Thursday, June 26, 2003 06:35 p.m.
aahhhhh! i wanted to put the long goodbye lyrics in my blog then i realised tt sab put already. so qiao!! haha. then i wont put lar.
today's kinda like a horrible day. woke up damn early cus stupid paul said he dunno how to go thomson plaza so had to meet him and clifford first at the fareast bus stop. when i reached there non of them were there. so i had to walk all the way to lido to call paul and he said he was still at home. i wanted to kill paul. asked him where was clifford he said he's reaching. so i walked all the way back to the fareast bus stop but didnt see clifford there. so had to go back lido to make a damn phone call. and i decided to just go meet tavia. clifford and paul came at abt 2. played one round of bridge then i had to rush to SGH.
went fer xray. had to take out my stud. the orthodontist told me tt maybe i shld go make braces. he told me how the operation will be like. it sounded damn scary! first they hafta inject two needles. then he's gonna cut open my gum. after tt they hafta section the tooth into smaller pieces to facilitate removal. he said he'll drill into my bone fer dunno what!! my face will swell up quite a lot i think tt's why i wont be able to go sch fer 5 days! my operation is on 8 july. 8 is supposed to be a lucky number :( newae the doctor said tt 3 of my wisdom teeth will grow out! then i hafta go extract again. hais.
i dont mind being an orthodontist! cus it seemed quite interesting to me. haha. oh and they were talking abt sensory and motor neurones! my bio did come into good use :) haha. and they earn damn a lot of money. he said my operation is considered simple but we had to pay abt 700 bucks fer it. luckily my dad has medisave! if not i'll feel bad fer life. after i came home tried putting back the stud. the hole almost closed but i forced it true. my ear hurts like hell now!
having an online discussion abt tmr now. cant wait!! i'm like damn excited :) haha. watched joe millionaire. so sad alison is out!! cus i think alison is the prettiest! newae i've been wondering why is the show joe millionaire called joe millionaire? the guy is called evan!! haha. weird huh.
went ta study fer 6 hrs today!! only finished one tutorial fer maths but i'm quite happy abt it. ate quite a lot and day dreamed quite a lot too. haha. came home then went to play squash with my brother and his friend.i'm addicted to squash now!! it's damn damn fun! i lost to my brother and his friend like damn a lot of times but i managed to win my bro once and his friend twice! feel contented already :) anybody wanta play squash with me? all are welcomed! just give me a call k. so now i needa go buy a badminton racket and a squash racket!
tmr will be a busy day too! cus i'm waking up damn early to go study with tav and kai and maybe paul and clifford too cus i needa return clifford his lecture notes. then i needa go hospital fer checkup. after tt i'm going home to pack stuff cus i shld be staying over at hotel rendezvous with seetoh em benita karen novelia and qilin. then we might be going clubbing! quite excited!! but i'm like dead broke.. haha. shit i'm late fer joe millionaire! aahhhhh!
planned to study with claire at thomson plaza today but she woke up too late. so i stayed home and tried to study. ended up reading a book instead. haha. i'm like how determined to study now to prove wen wrong! i'm gonna go thomson plaza to study tmr with tav and kai. i'm sure they'll make me study. they can work miracles! i hope. haha. went to see the doctor today cus i thought i had chang wei yan again. the symptoms were similar!! but the doctor said it's just gastric or sth.
went out to study today but as expected i did nothing much. attempted a few maths questions then we started talking already. aahhhhh! i needa concentrate!! haha. i will try. ate lunch then tried to play bridge but it was unsuccessful so we played daidee instead. went window shopping after tt then came home. saw this dress tt's damn nice!! but i'm like how broke :( saw teng siang and shuting today! think they were trying to study too with the other sa badminton pple.
oh yar! pat... happy birthday! pls grow up k? i beg u. hahaha.
