August. 22. 2003


Shocked, coquelicot? Nah, i'm all right. Currently, my problems are 2 psychology's subjects: i have to make 2 researchs about physical activity and psychological training in sport... and it's a bit complicated *tired sigh* Oh, I hope your dad will be all righ. In my home we're all waiting for my  mama's admission in a hospital: she has gynecological problems again (something like a 'lump' there *ouch*), but the doctor has said that it's nothing important; yeah, like i believe in doctors ¬_¬ If my mama says that it hurts so badly it is something important... *vein*

Now, now... every day you change your layout (yum, cream color!!) i find your daily reads' list bigger *cof cof* And now is Matantei Loki? XD And Perfect Girl Evolution isn't a manga similar to Yamato Nadeshiko Shichihenge? O.o Well, i don't know.

And on the other hand my lil' sita is in love with Mayu Shinjo's bishies *sigh* Well, I'm reading Haou Airen wich i bet is the ecchiest manga of Shinjo XD, but i'm not fond of it actually... and Akuma na Eros was a total disappointment. I think i'm now getting hooked on sport's mangas: Prince of Tennis is SO cool!! *.* I'm going to download I'll Generation Basket chapters as well *crazy laugh*   

Damnit!! But i should finish my researchs!! >.<

Ah, by the way, I made 2 wallpapers...

             
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                        August. 17. 2003


Finally i'm back (and i emphasise this sentence). Honestly, the experience was a disappointment... It was worse: it was SO boring. How could i imagine that my best friend was an extremely boring thing? Sometimes she even got on my nerves >.< I know her since six years ago but we never lived together  24 hours. Of course we had our problems during our friendship those years: we are pretty different and sometimes i come to think that she's not what i deserve, that she isn't a real friend of mine... and now i finally know that it's true. It's sad.

If only i've payed attention to my sense and bad feeling when i crossed her house's door (and to her dog, who was always barking to me T_T How horrible! TT_TT). Her house is dirty, but no dirty with dust but dirty because of something dark: i couldn't feel comfortable there. And when i found my last birthday's present inside the junk room... Oh, God, that was really like a cold slap. I made that present with my hands!! Silly stupid girl, go to hell.

Now i can say that our friendship is only a mere relation between two persons: we chat, we laugh and nothing more. Like a "Hello-Goodbye" conversation -_- Although i always call her my best friend i guess it was because this is an old relationship and i have to call her something more than a simple colleague. Anyway, i've always had bad luck with friendships and that's why i say real friendship doesn't exist *sigh*

Oh my God, what a waste of time. Home, sweet home. My house smells good, you know?

No sabes la alegría que me dio recibir tu sms, sista, por mi respuesta ya sabes lo "bien" que me encontraba en esos momentos (aunque fue difícil escribirlo cuando mi amiga estaba "tan cerca" ufff...). Don't worry about that batacazo, you'll forget them. Y sobre los 'comments', ¿de qué página sacas el código? ¿de la de enetation?

Coquelicot!! (fans of word-plagiarism take a synonims' dictionary, thank you) I went to see "Pirates of the Caribbean" Oh, Oh OH!! The character of Jack Sparrow is absolutely "Threems" (3 M = Masterly, Magnanimous and Magnetic) XD I love pirates' films and this kind of charas *heart* Thanks, thanks, thanks for this big gift T__T

¡Larga vida a Mary Read & Anna Bonny!  

 

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                        August. 9. 2003

I'M LEAAAAVING!!! *__* I will be out for one loooong week, my best friend and i will try to survive in her house /alone/ during this time: that means = funfunfunfun I'll take a lot of photos XD

Cheating on you, coquelicot?! NO WAY! He has  a girlfriend and, definitely, he is not my type >.< I'll write the mail i promised i'd send to you when i come back *hugs her* And me too explained the meaning of the friki word to you! *tantrum*

¿No te estarás comiendo las neuronas por lo que te dije, eh? Potion against foolishness? No, but i think the best solution is a simple hard slap jejeje I only say 'one' thing, sista: ba-ta-ca-zo. Look out.  

