Exam Results
Wednesday, April 11, 2001
08:20 p.m.

HEy, just a short one to leave... I haven't been to college yet, but from what my friends have told me, I have passed all my subjects!! Kewl or what?!?!?! I also just happen to get an A from Ms. Vin's subject, which is sooo kewl! I'm just afraid of my English result now! I have never gotten anything lower than an A for English, which worries me! I'll have to go to college tomorrow though, to do a final presentation of Comm Skills: The journals... will write back later! See you!


Tuesday, April 10, 2001
02:21 a.m.

[Location: Home sweet home]

[Listening to: MTV's Spy Groove]

Hello, yes, I am finally back to my lovely old house, and I am sooo happy! It is quite good, and I have managed to have my room the way I want it! I got stars on the wall, the bookshelf I wanted, I even got the four poster bed I wanted!Now, all I have to do is to get it arranged nicely... LoL! It's still a bit messy, the guy with the cabinets will come in at the end of the month and then Mumsy will be having a house warming thingy I think. The house is done quite nicely I think!

I had my exams last week and I was soo totally stressed out. First day, I woke up late and then missed the whole listening ppart of the listening test. Did it anyway, it was about vitamin C. Then, I didn't finish my essay, which makes it a definite lower than A, which means it's sh*t. The other papers were okay, come to think of it, but then again... it could still be sh*t. I really hope that the Comm Skills paper will be evenly graded, like last semester. I know I wouldn't have a chance to get a good grade if it's not, knowing Ms. Vin. I don't know wht is it tht she doesn't like abt me!! It's not fair!!!

Results are supposed to be out at 4pm on TUESDAY. I SO don't feel like I want to go and take it!

So anyway, other than that, college has been like that.. I can't wait to have my holiday, which I am already, if not for the show...I would like to go and visit Janey, before she leaves for home. Craig David is coming to Singapore next week and that would actually be a good oppurtunity. But I need to get the passes to go, coz it's exclusive or some shit like tht. I do want to go though.

I got my long longed for TowerRecords car sticker from Melvin *lush*. I haven't the time to actually put it up yet though. I want to do it soon...

We still have to go to college to do some stupid presentation abt wht we have done for comm skills in the past 8 months, and I am not well pleased about that.

I am grumbling and grumbling... sorry!

You know how you have friends who use you, and u don't even get to tell them how sick u are. I mean, friends are friends, and when u need a friend the friend must always be there for you. But sometimes, some people are just such typical users that they don't care about you unless they want something out of you, or probably just need someone to listen to them. The world is so not fair, but than again, as Arnaz would say it, "yeah well, life is not fair, syat. so just suck it."

Before I go, I want to advertise for a vacancy for a Ballroom dancing partner to follow me to go to Ballroom dancing classes. Preferably male, of average height, from around Subang area and a passion and have the money for dancing classes. Applicants please email the webmistress

I'll go now... I hope I will write in soon. Bye! ^_^

Test Results!
Tuesday, April 3, 2001
05:26 p.m.

Me, Jen and Janey were bored today so we decided to explore the quizzing websites: the spark and emode. ere are some of my results

Purity Test: 68% pure

Bitch Test: 39% bitch

The Coffee Test: The Controller Safe, restrained, high-maintenance. Is that you or your coffee? To the casual observer, there's really no difference. How you take your coffee provides people with a small window into your personality. Here's what one might see... The control that you exert over your coffee reflects your approach to life. Your coffee style reveals that you don't leave much to chance. You might be the kind of person who counts calories, considers all possible options before making a decision, or plans vacations down to the smallest detail. Probably health-conscious, you take good care of yourself. Judging from your coffee choice, some people might think that you take things TOO seriously. They might label you controlling or high maintenance. You seem to believe that if you want something done right, you better do it yourself. Most likely, you prize order and consistency in your life.

Are you an Open Book: You're a Hardcover!

Your score shows how much you value your privacy. Your emotions aren't out there in broad circulation -- you prefer to keep them hidden on the shelf. Clearly, there are many "chapters" of your life kept off-limits, even from close friends. This strategy can keep you from getting hurt by others, but there's a downside, too. With less intimacy, you might feel that your personal relationships are not very satisfying. It can be difficult for some people to open up to others, but perhaps you should choose a couple of chapters that aren't too personal and try sharing them with a close friend. Dust off that old volume and open it up -- you may find that your friend responds in a very positive way.