was watching the wedding singer. it's such a sweet show :) but it kinda made me feel sad. no idea why. newae i think adam sandler is funny! there was this part where he went fer a job interview then he said sth like he had a jar at home with some money and he wants to fill it up. then he told the guy, "that's where you come in." haha. think it's funny!!
i think someone told me we have three or four more flag days to go. somebody pls kill me. i so wanta die!!
i'm still so tired even after i slept fer so long!! aaahhhh. damn tired. hais. newae today was quite fun lar. except the fact tt i was too tired. cus i stayed online till abt one plus then after tt i couldnt get to sleep. keep thinking abt stuff. so i practically didnt sleep!! only a while i guess.. met the rest at tanjong pagar mrt. as usual i was late! met claire and we walked all the way to find 52a duxton rd. my class split up into groups, so me claire hannah sarah hilary and jeremy went together. we decided to go toa payoh. ate at the food court then went to collect money! collected fer abt an hour only and our tins were like half full. haha. except fer jeremy's. so we concluded tt guys shldnt do cip like this. we all felt accomplished!! ok at least i did. haha. went town after tt.
claire and i went to heeren cus we wanted to pierce our ears then the rest went to zara. i decided to let the one on my left close cus it's too low. so i pierced another one on my right. it's a purple stud! yay! haha. it still hurts now! went window shopping then met up with the others at citylink. headed for tanjong pagar. they paid us two bucks fer transportation fees! then claire hannah and sarah wanted to go town to try levis but i was really damn tired. my train came so i started walking towards it. claire grabbed me and refused to let me go!! ahaha. bet we looked like idiots. cus after tt their train came and she tried pulling me towards it(with the help of sarah) but i was like grabbing on to the handle of this door which leads to dunno where. haha. so in the end she gave up and ran fer her train.
i came home. ate then i slept. woke up at abt 8 plus. my mum made me drink some chicken soup thingy. it tastes disgusting! yuck :( i almost puked. oh and sth weird happened just now. a small yellow bird flew into my hse!! weird cus why wld birds fly into pple's houses? it might be an omen! ahaha. hafta go town tmr fer some shit. this means i might not be able to study. hais. i'm so dead. i might as well just die yar.
was talking to claire on the phone just now... she told me the lamest thing. ever. she was saying she had guests at her hse. then i asked, "g-u-e-s-t?" then she said no.. it's g-a-s. so i was like ok. then she continued saying tt her dad brought hydrogen gas home. and she pumped it all in the hse. i asked if it's a lot then she said yar and she's starting to feel dizzy. ahahahahahahaha. damn funny! i actually believed. after a while she told me it's not true lar... it's actually just guests. i feel dumb. haha.
hafta wake up damn early tmr to go sell flags!! arrghh! why did i volunteer? hais. think lotsa pple are going though. my whole class is going! always wanted to try selling flags cus thought it'll be fun. tmr better be fun!!
oh and they're showing the wedding singer tmr!! hope i memba to watch. haha.
went to the dentist this morning. waited damn freaking long and did nothing cus the dentist asked me to go to SGH fer an operation to extract my tooth. sound so serious! i'm like damn scared... hate injections and stuff. hope i will survive yar? needa pray a lot. haha.
happy bdae seetoh!!!! i still love you. ahahaha.
newae caught how to lose a guy in 10 days. it's a damn sweet show!! yea and tt's abt it fer today.
woke up at abt 12 today then went to hansen's hse. brought all my econs stuff but in the end i didnt study at all! we played snake and ladders and risk while waiting fer claire. claire was late!! then claire called and said tt she wasnt coming anymore cus i was gonna leave soon :( and paul woke up late too. newae claire!! u pangsehed me like a thousand times... u owe me a treat!! haha. after tt i went to town to meet weiyang. met andy adriel chevy and daryl. then we went to watch finding nemo. think it's damn nice :) i love dory!! she's so cute! haha. gonna meet seetoh tmr. we're gonna watch how to lose a guy in 10 days i think. finally!! yay! although i know the plot is gonna be very predictable but i just love shows with happy endings :) hope i'll be able to wake up though. haha.
slept damn a lot today!! but still feeling kinda sleepy. must be the medicine! going hansen's hse to study tmr with claire and maybe clifford and paul. kinda doubt we'll study but i wanta work harder fer econs and maths!
