Saturday, May 10, 2003 10:55 p.m.

damn irritated wif my parents!! hais. and i feel damn sad fer myself. my parents are gonna take my phone line back and it will become some sort of family line. whoever wants to use it can just take it. like wtf. damn depressed. seems like everything and everyone is going against me :(

Friday, May 9, 2003 11:11 p.m.

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Low
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

Friday, May 9, 2003 10:08 p.m.

slept damn long last nite so i was so awake in school today!! haha. geog test was horrible.. didnt even really understand what is agribusiness. my class is nice!!! except tt i got some bitch as my home tutor. she calls my mum just cus i wear ankle socks!! arrghh! newae i told my maths techer tt i dun wanta be the maths rep anymore but she refuse to let me not be!!! :( tink she wanta torture me or sth. i dun even hand in work myself. jc life is quite shit lar... tmr is a sat n i still hafta go sch at 7.30 fer geog lecture!!!! tired!! yea newae this year cj badminton team got into top 6! yay!!! hope monday i will get to play against vj cus i wanta partner kai! haha. too lazy to blog. fer those who dont know.. my mum confiscated my phone!!! dunno when i'll get it back :(

Wednesday, April 30, 2003 10:18 p.m.

hmmm... shall start frm what happened yesterday. sch was ok lar.. during econs lecture me n claire kept talking. then mr ang called claire to answer some qn. claire just smiled n shrugged. mr ang said me n claire always smile when we dunno how to answer. i heard some idiot(i tink t's jeremy or terence) shout, "cus they're trying to charm u mah." i was like err-ing the whoever. i borrowed hannah's eraser to throw at jeremy but i hit hilary instead. haha. was damn funny.

after sch had to stay back to do stupid econs homework. i tink mr ang is quite nice. haha. supposed to meet rachel at 4 at j8 but i only finished my work at 4 so i took a cab to j8. when we were neaing mt pleasant rd, teh taxi driver asked me whether he can dun go by there. then i said yah. i asked him why then he said cus it's dark. i told him the ghost story abt mt pleasant then he was quite freaked out. haha. met rachel then we went to joel's hse. played playstation. metalslug!!! n DDR. haha. me n rach suck at it. we bluffed xj tt we'll stay till 9 so she'll go joel's hse. so by the time she was there we were gone. haha.

went to the police cantonment to get the certificate of no criminal conviction today so i didnt go school!! haha. but went back in the afternoon fer training. damn tiring. we discussed line up till quite late so seetoh n benita wanted to go home. i went out wif kai tav max n aloysius in the end. ate dinner then went home.. competition starts next week!! i'll be missing damn a lot of lessons cus i can leave class at 10.10!! yay!! haha. but i'll be lagging like crazy. n this sat hafta go sch fer maintainence :( cus i was caught fer wearing ankle socks! damn it. hope they dun make us clean one class each!!!!

Sunday, April 27, 2003 01:02 a.m.

wth... i hate all these crap. damn weird. i hate it.

Saturday, April 26, 2003 05:12 p.m.

went to gleneagles fer health checkup today... was actually damn scared cus needa draw blood. but it turned out to be fine. haha. i didnt faint k. having health checkup is quite fun!!! after tt went totake ic photo cus i needa go to the embassy on 12 may fer interview. damn scared!!! newae suddenly lotsa pple wanta go overseas to study.. what's so good abt it? i dunwan leh... hais.

some weird stuff happened last nite n i screwed it... hope this is not another friendship tt's gone. xj u wanta go out on thurs? msg me if u want k!!!

Thursday, April 24, 2003 06:49 p.m.

sth damn funny happened just now... ahaha. xj said, "i like what." then i was like, "HUH?? u like huat?" ahahaha. omg!!!!!! ahahahahahaahaha! xj likes huat. newae tmr cant go seoul garden with all of them :( needa do project till quite late i tink. wait fer me lar... k?

Thursday, April 24, 2003 05:03 p.m.

THREE THINGS I LOVE
01 bed
02 food. especially ice-cream!!
03 badminton

THREE THINGS I HATE
01 my life
02 homework
03 when my parents nag.

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
01 why my life suck.
02 why did all these stuff happen.
03 why am i like that.

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
01 wallet
02 discman
03 thick stack of notes

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW
01 doing this
02 drinking soya bean milk
03 thinking abt stuff?

