Another Short one
My mum went ballistic throughout the weekend for some reason or another, hence me not going out much in fear of my sister. My brother was also mad because mum was mad at him. Typical reaction...
Janey, my dad still hasn't called me to say whether he is allowing me to go or not. And thanx also for helping me, again and again with the loggie page. I think what you've done with Virgin Suicides
I have added this log to some chains... I can't remember which one though! LoL...
Anyway... almost time for me to go... I've got another class at 5 o clock and I have to take abt 5 minutes to get back to college... will be back for more soon... Thanx Royce...
Horoscope
Introduction
Scorpio Rising
Sun in Cancer
Sun in the Ninth House
Moon in Sagittarius
Moon in the First House
Venus in Leo
Venus in the Tenth House
Mars in Gemini
Mars in the Eighth House
With this position, you are likely to be quite secretive about your emotions at first.
You reserve the disclosure of your true feelings for those who are close to you, those whom
you can trust with the full intensity of your emotions. Once involved with a lover, your
physical passions are very strong.
Sexuality at its best totally involves and overtakes you. For this reason you may be
attracted to some unconventional kinds of sex in which you control or are controlled by the
situation.
Your feelings are very intense, but that can backfire if the affair does not work out. If that
happens, try not to hold a grudge against your former lover - some affairs just don't work
out, and neither of you is to blame.
You tend to be self-protective in your relationships or, if you are highly motivated, you may
look for just the opposite - selfless, sometimes too self-denying, emotional entanglements.
Probably you will keep your really meaningful relationships quite private, so that the
outside world is unlikely to know what is really going on in your emotional life.
The physical care and well-being of your lover are very important to you, and you may be
generous to the point of lavishness.
With the Sun in Cancer you want to surround and envelop a lover, so you should find
someone who is not too independent, someone who won't be annoyed by your constant
small tokens of affection.
It is very important for you to balance your emotional life carefully, so that you are neither
too closed off from others nor too open.
Your sexual energies are vigorous and enthusiastic, and in a love affair you are likely to
put the highest value on spiritedness.
The setting for love affects your mood, but you are disinclined to pretentiousness.
You may be most happy with a younger partner, someone who will respond to tenderness
as much as passion and who can also match your abundant energies.
When you and your lover encounter problems, usually you can reach the heart of the
matter and come up with a solution.
Even in scenes that would cause others to be downhearted or discouraged, you can find a
spark of laughter and mirth that brightens the situation and makes it more enjoyable.
You should find a lover who shares your easygoing and broad approach to life.
Probably you have a very rich fantasy life, which some people might consider
overabundant. But you create fantasies for their own sake basically, and you enjoy
creating them as much as fulfilling them.
In the long run, your style of loving is more in the spirit of a warm, friendly fireplace on a
late fall night: merry, comforting, the essence of happy comradeship.
Your emotional state plays a prominent role in your decisions, and you respond strongly
and quickly to the moods of those around you.
You are usually on top of any social situation and probably have the first choice of
interesting or important partners in any group.
You have the ability to make up your mind very quickly in emotional affairs, and you
choose the partner you prefer without hesitation. But it is wise to learn as much in advance
as possible about your potential partners in order to avoid a too-hasty decision.
This position indicates that you have a generous helping of desire and a healthy sexual
appetite.
Your taste runs to all-over-the-body sensuality rather than to localized tastes.
You aren't concerned with impressive accouterments; you just want pleasure to be readily
available.
If there is any drawback to this position, it is that you demand high standards and will not
stand for niggardliness or boredom.
You may be particularly drawn to individuals who are well-known or who are outstanding
in their professional field.
However, you must be careful to make a distinction between your partner's personal needs
and emotions and his or her achievements or reputation.
You are anxious to be well thought of also, and you may be quite successful in building a
professional reputation. But you could run into the same problem in reverse - your partner
will expect you to live up to your external image rather than just being yourself.
If your lover is also involved in your professional life, the affair can become a real tangle
of crossed wires and ulterior motives. Therefore it is best to insulate your private life from
your own and your partner's public endeavors.
Note: Venus is technically near the end of house 9 and is therefore interpreted in house
10.
You are quite sensitive, and you learn the delicate art of lovemaking very quickly. You
easily translate thought into action, and therefore you can become quite expert with a
minimum of physical experience as long as it is backed up with a maximum of knowledge.
