*Joy*
Saturday, May 26, 2001
03:52 a.m.

Hello everybody!

Sorry I haven't blogged in in a long time. I have been busy with work. It's a wonder that I have not fainted at work from the lack of sleep that I am having.

Work has been wonderful... I have learnt so much from the few days that I have been in. I have seen a lot of things and way things are done in telly and how it is sooo different from what theatre was like. I have met a lot of people, but none of them that I can really get close to. I have also brought Trish in to become the assistant to the host. She's the only person that I constantly talk to, and complain to, other than the contestants that I have to take care of.

It has been really fun coz I get to handle almost all of the contestants. They are mostly all nice and friendly, but mostly, not all. Anyway, one family actually did win the jackpot money and they were very nice. Before they left after losing one of the episodes, they left some of the PAs with a little souveniar. It's very thoughtful of them! ^_^

Thank God tomorrow's an off day. Tomorrow is also WESTLIFE CONCERT DAY! Believe it or not, I actually won the competition that was held by Tower Records. I got tickets to go to the concert, but then again not that I care coz they gave me a 50 ticket and I have already got the 130 ticket... I'm thinking of selling off my ticket for 30. Any buyers email me A.S.A.P!!! I can't wait to see them tomorrow after all I read from the clubs about how they are kinda snobbish now, kinda have the bad boy image now, etc etc... I hope Dush would be there. At least I would have a friend there. And I do hope I could get someone to come with me to the concert.

Funny thing is, when I went to Tower for the competition form, actually said that because Melvin is my friend, and that I would win. I wonder if I should thank him now. LoL... ^_^ I still need to see him though!

What do you think of my cute Neopet on the right. I just got bored one day and decided to adopt him! ^_^

Okay.. I am sleepy! Nitey nitey... will try to log in tomorrow to story about everything that happend. Should be fun!

*Note*
Tuesday, May 22, 2001
03:46 a.m.

Just a short note to say that I am starting my job tomorrow!! yeay!!!

*Phew*
Monday, May 21, 2001
02:59 a.m.

[Listening to: No Doubt's Ex-Girlfriend]

Hiya all.. I really don't feel like blogging... but I didn't want to have to write like a tonne of stuff once I blogged so here I am.

Since I am bored, I am just gonna list out what has happened since Friday:
1. FRIDAY NITE
Went to Mid Valley with the girls (Suzie and Trish). Trish tried to get a job in the sex shop which she eventually got and eventually quit.. LoL...We continued to stay over in Suzie's place until it is about 3 o' clock in the morning!

2. FRIDAY AFTERNOON
Went with Mummy Dearest to get cloth material for my bridesmaid gown thingy for my aunt's wedding on Sunday 2 of June. Started thinking on how I am gonna get away from work. Thinking of going westlife hunting the week before the wedding so need to take a day off... wonder whether CK would let me take 2 weekend dates off.

3. SATURDAY AFTERNOON
Went to the tailors... went to get her to sew up the nice costume I had in mind to become a bridesmaid only to be trampled all over by Mum. Oh well.

4. SATURDAY NITE
Went to pick up Daddy dearest from the airport and had supper with the whole family.

5. SUNDAY MORNING!<--hooray! Morning!!!
Went for breakfast with family at best Nasi Lemak serving place in Malaysia. Then went to PKNS to get tailor to do Baju Melayu for Brother and Grandfather. Went to Giant.

6. SUNDAY NITE
All of Dad's side of the family who lives around KL came to our house to discuss stuff about aunt's wedding program. Kinda progressive I guess.. Dad being such an ass. Later went to Rachel's place.

Isn't it funny the way I never wake up in the morning??? But anyways... Bye!!!

*Horror*
Thursday, May 17, 2001
03:49 a.m.

[Listening to: Who's Line Is It Anyway! (I luv this show!!!)]

Hello all! Whoever all is... ^_^ I had a lot of fun today. Rachel took me out.

We first went to the stupid hairdressing salon that damaged her hair big time. She went for streaking and instead of turning blondish... it turned to near white. So we went to complain and also to see whether it could get her another colour. It didn't and both of us vowed to not go there ever again. If anyone cares to know where it is, feel free to mail me. So we went around to the other side to another hair saloon. She confirmed that we were cheated, then she adviced us on other things. Rach ended up getting another color on her hair=RED! Honestly, I think it looks awesome!

Then we went to Pyramid to watch a movie. First Rach wanted to watch Lips to Lips, but I've watched it already. Then we wanted to go and watch Dangerous Liaisons, but then we decided against it from all the things (all bad) that we've heard about it and so we decided against it. Then we decided to go for a movie somewhere nearby, and the nearest is Sunway Pyramid, so we did.

We chose to see Valentine, starring Denise Richardson and David 'Angel' Boreanaz. I should say that it is a very typical horror movie with a very typical plot. The cast though, made it very interesting because it is made of mostly unknown but beautiful people. I would suggest you go for this movie if you are in need of a good scare, and u have money to burn. But if not, just get the VCD.

Then, today for the first time I watched American Beauty. I am soooo in luv with the actor that played Ricky Fitts. His name is Wes Bentley and he is just gorgeous!!! *Phwoarrr* I can't believe he actually went for auditions to be in RENT, only my most favourite musical of all time!! ^_^ Here's a link to a gorgeous picture of Wes.