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
01 fall in love.
02 have more excitement in my life.
03 have long chats with all the pple i treasure.

THREE THINGS I CAN DO
01 slack
02 eat
03 day dream

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
01 damn lazy
02 very indecisive.
03 dont think before i speak :(

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS
01 horrible
02 i'm getting fatter
03 i needa exercise more...

THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO
01 binomial.
02 understand myself.
03 cant stop thinking i suck.

THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO
01 jeremy n hannah quarrelling
02 my maths teacher nag at me. u'll laugh.
03 let me count the way by natural. just heard it!
THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER
01 hannah's laughter
02 jeremy's laughter
03 xj scolding me. hahaha.

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
01 errrr....
02 wah lau.
03 omg

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS
01 steak
02 ice cream
03 sweet stuff!! eclairs made by rachel's auntie!!!

THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY
01 sarsi
02 the aloe vera drink
03 water

THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN
01 play the drums n guitar
02 play tennis and squash
03 to be more optimistic.

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID
01 erm... jungle book?
02 i like tom n jerry.
03 i cant memba!!!!!

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCH NOW
01 david blaine!! he's damn cool but freaky.
02 meet my folks
03 erm... cant memba.

THREE OF YOUR GOOD FRIENDS
01 i got more than three leh.. peiyi
02 seetoh
03 rachel
04 benita
05 shiping
06 and you.

THREE OF THE BEST SONGS
01 those by blue
02 by everclear.
03 and... there are lots. simpleplan!

THREE OF THE BEST MOVIES
01 ever after
02 she's all that
03 and all the sad shows.

THREE THINGS YOU WISH THEY KNEW
01 tt i'm sorry
02 i love u all
03 i dont want them to leave me. ever.

THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU CRY
01 sad shows
02 when i feel damn shit n lonely
03 when my parents irritate me

THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU SMILE
01 friends
02 sweet things pple say
03 i always smile to myself(according to some pple) haha. tt's when i think abt funny stuff.

THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU LAUGH
01 my friends
02 comedies
03 lame jokes. n my own lame jokes. i laugh at them myself. ahaha.

THREE WISHES YOU WOULD MAKE
01 to stop regreting
02 be happier n have my friends by my side forever.
03 to get married by 25. wanted 20 but realised it's unrealistic..... haha.

Thursday, April 24, 2003 04:25 p.m.

life isnt't great... not at all. not even the least bit. screwed lotsa things recently but dunno what to do abt it. damn it. confusion.... hais. thurdays really suck newae. i haf two periods of GP and chinese. so the whole day i was writing essays!! arrghh! kinda hate jc life. ur friends start to become more busy. they cant go out with u tt often anymore. hais. i'm home so early today lor.. cus hafta do stupid maths. n go take photo fer the changing of citizenship thing.

i tink my maths teacher kinda hate me or sth. my class only me claire n terrence didnt hand in the stupid binomial homework. she'll ask me where's my work everyday n keep asking me if i can cope n sth like i must get A fer maths cus i'm the rep. hais. hafta stay back tmr cus she wanta teach me how to do. she's nice lar... but tmr hafta do the project work too!! we're doing on homosexuals. haha. i tink it'll be interesting.

my class pple are nice lar... kept laughing at stupid things today. haha. tmr got 2 periods of pe!!! aaahhhh!! hope wont needa do lotsa running. the badminton captain is weird... he said he dunno how to pronounce my name so he asked me to choose between lucy n mimi. yucks lor... i dunwan both!! haha. but he seems nice. n stupid hannah jeremy hilary n terrence keep calling me suzy. idiots!! there was this time jessica's fren asked me what's my name then i bluffed her it's jessica. she believed lar... then one econs lecture she was sitting near me. afta the lect she tapped me on the shoulder n asked me why i dao her cus she kept calling jessica throughout the whole lecture. ahahaha. damn dumb!!!

overall cj is fine but maths econs geog and gp all suck.

Sunday, April 20, 2003 04:30 p.m.

my mum said we hafta go fer health checkup next saturday. hais. i hate checkups. n she said we hafta check if we got AIDS or sth. so they'll hafta draw blood frm me!!! i hate needles :( then we hafta go to the american embassy to go through some sorta interview. sounds scary. my mum said my n my bro shld be going to california to live with my cousins. my parents wont be going. if only they'll get us a hse fer ourselves!! haha. will be nicer...