However, you can be too knowledgeable, trying to pack too many different techniques
into one night. On the opposite side, however, you grow bored if the physical expression
is always the same. Your lover should be willing to experiment or at least go along with
whatever you devise for variety's sake.
You like to maintain a certain air of mystery concerning your style and motivations in
sexuality, which can add both power and attraction to your image as others see it. In order
to stay in control of your sometimes complex and subterranean inner forces, you must make
a particular effort to explore them and reach an effective level of self-understanding.
Sexual activity has a very invigorating effect on your constitution.
Because of your own makeup, you are rather good at unraveling the tangled skeins of
others' personal lives. In a love affair you can pursue seemingly well-hidden motives that
reveal your lover's special needs, and then satisfy them.
Farmies Reunite
[Date: Jeudi, 4 Janvier 2001] "There was that law of life, so cruel and so just, that one must grow or else pay more for remaining the same.
" Today
started as a shit day. Okay, today started as last night after
French class. We (Marini and I) went back to grab something to eat,
so we went to SS15. The place where we wanted to go which had
Jumbo Juice (huge mugs of juices with a cheap price!) which was
close. Okay, so then we decided to go to Silva's, which was also
closed. Then we went to the nearest mamak available around SS15. (This is not the
shit part yet.) I met my old time crush, Arif Latifi, if tis the
way one spells his name. I haven't seen him for a while, we met
during driving lessons, or exams, rather. He's rather good-looking,
spectacle wearer. He looks about the same, only that he has gone
a bit chubby. Haven't we all? So anyway, when we finished eating,
I went over to Marini's house and we watched "Deuce Bigalow: Male
Gigolo"
(which was dead funny, will tell more later.). So, when I left
later, I think it was about 12:30am, I didn't notice that my tyre
was flat, until I started driving. So then, I went to the nearest
Shell station around to fill up on the air. Unfortunately for me,
the pipe to fill up air is not there for some strange reason.
Then, I went to the other pump that is not working. So, slowly, I
went back home, in hope to ask my mum for help. And as usual, she
would give in, but not without a fight. I can't understand why is
that she cannot trust that I actually do have brains, and I can
think of ways to solve a problem and try solving it, before
actually asking for help? Ça allors! *Sheesh* that's my mum for
ya. But eventually, she did give in, and she drove her car to
another petrol station and filled the air. The thing
is, I can't actually change the spare one because when we came
back from Raya, somebody had already punctured the back left tyre.
That incident happened just a few hours after we got home from my
dad's hometown. We parked the car back out and then we went off
to Mid
Valley,
and, when we got back, the car was already punctured. Je suis
bourrè! So we changed that with the spare one. I am supposed to
get it fixed, but then, due to the holidays, most shops were
closed.. and then, there was also the small matter of college
starting, which leaves me to no time. This tyre-thingy has
happened four times since we've moved in here, and it would be so
funny to say that it is happening randomly. I believe that
someone out there is actually playing the fool with the tyres of
my car. Whatever it is, Babah said that if this happens again, we'll
report this to the police (although I doubt that they could
actually do anything...). He also realised how bad this
neighbourhood is! Ha! I told them I didn't want to move here,
even though it is only for 2-3 months. Now they're regretting.
Only ONE good thing I got out of this: I can now officially
change tyres of a car, but off course with the help of another
person, not to change the tyre, but to hold the brakes and
steering wheel. No more acts of 'Damsel in Distress' anymore for
me... I just
heard from the Hitz Top 20 that Samantha Mumba and Craig David are going out with
each other! I am happy for them bacause I like Samantha Mumba, but j'adore Craig David! I think it is sooo
cute that they got together, but then again, now I am extremely
jealous of Samantha Mumba because I'd rather have Craig *AHEM*
all to myself. Oh well, here hoping that he will be headed here
soon, then maybe we can get together! <-- continues on girlish
fantasies about self and Craig David. (Some other voice) "Can we please focus
here and continue the log?" Oops, sorry! I didn't know that
somebody is actually reading my crap! ^_^... Hey, you know what?
I should make this Martine McCutcheon song (title: I'm Over You) into my theme song.
Check out the lyrics! LoL... I'mtrying to be serious here!
