Tuesday, October 21, 2003 08:18 p.m.

oh great. now i lost my new template! i have no freaking idea why.


Tuesday, October 21, 2003 08:11 p.m.

ohhhh!! chow wee lent me lord of the rings and harry potter. terence's aunt lent me infernal affairs one. i've got so much stuff to do now. if i retain dont think i'll wanta go out anymore. cus i'll be damn depressed. can stay home to watch and meanwhile save money.


Tuesday, October 21, 2003 07:57 p.m.

whoa! finally can log into pitas. ok great i have lots to say but cant really memba. on monday, had stupid first aid course. learnt to do CPR and bandages. the bandages part was quite funny cus all of us looked retarded. and i like making the donut thingy! haha. had lectures on first aid afetr tt. they showed us disgusting pictures of wounds like amputations and burns! damn sick man.

went out with hannah sarah and terence after school on monday. we ate at mos then started playing daidee. after tt we went to shop around. hannah wanted to show us the dress tt she likes so we went along with her. saw the nice bag tt i wanted to buy and a french connection skirt!! it's damn freaking nice!!!! even hannah and terence says so :) haha. BUT... it's 149 bucks. and i wanta buy a wallet too! aahhh! needa get a job.

had lotsa first aid lectures again today and more gross pictures. then we had a first aid test where all of us cheated. haha. went out with hannah sarah hil and terence again! this time cus hil was with us we cld play bridge! played fer damn long. moved from mos burger to delifrance then to starbucks. somehow we lost our nine of diamonds! so we had to stop. chow wee came too then they went to check the time and tix fer the matrix marathon. i wanta go watch too!! sounds damn fun :) hope i can go! then we all can stay over at the cinema. on my way home i saw somebody's ex-eyecandy (i think). haha i think you might be reading my blog today, you shld know who u are!

i swear tt hannah is the most bimbotic person i've known in my life. she's like a major bimbo!! today somebody stopped us cus he wanted us to donate money. usually i'll just say sorry and walk away. but ms bimbo wong stopped and listened to his long story. then she told him a long story of why she doesnt money and hafta go get a part time job. ahahaha. danm funny though. and the way she runs.. it's so bimbotic. i always try to walk away frm her.

tmr is the day which decides my fate. whether i stay in singapore or go america. we're getting back results tmr! damn it. i'm starting to feel scared now. so amazing huh. as in tt i'n even scared. can everybody pls pray fer me? cus i dun wanta retain. haiss. chances are high though.


Saturday, October 4, 2003 11:56 a.m.

my fears are like kinda coming true. my dad's gonna sell his car. hais. it's like slowly u are losing all the stuff u owned. this sucks.


Friday, October 3, 2003 11:15 p.m.

one day during pe i dunno why claire and i were suddenly thinking of the head and shoulders knees and toes song. i thought the tune of the song is the london bridge one but claire said it's not.

today at subway we had the same agruement again. except tt this time claire wasnt there. so i was still singing it to the london bridge's tune. it went, "head and shoulders knees and toes, knees and toes, knees and toes. head and shoulders knees and toes.." i paused then terence sang, "my fair lady." then we all started laughing. haha. ben and terence were like how come u all touch ur knees and toes so many times? haha. so hil tried to sing the correct one. seemed out of tune though. ahaha. i still somehow believe tt mine's sounds more right.

newae claire was just telling me abt friendster in school today and tt like it shows how many frens u've got. so childish! haha. and she said i'm damn suaku cus i dunno what's friendster. i read wen's blog and i saw the friendster thing too!! how coincidental huh. haha.

had school until 4.30 today. had deodourant war part two. ahaha. took quite a lot of photos today and a video. it's DAMN funny!!!!! ahahaha. and i filmed it! oh and hannah kept scolding me fer destroying her pics cus i keep doing stupid stuff. cant help it lar. haha. after sch sophie hil terence ben and i went subway to study. we had a de-stress session till abt 7 then did maths. hil left then claire came at. we just did maths then left town abt 10. gonna sleep now cus i'm damn tired!! might be going out to study tmr i guess. claire if u're reading this wait fer my call tmr k?