Saturday, April 19, 2003 11:31 p.m.

took this frm wen's blog!! i'm bored so i'll do it..

ARE YOU...
[Understanding] erm... most of the time? i guess.
[Open-minded] ok lar.. depends on what kinda stuff!
[Arrogant] haha dun tink so.
[Insecure] very.
[Interesting] nah.. dont think so.
[Random] i dont get this part too!!
[Hungry] i ate quite a lot just now :)
[Friendly] really depends on my mood lar.. sometimes i rather be left alone. most of the time i like talking to pple!!
[Smart] not at all.
[Moody] very i think. especially when i'm bored i think a lot. abt rubbish. but when i'm out with frens i'm not!!
[Childish] dunno leh... lotsa pple say i'm childish. haha. bimbo gan always say i'm childish.
[Independent] at least i tink i am.
[Hard working] not at all.. i'm such a slacker. i'm even slacking fer trainings :( damn it.
[Organized] i'm damn messy!!
[Healthy] sports pple are supposed to be right? dunno if i am though.. i fell sick almost once every month last year! this yr only once.
[Emotionally Stable] erm... i am. i think. haha.
[Shy] i think i'm shy lor... but nobody seems to believe me. ahahaha
[Difficult] in what way?
[Attractive] not at all..
[Bored Easily] yar... when i'm alone. other than tt i dont tink so.
[Messy] very!!!!
[Thirsty] quite.
[Responsible] i think i'm quite irresponsible.
[Obsessed] haha erm...
[Angry] not now.
[Sad] very sad.
[Happy] when i get to go out with pple i like n when i haf ice cream!!!
[Hyper] sometimes.. haha.
[Trusting] yea i trust pple easily...

Saturday, April 19, 2003 09:05 a.m.

hais. dun tink anybody can see this entry newae.. but yar all i wanta say is tt my frens are the most important pple in my life. n thank u seetoh fer being there. i love u seetoh!!!!!! n thank u joel fer being dumb. haha :)

Friday, April 18, 2003 12:45 a.m.

feel damn shit now... i dunno why. hais. wanta cry :(

Wednesday, April 16, 2003 10:40 p.m.

damn tired!!! had badminton training today. was quite ok lar.. tink they'll let me partner kai. but the coach is like damn irritating. cant stand it!! also had pe today so it's like damn damn tiring.. got caught fer wearing ankle socks today so had to buy some shit long disgusting socks frm the dm!! n he ran out of socks. so tmr morning hafta go find him. tmr morning we have this pass down of sch badge thingy at cj. sounds weird ya. it's this supposedly family thing. my senior class will help us buy a badge n give us. haha.

before badminton i went fer bridge wif jess n clara. played a few games. it's quite sian actually. haha. made a few new frens today :) the badminton pple are quite friendly. newae we hafta do some shit project work thingy!! arrghhh!!! no ideas at all. n hafta present in front of lotsa judges!! damn weird. hais. roy is telling me abt this girl in aj who says she's frm badminton n i didnt even noe. she's weird. n mad. bluff pple fer wat?

Monday, April 14, 2003 10:04 p.m.

sch was ok today... not very boring but not very fun too. i realised cj's teachers try damn hard to be funny. they shld really try harder. cus not funny at all!!! claire(my classmate) is still not back in sch! so poor thing. tink she's having high fever!! hope it's not sars. but she sounded as if it was getting worse...

met rach in town after sch first. peiyi abandoned us!! we went to eat at mos n talked crap. the plain dog is nice!! n i bought corn soup too n we shared a milk tea. rachel cldnt finish her hotdog so i helped her. feel like a pig :( haha but it's nice! then went to find seetoh n guixian at hereen. we took neoprint!!! it's damn funny. haha. it was kinda like shit!! then we went to watch seetoh eat dinner cus me n rach were too full. they bought the aloe vera drink. tink it's damn nice!! aaahhhh! must buy tmr! haha. then we talked rubbish. tink i talked a lot of crap n keep saying lame stuff today n keep laughing at myself. ahaha. but it was fun!! miss stnicks!!!! newae we saw this gatsby(is this how u spell?) ad at hereen. it was on this tv. damn damn damn funny!!! ahahahaha. omg almost fainted when i saw it. there are 3 guys who has some punk kinda hair. it's the one straight line across his head kind then all stand up. get it? haha nvm... then his hair started flapping like a butterfly!! it's so amazing n funny!!! must go see.