Constant readers of my nonsense should know why! Yesterday,
(2 Janvier 2001) me, Jasmine, Kenny and Shobana, went to MidValley after taking our
timetables and looking at our results. We decided to go and watch
a movie. Which is sooo against my resolution # 3 for New Year, by
saving money. I bought some stickers for my sister...but then
again, before going there, we were in our own little mischeif...
we first went to Stamford College in Jalan 223 just to see what is
it like, with all the hype given by the students there to some of
us that it is good, ble ble ble. We went there, and to our
conclusion, we think that Stamford has yet to improve on a lot of
things to actually be ranked in the same league of KDU. And they
have got to do something about the smell that lingers all over
the building. They should also make proper plans of where
everything is located coz it is so bloody complicated! Thanks Kenny, for belanja-ing us
makan! So anyway,
when we finally got to Mid Valley, we decided that we wanted to go
for "Bring It On", you know, the movies about
cheerleader stuff...? I thought it was so kewl. Okay, I guess it
is pretty lame to some of you, but when a girl that used to dream
of being a cheerleader since young, but never actually got to
fulfill it, the movie is actually a good release. I loved
watching the graceness of all the cheerleaders... the kewl cheers,
and the cute guy, I think the name is Jesse -something-. Got to check him
out further!! Total HOT STUFF!! Before I
forget, I better explain what the movie "Deuce Bigalow" is about! It's
about this guy, a total loser, no hits with girls, and a
waterfish tank cleaner. He got his big break when a gigolo asks
him to waits his 'pad' while he goes away to Switzerland for
three months to take care of his fish. It shows the process of
him becoming a man-hore, because of something that happens, and
also he would finally fall in love with a girl with a fake leg.
It's humourous, but the movie is about two years already... It was
great to see everybody again. I love your new hair Royce! It looks good on
top of your head! I wonder whether it'll look as nice elsewhere,
*wink wink* J/K! I loved you hair too Nadh! I missed everybody, and to think
that my class will not be with the AUTP students anymore! Then,
there is a new girl in our class, she is from the previous batch,
but then, she has not done her second semester because she didn't
like the previous class. Her name is Jen, I think! I am sleepy....
will buzz off now... will write more soon! See ya! ^_^ PS: A huge
shout goes out to the other FARMIES: Hey, how ye? Had a good holiday
season? Goot goot!! Talk to you all soon, and KUDOS to JEN and JANEY for the gr8 idea.
Hey, we could start a fan fic on tht! ^_^ Happy Nu Year!! "I have always believed that all things depended upon Fortune, and nothing upon ourselves.
" Happy New
Year everybody! How did all of you celebrate? I had the time of
my life this year! I went celebrating with my old school gang: Ee
Lynn, Hazel, Jacklyn and Lee Ying. It was fun, coming together
again after not hanging out with each other after so long. The
last time was last July I suppose, during my birthday party. I
have forgotten how much fun we usually have when all of us come
together. I sure miss those times. It would also be better if Marini (who was in Pangkor)
and Sumanna
(who is
studying in Nottingham, England). It has been quite a task to
actually gather everybody at one place. But I suppose it is
better than nothing. SO anyway,
all of us went to Bangsar for our destination of count down. We
actually planned to go to Bintang Walk to celebrate, but we were also
considering of what to do after the countdown, and decided that Bangsar would be a better
place. And it was. Before we went, we stopped over Jaq's house to get the
bottle (or what's left of it, courtesy of her mum) and brought it
along with us. We added it in later, in our juice, to 'cheers'
after the countdown. We got to Bangsar at about 10:30pm and thankfully the
traffic wasn't so bad. The problem was to find parking. We went
around until we found it. It was about a 15 minute walk to the
centre of Bangsar. But I supposed it was all worth it. The crowd
this year is definitely better than last year. But the music
sucked. Thank God for the many clubs around Jalan Telawi 3. The only music
they played was a few minutes after the count down, they played
Bon Jovi's "It's My Life". They played it twice, and
that was it. So you see, this resulted to us to go club hopping
and also many cases of dancing in the street (which was difficult
with all the people staring and we were very sober while doing
this). I don't know why but the sound systems in most clubs went
mad last nite. It wasn't running as smoothly as it is supposed to.
But then again, people were quite 'friendly' in the sense that
everybody was greeting everybody "Happy New Year!". The
wierdest event of the night was when we were in the Silver's
Bistro and there was this Indian guy who suddenly just gave me, Lynn and Hazel a hug and said
"Happy New Year!". Fortunately, Jaq and Lee Ying managed to escape,
coz they were the first and the last person in the row we went
out. One of the
main reason why we were club-hopping was because all of us were
kinda broke, and we weren't willing to waste our money to go into
clubs. Yeah, yeah, were were cheapskates. See... told you, the
world today, everything involved money. Nothing is free anymore.
