Purchase Receipt:Monday, July 8, 2002/09:54 p.m.

What kind of clothes should I be wearing? by Evelyn

Purchase Receipt:Monday, July 8, 2002/07:30 p.m.

erm.. wat can i say?

Purchase Receipt:Monday, July 8, 2002/07:00 p.m.

erm.. im worth exactly: $2,127,680.00. so says this webbie.

any takers?

Purchase Receipt:Sunday, July 7, 2002/01:24 p.m.

Its been awhile since ive added an entry. I guess my mind has been kinda full digesting so many changes. Sometimes i feel depressed with all the change, but i know for a fact that its a natural human response. Our minds feel threatened with change and sends emotions to reject the change. sends thoughts to think change is bad. or maybe its not the mind that thinks this way, its the heart. cuz i read somewhere that we have "thinking cells" in our brains, our hearts and our gut. cool huh? of course most of the thinking cells ( i think they're called neut-somethings) are in our brains. sounds kinda mumbo jumbo but.. it works.

so i guess.. im currently in a flux of thoughts and emotions... all in a turmoil beneath my calm (i hope) exterior. but im a student of psychology.. and i guess i understand more of my emotions and thoughts now.

wait.. i guess im being very vague at what kinda changes have happened. well, one mega big change is that i broke up with my girlfriend. thats one. another change is that ive been posted to a camp nearby my house.. no more pulau tekong for me. yeah. national service.. closer to home. i guess u non-singaporeans have no idea what im talking about. its okay :)

i planned to redo my webbie and all but i dont have the urge (urge??!) to do anything right now. im going out later.. theres a late evening gig that me fren has got tix to... im meeting HIM later. hehz. yeah...so i guess im going off now..seeya

was about to say that im going to post an entry soon.. but i realized that i often promise more than i can deliver.. so i wont say it. :P

Purchase Receipt:Monday, July 1, 2002/12:18 a.m.

As i sit here thinking about a phonecall i just had, im a little speechless. not sad or anything like that but.. just kinda at a loss for words.

You're the bestest friend i've ever had, the closest person ive ever been to. I will always cherish you... and the memories we've had over this time. You understood me more than I thought you did... maybe even more than You thought you did. heh. anyway, i will always remember this day.. THe Ladle Day. till the day i die. Thank you for being you.

Purchase Receipt:Sunday, June 23, 2002/08:58 p.m.

yes.. the music is punk. like it or hate it! we love playing it!

Purchase Receipt:Sunday, June 23, 2002/08:52 p.m.

I plan to give an entire webbie overhaul.. (heh yes, again). I keep getting inspirations for layouts and graphics.. im going to work on the main website especially.. keep your eye on this web space!

Purchase Receipt:Friday, June 21, 2002/08:32 p.m.

When i get an idea for a layout... this is wat happens. heh. gotta go.. gotta go back to camp! i'll explain why im home right now later..

Purchase Receipt:Monday, June 17, 2002/07:48 p.m.

Purchase Receipt:Monday, June 17, 2002/07:29 p.m.

I so dont know what i did the whole day..

Purchase Receipt:Monday, June 17, 2002/07:28 p.m.

What's Your Sexual MO? Find out @ She's Crafty

When it comes to handling your honey's in the bedroom (or perhaps the public park or conference room) it's the crazier the better as far as you're concerned. You're what people have affectionately dubbed try-sexual. You'll try anything once and if you like it, hell, you'll do it again! You're an independant, confidant risk-taker who sees sex as a way to express yourself creatively. You're bored stiff by all the been-there, done-that routines and would rather have daring, adventerous sex once a week than ho-hum sheet heat every night.

Purchase Receipt:Monday, June 17, 2002/07:23 p.m.

Would you survive a horror movie? Find out @ She's Crafty

No psycho slayer is going to get between you and your right to life. You're an ass-kicker, a charge taker, and if need be, a monster masher. You're level-headed in sticky situations, you trust yout instincts, and you're not afraid to get a little dirty while getting the job done. Simply put, you rock! But don't get carried away. Even though your little brother might act like a creep sometimes, you definately shouldn't be driving stakes through his heart!

Purchase Receipt:Monday, June 17, 2002/12:36 p.m.

You're young and you're cute you're punk and you're quite popular! You might've been a dork in school, but graduating and making dozens of millions of dollars more than the jock in your school is definitely worth it. You voice your ideals about the world, mostly against rules and the "norm."

