Friday, September 27, 2002/09:30 p.m.

Arkarna - So Little Time

Aim some coffee at my head,
Saw the clock I'm running late,
It's an ordinary day.
And I'm like a dog on heat,
Knock one out and then fall asleep,
It's sad but true,
I'd rather be with you

Don't you forget about me,
When you're a celebrity,
It will be only you and me
Before too long.

So little time so much to do,
I rather spend my days with you,
So little time so much to do,
I'd like to spend one day with you,
And if that day is not enough,
Maybe we can stay in touch,
But i'm not making plans for tomorrow,
For tomorrow never comes.

Said I've been celibate for years,
Not out of choice there's no-one here,
See I can't get my end aaaway,
Another ordinary day,
And I've love to see a little more of you,
You're clothes would look better on my bedroom floor, bedroom floor.

Don't you forget about me,
When you're a celebrity
I know you're busy,
But we all need somebody - before too long

So little time so much to do,
I wanna spend my days with you,
So little time so much to do,
I'd like to spend one day with you,
And if that day is not enough,
Maybe we can stay in touch,
But i'm not making plans for tomorrow,
For tomorrow never comes.

It's in your eyes, in your eyes

So little time so much to do,
I wanna spend my days with you,
So little time so much to do,
I'd like to spend one day with you,
And if that day is not enough,
Maybe we can stay in touch,
But i'm not making plans for tomorrow,
For tomorrow never comes.

Wednesday, September 25, 2002/11:32 p.m.

Rather shag day today. the guys and i went on down to the old STTS camp in seletar.. its like rubbish and broken glass everywhere.. we spent the whole morning and early afternoon clearing the entire place up. sheesh.

im tired now.. and i wanna jam this weekend.

Wednesday, September 25, 2002/12:39 a.m.

its been nice :)

Salads, stars and scrambled eggs

all the stars are missing from the night sky
cuz ive got them all hidden in my little pouch of sand
that i use to feed people their dreams
while they sleep and float out of their bodies
i sprinkle their dreams awake and they smile in their sleep
but i regret one fact
how do i sprinkle star dust on my own dreams?

cuz i hear the blues are calling for salads and scrambled eggs
and i dont know what to do with all those salads and scrambled eggs...
they're calling again.

Monday, September 23, 2002/10:53 p.m.

Laments of a boy with sad eyes
I dont know why
you make me cry
even though ive never met you before
i've known you
since i needed you
and its making me sick to the core
i love you
because you're perfect
yet i hate you
cuz you're not here
ive been waiting
so very long,
so very long.
for a dream to come true
ive been waiting for you

dont make me wait anymore

ifanyofyouguysthinkthisisaboutyou,itsnot.

Monday, September 23, 2002/07:43 p.m.

damn i still havent returned my library books.

woke up in the morning feeling tired. i didnt wanna go to camp today. but i did. the phrase "do the locomotion, girl" by george from culture club on MTV's Audience with Kylie Minogue has been ringing in my ears. go watch MTV for at least 3 hours and you'll know what i mean.

i like my new ringtone. its the guitar intro for Marchtwelve's Out of Pockets. go to www.mp3.com/marchtwelve to hear the song. im still waiting for their cd.. i heard they havent even finished recording yet *grumbles* :P

i wanna consolidate all my poetry tonight... and maybe archive this page too.... seeya..

Sunday, September 22, 2002/01:04 a.m.

p.s. i haven't returned my library books. someone please remind me. handphone number can be found below...

Sunday, September 22, 2002/12:50 a.m.

i cant remember the dreams i had.

my slipper fell,
into a well
and hit a frog on its head.
The frog the shouted
"Oi, Pain ah!"
and then went back to bed.

There was an old nun
who had a gun
who wanted some people dead.
She shot at some people
till they bleeding,
"this is quite fun", she said.

Watch out for the big bad evil nun.

No offense.. its just a crappy rhyme me and my younger sis came up with on the bus..

jordan and hong en got me out gaming this early afternoon... im not on form today. anyway.. me and me family (minus me dad) later went to watch my second sis perform at this mid-autumn festival thingy in bishan.. she danced the conga with her dance group from her school, marymount convent. she definitely has talent and im not saying that cuz she's my sis. after that me and me mom and me sisters went on to eat PRATA! later went to meet my dad at WTC at around 11.. so yeah... no jamming and no bumming around today.. not my usual saturday. hehz.

i should archive soon...