But anyway, the movie, was a bit wierd for me in some parts coz I could totally relate to what Jane(Thora Birch) was going through, (I would not like to relate to others what this relation is) but yeah... isn't it funny to see your life on the movie screen? Yeah, eventhough it is not directly from your life, but you are able to see yourself in one of the characters.

Oh yeah.. u know I was thinking about this the other day and it hit me that a lot of young local talents have been found to be from my secondary school. I've see students from my school being involved in many manners of the entertainment industry it is surprising! I think we've got singers, rappers, actors, etc. It's kewl to think that my school are providing the nation with a lot of new and fresh talent, despite not being a talent school of sorts. ^_^

I'll go now, I need to wake up quite early tomorrow to get the furniture from the Crucible ready to be moved. Ta!

*Thoughts*
Wednesday, May 16, 2001
01:58 a.m.

[Listening to: Channel [v] News]

Let's see... I called the secretary type person again. Finally managed to talk to that guy called CK, and he finally told me that there would be a filming for some show, I can't remember what's the name, on Sunday. So, I will be officially employed on Sunday! LoL... people are on holiday on Sundays you doofus! Oh well!

I can't dye my hair blue, according to some stupid hair consultant me and Marini went to just now in Amcorp Mall. Dang.. he said that my hair is already damaged (like I don't know that) and that dyeing that colour wouldn't suit my hair that much and that it would only last two weeks. *Sheeesshhh*...

Chris called me this afternoon. I was shocked. I didn't know what he wanted and he has not called me since the show. So anyways, he called me and asked me to be SM for Puppets, that will be acted by Azean Irdawati(A big time old actress of Malaysia) and also Ida Mariana, who I have worked with in Sunetra. I would like to, but considering the other job I have, I think it is most not likely, to fit in all the rehearsals and all that. Plus, French class is starting on Wednesday, 21 May 2001 and will commence every Wednesday nights. So, I thought to myself about this, and I thought I have put my life on hold for the Crucible already and I think I need to get back to mylife. One of the rehearsal nites is also gonna be on my birthday and I am planning to have a party on that night (with approval from my parents first though.). So... I said no.

I think I'll go now.. see you

*Gasp*
Tuesday, May 15, 2001
01:38 a.m.

[Listening to: Madonna's What It Feels Like For A Girl]

I went to this place called the Art Colony today. Marini took me there. I was amazed at all the artwork these few Malaysian artists did. I was magnificant! I think there were about 11 artists based there and each had their own speciality. I can't remember all of them, and I don't know the art term for it, but it was a spectacular sight! There were many themes, some are like animation, and some are just beautiful beyond words. There was this one artist, his name is Aziz something, and his art were mostly drawn underwater. Another was Yusof Gajah, he uses a lot of bright colours, and most of his work were about elephants or other wild animals, which is a pretty kewl concept. People should go there, it makes one appriciate the local arts scene. It's pretty kewl. Something tells me that this will not be the first and the last time that I am going there! ^_^

Did I tell you..? I was elected to be the block deputy in the web community site! My block is called Bungee Jumping and it is in the Team Game neighbourhood, in the Games colony. Come and visit me sometime! My nick is "starblitz".

I love the images that they use to the MTV animation show "Spy Groove". If only I can use the computer to produce those kind of animation. I like it. Check it out.

I was told today that if you are in Australia, going into, in or going out, you cannot bring in pirated VCDs and stuff like that coz it will get confisticated. And then I also heard that the cost to go for a movie is quite high, coz the cost of living there is also quite high. Argh!! Will I be able to watch movies the whole time that I would be in Australia...? I am worried!

I finally called the lady today. She told me I was supposed to start last week already. But I am to wait for further instruction from this guy called CK. Still have not heard from him til now. I am worried.

I heard Naziah got a scholarship to go to England! I still need further news from her, but anyways CONGRATS GURL!!!

Better stop now! Tata!!!

Monday, May 14, 2001
02:11 a.m.

[Listening to: Shaggy's It Wasn't Me]

Hello people... I am sooo bored already. I mean, I think people cherish their two months break, but I am already getting bored. I need a job! The people from that production house has yet to call me. I think I'll go job hunting for some shop or something on Wednesday. Mum wants to use the car tomorrow and Tuesday coz she's sending her car to the workshop. I think there is something wrong with her car or something.

Anyway... I totally forgot that today was mother's day. I seriously thought that it was next week, then I talked to myself...Mother's day is on the second sunday of May and isn't it already the second sunday already?! SHIT!!! something like that. So, yeah, I, being broke, just did a self made card for my mum. Thank God she wasn't around, coz she had to go for some odd training on a Sunday. LoL.. So what did YOU get for your mum?

Let's just say I have been thinking a lot lately about things. *Yes, magnificant as it is, I do have a brain!* Well I have been thinking, and you know what...? I think this boyband craze I have been going through is about the only thing I have of being a kidult left and other than this, I would totally become as boring as a normal adult with a normal life, and I definitely am not ready for that yet. I love going through self-discovery.

I have been thinking about me a lot I guess... spritually, mentally, and also emotionally. I mean I love not being tied down. When else can I go to the mall alone without anyone bugging me (coz my parents certainly don't!). I mean, yeah I'd like it if somebody (well not just anybody) to like bug me, while I am out just to ask me where I am, like to care about me coz I don't really have anybody who actually does it to me. But to think about it again, I have been so used to freedom I don't think I am able to cope with someone breathing down my neck all the time. I am sooo confused! ^_^

I think I'll go... Bye!