newae this reminds me.. there's this couple in my class who's like damn sweet one. the guy went to shave his head fer the girl n her name was written on his head. if i'm the girl i'll be damn paiseh... haha. n he liked changed combi fer her sake!! newae my mum altered my skirt n there's this white strip at the bottom on the inside. if i sit down on the floor can see lor. damn shitty!! if only it's like purple or sth.. haha. but it's really damn weird now :( hais.

Sunday, April 13, 2003 09:04 p.m.

ironing my sch u is so tiring... hais. tink my mum will make me iron myself everyday!! arrghh!

Sunday, April 13, 2003 07:47 p.m.

i'd do anything

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
'Cuz so many things were left unsaid
but now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of droping out of school
And leave this place
to never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again
I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep I can't forget you
And I'd do anything for you

Sunday, April 13, 2003 07:17 p.m.

why cant i see anybody's blog?? so sad... newae went out wif shiping yesterday. went to beauty world first then went town to alter my sch u. my mum keep saying my skirt's too short!! :( hais. i bought a top, a new wallet, shiping's present n paid fer altering the skirt. so broke. newae when we were at fareast this weird guy came to ask us if we wanta go fer some photoshoot fer free. those u go to a studio n pick out pictures one. i thot it's like damn weird so i said dunwan. then after tt shiping said we shld haf agreed cus it'll be like taking neoprint fer free!! but too late already. haha. tmr will be quite sian i guess... hope my mum wont confiscate my phone. if one day u msg me n i never reply u noe what happened.

Saturday, April 12, 2003 12:37 a.m.

sch was ok lah... my class is like super enthu. xj i didnt lie to u u idiot!!! u said u were going wif joel newae. why wld i wanta be extra? n i really was planning to go training lor... until last minute i suddenly felt quite sian. went to town wif esta hannah n max. then met weiyang. we all sat n talked fer a while. then rachel seetoh n peiyi came. rachel passed me my bdae present. haha. thanks :) then went to watch movie! watched the recruit!! it's really like infernal affairs but infernal affairs is nicer! went wif weiyang to eat his dinner then went home. i dunno if i shld just alter my skirt or go change it. haix. cant decide.

Thursday, April 10, 2003 10:40 p.m.

i'm a reject... i'm unwanted. sa dunwan me. aj dunwan me. went to cj today. my class has got 28 pple lor... damn big. but my class pple like quite fun! made quite a few frens today. n i amazingly became the maths rep. i'm irresponsible!! n i wont do homework... maybe i shld then. i like maths n geog!!! yay!! i love my combi. but if only they let me take geog maths lit! tt'll be nicer. but cj's uni sucks!!

xj came to cj to find me at 11.45. i had lessons after tt so she stoned till 3.05pm. hahaha. we went out to watch national security!! i tink it's damn funny. especially the black guy. ahahaha. xj went wif weiyang n his fren fer dinner then i met peiyi n seetoh! we went to seoul garden fer dinner. the guy was super duper friendly can!! he came to help us cook prawns. ahaha. it's damn nice! then we played 'spin the bottle' without spinning the bottle. haha. found out lotsa shocking stuff as usual. they tend to shock me a lot. xj has been spreading rubbish. she has been telling the whole world. n i'm not exaggerating. thanks a lot. A LOT. n xj i noe u keep touching me.. just tt i dont keep complaining!!

Wednesday, April 9, 2003 10:35 p.m.

bimbo gan!!! to answer u... i was cold!! does ur bag looks as if it's big enough fer me to hug? n u were wearing joel's shirt too ah.. thanks fer reminding me. ahahaha.

Wednesday, April 9, 2003 10:17 p.m.

i suspect xj n joel.... erm yah. sth going on. conspiracy!!! still dare to say me. u liar.

Wednesday, April 9, 2003 09:58 p.m.

oh!!! fergot to say after the movie we played bridge! joel n weiyang are lousy lor... haha. newae sab has an admirer!!!! ooohhs haha. not bad ah.