Saturday, September 21, 2002/11:12 a.m.

another off day. and damn.. ros said he cudnt make it to jamming this weekend.. and my hands are itching to drum.. argh.. maybe ill go call jamie...

i seriously need to return my library books today.. one month overdue..argh..
i had a dream i was on this giant cruise ship.. which was empty.. and i was walking around in this empty swimming pool (had no water in it) then water started bursting in from the walls... the water pressure against my head felt good. i think i need a head massage...

having a spot of flu now.. with the sore throat and headache.. my immune system got a little weaker after my operation i guess..

would i look good with long hair and a snow cap?

Thursday, September 19, 2002/10:05 p.m.

Guess who's back? heh.
Really tired now.. going to get some rest real soon.. hehz..

the outfield was fun.. i guess that the jungle becomes a second home to soldiers sooner or later.. cuz.. it felt like natural to be tactical and handling barb wire, signal sets, rifles and all sorts of stuff in the jungle.. its ingrained already..

for a few hours yesterday we set in the 3-tonner (thats the big army lorry) and re-accounted ghost stories... really scary shite was passed around that nite.. i get the occasional shiver still... and im looking over my shoulders.. haha.. yeah well...
going off to my room now... need the rest.. tmr's an off day for me.. i wonder what i'll do..

everything's going to be alright

Tuesday, September 17, 2002/09:17 p.m.

this page will be on a short hiatus till friday. Im leaving in a short while for sembawang camp.. leaving for the outfield early tmr morning. will be in the bush till friday. so.. dont get upset, kids. I;ll be back!.. muahaha...

Monday, September 16, 2002/06:66 p.m.

I wanna take you out

Hey
what ya doin today?
Are you bumming around
at home sipping latte again?


Cuz its a nice Saturday morning
And the rain has just stopped
And I was just asking myself


Are you free today?
I wanna take you out
I wanna take you out
I wanna take you out to where all the cool kids hang out


So
what are ya waiting for?
Go put on something nice
Cuz todays gonna be great


We’re gonna go to the fun rides
And to the coffee club
We’ll be having the fun of our lifes


So
Are you free today?
I wanna take you out
I wanna take you out
Lets go to the place where all the cool kids hang out

Sunday, September 15, 2002/12:35 a.m.

jaming was good.

checked out esplanade with the guys. ate long johns.

dirty. i wanna go look at the stars now.

Friday, September 13, 2002/08:21 p.m.

Liberate Tu Temet Ex Inferis

Save yourself from hell

good day today.. fun fun. had a surprise call at lunch. *grinz*

jamming tmr.. finally after two weeks.. gonna listen to some emo music later to drill some drum beats into my head. hehe...

Thursday, September 12, 2002/09:27 p.m.

Fun day in camp todae.. my CQ course is starting soon.. wont be able to have so much fun.
the basketball game was good.. havent played it in years but still got my slick patterns.. haha.. i remember having basketball as an eca before i devoted my mondays, wednesdays and saturdays to sailing. heh..

listening to emo music.. gawd emo is good.

Thursday, September 12, 2002/09:18 p.m.

think i should work on my webbie.. yes i should. *grinz*

Tuesday, September 10, 2002/10:34 p.m.

fun day in camp.. tho i was pretty much thrashed by the guys on our favourite arcade game in the canteen, im still undefeated in scrabble, chess and checkers. does that make me a geek? maybe. i guess i will always have this geek side.. i love working on computers, play intellectual games and read...

nah.. im more of an all-rounder.. cuz i ruled in soccer just now.. haha.. and was shooting at basketball hoops and getting it 8 outta ten shots.. i guess im on form today in terms of my psycho-motor skills... haha..

i wonder why im blabbering so much... i guess its because i feel like blabbering.. its my blog!

i think theres a cycle in the amount of testerones in a male body. and its like months-long cycle.. cuz some months i.. i mean.. some guys get really.. erm...heated up. hehe. yeah. its up and down too i guess.. but not such a roller coaster ride as girls.. tho i noe of some guys who are always on the high..

maybe i shud turn in now.. oh damn. was supposed to call two guys.. is it too late now? nah. ill give it a shot... gotta go then.. peace!!!