What's your shopping style: Bargain Betty

Ka-ching, Ka-ching! We'd be willing to bet the cash register that you're a deal-huntin', discount-lovin' shopper — a true Bargain Betty. You have a real nose for value, and you know the location of every outlet mall in your tri-state area. Let's put it this way — we wouldn't want to get in your way when you're elbowing toward the sale racks. Of course, that doesn't mean you sacrifice quality just to save a few bucks. On the contrary — you're willing to spring for the good stuff when it's worth it; after all, it's a better deal in the long run, since you won't have to replace it as often. Plain and simple, you're a smart shopper, and that's a great thing to be. Happy shopping!

Passion Predictor: you're a Queen Bee!

No doubt about it — you've cornered the market on grrrl power. And wow, do you look fabulous wearing the pants. Sure, some people might think you're a (gasp!) ball-breaker, but, hey, you know the truth. It's all about knowing what you want and going after it. Once you decide that someone's for you, forget about it. They might as well surrender peacefully. You probably find the chase as exhilarating as the catch. And when it comes to your bedroom behavior, it's probably safe to say that you don't lie there like a deer caught in the headlights. But could you be holding those reins a bit too tightly sometimes? What difference does it really make if your honey likes to eat hotdogs with mayonnaise instead of ketchup? Even the most well-meaning advice can sometimes sound like criticism. So you might want to consider biting your tongue and softening your blows. The results could be pleasantly surprising.


Friday, March 23, 2001
11:43 a.m.

I am getting pretty pathetic with this... Honestly, I cannot wait to get home again... to my nice new room and my going to be wonderful new bed... From the looks of things, we are going to need to buy a lot of new furniture... coz a lot of the old furniture were thrown away, when they threw away all the construction junk at home. So now, I can get that four poster bed I wanted!!! Yeay!!!!!

I need to pee badly, but then I am in class, so it is a bit difficult.. Will go later...

Recently, I think because I have included my name in studyabroad.com I think, I have been receiving a lot of info on colleges all over the world about various courses that I would like to get into. I am seriously wondering whether I would really want to go to Murdoch in the end. I have not found one that I found that I really like though... so prolly I would stick to that anyway. I found out that Australia is the only country where one is able to do a double major at one time... which is quite kewl... other countries does not provide this advantage. SO i guess that is good...

Okay class time is over... will be going now... daaa!

Some random survey
Monday, March 19, 2001
04:39 p.m.

NAME: Syatirah Safran

LIVING ARRANGEMENTS: Living alone in a room with a family who claims to belong to me.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF OUIJA BOARDS?: I think it is kewl, I have not tried it though! <--chicken!

FAV. TV SHOW: Dharma & Greg

WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD: Picture of the Germany football team. for some odd reason...

FAV. MAGAZINES: Brit teen mags.

FAV. SMELL: Kenzo pour homme, Acqua di Gio, fresh baked pasteries

WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD: Not being loved, dependence on others who keep dissapointing you.

BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD: satisfaction

SOUNDTRACK: Empire Records, CLueless

FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING: Do I want to go to class today or not?

DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS: Not that I know of...

ROLLER COASTERS..COOL OR SCARY?: Kewl... definitely

HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE: 5... same for putting down too.

FUTURE DAUGHTER'S NAME: Syezelyssa

FUTURE SON'S NAME: Adam (something...)

FAVOURITE FOOD: Japanese & Crepes

DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: Depend on time. Usually not.

CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?: Vanilla ice cream and ice blended, but chocolate others.

FAVOURITE ICE CREAM: Cookies and Cream, Pralines & cream...

DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE: Yes,, but I'm getting a tad bit tired of the traffic. I think I might turn amok one of these days....BTW, I just got my permanent license! ^_^

DO YOU SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS: SOmetimes.. not in this new rented house though, coz I didn't bring any.

STORMS...COOL OR SCARY?: Cool... as Shirley Manson would go..."I'm only happy when it rains!"

IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE;WHO WOULD IT BE AND WHY?: Ronan Keating or Nicky Byrne, to ask, why can't the rest of the male population be as faithful as they are.

FAVOURITE DRINK: Watermelon Juice.

ZODIAC SIGN:Crabby CANCER

DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI: Nope... don't like it!

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE:I think so. It wasn't meant to be...

DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE CORRECT KEYS?:I try!

WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?:Lots of extension wires, a box of old mags for advertising class, used props and pads.. ^_^

FAV. NUMBER: 317

DREAM CAR: Mazda MX5 or a BMW Z5

FAV. SPECTATOR SPORT:Field Hockey, football

say one nice thing about the person who sent this to you: She's such a sweet person!

PERSON LEAST/MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND TO THIS: I'm not taking chances.

which place would you most like to visit someday?:Italy.

SEXIEST PERSON ALIVE:Nicky Byrne

FAV ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Pass.

FAV COLOUR: Blue, Yellow, Orange, Purple and lots others.

best friends: Erm... good question. I've got too much good close friends to choose one best friend.

WHO DID YOU VOTE FOR?: Can't vote yet!

WHO DO YOU LIKE?: Hehehe... like I would publish this publicly!

one cherished wish?: To be able to speak a foreign language fluently

THREE WORDS TO DESCRIBE YOURSELF:blur, believe people too easily, kind-hearted.

HOW DO OTHERS SEE YOU?:Independent, Manipulative, Stubborn

EVER BEEN CONVICTED OF A CRIME?: I think...

SUFFERING FROM ANY PSYCHOLOGICAL DISORDERS?: Don't think so!

DO YOU KNOW WHAT A "69" IS? IF SO HAVE U EVER GIVEN OR RECEIVED ONE?: I wish!

What mistake that you have done in the past, would you like to correct? I wish I have not gone through Matriculations, coz that seems to be the lowest point in my life...

Have you ever...

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*Been kissed?: Yes

*Eaten sushi? Yes, and Loved it!

*Been on stage? yes! but not from theatre involvement. ^_^

*Had someone be unfaithful to you? Yes

*Gotten in a car accident?: Yes but not by my driving the car.

*Watched the smurfs?: Yes, I still think it is cute.

*Hiked a mountain?: does a hill count?

*Made homemade cookies?: Yes, almost every raya...

*Been in love?: yes.

*Seen the White house and/or President: seen the president yes, on tv...

Either/Or....

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*Cold or hot?: Midly cold

*Lace or satin?: satin.

*Blue or Red?: blue! sometimes red, can i have both?

*New or old?: Old is comfy, New is kewl

*Rain or snow?: Rain, I bet I won't like snow anyway...

*Give or receive?: Receive is good, but giving is great...

*Wool or cotton?: cotton

*Rose or Daisy?: Rose

*Private school or public school?:Depends... there are more exposure to private school...

*Chocolate milk or plain milk?: Strawberry milk!?!

*Celsius or Fahrenheit? Celcius... farenheit is too complicated.

*Spring or fall?: spring

*History or Science?: Science

*Math or English?: english!

*Alternative or country: Alternative

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Opposite sex...

*Do you like someone right now from the opposite sex?:Yes

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Your Friends...

Do you have a best friend?:yes

*Who's your craziest friend? Me..?

*Who makes you laugh the most?: Most of the theatre lot

*Who do you e-mail the most?:Ayin

*The meanest?: i don't have mean friends...

*Who's the loudest?: Poh leen

*Who's the shyest?: I don't have much shy friends... they're all quiet outspoken!

*Who's parents do you know the best? Poh Leen & Marini's

*Who are you jealous of?: ANybody who is loved...

*Who has the best room: Mine, as soon as I get back home!

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Within the last 24 hours.....

*Had a serious talk?:yeah

*Hugged someone?: Yes

*Gotten along with your parents? Not within the last 24 hrs.

*Fought with a friend?:Have not done tht in a while...

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Do you like to.....

*Give hugs?: YES!

*Give back rubs? I try...

*If you got a tattoo, what and where would you get? A christmas ornamenty type star on the right side of my naval.

*You ever have that falling dream? yeah... Nope

*What color is your floor/carpet in your room? Brown coz it's parquet

Last CD Bought? Blur's greatest Hits

You chew gum, what kind?:Juicy fruit.