Wednesday, April 9, 2003 09:24 p.m.

didnt go to school today!! haha. cus i thot it's gonna be orientation but in the end they had lessons.. opps. stupid xj called me at 10 and made me wake up. we met at ikea at abt 11 then went to drink the mushroom soup. damn nice!! then i bought some blue feathers fer fun. haha. too bad dun haf purple :( then weiyang came. we walked around ikea. xj was like super throw face. when she see a bed she will go lie on it... n her hands damn itchy. ahaha. then joel came. we went to tiong bahru to watch movie. watched the iron ladies. wasnt as good as sab said!!! then i had to rush home. hafta go sch tmr!! hais. at least i have one fren. but i'm not even close to her. hope i'll end early!!!

Tuesday, April 8, 2003 01:24 a.m.

not tt i dont wanta blog but my life's so boring there's nothing to blog abt at all.. n everything seems so weird now. damn weird!!! it's kinda scary.

Thursday, April 3, 2003 10:09 p.m.

i hate taking medicine... it's making me feel real drowsy n strengthless!! arrghhh!!

my cousin moved frm new york to california!! so my mum was saying we might not migrate afterall. she wants me n my bro to go stay in california near our other three cousins!!! hmmm... sounds more appealing than new york. she also said if i can get into nus or ntu i dun hafta go overseas!!! yay!! must study hard i guess. if i really hafta migrate hope i can find someone to go wif me!!! just like sara.. i dun mean a bf but a good fren!!! haha.

Thursday, April 3, 2003 09:47 p.m.

went to see doctor... it's a false alarm. ahahaha. it's just flu!! but tink i'm officially grounded nw!! cus my mum thot i had sars too n she said it's cus i keep going out. only went out twice leh.. if the 'hols' is extended i'll be bored ta death. em i still wanta go ur hse play pool!! :( or u all come my hse to play bishybashy n we go ikea!!! maybe i'll be released after i recover. really hope so! haix.

Thursday, April 3, 2003 07:05 p.m.

this is damn shit. after i woke up frm my sleep i felt very hot. so i went to take my temperature. it reads 37.9!!! i'm having fever, i'm having cough. when will the breathing difficulties part come? haix. gonna see doctor ltr. dun wanta be hospitalised...... arrghhh!!!

Wednesday, April 2, 2003 09:32 p.m.

sara is sick!!!!! she asked me if i wanta see her gm's nude photos. i was like ERRRRRRRR.....

newae em benita n seetoh are spastic. they called themselves busted. then we wanted to make a channel in irc tt we can go so we can talk together. n they called it #busted-plus-one. they are busted and i'm the extra one. idiots!!!! but it was damn funny. ahahahaha.

Wednesday, April 2, 2003 08:43 p.m.

i wanted to type this the other day but i fergot!!! ok tt day shiping was telling me how to go home. she asked me to take 27 n stop at tampines(is this how u spell?) library. i had no idea how to get to the mrt frm there, so i heeded her advice n followed someone who i thot looked as if he was gonna take mrt. spotted this old man then i started follwing him. he led me to this weird place then he went into a handphone shop!!! so i just carried on walking n amazingly i found my way to the mrt!! hahaha. felt kinda dumb though. moral of the story is dont listen to shiping!!!

some idiot sent me this msg through the net:
"take care of yourself! sars is all around and i know you're sick... take care my child. stay indoors! wear a mask! with love, boo radley! ahahhaha"
tt's damn weird.. haha. but it's funny. whoever sent me tt better own up!!!!!! emily i suspect u!!! haha.

i'm starting to have cough. shit. it better not be sars. -prays hard-

Wednesday, April 2, 2003 03:53 p.m.

went to aj to appeal damn early in the morning... it didnt go well i guess. haha. but nvm lah.. if i cant get in wat can i do rite? i reached home at 11 den slept all the way till abt 3. damn tired!!! newae just now emily suggested to come my hse tmr. i was so happy abt it!!! after tt i told her i'm sick n she said "hope to see u next week then." what kinda fren is this!!! haha. idiot!!!!! dont curse me ok. hmmm... i suspect there's sth going on between emily n *ahem*. hahaha. just tt no one wants to admit rite!!! em let me help u ok? haha.

