10:55pm, Friday, February 2, 2001
Can anyone suggest a good, easy to use counter type thing for me? Did I mention it needs to be easy?
10:50pm, Friday, February 2, 2001
I think I might have upset Steffy. I hope not. I've not been able to see her site in Netscape since before Christmas and I miss it a lot.
10:05pm, Friday, February 2, 2001
Back on campus (been out for a drink. no i've nothing better to do with my Friday night). Added a few links, cleaned a couple of things up.
Have a nice weekend :)
10:05pm, Friday, February 2, 2001
Back on campus (been out for a drink. no i've nothing better to do with my Friday night). Added a few links, cleaned a couple of things up.
Have a nice weekend :)
4:22pm, Friday, February 2, 2001
OK, seeing as the best way to get myself to do things is to post here that I'll do them...
The next thing I want to do is update my personal section. It's not out of date exactly, but... I want to change it. Never satisfied. I've also got to add the other bits I've had written for oh so long... at least they'll be there then to be changed. Then add some more thoughts to that section. I've got so many things running round my head that need an outlet, and for the minute I think that'll be their home.
Then of course I need to get my photos developed and have a complete revamp of the site, but that'll have to wait for the minute :)
4:12pm, Friday, February 2, 2001
Does the fact I still don't feel well (although I feel a lot better) actually make it OK that I can't seem to concentrate today?
No really. tell me. i want to know.
3:07pm, Friday, February 2, 2001
I got rid of my updates page. Seeing as I was marking all updates here anyway, it seemed a bit pointless. Anyway, there's a new journal entry. Go read.
12:50pm, Friday, February 2, 2001
This is insane. It asks five million questions and then tells you your gender. And it got mine right. Gotta be impressive....
[link from Zannah]
11:22am, Friday, February 2, 2001
Well I'm back now. I was off sick again yesterday and felt pretty crappy but even though I've still got a bad cough I feel a lot better today and I don't mind being back in work.
Even though I'm not going to see Paul this weekend. :( I'm going to visit my sister in Liverpool coz it's her birthday today. Which is good, don't get me wrong... I just wish Paul could come with me. Ah well. Don't get me started on that, it's a journal entry in itself....
And Cosmo should be banned as bad for your mental health. Yes I'm serious (or mostly). I've not bought an issue for aaaaaages because I discovered better magazines but while I've been off sick I've been reading through some old issues and I've never changed from 'secure' to 'paranoid' so quickly in my life. 'I can steal your boyfriend'... I start off thinking 'no way' but then start thinking... there are cracks there people could work on... yeah it's only because we live so far apart and I miss him so damned much but still.... And then there's the thing 'my boyf hasn't told his parents about me'... he's putting them first and isn't considering you... well I've told my parents about Paul but not how serious it is - is this a bad thing? am I not putting him first? oh God I love him more than anything but do I not respect him enough? It took over half an hour on the phone last night for him to reassure me that it's all Cosmo's fault and I've got nothing to worry about. Thank God for patient boyfriends ;)
10:02am, Wednesday, January 31, 2001
I was off sick yesterday. I should be off sick again today but my sense of duty to this shitty place I work overrides the need to stay in bed and nurse my aching chest till I feel better. In much the same way that when I realised that the woman in a shop on Saturday afternoon had given me back my £5 instead of a receipt I immediately tried to get out of the shop as soon as possible, only half way down the stairs I cracked and went and handed it back. Despite my dire financial situation. Even though if they'd not given me £5 when I should have had change, they wouldn't have given it me once I'd walked away.
Why am I such a mug?
This place'd shit on me as soon as anything, yet there are two important meetings so I've dragged myself in when I need to look after myself. I find out that because someone asked what the hell is going on because his contract expired a month ago and we still haven't heard a thing that he has had an email this morning asking him to resign.
And my rent payment didn't go through.
And the letting agents want to come look at the flat in a fortnight, which means we have to hide all evidence of smoking as that's against the contract. Ah well it means I'll have to stop I suppose.
Yeah, I'm sick, I'm feeling sorry for myself. Hmmph.
5:13pm, Monday, January 29, 2001
Whatever else I do tomorrow, I'm going to get rid of my 'updates' page at pieces of me and basically just link this from the index page for updates. So remind me about the old journal entry I have to bring in and upload!
There are many other things I should do, but hey....
5:08pm, Monday, January 29, 2001
I wanted to write a journal entry today, but I've been trying to catch up on everything I missed over the weekend and haven't had time. I'm terribly behind on my email, I should have replied to so many messages but I feel ill, my chest hurts and I'm generally feeling sorry for myself. And word documents should never be so big that they don't load up properly but you don't realise that till you're half way through correcting it. :( I hate that. Anyway, I have to go shopping tonight (with my no money) and I've promised to go to the pub quiz with Keith from work, his girlfriend Mandy and a few other peeps. All I want to do is go home to bed. Ah well. Keith's dead tired anyway so hopefully they won't go in the end.
2:35pm, Monday, January 29, 2001
I've had my first stranger sign my guestbook for a while.... Praew from vanilla rain signed on Friday. It's always nice to get compliments from those who you don't know (and who therefore don't have to be nice) as well as the much-appreciated ones from those I do.
2:09pm, Monday, January 29, 2001
Oh yeah, and Kate got a blog and it's good :)
2:05pm, Monday, January 29, 2001
Funny.
1:28pm, Monday, January 29, 2001
Tricia has a new home and Erin has a new layout. I can't believe that they only just found each other at the weekend - if anyone else hasn't visited either of these yet - go now.
12:52pm, Monday, January 29, 2001
Marjorie has finally got Whispers back up. It's about time too love! It's looking wonderful... and I'm glad your journal hasn't completely died, even if it's going to be written in less frequently :)
Thanks for your little ode to me as well! It cheered up my Monday morning :)
10:32am, Monday, January 29, 2001
Well I can't believe I'm back in work already. The weekend was wonderful, but today I feel like shit. My chest hurts, I've got a cough and I want to go back to bed *sniff* :(