Just imagine, the cover charges were anything between RM45 to RM70.
Mad ne? It would have cost me more than my weekly allowance, and
I was not willing to spend it all in one place, for a drink and a
good dance. Note
to Self: I should spend more time in with my old school
friends, other than my theatre friends. While I was
there, I also met my so-called friends. There were just the guys
though, none of the girls. That was surprising, but the group
doesn't function as one anymore, not like it used to be. The guys
have always been friends, ever since school, so it is no wonder
that they are still together. But anyway, they were, as usual,
with someother girls. Changing girlfriends, having affairs, etc...
What is it with these guys?? Can't they just keep their hands on
one girl at a time? The thing is, my ex, he brought along the
girl he left for me and later left me for. Wow, seeing them
together hurt a lot. I read somewhere that if you can't see your
ex with another of the opposite sex, means that you aren't really
over him/her. I guess I am not fully over him, but I am trying my
best. It isn't easy... Back on a
lighter note, the gang and I went back to Subang to send Jaq home. Then, we
continued the search for free clubs again, and so we went around
the Sunway
area.
We went to Razz-Ma-Tazz but the music they played were to 'Ah
Beng'-ish. So we thought we'd go and check out Bali. Thankfully,
we got to sneak in by the side door (if we were to go through the
front door, we'd have to pay!) so we went in. The music were
perfect. It was really good, the dance floor was packed. We
danced for about an hour. By then, it was already 4:30am, and we
thought we'd better go back home as it was already late. I did
manage to pull some guys. Unfortunately, some are just to weird
for words. Eww... I did catch a couple of guys who were okay
looking, but I couldn't be bothered to get their numbers. So ha
ha... Hmm... maybe the fact that the clothes I wore were a bit,
erm... revealing? (I was wearing a ¾ bustier, with an unbutton
shirt over, and skirt). It was funny because the rest of them
were also wearing something black, without planned. ^_^ The thing
is, I can't handle guys. I can dance with them, but that is the
furthrest I go. Nothing after. I must learn to overcome this. I am
invited to one of my so called friend's open house shindig on the
13th. Hooray. Oh yeah,
earlier yesterday, my theatre friends and I went to A&W to
say farewell to David who is going to the US to study. University
of Houstan to be exact. Good Luck David!! Here is
some notes for some people: Ee Lynn,
Hazel, Jacklyn & Lee Ying: Hey you guys! I had a great time...
We should do this more often! Ayin: Where are you babe? Royce, Nadh,
Jasmine, Fuad, & all the people from college: How was your new
years?!?! See you in college. Argh!! Marini: Eh, how was New
Years in Penang? When you come back, call me! Yusman,
Qahar, Trisha, & the rest of 16:21: Hope your new years
were as good! Where did you guys go? To end,
here are my new year's resolutions: 1. To lose
weight. <--
Prolly won't achieve it though See you
guys... I'm out of here!
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[Listening to: some dance music with CS in the background.]
Hiya people... just a short one... I just wanted to tell you that I got my much awaited results on Saturday, and I got... YES! I did well... 3 a's and a B... not bad. The B was from Comm. Skills, from the lecturer that we all didn't like. My mum went and met her and my computing lecturer on Saturday... Comp lect. said that I always come to class late and my Comm Skills lect said that I didn't pass up my projects on time. I guess both were true I suppose, but only with their permission... ^_^ I'm proud of me, I hope that I do as well for the second semester!
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This is wht they wrote about my birthdate and the person I am, from Astrodienst ...
This report is a short edition of the astrOtext Youth. It is meant as a sample and and advertisement for the full version of the astrOtext Youth which can be ordered from Astrodienst as a bound report of about 20 - 30 pages. In the short edition, only a few, but nevertheless important aspects of your natal chart are considered.
You are rather quiet and reserved, but others see clearly that you have deep emotions and feelings, even though you may not say very much. But you do find it difficult to make yourself understood to people.
You are quite stubborn, and if necessary you will fight very hard for your position against anyone who opposes you. Your anger is not easily aroused, but when it is, it can't be calmed down easily.
You like to experience life with your total being. Thus you may display a kind of courage that others find frightening, although you are not usually reckless.
In addition, you are quite sensitive to other people's feelings. You are somewhat easily hurt, but instead of pulling back, you often strike out with a cutting remark or biting sarcasm. Anyone who watches you at all carefully will see your anger.