Tuesday, April 1, 2003 08:53 p.m.

damn damn damn damn damn. sth happened to the font of my page. haix.

Tuesday, April 1, 2003 08:22 p.m.

damn.. i'm falling sick!!! haix. it better not be sars. having sorethroat n my neck is aching!!! either i didnt sleep well or i use the com too much. newae shiping woke me up at 11! i was still so sleepy.. met her at cityhall then i went wif her to pluck her eyebrows. we went to the army market at lavender. first time i ever saw an army market!! we bought a top each n we ate brunch there. i ate kway chap!! love it!

then went to shiping's hse. watched infernal affairs!!! omg omg!!! aahhhhhh!! damn damn nice!!! hahaha. edison is lyke so super cute. but the ending is not a happy one :( cus tony leung died!! sobz. newae i borrowed our grad vcd frm shiping. i didnt even noe it existed until someone told me abt it. feel cheated! i bet i'll laugh my head off when i see myself. ahahaha. hmmm... i hafta go down to aj tmr in the morning to appeal. cant sleep late!! hope i can find someone to go with me... haix. feel damn sian. i tink aj's uniform is not bad though!!! so hope i get in then. haha. n i can get a new phone if i get into aj! yay!! 6100!!!

Tuesday, April 1, 2003 02:30 a.m.

discover your inner candy heart @ stvlive.com

Tuesday, April 1, 2003 02:08 a.m.

hmmm.. i didnt get into sa. was damn sad abt it before my teacher called me. but after tt i suddenly felt ok abt it. weird... haha. was thinking maybe i shld join bridge club in cj. ahahaha. damn funny!! play bridge the whole day. newae i'm going out tmr! yay!! finally gonna watch infernal affairs. cant wait :) damn excited!!!

Monday, March 31, 2003 09:19 p.m.

strawberry

Never been here, never coming back
Never want to think about the things
That happened today
Want to lay down on the warm ground
I think I'm going to need
A little time to myself
Don't fall down now
You will never get up
Don't fall down now
I ask you for a slow ride
Going nowhere
You look like Satan
You ask me if I want to get high
Couple of bags down in old town

Never been here, never coming back
Never want to think about the things
That happened today
Want to lay down on the warm ground
I think I'm going to need
A little time to myself
Don't fall down now
You will never get up
Don't fall down now
I ask you for a slow ride
Going nowhere
You look like Satan
You ask me if I want to get high
Couple of bags down in old town

Monday, March 31, 2003 04:36 p.m.

i feel damn shitty now!!! life sucks. like wth.... n i just cant accept facts. damn. hate myself :(

Sunday, March 30, 2003 03:14 a.m.

i totally fergot tt i havent eaten dinner until stupid joel reminded me abt dinner. i wasnt feeling hungry until he mentioned it!!! aaaahhhhhh!!!! maybe i shld go eat dinner now. i cant believe i fergot to eat dinner again... haha. then i can watch vcd i guess.

Saturday, March 29, 2003 04:41 p.m.

received a postcard frm luyi yesterday.. she mailed it to my hse!!!! it's heart-warming to know tt someone still remembers u :) somehow tt sentence sounds like some song tt i noe. is it our grad song? haha. newae thank u daughter!! but i dun tink u're reading this. ahaha. newae i think strawberry by everclear is damn nice! go download!

Saturday, March 29, 2003 04:16 p.m.

haix. this sucks! waiting fer the sa pple to call is like waiting to die. newae i'm suddenly not excited abt going sa anymore.. i'm so fickle minded rite. arrghhh. but it's cus tav suddenly called me n said she might not be appealing to sa anymore cus her parents want her ta take maths. now i haf one less fren in sa.. when i only had 2 to start off with. but i still prefer sa a thousand times more than cj lah. so i guess i still hope i'll get in!!!

newae i suddenly felt kinda depressed... haix. but reading neo's blog kinda cheered me up. i tink her latest entry is damn funny!! ahahaha. keep reading it! haha actually only read twice... downloaded lotsa nice songs recently n it cheers me up too :) hmmm.. shiping if u're reading this, when are we going out with jl they all? i tink it'll be kinda weird. ahaha. dunno wat to say. n who's going? can we go eat seoul garden? i miss seoul garden! yup.. hope i can go out soon!! staying at home is damn boring!!