Wednesday, October 1, 2003 07:26 p.m.

school was ok today. the last part was damn funny. during pw i took aveline's deodourant and told sebast i wanted to spray on his head cus he is quite bald. so after pw i was like chasing him all over in class. i was too tired so i decided to give up. jeremy wanted to see the spray, so i passed it to him. then i fergot why he started spraying at me!! he was spraying at my face and on my back. i took my moonflower and started spraying at him.

stupid ben and terence took another 2 impulse to fight with me. so it's like three against one!! how fair has the world become. they sprayed non-stop!!! ran out of class cus i was practically choking. claire and hannah did not bother helping me at all! oh i think hannah did. haha. when i was out of class all three of them opened my bag and sprayed DAMN a lot of deodourant in my bag. i was shouting and chasing after them. i used water instead ltr. class was kinda in a mess after tt. i think they almost sprayed one whole can of impulse on me and my bag. everybody told me i smelled bad. haha. and some pple who walked pass our class were like, "what's tt smell?" ahaha.

on the bus, terence and jeremy like purposely keep pinching their noses to irritate me. newae jeremy, like mrs loke said, u shld stop pinching ur nose!!! ahahahahaha.

think i'm having very bad mood swings lately. how weird. like one minute i'm happy and the other i feel down. hmmm. oh recently hannah helped me a lot with my work. thanks a lot :)


Tuesday, September 30, 2003 06:13 p.m.

borrowed terence's boxcar racer cd. i think it's damn nice!! especially tt song. must go download k. love the sound of guitar and drums. hope i can learn either one someday :)


Tuesday, September 30, 2003 05:59 p.m.

there is

this vacation's useless
these white pills aren't kind
i've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
i missed the grinding concrete where we sat past eight or nine
and slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
i've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
the days have come and gone
our lives went by so fast
i faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
where i laid and told you but you sweared you loved me more

do you care if i don't know what to say
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off pretend its all okay
that there's someone out there who feels just like me
there is

those notes you wrote me
i've kept them all
i'll give a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
with every single letter in every single word
there will be a hidden message about a boy that loves a girl
do you care if i don't know what to say
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off
pretend its all okay
that there's someone out there who feels just like me
there is



Tuesday, September 30, 2003 05:15 p.m.

told xx(someone who do not wish to be identified) abt the jeremy and his paotoh thing, xx said, "but tt is not paotoh-ing what, cus jeremy DOES act cute!" tt's like how true!! haha. at least i have some pple on my side.

went to cut my hair today. it's wayyy too thin. dont think i can tie my hair up. but it's too long to be let down!! what am i gonna do? aahhh! cant wait to watch infernal affairs 2 :) but cant really memba what was the first one abt though.


Sunday, September 28, 2003 08:45 p.m.

usually i dont even blog but now i have so much to say!!! couldnt stop laughing when i read both jeremy and hannah's blogs!!!!!!!! ahahaha. all i can say is tt i am a honest little girl. i cant lie. ahahahahahahaha :)


Sunday, September 28, 2003 08:42 p.m.

some idiot just koped my photo with claire and put on his blog!! thanks arh. ahaha. and what nice stuff u said abt me. u are such a great friend. haha.


Sunday, September 28, 2003 08:02 p.m.

oh and i'll only be in america if circumstances allow. if not see u all at my funeral then.


Sunday, September 28, 2003 07:50 p.m.

i kinda can predict tt i'll be at the airport crying damn badly in abt two months. sad huh. but i'm doing this to my life newae.

go see joel's new blog at the links below and look at his new hair!! think it's nice :)


Friday, September 26, 2003 11:15 p.m.

oh i passed my econs case study test!! yay! so happy :) i like econs! but tt's cus it's the only sub i've passed recently. haha. and hannah did damn well! 23/30! so amazing.


Friday, September 26, 2003 10:08 p.m.

whoa i havent been online fer damn long!! lotsa stuff happened over the week but i cant really memba except fer the tissure fight i had with claire. cus claire was taking damn long to pee and i was so bored so i tore lotsa tissue and threw into her cubicle. it was just like snow. ahahaha. then i think yesterday i did it again. and when i went to pee she started throwing tissue at me too. it's childish but damn funny!! ahahaha.

newae now sebast is damn poor thing. all the guys say he is mr-wanna-be-desirable cus he always hangs out with girls in our class. haha. and newae i realised tt the sebast tt i thought was good fer nothing is not tt useless afterall. i'm so impressed tt's he's so gd at netball and floorball. played floorball today. i still dont really like floorball! haha.

during maths tutorial today i fergot what jeremy was doing then mrs loke was like, "jeremy can u stop acting cute." ahahaha. it was like damn funny. jeremy heng!! i think u act cute too. i ponned maths and geog lect today. it was damn freaky cus claire and i were like hiding in the library suddenly a whole lot of teachers came in fer photo taking!! then we were like oh shit!! and hid behind the shelves. after tt we just pretended tt nothing happened and walked out as fast as possible. was like damn scared. haha.

hannah is damn nice cus she's really trying to help me with my studies! thanks a lot :) but i hafta help u type the stupid geog notes lor. haha. and we had some huge commotion during econs lect i think everybody got so irritated. haha. and hannah wong u are also a paotoh queen lor. idiot.

although there were lotsa stuff tt i wanted to blog now i cant memba!! i wanta change my template!!!!!! but feel so lazy too. will do it after promos. shall go sleep soon.