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aaahhh! feel sick. it's either cus the past few days tav has been coughing into my face or cus i walked in the rain on friday. throat hurts! boring day today.wanted to go out with peiyi n seetoh and their friends but didnt in the end. then the woman called to ask if i can go down to help her friend with the makeup thingy cus her friend's model is sick but i was too tired! so i think we're going on the 27th. newae claire if u're reading this, call me!!!!
hmmm... shall blog abt thurs now. went town with kai tav and max then met up with teng siang jerome and aloysius. watched ju-on! freaking scary. kept covering my eyes with the sweater. tav was damn noisy as usual!! kept saying stupid stuff. haha. we played bridge and walked around. erm... tt was all i think.
on friday, i went to watch pple play soccer with kai n esta. ended up talking quite a lot. then went to town with weiyang matthew chevy and hong quan. ate lunch and shopped around then we watched ju-on. not as scary as the first time!! and finally kinda understood the story. but it's still a lousy plot.. ahaha.
will be having a class stayover on the 4th of july i think at hilary's hse. then matthew will be having a chalet on the 5th. no idea if i shld go... cus i'll be quite extra. but i wanta play mahjong!! havent been putting my skills into good use. ahaha.
watched ju-on again today. met rachel chun xj jeremy and yong quan. and i saw wen frm far! newae i came to a realisation tt guys are evil!!! all they care abt is money and looks! right? hmmm... to lazy to blog today!! newae today is not an very unlucky day!
aahhh! damn it. hafta go get mc ltr cus i didnt go fer the geog field trip. was too tired.. the doctor better give it to me or i'll hafta do detention!! hais.
newae yesterday was quite fun!! went to school frm eight to twelve then went to town fer brunch. after tt my grp went to do survey fer our pw. so amazing right! i bet my grp is the only grp tt finished our surveys already. claire n chevy helped too. there was this quite old lady who asked me to sit down and read to her the questions. haha. kinda funny. saw esta and her friend so we made them fake the survey fer us. ahaha. then we saw charles n asked him to fake too. then there was this weird cj guy who came over and ask me if he can do the interview. then i ask, 'what interview?' then he said he wanted to do the survey. but too bad he's out of the age grp lar.. he looks kinda retarted. haha.
when we're at fareast this woman came up to me and asked if i wanta be her model fer some makeup test or exam she'll be having. she'll pay me 50 bucks!! yay! i need money! haha. she asked me to find a few more pple too so i asked claire and sam. after tt went to hansen's hse to slack. then went home. was dead tired!! doing survey was quite fun though :)
cry
I would like to say that I Never meant to make you cry I think about you every day No matter what your friends might say Everybody knows my name Even though I'm still the same I just would like to say that I I'm never ever meant to make you cry
I would like to know why There are clouds in the sky Every time I fall in love And I would like to know why I'm sittin' here on my own I would like to know why When I find a nice guy Someone I can lean upon I mess it all up and then I wonder why I'm all alone Tell me if you think that I am talking way too much Tell me if you'd like to stay in touch
Sittin' on the sofa Letting life go by thinking about the early days Think about the times when I hurt you in my crazy ways All I wanna do is look around for you Yeah driving till the break of dawn Tracking and calling and pleading till your coming home Tell me if you think that I Have been a bit too much Tell me if you'd like to stay in touch
sometimes you just feel very sad all of a sudden. no reason why. upon all tt you feel tt your friends have abandoned you and your whole family is against you. but you just hafta accept the fact. accept your fucked up life.
