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Tuesday, December 10, 2002 11:07 a.m. ok now i shall confess. haha. actually i tink the sa captain is damn nice. friendly n sweet. hahaha. his looks are average but maybe got a bit of x-factor.. haha. looks quite cute frm certain angles lah. he's nice tt day at training. was hoping tt the sa person hu msged me is him. told shiping and she said tt means he dunwan me to go sa!!! sobz. so depressed nw. haha kidding. but i dunno how to say lah. juz thot he has some kinda attraction. i dun love him k. serious. haha. tt's the factor i'm considering whether to go sa or not. but kinda dumb rite. hahaha. wanted to write abt my dream yesterday but i fergot. it's actually a nightmare. ok i was at this place tt looked like the indoor stadium. cant really memba hu were wif me. only remember peiyi, fio and celene hui. somehow they were in my dream i have no idea why. so we sat down, afta a while i suggested to take foto fer them. they leaned against the railing n posed. i said it's not nice enough so i asked them the cross over the railing to this another platform. suddenly the platform moved. it moved away frm where i was standing. everybody was in shock. peiyi tried to jump over. she missed. she hit the railing n fell downwards. i haf no idea whether she died cus my dream did not continue frm there. the rest did the same too but to no avail. they are fell downwards. the place i was standing was quite high though. afta tt i kept crying. a juz remembered i was very sad cus of peiyi. opps... did not really bother abt the others. kept praying fer her. den i cant memba anymore. somehow i always dream of pple dying. once of seetoh. den shiping. haha. heard u're not supposed to tell them but too bad i told them already. newae my brother stole part of my breakfast! so angry. he kept eating non stop. bet he's gonna explode someday. yesterday there were lyke plenty of shows. watched liu xing hua yuan at 8pm, mvp and winter sonota at 9. 10 i fergot wat. haha. yah so now i'm gonna eat the rest of my breakfast. shiping: go read ur guestbook k. newae do u tink the pink skirt is nice? can teach me how to do archive? Monday, December 9, 2002 05:37 p.m. my mum and my brother have gone out shopping with my cousin. i'm alone. too lazy to go shop lah.. haix. newae the weather is now lyke freezing. went out yesterday to see this weird building. haha. damn funny. it's pinkish in colour.. tt's obviously not the weird part. it is retangular in shape frm the top view. the weird thing is the breadth is only lyke half the breadth of a car!!!! damn skinny building. haha. dun even tink a bed can fit in. heard the story behind it n thot it was dumb. it was some fight over tt property. then the govt only gave the resident a small piece of land. the pple were angry so they decided to build sth over tt piece of land so the govt cant use it newae. haha. then we went to eat lotsa stuff. the road was SO jerky. almost puked. the skies here darken so early!!!!! it's was lyke pitch dark so i looked at the time and realised it was only 4.30pm. had a shock of my life. came home and watched tv. so many variety shows. they also have liu xing hua yuan 2. didnt seem very nice to me. my cousin lent me her comics called spirited away. yah the jap movie. the story is nice!!! haha. thot the ending was abrupt though. the girl the "guy" shld get together although he was supposedly some river. haha. kinda bored nw. wanta shop obviously but no money!!! so angry wif my mum. only gave me NT1000 which is abt 50 dollars singapore dollars. haix. yesterday bought only SOME presnt n spent NT570. haix. dun blame me if u tink ur present is not nice. not enough funds. i still havent bought my westlife's greatest hits and blue's new album. hate my mum. so irritating! dun tink i'll ever be doing any shopping unless santa decided to gif me some money as my present before christmas. pray fer me. haix. still haf no idea wat to do fer first 3 mths!! somebody pls help me... i feel so lost. nowhere to go. actually i haf somewhere to go but i dun wanta go. dun tink anyone can help me. tink i'll juz run to the jcs afta i get back n kneel down to beg dem to take me. so pathetic. haix. juz my fate. i dun mind going to do some fortune telling. tell me wat shld i do!!!! newae i was looking at my msn list n realised i blocked thousands of pple. haha. talking to them is lyke weird. anybody can tell me will they noe if i deleted them frm my list? they wont find out rite? or will they? my cousin's gonna buy back this thing called bing1 tang2 hu2 lu2. it's juz fruits coated