Saturday, September 20, 2003 01:25 p.m.

just came back from econs test and project work!! so freaking tired. newae i had a test on the 4 market structures today. and guess what!! i studied perfect com, monopolistic com and monopoly only. and oligopoly came out!!!!!! like wth. so unlucky. just like my ss prelims last year. all those i spotted didnt come out. ahaha. went macs after the test and i saw neo!! just after neo posted tt msg in my gbook. how coincidental. neo ur hair is not tt bad like they said what!!

there was this one catechism class where ms ng asked us to write a msg to God. so i just wrote, "dear lord, i feel lost." i left it under my table fer so long. then this week during catechism, terence helped me pack my table. so nice arh :) i didnt even ask him to help! then newae he and hannah saw the paper. so they somehow pretended they were God or sth. ahaha. and they replied to my msg. they said sth like like organise a "save suzy campaign". thanks arh. so helpful. but i lost the paper!! it was damn funny.

claire and i figured tt hannah has got short tongue or sth. she cant pronounce some stuff. for example, she pronounces noodle as nooder, bubble as bubber and smile as sma or si mao. ahahaha!! cant stop laughing at her. and she pronounces tom yam as tong yam!! so stupid.

played netball fer pe on friday. it was sooo fun!! didnt realise tt sobia and dewi were so violent. haha. we kept knocking into each other. and yongchun is like damn good. next week we're gonna play floorball! i dun like playing floorball. yep. cant memba what else happened during the week! too much to write.


Saturday, September 20, 2003 01:23 p.m.

do this quiz!!!


Thursday, September 18, 2003 10:17 p.m.

lotsa stuff happened in school today. i dont really remember them. all i know is tt i laughed damn a lot today. at stupid stuff we did. at lame stuff jeremy said. at bimbotic hannah and violent claire. and also mr ang, mrs loke and ms ng. if only i can record my day down then everybody can see all the spastic stuff tt happened in class today. oh!! ben said sth damn damn stupid during GP lesson today. ahaha. ms rani asked him to answer the qn, describe in your own words, the line between 'prejudice' and 'stereotypes'. then ben was like, "are u talking abt the sentence in between the 2 words?" ahahaha. we were like all laughing at him.

newae most pple in my class are like studying damn hard now. it's kinda scary. and what hannah terence jeremy and hil said the other day made me like kinda scared too. hais.


Sunday, September 14, 2003 03:16 p.m.

sth funny happened just now. damn funny! some weird guy told me tt when he went to watch a movie with the girl he likes, it's like although the cinema was dark, he felt as though it's so colourful and bright. ahaha. it's the way he said it tt's funny! like so love strucked. ahahahaha. cldnt stop laughing! but quite sweet huh. haha.


Saturday, September 13, 2003 10:58 p.m.

reached home at abt 8pm. so tired!!! wonder if i can still go out tmr. suddenly feel i have lotsa stuff to do. never ending stuff. if only i were still in america. hafta pack so much stuff! and terence is right. why do i wanta come back to study? i dont know anymore.


Friday, September 12, 2003 06:53 a.m.

Happy Valentines Day!
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got this quiz frm rachel's page and we both got the same results!! haha. i bet it's cus we chose feb to be our fav month :) and i guess the result is quite true!!


Friday, September 12, 2003 06:32 a.m.

yay i'm going back today! and it's like september 11. scary huh. haha. think i'll reach singapore on sat at abt 4pm or 7pm. but i kinda think i'll miss my cousins too!! they are so cute and funny. i'll upload pictures of them when i get back. she's sooooo pretty and cute :) needa study real hard when i get back. claire said she'll help me. but before tt we're gonna go watch movie and go shopping!! yay! so there are pros and cons of going back afterall. haha. see u all when i get back!!


Monday, September 1, 2003 09:16 p.m.

the journey here was damn freaking long. my flight was at 8am, took abt 4 hrs to get to taiwan. after tt we transfered and took another 9 hour flight. we stopped at alaska to settle the migration thing then took a 7 hour flight to new york. it was so tiring!!

slept quite early yesterday cus we were all damn tired. my cousin is damn childish! we kept fighting. ahaha. and he's like married already? had bbq today!! it was fun! the environment here's damn nice :) it's so spacious and their lifestyle is like so laid-back. but i still prefer singapore i guess. newae i think i'll only be staying here fer abt a 10 days. mail me if u needa contact me! cant come online tt tt often. claire and hansen mail me after u all read this k! i needa ask u all sth!! my email add is stardust1710@hotmail.com


Monday, September 1, 2003 01:35 a.m.

i'm in america!! finally. there are too many pple around me. shall blog another time. ahaha. i miss everybody already!