just realised i fergot to write abt what happened on friday!! hmmm.. i had chinese exam in the morning. damn horrible. first i was caught fer wearing ankle socks right before the exam started. had to go see michael tan to buy socks frm him n change into those long socks! so when i went into the exam hall everybody already started. i sat down n tried to read the question then some stupid chinese teacher said "lin szuyu frm 1T9 are u here?" he dint noe how to pronounce my name!! then i had to wave at him to catch his attention n he made me go in front to mark attendance. so damn paiseh..
after tt had listening. i was dreaming half the time, thinking of what to do n eat ltr.. i somehow just cant concentrate nw!! so newae i tink i'll fail my listening. after the whole exam i went to town with clifford paul n this weird guy. ate lunch then we decided to go to hansen's hse. we took bus there. i asked, "is it this stop?" they didnt answer me so i decided to press the bell n we got down. i realised i pressed to early so we had to walk quite a long distance! we kept plucking leaves to throw at paul. damn funny. ahaha. at hansen's hse paul kept blasting yucky techno music. we played cards n jenga!! i'm good at it! ahahaha. hansen's mum ordered pizza fer us after tt. nice :) then hansen went to change cus he was going to the ktv to celebrate chevy's bdae. they were waxing their hair so i decided to help clifford style his hair. i was so proud of my master piece! ahaha.
we left after tt. both hansen n paul were going to the ktv so they asked me to go. i wanted to watch a movie but clifford had to go fer family dinner n i didnt wanta watch alone with paul! so i tagged along. went to macs at wisma to meet the rest. clara matthew jeremy hongquan daryl n weiyang were there. cant memba if there was anyone else. we walked around aimlessly then went to eat. met chevy after tt. then went to the ktv. i cldnt stay till tt late so i didnt go fer the ktv part. so sad!! hope i can go next time.
oh yar.. fergot to say tt day at queensway i saw my eyecandy n debbie loo(my senior) too!
should i stay
had a drive driven by your love but when you messed around I lost the drive I found thought you needed needed someone true but you changed your mind or had i failed you? wished you've been careful with my heart but you tore it apart and broke an angel's heart i guess what's true has an end somewhow but i am living proof of what love is about
it's hard holding you loving you losing you it's sad to be true and be fooled by you i don't know I gotta know should i stay or should i go
you played me on, played me like a clown but i feel for you, even though i'm down my heart is heavy, heavy like a rock but i am so amused you're still in my thoughts
it's hard holding you loving you losing you it's sad to be true and be fooled by you i don't know I wanna know should i stay or should i go
what's done is done i'll never feel the same but we had some good times, guess it's sad just the same i guess the truth doesn't matter somehow but you were living proof, of what love is about
was supposed to go out today but didnt in the end :( so bored. feeling kinda sad today. abt everything!! hais. newae i think the song 'where is the love' is damn nice!!
no idea why i'm awake at this time of the day.. just cant get to sleep so i shall blog abt today.
peiyi n seetoh came to my hse in the afternoon. we played hotel then went shopping at queensway fer seetoh's squash shoes n shoe bag. ate some ice-kachang-like thingy. it's nice!! then met weiyang weiling charles n a few other pple fer dinner..
saw damn a lot of pple today. pple i always see n pple i dont usually see. saw jeremy n yongquan at my estate. jeremy said his fren lives in my estate n tt he was gonna return his fren the bike. havent seen them ever since erm... i left oi? met hilary n her family at queensway! then i met ben hansen clifford n paul at marina square. weird day huh. haha.
my mum just told me tt in september we're going to america!!! i wont be going sch fer a week!! a break frm school makes me happy though i dun wanta go america... quite excited!! ahaha :)
i came home amazingly early today!! reached home at 2pm. slept all the way after tt. i just somehow cant bring myself to study fer my stupid chinese exam. newae we might be going swimming at jurong east tmr. yay!! so excited!!!!! it has all the big slides n everything! but i might not be able to swim though... so sad :( so must make back up plans! i wanta go play tennis or go claire's hse fer prata. i dont mind watching movie too. yesterday was wen's bdae!!!! happy belated bdae! sorry i didnt turn up fer ur celebration leh. i'll make it up with esta. haha. n tmr is chevy's bdae. happy early bdae!! posted early cus i dunno if i'll come online tmr. haha. think i shld go try studying now or i'm dead..