wif malt candy. but only tomatoes and strawberries are used. love strawberries!! yum. awww... shiping dun be jealous k. haha. Saturday, December 7, 2002 08:29 p.m. suddenly so into bidding fer stuff again. u feel so accomplished when u win the auction. and especially if u get one tt fits u exactly it juz feels wonderful. haha. i'm too poor lah. shiping can please tell me ur measurements? lyke length and everything. Saturday, December 7, 2002 03:39 p.m. i'm in taiwan already. so tired!!! continue ltr... ok... haix. the flight was horrible. my right ear is almost deaf. it's still blocked. haix. it's lyke a fly flew into my ear. help!!!! the flight was damn bad. suddenly addicted to tomato juice! yum yum =) my cousin's asking me to go eat some mexican meal with her and her frens. haha. and also help rachel they all buy 5566 cd. quite weird. haha. my ear is really dying. haix. i wanta kill myself. ate lotsa stuff though. sweet strawberries, purple corn!!! oh rachel dun be jealous. and gonna eat the smelly tofu(it's not smelly at all!!!). hmmz... it's not cold here at all at least fer now. i'm still wearing t-shirt and shorts. i hate my ear. sobz. tink i needa go see doctor. stupid ear. my cousin's gonna bring me to shop at the night market ltr!! yeah!!!!!! benita i'll get u ur naval ring. haha. ur present. shiping: what do u want me to get fer u ah? i dunno wat u want leh. haha Friday, December 6, 2002 10:15 p.m. Unbreakable Took my hand Touched my heart Held me close You were always there By my side Night and day Through it all Baby come what may Swept away on a wave of emotion Over caught in the eye of the storm And whenever you smile I can hardly believe that you're mine Believe that you're mine This love is unbreakable It's unmistakeable And each time I look in your eyes I know why This love is untouchable A feeling my heart just can't deny Each time I look in your eyes Oh baby, I know why This love is unbreakable Shared the laughter Shared the tears We both know We'll go on from here Cause together we are strong In my arms That's where you belong I've been touched by the hands of an angel I've been blessed by the power of love And whenever you smile I can hardly believe that you're mine [chorus] This love is unbreakable Through fire and flame When all this over Our love still remains Friday, December 6, 2002 09:48 p.m. hmmz... no idea why i keep writing. haha. this afternoon a sa badminton person msged me to ask me to go fer training on wed. i replied to say i cant and asked whether i can dont appeal anymore and whether their teacher will murder me. he/she was damn nice abt it. i asked whether sa is fun and whether i shld go she(let the person be a she) actually encouraged me not ta go cus she said sa has damn little activities and they slacked a lot but sa pple are friendly and it has a nice environment. asked her abt ac and some other jcs she said ac, hc, rj and nj have lotsa activities. i said lotsa pple told me tt ac are very the go fer looks and money kind she said tt every sch got this kinda pple juz tt ac has more. but it also depends on ur own cohort. it knocked some sense into me. asked if there will be any jc juz lyke st'nicks she said it doesn't really exists. she also said not to go sa cus sa is the smallest sch amoung the other jcs so they do not offer weird subject combinations. the subject combination i want is weird. she's really a very nice person. i might reconsider goin ta sa cus of her. she was so helpful. hahaha. so i guess now i'm juz gonna go outram institute. not gonna appeal anymore. i'll wait till i get back my os result then i shall decide. haix. really needa pray hard. the jcs which are good at badminton are tj which is filled wif anglican high pple. rj which is lyke over flowing wif badminton talents so i'll be kinda useless there. vj which is damn far but heard they taking in 2 damn gd singles. maybe they need doubles? i tink aj is the last one but dun seem to know any pple tt are gd at badminton there maybe except my senior. hahaha. maybe i shld juz go join rugby or volleyball. haix. Friday, December 6, 2002 01:26 p.m. haix. any kind soul can help me tape the sunday korean show? so sad k... i cant watch it. but i dont really wanta go buy the vcd just fer the last 4 episodes!! and also cus i'm saving up to buy clothes and this damn nice purple skirt!! haf lotsa christmas presents ta buy too. i'll be broke real soon. really think i'm some kind of dealer or sth. i hafta go buy 4 cds in taiwan fer my frens. some pple i do wanta get presents fer them. some MAKE me buy.. so obviously they are off my list. cant