You are an emotional person who is sensitive to the subtle ways that people communicate with each other.
You very much need to have emotional support and to know that your loved ones love you, especially your mother. When these needs are fulfilled, you are a very generous and giving person.
However, if your own basic needs are not provided for, you will withdraw into yourself and act very insecure. An insecure Cancer can be very selfish, just as a secure one can be very generous.
You probably have a secret, quiet place that is all your own, where you can go and be alone with your thoughts. Wherever you go in life, one of your first objectives in new surroundings will be to find such a place for yourself.
Your home and family will always be important to you.
You have a strong sense of curiosity, and you want all your questions answered as soon as possible. You are interested in studies that reveal the most about the world around you on a broad scale.
You are fascinated by anything concerning foreign and distant places; you want to travel and see the world.
You are tolerant of people's faults and willing to ignore the bad side, as long as there is sufficient good in someone. You do not like people who are too critical or who see only the bad side of things.
You are an idealist who wants the world to be grand and good and beautiful. You want people to be good and noble and are very disappointed when they are not.
You are so concerned with the important things in life that sometimes you forget about little matters that really have to be done. You are very independent and resent anyone who tries to keep you from doing what you want.
You are optimistic and cheerful, and you can't stay sad for very long. Usually you feel good about life, and you try to make others around you feel that way also. People will like you for this.
When you are an adult, you will be interested in any subject that teaches you more about the universe and your place in it.
You get along well with others and are able to win people over to you. Even those who disagree with you have to admit that you are likable.
You may be too emotional in your way of dealing with others, so that you see only your own point of view and not the other person's.
Another difficulty is that people may feel that they can't rely on you, unless you try to be more consistent.
You easily pick up impressions from other people and reflect their moods. This is one reason for your popularity; you are so sensitive to people's feelings that you quickly convince everyone you meet that you are one of them, and people like that.
You like people, and people like you as well. You are very loyal to your friends. You have a strong sense of fairness and justice, which you insist on in all your relationships. For your love is very strongly mixed with pride.
Another side of this aspect is that you may pick friends who make you look good in some way. But be careful not to overlook those who are equally worthy but not so well known.
In relationships, you will have to learn to compromise with other people's desires. You cannot have your own way all the time, and as you get older, you will understand the positive aspect of the give and take. Your basic warmth and friendliness will always make you well liked.
This usually means that you have a warm relationship with your father, or with your mother if she has taken a fatherly role in your life. In either case, that parent teaches you about the world in such a warm and loving manner that you learn to think of the world as beautiful and friendly.
When you are older, the career you choose is likely to reflect your lighthearted feeling about the world. If you are a more serious person, your career may involve working with people in some way. You should be good at that, for you have the makings of a natural diplomat.
Note: Venus is technically near the end of house 9 and is therefore interpreted in house 10.
Your energies get turned on very rapidly, and you work very quickly. You are inclined to start several projects at once and never finish any of them. If you cannot overcome this basic tendency to dabble shallowly in many activities, you will not master any skill very completely.
On the other hand, you do have a quick mind, which you enjoy using, especially to debate and argue with others in a spirit of friendly disagreement.
Try not to be so impulsive in the way you think. If you make decisions too rapidly, you will often be wrong.
You have such strong desires that it is very difficult for anyone to stop you from doing something you have decided upon. And if you want something, you will do everything in your power to get it. You may not have enough regard for the fact that others have a right to what is theirs. Also it is difficult for you to share anything.
You do everything with great intensity, which should be to your advantage most of the time. Learn to be moderate in all your activities now so that you won't have to change later when it will be harder.
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Ascendant in Scorpio
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[Location: In my room at the new housCe]
[Listening to: "This I Promise You" by N'sync]
-Norman Mailer
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1st January 2001]
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[Location: In my room at the new house]
[Listening to: Westlife's Coast to Coast album]
-George Gordon Byron
2. Not mope
about the person I call ex, and get a new bf.
3. Save money, hopefully enough to upgrade the prepaid to a line
4. Get more nice , clubbing type clothes.
5. Be more confident with body, as is with with self.
6. Eat Less. <-- keeping in theme with resolution # 1
7. Not
talk behind other people's back. If not satisfied, talk to the
person directly. <--Prolly won't achieve either.
8. Be
best student in class.
9. Get a fair pay job during holidays.
10. Be a better person for God, for other people and for own self.
11. Go for a VJ or air stewardess interview.
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