planned to study today but as expected all i did was rot.. i'm really dreading next week!! there's maths test on tues, geog on wed n chinese exam on friday!! but i'll end at 12 plus on friday! yay!! maybe i shld stay back in school next week fer night study. newae the other day when my class was practising cheerleading, ben started playing 'kiss me' by sixpence non the richer on the guitar. although he only knows how to play the first part it's still damn damn nice!! i'm gonna make him teach me. haha. but i'm a slow learner!! hope we'll have time.
lotsa stuff to do next week. go eat at breeks, buy facial wash, watch movie n night study!! n maybe go fer canoeing. at least i'm keeping myself occupied! yay!! happy :)
aaahhh damn it. cant find the lyrics i wanta find!!
hmmm. fergot to blog abt today. claire n i planned to go to hansen's hse to play bridge. i didnt noe how to get to his hse so i decided to take a cab. after i got on the cab, claire msged n said she's not going!! so in the end i had to like go alone..... clifford n paul was there too. we started doing this fortune telling thing. cant tell if it's true. haha. then we played daidee. i lost! so paul made me buy him a plate of wanton mee in sch. but i asked him not to talk to me in sch cus i'll refuse to admit tt i noe him!! haha. then we played monopoly.. it was like damn funny. ahahahaha. cus paul dunno how to play monopoly so we kept bluffing him. when the land is good we told him he's not supposed to buy. we only let him buy places like geylang. ahaha. after tt they went to bukit timah fer dinner n to play pool. i decided to go home cus i dun wanta be extra. newae paul is damn gay i really cant stand it. n clifford is SO ultra ego i cant stand it too!!! aaahhhh!
sth's wrong with my damn com!! it's like once in a while it'll go blank n this blue screen will come out. then i hafta restart my com!! aahhh! damn it.
newae feel cheered up recently cus of the nice pple i met. they are funny!! it somehow kinda makes cj more like stnicks. it's like how me and rachel used to laugh at stupid stuff. n tell lame jokes. haha. not bad it improving. oh and i tink clifford reminds me totally of ker liang!! the way they behave. haha. except tt clifford is too ego but ker liang is not.
arrghhh feel damn cheated. cus i waited fer weiyang fer so long but he sounded like he didnt wanta go out with me. so in the end we're not going out. but i think i found someone else to go out!! hope so at least.
xj!!!! i love you a million red m&ms :)
aaahhhhh!!! i typed so much shit just now but my com hung. damn it.
today is cj's sports carnival. me claire toon n some guy was supposed to run 4by200m relay but when we reported they said it was over!!! so we didnt run. haha. then claire hansen clifford(the OI one) paul n i zaoed halfway to go holland v to eat!!! the baked potato is damn nice!! they are funny pple! haha. after eating, claire n i tried to teach them bridge. but we were like talking to idiots can. haha. they ask damn stupid stuff i cldnt stop laughing!!! damn damn funny!!!! they took FOREVER to learn i almost died! claire n i stole 4 tickets frm paul to go to embassy. haha. actually we didnt steal. we just took it n thanked him. ahaha.
went to town after tt. met xj at lido. it's like the whole of cj was in town k! haha. saw tav max n esta so we went to join them. after tt saw jess cindy claire n aloysius n dunno who. haha. watched what a girl wants! it's ok only lar.. but the guy is so cute n damn sweet!!! aahhh! haha. shit i'm going mad. yea newae i tink the soundtrack will be nice! n the guy said sth like, "why do you try so hard to fit in when you're born to stand out?" haha sweet. newae today was fun!!!!! but felt damn bad cus me n claire pangsehed our class. n i kinda pangsehed chevy. opps... haha. hope tmr will be fun!
