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New Hair
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<%%Time%%> [Date: Tuesday, 26 December 2000]
[Time: 01:44am]
[Location: Net Access Cyber Cafe]
[Listening to: People shouting at each other, because of Counter Strike]

" We are chameleons, and our partialities and prejudices change place with an easy and blessed facility, and we are soon wonted to the change and happy in it. "
-Mark Twain

Hiya people... how was your day? I have been so bored, and tired, and I will be going back to my dad's hometown in Tampin, Negri Sembilan tomorrow (or should I say today?). I am pretty sure I know what is install for me when I get back... more housework to do, and since I am the eldest of all the cousins on that side of the family (both sides for that matter) I have to be the responsible one and help out the aunts to cook. I can't cook to save my life, to be honest! ^_^ I don't mind helping out, but I like to do things in my own sweet time, and they will always complain about this. Well, the way I see it, at least I am helping out, unlike my other cousins, who mostly just sit around and chat, watch TV or do other things like sleeping. I know... this is so bad of me... but you know, when the same thing happens year after year, you do get sick of it. Oh well..

I forgot to tell y'all, that on Thursday, when my father came home, we went to Shah Alam Mall, for some reason or another. There, I did something I have been wanting to do for a long time, other than piercing my eyebrow that is (yes I still have it above my right eye ^_^). I DYED MY HAIR ALL RED! Now it looks kinda off the orange shade though. I have no idea what to expect of people when I go back to my dad's hometown, and when I go back to college on the 2nd! ^_^ I dunno, somehow I am pretty sure that a mixed reaction is in the cards! But then again, who cares?! It's my life innit?

I went out with my so-called friends again on Saturday. I dunno why do I even bother... I do not really enjoy being around them. I don't mind seeing them, one by one, not altogether. They turn into this obnoxious beings, the one who think they are so powerful, bullying, this really obnoxious beings... I don't like them in this form. You know, thinking back, in one of my previous entries, that a person, born in July :
* Always broods about the past and the old friends
I think that is why I am always going back to them? Honestly, I can't see myself as part of their gang anymore. But how do I escape?

Speaking of which, I also saw my ex-boyfriend when I saw them. Boy, he sure has changed. He's now doing a Dip in Mass Comm in UiTM. Okay, while we were together, he's always complaining about how they were... I guess that was one of the reasons that had brought us together. But then again, when I saw him yesterday, he has changed so much... he's turning more and more like them. I was sadden at the way he turned out, it makes me wonder whether I would change, or have I? I doubt so though, I do still keep in touch with my friends from school, even though I have left school almost 3 years already. Friends change with you or never change. That's how you keep the bond. I mean, if you have changed, then the point of you being friends are no longer there because you are not the same person as you are before and you'd have not much things in common. Well, the thing is, he must think that he is some big shot going around them talking the way he does now. I must admit, he is more extroverted then he used to, (not that he is not before, just not around them.) and I guess he has become less contious about himself, not as before. I dunno, I'd love to see what his mind is thinking, how it thinks now, but I don't think I want to get into that at the moment. ^_^

I better go now... it's late, and I'm gonna have a long day tomorrow! Last minute notes for people!

Royce: Thanks for reading this often! ^_^ See you on Wednesday! Miss ya loads!
Janey: Thanks for agreeing to redo the layout! Great to hear that you had a good Chrismas! Thanks for always being there for me to talk things through with! ^_^
Jasmine & Nadh: See you guys on Tuesday!
Ayin: Where are you ?!?!?!
Shar: Where have you been?!?!
Kultida: Thanx for the greeting! What happened to you? Can we continue writing to each other?

Bubbye people! Merry Raya!!

Just a short one.
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<%%Time%%> [Date: Saturday 23 December 2000]
[Time: 12:56am]
[Location: Net Access CC]
[Listening to: ~what else?~ CS]

Hi just a short one coz I'll have to go soon... Time sure flies when you're having fun, doesn't it? Not that I am having too much fun, but then again, I don't want to go back to college next next week! I mean, next week is gonna go by soooo quickly that I wouldn't even notice the changing of day.

Okay, so far, I am having lots of fun having my dad around. Like yesterday, he bought me a new phone. Y'see, I've always wanted the Motorola V2088, but unfortunately for me, they have discontinued the production of the phone. So, the new alternative for it is the ne Motorola V2188. Okay, so I don't quite like it, but it is growing on me. I don't quite like a lot of designs of the newer models of phones. Okay, I am THAT fussy! ^_^

What else have I bought, since my dad has been around... oh yea... today, we went to Sunway Pyramid and I bought to story books, one is called Bess by Peter something, and the other one is called 4 Blonds, from the writer of 'Sex and the City" (I think she likes the concept of writing about 4 women). I've started reading Bess, and it has a good start! I hope it is like that all the way! ^_^

I don't see what is this hype about guys and the game counter strike. I mean, as I see it, it is just about the same as any other strategy game, so why must it stand out from the rest?! *Sheesh * I can't think, speshlee when they usually put the volume on full blast!

I don't think I will actually have cards to give out this year... bz bz! ^_^ But anyways, for people who do bother coming in here and read this, Merry Chrismas and Selamat Hari Raya. I say that coz whoever who doesn't actually visits this site is not worth my time, coz those who know about it are all my closes and bestest friend. ^_^ I LOVE YA ALL!

GTG now, told my dad I'll be home by 1, but it's almost half past! ^_^

See ya!

OH yeah, Nadh & ZETI HAPPY BIRTHDAY on the 24th!

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