Purchase Receipt:Saturday, June 15, 2002/01:32 a.m.

i forgot to mention the address of her pitas page. Its maisarah.pitas.com

Purchase Receipt:Saturday, June 15, 2002/01:23 a.m.

I was really impressed when i saw the graphic that my gf made and uploaded to her blog. It was done on MS PAINT! I've long acknowledged the fact that shes the absolutely more creative and artistic among the two of us, though i was still really impressed when i saw her "i a m" graphic. I can only use paint to make slight adjustments to bmp graphics. nothing more. imagine what she can do on adobe.... WAY TO GO DARLING!

Purchase Receipt:Tuesday, June 11, 2002/10:11 p.m.

aHH.. I GOT IT.. its spongebath.signmyguestbook.com! hahaha.. everythigns alright now.. see ive even put up a PREVIOUS ENTIRES link.. its on the left... no no lower.. above "mine".. Yeahh.. thats it. well see ya!

Purchase Receipt:Tuesday, June 11, 2002/10:07 p.m.

i just realized i forgot my guestbook address.. and i forgot to put a link to my previous entries. im so f**ked! (censored for young viewers)

Purchase Receipt:Tuesday, June 11, 2002/10:00 p.m.

erm.. i realized that wherever i go, i connect well with the children. babies on trains, toddlers on buses, children in a queue... but sometimes i feel too serious for my own peers. WWWEEEIIRRDD!

Purchase Receipt:Tuesday, June 11, 2002/09:54 p.m.

Forgive me for the huge graphics. I know some of you are going "Gimme one good reason for me to wait for everything to stop loading.." Well, one good reason would be, isnt the graphic nice? hehz.

im going to delve abit into urban landscapes.. abit of a change from cartoons wudnt u say? well.. i get my inspirations.. if u see this guy (maybe on blades) taking photos of buildings and alleys in singapore, its probably me. dont call woodbridge.. i cud just pass off AS a lunatic. i hope im not. hehz..

anyway todays been another lethargy-fueled day. (OXYMORON!) will work on the webbie soon. SEEEE YAAAAA

oh yes please, drop a note at the guestbook its still unchanged.

Purchase Receipt:Sunday, June 9, 2002/02:02 p.m.

I had another one of those weird, movie-like and ultra-realistic kind of dreams again. It's so long and complicated yet realistic that i cant believe my imagination is the source for these dreams. I mean, the dream had me thinking and wracking my brains to solve certain puzzles and to comprehend certain cryptic phrases that some of the "dream characters" were saying. Like one time, this boy (who was like special cuz a lot of people wanna kill him) told me "I've put what is important in me into the soil" and i was like "wha?". 10 seconds later that boy and those around him got incinerated. I survived. heh..duh. It was only later someone told me that the guy had some really divine gene or something and that it was lost. So i then figured... Its in the soil! maybe the guy dripped blood somewhere near the grass or something. see.. my dreams are so weird.. and that was like 1% of my entire dream. it sounds so embarrasingly childish now... haiz. perhaps i am, and always will be. Childishly imaginative.

maybe everyone has these kinda dreams. or maybe only i have dreams that are so childishly fantastic. i hardly have dreams that reflect my life. yeah well. thats me. im like kinda shag after dreams like these. :P hehz.. other guys get shag after a different kind of dream...hmm i think i need feedback on this kinda thing. will set up a comment page. soon. hehz.

Purchase Receipt:Friday, June 7, 2002/08:35 p.m.

Argh! My web host died without warning. I dont know how many graphics i've lost! I think i have most of them on my hard disk... best of all, my computers starting to go bonkers. Programs suddenly encounter error and switch off. alll mmyyy woorrkkk ggoonnnee!! argh. nevermind. managed to upload a pilot flash version of my webbie. :P

Realized that more people than i expect visit this little journal of mine. HELLO! hehz. i keep on working on this computer just for you guys. (and gal) hehz.

wish i have a lot of cash.. I really want to get a spanking new PC. A friend of mine got a fully equipped latest features CPU at a measely $700! argh! i want one! i also wanna get a digital camera. heh.. one that works on memory stick. My gf showed me her sister's digital camera... and it was like... another one of those things that you will always remember to buy sooner or later. just like a porche boxster. yeah. new shoes wont hurt too. how about a drum set? muahahaha.. all of this adds up to ....

*KACHINK!*

1 million dollars!

i need to get rich, quick.