hmmm... yesterday went to swensens with claire hansen n chevy. i only ate three scoops of ice cream!! haha. kept drinking water though. claire has damn bad bladder problem. she went to the toilet like 4 times? ahaha. tink i went two or three times. saw sophie n jaclyn chow too! went around to buy a tennis racket fer some guy. was so amazed tt tennis racket grip got different sizes one!! i didnt noe.. haha.
oh yah!! sth funny happened during econs lesson!!! ahaha. we were having lesson halfway then we heard some girl scream. jeremy said sth like "wah some girl tio rape ah?" then mr ang said, "cannot be what cus u're here." ahahahah!! he's funny!!! newae today we had to take badminton photos. it's the dumbest photo shoot session EVER. goodness.. haha. i made shiping wait fer me at the bus stop fer an hr. felt damn bad!! she was sleeping when i got there. ahaha. we went to breeks fer dinner. i like the food!! i'm like so determined to go back to eat. but must wait fer next week cus i'm damn broke now. arrghh!!
maths remedial was a killer... i hate mathematical induction. claire n i promised ourselves to get maths tuition by this week! during maths remedial my maths teacher came to counsel us. haha. she keep saying we needa buck up n everything. newae i'm happy today cus i finally resigned!! aaahhh!! i'm not the maths rep anymore! haha. hmmm.. nothing much happened today except tt econs tutorial was damn funny. mr ang returned us our essays. he copied down all the weird sentences tt we wrote. my fren was trying to determine whether petrol is price elastic or inelastic. so she said, "petrol is habit forming." and dunno what. we were laughing like mad. haha. dun really get it. hope tmr will be fun!! :)
whoa!! hilary said 7 pple frm my class didnt go school on friday. amazing!! not bad my class quite united. haha.
somehow i'm always cheated!! aahhhh!! ahaha. but it was quite funny lar. kw making out with a guy in the park? haha. stupid neo. newae i wasnt thinking so i believed. usually i do tink k. tt time i was also cheated by hansen. cus i borrowed chevy's pda to play then the cover somehow came out. hansen said tt it wasnt spoilt at first so it's my fault. i felt damn bad lor.. but ltr found out the cover's already out!! shiping said at swensens there's this ice cream buffet thingy!!! i wanta eat ice cream! newae hansen's gonna treat me cus he cheated me. ahaha. n he's gonna treat claire n chevy too!!! YAY!!!!! damn excited!! cant wait :)
i just heard the funniest thing after the funniest thing i've heard. ahaha. hansen was saying the girl's frm stnicks and is in aj now. i told neo abt it. then she said it must be kangwei cus she kept asking her to ask esta abt ben tan!!! ahahahaha!!! i'm gonna laugh till i cry soon.. so funny!!!!
i just heard the funniest joke ever. ahahahaha!! omg damn funny!!! hansen was telling me tt today during assembly, brother paul said somebody complained abt a cj guy making out with some girl in a park. then brother paul said sth like, " i know who tt guy is.. he knows it well too, i dun wanta mention names but ben tan frm 1T19 dont do it again." ahahahahahahahahahaha!!! omg!!!! damn ultra funny. cldnt stop laughing. tink i'm evil. but it's funny. ahaha.
whoa.. damn tired!! just got home a while ago. hmmm... my day went like this..
met shiping at raffles place mrt at abt 6. she bought a bouquet of flowers fer her mortal. we walked around n ate at yoshinoya. after tt went to explore fullerton hotel. haha. damn nice!! but kinda small. then we went to victoria theater fer the hc band concert. stayed till abt 8.30 then got quite bored. so we left halfway n walked to esplanade. the first time i went there was after grad! nothing special inside actually. we walked to the waterfront. saw this outdoor performance thingy. this ex-actor was singing damn nice songs. dunno what genre it is. we stood there to watch. fergot what exactly happened but i tink shiping said sth damn dumb so i hit her on the back. didnt expect it to be so loud. ahahaha. it was damn funny. imagine some guy singing romantic songs then all of a sudden u hear a loud *piak*. quite a few pple turned around after tt. we laughed quite loudly n ran away.