Monday, September 9, 2002/10:34 p.m.

didnt do anything for the webbie today, went out with dad and sis to fetch mum.. had food at newton hawker centre then me dad received a call saying that my auntie had a heart attack and was at NUH A&E. rushed there.. she's ok.. stayed till 10.. she insisted on a B2 ward even tho they said there was none available till tmr... she got her B2 ward before we left. so yup.. anyway heard of the phrase "bad things come in threes"? its god's will that such thing cud happen but .. i donno.. a part of the feeling of anticipation is gone but theres still some lingering parts of it.. now i feel as if something big CUD have happened but didnt.. weird huh?

anyway.. think its time for me to reply to some emails, pray and hit the sack. yes.. pray.. you know.. a session of submission to god? heh. yeah.
nitez all.

Monday, September 9, 2002/05:16 p.m.

im home early today.. cuz good old Subra (the guy in charge of us in camp - hes real nice) lets us off early since we helped him out during the outfield helicopter exercise. its the day before payday.. and i have 0 rupees. muahaha. feeling a little dandy today.. Daaannnddyy.

might be working on websites today.. either mine or the band's. (joseph and the red-nosed rangers) haha. or i could just be pigging it out at home, coach potato style. we've got a new television set you see.. hehz.

right.. mite be posting stuff later in the evening.. so stay tuned!

p.s. dont ask why i wrote the monday poem.. thats just crap. hahaha..

Monday, September 9, 2002/05:02 p.m.

any other day would be just the way
today went, that is to say
nothing much happen. cuz its monday
what do you expect to happen on monday?
its not like tuesday
nor wednesday nor thursday
monday's just monday, okay?
i think i dont really have much to say
so that was the way
it was today
just like any other day
lol

Sunday, September 8, 2002/11:04 p.m.

damn.. event horizon is on tv now. its such a bad movie.. not bad as in low grade.. but bad as in evil.. theres so much evil in it.. so dark. so dark.

havent done much today. went out to meet some frens for like an hour or two in bishan. nothing much else... i donno .. i havent been doing much these few days... but i feel not as if im not doing anything but more of waiting for something. i donno.. its just a feeling of anticipation in me. something will happen that will take up a lot of my time, attention and effort... positive or negative? i cant tell... i just feel something big coming... the feeling is greater when i look at the night sky... hmm..

didnt jam yesterday nor today.. no cash.. hopefully we'll be back working on the songs next week.

Saturday, September 7, 2002/09:03 p.m.

Silverchair - Ana's Song

Please die Ana
For as long as you're here we're not
You make the sound of laughter
And sharpened nails seem softer

And I need you now somehow
Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

Imagine pageant
In my head the flesh seems thicker
Sandpaper tears
Corrode the film

And I need you now somehow
Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

And you're my obsession
I love you to the bones
And Ana wrecks your life
Like an anorexia life

Open fire on the needs designed
On my knees for you
Open fire on my knees desires
What I need from you

Saturday, September 7, 2002/08:21 p.m.

i want to be someone special

hey you, look at me
dont you know im a celebrity?
dont you care if ive got money?
of course you dont, cuz i aint got none

hey you, you pig-headed arse
will you look if ive got cash and cars?
will you love me when im living a farce?
of course you will, cuz you're a money-loving bitch

hey hey, i want to be someone special
someone popular
someone seen and desired...so that you'll give a fuck.
yeah. so you'll give a fuck

inspired by a friend of mine. im not money or fame crazy.. but you gotta admit some truth in this.

Friday, September 6, 2002/11:11 p.m.

grey urban structures blur and stretch behind the glass window as people, cars and the yellow-black of traffic light poles whiz past with an imaginary sound that goes - zip! Uncomfortably comforted by the seats of public buses, i sit and stare at the scene of strangers cramming into each other, ignoring each others' existence. my vision blurs to a greyscale version of what i see, flavoured with the murmur of unmoving mouths, the droning of the TVmobile, the overly loud bus-stopping bell and the constant beeps of the EZ-link cards.
i am inwardly screaming in tune with the drum beats pumping into my ears. that pretty girl suddenly turns to look at me. i smile. she turns away. my handphone is ringing but i cant hear it.

Friday, September 6, 2002/10:26 p.m.