be bothered wif them. get irritated easily when this kinda things happen. hmmz... let this fren be called apple. she really gets on my nerves. i really cant stand her. she's such a rotten apple. and sometimes i really get tempted to tell her off. she does a great job at making me lose my temper. but i must say, please put ur talent into good use. Friday, December 6, 2002 12:05 a.m. something's wrong wif my computer but i somehow still can type in this window.. haix. lousy com. newae had training at sa frm 9 to abt 12. kinda boring. when i first reached there i was all alone. sat on this tiny little bench. felt damn scared. i really hate new environments. then this guy who is supposedly the captain came to me and said sth but i fergot wat. haha. i tink i replied warm up ah? then he said ok. but i sat there msging waiting fer pple to reply. rachel made me feel less scared. then they started setting up the nets and this girl called chiew ling asked me to join them at the stage there so i went over. the cresent girls who i guess are appealing too smiled at me. felt slightly better. a while later 2 girls frm scgs came. one called vicki and the other called jia yan. we started talking crap. then went down to stroke. had to stand alone at the other court cus i lost in the game of scissors, paper, stone. they were not bad. we took turns then this sa girl suddenly came and joined jia yan to play doubles so i partnered vicki. i kept showing her the hand sign thing(for service) then she kept scolding me. haha. cus she did not understand obviously... we won the match!! thought i was playing my best compared to the other training days in sch afta os. i sat on the stage then felt as if i was gonna die cus i couldn't really breathe. felt bad. after a while the feeling went away. the teacher was very nice actually. kept asking me abt lotsa stuff. watched the sa guys n girls played badminton after tt. their badminton skills are not gd at all... haix. i wanta get into top 4 leh. but the goal seem so far now. really considering going to another school. afta the training ended i went to change at the toilet. nothing seems to be perfect afta leaving st'nicks. even the toilet was disappointing. what more can get worse? haix. they wanted us to join them fer lunch afta tt. the teacher hu found out tt i was sick did not want me to join them. i obviously did not want too cus it'll be awkward. vicki was nice but we somehow talk abt differnt things n i didn't really thought she was funny but juz laughed along. was trying to be nice ok. and also she had her fren jia yan. when they were all talking i can only sit alone. was damn bored. left alone in the end. realised how anti-social can i get. i just calt figure myself in front of strangers. shy is the word. no matter how u wish to not believe but as a matter of fact i'm juz too shy. haha. i miss badminton trainings in sch. miss the sch toilet. miss uncle sam though his food are so damn ex!! miss the hall floor which i nv appreciated. miss the nice nets. miss the sarcasm of gong jiao lian. miss all the naggings. miss the showers of leaves. miss snbt. miss my friends. i love st'nicks!!! we will go to the same school rachel. haix. i really hope so.. guess if i really do damn well fer my os (i cross my fingers) i might juz consider another sch. sngs rocks. Thursday, December 5, 2002 11:21 p.m. watched amazing race a while ago. flo sucks. she's such a bitch when zac's so nice to her!! lyke what the... so angry!!! just wish they are all still in singapore so i can talk to drew n make him come to his senses. he must be blinded by all her flirting. poor zac... sobz. so sad tt jill n john vito are out. was hoping teri and ian wld be the ones tt are sent home. they are too childish fer the race. jill is just so cool. haha. my idol. really hate flo to the core. did u see the way she flung her helmet in this pool of water and did u see the way she snatched the map frm zac??? yeah as the girl frm temptation island said, the bitch is back. she just hafta whine everytime without fail. such an idiot. wish they had gotten out before tt. this is the first time ever i got SO worked up because of a tv show after the world cup. haha. go twins go!!! Friday, November 29, 2002 10:45 p.m. oh my goodness!!! aahhhhh!!!!!! so excited. haha. actually changed the template without any professional help. cant help but be proud of myself. haha. but now i still have a problem with my guestbook!! damn it. still trying hard to figure out. shiping help me!! i'm waiting for u to play monopoly... |
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