walked around fer damn long then we decided to go home. 100 took forever to come!! then i realised i was taking at the wrong side. so i had to walk one big round to cross the road. at the traffic light i was busy msging. turned around after tt n saw my eye-candy! caught his eye then he half walked n half jogged across the road. after i reached the bus stop opposite this weird guy came up to me n asked if he cld borrow my phone to call a cab cus his ran out of batt. he wanted me to take out my sim card n let him put his in. it sounded quite weird so i apologized n said i gotta go. felt bad after tt. newae not like i even mind if he wanted to take my phone. haha.
oh yay!!! i didnt go to school.. but i'm so damn bored now. nobody's at home nw though. newae last nite chevy was telling me tt jess might be suspended frm sch cus she didnt go fer the rj match. the tcher was damn pissed. didnt expect it to be so serious!!! hais.
Torn
I thought I saw a man brought to life He was warm He came around like he was dignified He showed me what it was to cry Well you couldn't be that man I adored You don't seem to know Seem to care what your heart is for But I don't know him anymore There's nothing where he used to lie My conversation has run dry That's what's going on Nothing's fine I'm torn
I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed Lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed Into something real I'm wide awake And I can see The perfect sky is torn You're a little late I'm already torn
So I guess the fortune teller's right Should have seen just what was there And not some holy light Which crawled beneath my veins And now I don't care I had no luck I don't miss it all that much There's just so many things That I can touch I'm torn
I'm all out of faith This is how I feel I'm cold and I am shamed Lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed Into something real I'm wide awake And I can see The perfect sky is torn You're a little late I'm already torn Torn
There's nothing where he used to lie My inspiration has run dry That's what's going on Nothing's right I'm torn
wanted to put this lyrics damn damn long ago but yanrong put is on her blog first. i'll just put it newae. haha. nice what..
yesterday was fun!!!!! haha. hmmm... yesterday was our last match fer badminton. played against rj. we lost 0-5!! me n kai partnered n we played against jeannie n ker liang. damn weird cus we're all frm stnicks. played quite ok i guess. at first we were leading 10 to 4 lor. then they caught up all the way. haha. after tt me kai tav charmain kangwei jeannie n kerliang went fer dinner at seoul garden. kw said she got no money so she went in but didnt pay money lar. we were all eating happily but she cant eat. she'll eat once in a while when the pple are not looking. tav kept adding weird stuff into the soup. so one minute the soup tastes burnt n the other it tastes minty. ahaha. it was damn funny looking at our reactions after tasting the soup.
a while ltr the aj badminton guys came also. they sat at another table. this guy who supposedly looked like kw was there too. so kw went over n asked the guy to swap places with her. tt guy came over to take her place so kw cld go eat. damn spastic. newae i tink the manager noes lar. he doesnt seem tt dumb. oh yar.. kerliang is damn funny!! haha. she was saying sth abt ms tan in the train. then even this woman beside her started to laugh. she's damn drama. then me kai n char started laughing cus the woman is funny. she was like trying hard not to laugh but she cldnt help it.
newae dun tink i'm going sch tmr cus i fergot to bring home geog notes but needa do work. n i fergot to bring home my econs too. n i havent done my GP compre!! n worst of all there's mass pe and maths test tmr. mrs loke came to my class after sch to tell me to do well lor. i noe i'll fail!! cus i'm damn lost. tmr me, hannah, claire, sophie, chiok why n maybe sarah are all not going to sch!! my class will be quite empty. tink my tcher will suspect. haha. oh yar.. today me claire n sophie ponned geog lect. we went to sit in the canteen. then my econs tcher, mr ang walked past n stared at us!! hope he wont tell ms lim if not we'll hafta do maintainence leh... haha. stupid cj. late fer sch once must do maintainence. tink if u're caught talking during assembly also must do. not very sure though. damn funny. oh n i got back my phone!! hope it's permanently! yay!!
