5:06pm, Friday, March 2, 2001
OK. I'm back again... sort of. I've just posted a new journal entry. I have one for last Friday to post sometime.
People have been moving round. Tricia's looking for inspiration. I have updating to do. But my work takes priority.
Have a lovely weekend all.
4:11pm, Thursday, March 1, 2001
I need to think.
I'm sorry I went away so suddenly. I was packing the office up last Friday and I was going to post in the afternoon, but when I got back from my lunch someone had already taken the network cable out of my machine. I couldn't put it back without making it obvious that I was doing personal stuff. And I haven't had time to come in and write in the evenings.
But I've been enjoying not having internet access. Enjoying not having to stress every time anyone walks past. Enjoying not getting an email from my boss and having to drop everything to get something sorted out. Enjoying getting some work done for a change.
Don't get me wrong, I've missed you all. I miss knowing what's going on in your lives. And the letters and diary entries I've written are testament to the fact I missed writing. But I need to think. About what's important to me. Where I want to be.
I'm not going anywhere. I'll still be here. But the real world is coming back. I've got a lot to do. I want to be a writer. I want to be a complementary therapist. And messing round on the internet all day just helps me believe that I'm not even good enough to be here.
I'll still be writing. But not as often.
Take care.