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Favourite quote?

"All of us are in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars..." -Oscar Wilde...


Monday, March 19, 2001
03:32 p.m.

[Date: Monday, March 19, 2001]
[Time: 3:32pm]
[Location: Computer Lab in College]

Hello... I'm bored. I want to go home and sleep. I have not gotten enough sleep until yesterday, when I slept at 5 in the morning and got up about 3 in the evening... wasting my life away.

That night, Saturday, me, Rachel, Suzie, Chris, Lew and Yusman, and later Trish went to Spike's, from the much persuasion of Bernie... I didn't want to go at first because I was too tired from the week. But then again.. I went, because I really wanted to see what it was like and because I want to have fun. Which I have not had in a long time. So it was good. The place was quite like a pub, only they had a deejay who plays song. Honestly, it is not a place where I'd go to usually because of the choice of songs. But then again.. I wouldn't mind coming back to the place because of the same reason. The music they played were mostly the dancable oldies... so it was quite the music that I grew up with, which is kewl. They had quite a few current songs though. But not enough to keep me satisfied! ^_^

The F1 in sepang went on last weekend, or yesterday rather. I guess I am quite glad that Micheal Schumacher won. I t was a bit "Drama" when the rain started falling on one part of the track, which did make a lot of people left behind. The embarassing thing was the petronas team, with all the hype and pomp, they actually were disqualified. What the sh*t is tht?

I can't believe that finals are in 2 weeks and I haven't started to even study. What is this man... I think I really will flunk it this time. I really want to have good grades so that I can let my dad let me to go on the first or second year and not the third. I need to prove to him that I can make it. I dunno why, but I don't want to be stuck here for more time that I can and should.

I've got the urge to really see the world. You know people say the best time to travel is when U are studying coz once u start work, you won't have the time to actually see the world. I think I will be one of the people, from what I see when I am working and studying. What do you think?

I've got ideas running up and down my head in circles... so many things are going on right now. I have to start doing artwork for advertising class... We're supposed to submit the report by next wednesday! I am quite thankful that my group are good at teamwork. We go through everything together, and I am also thankful that the 'clients' we have are also quite understanding clients. So it's actually quite smooth sailings all the way.

Okay I am begining to crap now... so I'd better stop. See u!


Friday, March 16, 2001
11:15 a.m.

[Location: Computer Lab in College]
[Date: 16 March 2001]
[Time: 11:20am]

Hi people! I wanna thank Janey for helping me out on the layout of the weblog. I love it Janey ! It goes really well with what I am feeling now... gothic! He he... mainly because the new show is fairly a gothic one as well. Any chance of you coming around this way end of April/ Early May? Then you can come to see the new show. This offers is extanded to other people as well...

The new show and the new people of rep16:21 has been fabulouso!They are quite okay, but I still miss the old bunch. Grace was invited to SM Tea... the show Edwin is doing, so we'll be going to watch it one of these days.

My finals will be in two weeks time... I dunno what I am doing... I've got assignments upto my head, and I have no time to study. I just hope I do just as well this time round.

The assignment we got for advertising class is soooo I LIKE!See, we were divided into 3 groups. Each group were assigned to start an ad agency, and we've all decided to do products... My group, we chose to do movement, the club. The other two groups are doing a web portal and also lipstick. I think it is a pretty kewl assignment, but the thing is, we only have one month to come up with the ad. So far, two weeks have passed... We've been doing alright I guess.. I need to do the layout of the ads... we're thinking of doing for TV and print ads. The thing is, we're not that advance in technology wise, so that makes it a bit difficult. But then again, being the class with the least number of members, the members are quite helpful and also cooperative. Which is good.

It's funny how things that you do, mostly bAD will usually turn back on you... That was the case with my ex. But I do not wish to go on further with it, so...

Yeay, I'll be off my P license tomorrow! Now I cn have a permanent license...If only I can find the time to actually go there and do it. I haven't the time recently... I'm so pooped. I think I'll be driving around without a valid license for about a week or so... ^_^

Oh well.. I'll be seeing you, soon. Or at least I'll try! ^_^

Thanx again Janey !







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