these few days have been kinda depressing. arrghhh! my life sucks. really sucks. anyone wanta trade places wif me? hais :(
omg my mum is so irritating... now tt i dont have my phone i tink the next thing she'll ban me frm is using the com n one day she might just stop me frm using the hse phone. and tt's the day i'll never come home.
damn irritated wif my parents n my stupid bro again.. hais. what's new. arrghhh!! seetoh will u take me in?
went to watch matrix reloaded today. all i can say is tt i'm still lost. very lost. then went window shopping. shiping n i went to places tt we didnt go before. we went to lifestorey at pacific plaza. they sell weird furnitures!! then we went to the DFS galleria. it looks quite nice! as in the interior design. haha. dunno why we keep looking at furnitures today. saw nice sofas!! kept laughing at stupid stuff shiping n i said. tink i dont laugh as much now as compared to when i was in stnicks. hais. sad. oh yar i saw seetoh today. dunno why i was so excited to see her. maybe cus i havent seen her fer a long time. i said, "i dunno why but i feel like hugging u." then she said "hug lah." haha. so funny. really hope we can go out together soon!!! i mean all of us lar. so seetoh dun get the wrong idea k. haha.
not a very very good day i guess.. hais. had pe first thing in the morning but i didnt do pe cus i was excused. it was mass pe.. i sat there watching all of them suffer. damn poor thing. haha. michael tan made those not doing pe get sth to do. so i wrote a letter to ben in the end. haha. then we went fer break. the rice i bought had some grub look alike thingy in it. damn sick!!! wanted to puke. after tt claire n i went all around sch to look fer ms lim so tt claire cld go home. left sch fer tampines. the match was horrible. i played like shit. hais. we lost to aj 4-1!! jeannie decided tt all of us shld say the snbt cheer. it was like damn damn paiseh!! i covered my face while saying. ahaha. after tt me char tav n kai went fer dinner. might be going to watch matrix tmr!!! hope it'll be nice!
damn sian today. dunno why i was so tired. slept till abt nine, woke up fer a while then slept again till two. my parents wanted to watch xmen 2 so i went to watch fer the second time!! planned to do work but i didnt do any!! newae tink i'll die tmr cus my badminton teacher might just kill me. i walked out of the hall halfway during training yesterday. i didnt wanta stay cus kai n tav were not staying too mah. hais. ran fer T9 fer sports carnival. ran the 4 by 200 mixed relay. i almost died. nv ran short dist fer sports day in my life. or did i? haha. hmmm... me n claire have a bet with terence n jeremy!!! they bet tt me n claire cant jump further than 200m fer standing broad jump. tt one we sure can lar... haha. i hope. if we can we'll get a free waffle frm gelare! another one is tt they bet claire cant run under 12mins fer 2.4km. n i cant run under 10min 50secs!! must train hard frm now!! n we bet with them they cant do 5 pull-ups. haha. i tink they wont be able to make it cus the last time they cldnt even do one!!! we sure win one. ahahaha. waffles!! yummy!
damaged
I know I'm kinda strange, to you sometimes Don't always say, what's on my mind You know that I've been hurt, by some guy But I don't wanna mess up this time
And I really really really care And I really really really want you And I think I'm kinda scared Cos I don't want to lose you If you really really really care Then maybe you can hang through I hope you understand It's nothing to you
My heart's at a low I'm so much to manage I think you should know that I've been damaged I'm falling in love There's one disadvantage I think you should know that I've been damaged
I might look through your stuff for what I don't wanna find Or I might just set you up to see if you're all mine I'm a little paranoid from what I've been through Don't know what you got yourself into
nice song!!