Guess whats the latest happening in town!MY CABLE IS BACK!!
hehehe.. yeap. im back. the dial up connection *cough*singnet*cough* sux big time man. but now ive got my cable back. yeah.

anyways.. havent done much last few days.. went outfield on wednesday.. some helicopter exercise.. no big deal.. haha.. havent been working on songs this week.. been working on King Of Fighters tho.. im now really good with IORI...

realized i love the drummings in BOX CAR RACER but still prefer SUM 41 over them.. *shout out to Hafiz for burning cds for me!* heh... theres a gig tmr... lotsa foreign bands .. and local bands i neva heard before.. 8 bux.. sigh.

my mom's singing and my dad's playing on a guitar Faz left at my place... they're cool. my dad can play a mean Smoke on the Water.. and some pop-yeh-yeh songs.. hahahaha

Thursday, August 29, 2002/09:18 p.m.

feeling bubbly
the window screen beside the last seat of the TIBS bus number 855 vibrates with such viciousness. i pressed my head against it and my entire world shook. it felt good. it felt as if i should. i closed my eyes and my world was only minute, split second, back and forth movements. i fell asleep. i woke up. i slept past my stop again.

i think heartlanders should be at least pg-13. its this local sitcom about neighbourhood police officers.. and it seems that most of the issues shown each week revolves around sex. Rape, sexual abuse, sleeping with the maid, it'll probably incest next week.

are you free today?
i want to take you out
i want to take you out
i want to take you out
to where all the cool kids hang out

cable connection still out and im still so so so broke. yub, yub.

Monday, August 26, 2002/09:04 p.m.

i want a juliana theory cd. understand this is a dream. i need cheering up. feeling emo.

Monday, August 26, 2002/08:58 p.m.

Feeling sicker than yesterday. and feeling miserable on top of feeling sick. sms-es will be appreciated at +6596981768. heh. haiz. fever wont go away. sore throat wont go away. sneezing and mucus all over. this sux. hate seeing the doctor in camp cuz they probably think im faking it. really hate it when people think im pretending to be sick and all. scv is still out. damn.

im a sick little rabbit.

Sunday, August 25, 2002/10:56 p.m.

scv access still out. im using telephone access to add entries. will be adding more to the webbie as soon as my cable connection is back. till then.. outz!

Sunday, August 25, 2002/10:52 p.m.

feeling bubbly :) went jamming in the afternoon. someone i met in the morning made me feel bubbly the whole day. like happy bubbles. heh.

feeling a little under the weather.. must have been the tap water i accidently put in my mouth when i went to Batam yesterday. sore throat and flu sucks. good thing im feeling bubbly.

Tuesday, August 20, 2002/11:06 p.m.

stuff i wanna get:
juliana theory, box car racer cds
drumsticks + drumsticks bag (heh)
some nice band t-shirt
my wallet back
new shoes

stuff i need to do:
clear up my room of papers dating back to pre-O-levels.thats over 3 years ago
re-paint my room walls
get new atm card and bus pass
get new wallet
record song ideas before i completely forget them
get out more

Tuesday, August 20, 2002/08:15 p.m.

Theres this army song competition going on.. and winners get 2000 bucks.. man.. thats enough to finance recording, mastering and distributing at least 5 tracks... but it has to be an army song... and it has to be the kinda song they can sing while marching. gotta meet up with the guys to give it a shot.

anyway.. something happened today.. I LOST MY WALLET! argh.. genuine black leather valentino. ive had it for ages. its like THE wallet. at least i didnt lose my SAF IC.. 50 bucks to get another one.. well.. these things happen.. hopefully its like found tmr... or somehing... there was 40 bux in there.. its gonna be a little LEAN on the pockets this month... with the salary cut and all... sigh

going to BATAM this saturday.. for business.. hehe.. with my family. yup family business.. dont like to splurge words on it..

i wanna drum... drum drum drum. im a drummer boy. and i wanna play King Of Fighter. I'm getting really good. yub yub. games, drums and songs. yub yub.

Monday, August 19, 2002/10:20 p.m.

lotsa song lyric ideas got jotted down into my notebook today.. hafiz gave me two nice lines.
Everyone has a child in them. I shot mine and raped him.

so thats necrophiliac-ity? homosexuality? phedophil-ity? is there a word to describe one having sex with oneself? hehz.

Monday, August 19, 2002/10:00 p.m.

currently listening: the Juliana Theory - Seven Fourty Seven
wont you come and take a holiday with me?

Changed the outlook for my blog, guestbook and non-flash webbie page. Been awhile... hope you guys like the simple brown-red layout. Will be viciously attacking a flash version with this brown-red layout... while juggling national service, my part-time business and jamming/song-writing. damn i love my life sometimes. *grinz*

will add poems page soon. and art stuff..

Saturday, August 17, 2002/12:30 a.m.

burt