. cus i'm going to a freaking local school. but still, i wanta go UCLA. my parents want me to go too. i'll hafta leave no matter what. it's just a matter of time.
applying to good universities will be easier if i go now cus i'll be applying as a US permanent resident. but if i go after As, i'll be applying as an international student. which means more competition. and even better grades. guess chances are lower. hais. dilemma dilemma. there has to be a sacrifice. hopefully i make up my mind before christmas. meanwhile i'll just try to set my mind to studying.
Friday, October 31, 2003 10:49 p.m.
hansen said i shld go america. and as soon as possible. cus he said even if i pass my supplementary papers, i will not study hard enough next year to do well fer As. i mean i know tt i wont do well too. cus i slack too much. but i kept convincing myself tt i will study damn hard next year even though i know i wont, cus i dun wanta leave. guess it's time fer me to realise i shldnt waste my future. hais. but i really cant bear to leave.
it sucks to know tt he made so much sense. thinking of it just makes me wanta cry. arrghhh! i hate my life. i freaking hate my life. hope someone kills me so i wont needa go hell.
Friday, October 31, 2003 08:49 p.m.
feels as though i'm falling sick again. damn tired. hais. gotta wake up early to do pw tmr. life's not exactly wonderful now. but i guess it's not tt bad too. sucks to know tt i hafta study now when others can enjoy.
Tuesday, October 28, 2003 07:27 p.m.
we had this hall of fame thing in class today, giving out awards to everyone. celestine was the all rounder!! so she went up front and ms lim gave her a cert. terence said tt we shld take a photo of her! then ms lim said yar we shld too. then she put her hand into this paper bag. so i said tt i wanta take photo!! claire who is damn freaking stubborn said she wanted to take the photo too. we were fighting and shouting damn loudly (cus she's really damn irritating!!). then ms lim finally grabbed a teddy bear out of her paper bag.
claire and i suddenly stopped and stared at each other a while. i was like, "so there's no camera?" then we all started laughing at our stupidity!! ahaha. was damn funny. sch was kinda sian. claire hannah sarah sophie terence and i went to ikea after tt. ate meatballs, chicken wings and ice cream! how fattening. needa diet soon. we walked around quite a bit then they all left for home. i'm damn tired now. must sleep early. cant wait for pe tmr :)
Monday, October 27, 2003 11:08 p.m.
sorry hannah. but i just have to tell the whole world how bimbotic u are. ahaha. ok for our maths paper, we had to prove this question although it's already given in the formula sheet (it's the triple angle formula). yea so bimbo hannah just wrote down the question and also, "(given in the formula booklet)"!!!!!! ahahaha. how stupid can one get, i mean which teacher will set such a question which is tt easy? haha.
Sunday, October 26, 2003 07:09 p.m.
oh benita tan!! u wanted to come my hse to eat dumplings right? guess what! my mum just made today. haha. come soon! and claire i know u want to eat too!!! all come my hse k.
Sunday, October 26, 2003 06:57 p.m.
i was in such a foul mood yesterday. was practically irritated with everyone. sorry terence. and sorry whoever i irritated. but yea thanks hannah :) remember our date k? hope we'll be going soon!
Sunday, October 26, 2003 12:38 a.m.
i was looking at xj's friendster pics and i saw wen's pic on graduation day. she looks so different now!!! like a total change. looks much prettier and has got a nice hair too! haha. have this sudden urge to dye my hair. decided not to streak anymore. but i cant decide what colour to dye.. hmmm.
Saturday, October 25, 2003 11:19 p.m.
my life is freaking boring. i feel so alone. decided not to go cip tmr. maybe i shld just go to america. i'm sure life will be much more interesting there. haiss. dilemma.
the party was damn sian. damn sian. but it was like a class gathering!! yea newae so wen xj esta and i left. we didnt know where to go at first. so all decided to go home. took the same bus as xj. she wanted to go to j8, so i went with her. walked around at NTUC and xj was telling me how she used to go shop there with this person. haha. so funny.
claire!!! my life is boring without u. please come back! haha. we needa go watch beautiful days and come my hse to stayover soon!!!!! before i go. i think i might just die one day cus of rotting. and next week training's gonna start. how wonderful.
Friday, October 24, 2003 11:41 p.m.
rachel told me there's a haunted hse!! whoa! i'm damn excited now :) think beni and seetoh are going too. all of a sudden we're all going out again. is this some sign? seems like the last time we're enjoying before i'm going to america. really hope not! think i wont dare to go home myself tmr. hope i can stayover at rachel's hse! but doubt so. aahhh! i'm damn excited!! but i havent ask my mum yet. haha.
Friday, October 24, 2003 11:09 p.m.
rachel just called and asked me to go fer ny's halloween party tmr night. no idea what they are gonna do but i dont mind going since i'm so bored newae. we all can meet up again :)
Friday, October 24, 2003 11:07 a.m.
weekends are damn boring now. nobody to go out with. almost had to do pw. and there's flag day on sunday. still contemplating whether to go. and there's no claire to go out with. i cant go her hse. she cant come my hse. i'm friendless. hais. so sian.
Friday, October 24, 2003 10:57 a.m.
hais terence. dont think i can go out to play! cus my left eye is swollen. it hurts a lot when i blink. yesterday it hurt too but it wasnt swollen. damn. gonna go see a doctor soon. hope it's nothing serious.
Thursday, October 23, 2003 11:25 p.m.
went aveline's hse to do pw today. finally done with our written report. aveline and michelle made some stuff fer me sophie and sebast. i was damn shocked! as in they just made us stuff out of the blue. so sweet :) thank you!!
finally learnt how to download albums. takes damn long but not tt bad i guess. i found another nice template! somehow i just keep finding templates when i dun wanta change. 4 days of holiday is killing me. i wanta get back my results. but i'm scared.
Wednesday, October 22, 2003 09:56 p.m.
just had to blog abt this. the guys in my class are really becoming more and more irritating! cus they dont treat us like girls anymore. they are just irritating us on purpose. hope all of u read this! especially sebastian ong yuan sen!! u made me not able to go beach or go play arcade tmr :(
Wednesday, October 22, 2003 09:22 p.m.
i deleted all my previous entries cus i was too lazy to archive them. now i regret. damn it. hais.
Wednesday, October 22, 2003 09:21 p.m.
school was damn sian today!! two hours of chinese enrichment, one and a half hours of pw then s cube seminar! aahhh! almost died. thought we were getting back results but we didnt. hais.
after school i went to meet seetoh benita and rachel! rachel is still as violent as ever, benita still look so sweet and young and seetoh still as irritating. haha. at first me seetoh and beni were playing daidee and crazy ten at lido but we were chased away! so we went to mos burger instead. rachel came and we continued playing bridge and daidee.
i fergot how come we started talking abt secondary school stuff. me and rachel got so excited we were practically shouting! i was like scolding her fer shaking her leg and telling them how i hafta stop claire now too. it's soo irritating! haha. took photos with beni's digital camera! gonna upload photos ltr. rachel dinosaur ang kept slapping and whacking me!! for once i really appreciate claire. haha.
we went to take neoprint after tt. i think it's nice! we took twice. one we all looked like ghosts, the other one is not bad. benita as usual cant tell jokes. when she tell a joke all we do is stare at her. ahaha. oh!! she told me and seetoh abt her walking into the gents. she went in to pee still and only realised tt she was in the wrong toilet after she came out of the cubicle! haha. so blind man. really glad we met up today :) meet again soon k! wanta take more neoprints too!! wanta collect a deck of poker cards! right seetoh?