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                        August. 5. 2003

*turns down the volume* Has anybody ever listened Ayumi Hamasaki's trance remixes by any chance? O.O This is good, really good! If i go to Salón del Manga i will buy the "Ayu TRANCE" cd! I'm tired of trying to download it by Kazaa or WinMx (they sucks, obviously) If i had a better and faster connection ¬_¬ *looks to her papa with puppy eyes*

And finally i could see the real face of my coquelicot *bright eyes* Look at her beautiful smile!! *^^* I will be here until you don't become tired ^^; I would be there but i need money and somebody who wants to come with me because i don't wanna travel alone. Thus, I made a promise with a friend of mine: so it's possible that i can go to Argentina next year. My friend is studying Photography and likes to travel everywhere (now she's in Guatemala and is working in a ONG) so it would be a good chance. I want to go to London too... Money, i want money! T_T And that friki word means the same as "freak" (the english word for friki is "freaky", but it's written like this because of the sound). People who has a liking for something (an obsessive liking XD). Here, in the manga world of Spain, is also a synonym of "otaku" and i guess Minami and Dokan were who expanded it.  

Oh, i want to answer your last mail (in Spanish, of course: i'm afraid i can't explain myself properly in English ^^;). And i'm better than cigarettes and alcohol, girl: I'm a psychologist *coughs nervously* 

And about being a (future!) psychologist... Today i was explaining to my brother one thing about physical exercise and my mom was listening from the door of his room. Suddenly i hear she said: "Pareces un médico hablando tan bien. Te estaba escuchando y pensaba que así era como me hablaba mi médico". That's an auditive hallucination, mama!! XD Am i a really good communicator? I don't think so, but i have to admit that i enjoy listening that ^^ That means that the years of university had a good side after all...

Ok, let's see... i tried to find out something about it, sista, but /they/ didn't want to answer me >_< And the answers i manage to get didn't give me a good feeling (insecurity). The *cof* magic *cof* says that you will see him and that something will hapen, something good. But please, only try to enjoy your days there and don't think about it ^^U

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                        July. 31. 2003

After all it wasn't as bad as i thought, especially if somebody gives you decent information and solutions. Honestly, university sucks with regard to academic subjects: they do not explain you what you can do if you have one problem, they treat you as if you were some /thing/ stupid... People of secretary's office are like this, they're so busy... poor ickle workers *ironically* Well, it seems that i don't need to be another year in the uni if i can change the subjects into short courses that i can do during the summer holidays. So my bitchy mood was all unnecessary (me, myself & my impulsivity ^^U).

By the way, i discovered that my course's professor is a HP fan!! When i entered into his office i got an eyeful of a familiar book on his table: "HP & the order of the phoenix" -wich is so little that you can hide it anywhere ^^;;- No way, i dhought, but...

me: Are you reading Harry Potter?
he: ... (i think he didn't know how to react to my sudden question  so i spoke again)
me: Wanna know who die? *evil grin*
he: (and he seemed to recover, i think he saw in me a HP freak like him *cof*) I've just read it! I'm so sad, he was my favourite character!!

And i swear you that this was his face = TT_TT Man! He was a real fan!! O.O We started to talk about the books and about who's going to die in the next book... and about other fanpotteric professors (!!) of my faculty. Dear GOD, Harry Potter's fanatics have been lecturing me all these years!!! O.O Now i can leave the university and die in peace... *takes a deep breath*

And people say that HP is only for kids XDD (Look at this mama and papa!!)

Now now, dear coquelicot ^^ So you're a little fussy *cof cof* about hairy things *cof* Well, you can shave him if you want: here *gives her the razor blade* But in my fanfic he will continue being a perfect and manly and hairy man *caressing Remus' chest and playing with his brown hair* I, on the contrary, find men very attractive with that thing you hate XD And in /that/ part obviously it has to be hair, we are not talking about kids, we are talking about men...

OK, girls, there's a problem here with your drunkenness *rolls her eyes* Now, listen to my song:

#Saint Irene don't smoke.
Saint Irene don't drink.
Saint Irene don't take drugs.
But Saint Irene's planting pot#

Ajum... The fever is causing me delirium =_= Sorry for not saying it before but i'm feverish T__T Damn summer... Hopefully today i'm better than yesterday although my voice is really from beyond the grave *sings out loud*

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                        July. 28. 2003

Yesterday i went to the beach jo jo jo, and today i'm really tired: i swam a lot and sunbathed until my skin was red because i'm a bit masochist ^^U

My study frustrations are now at 15% so that means that i'm able to talk without wanting to smack some face at a time. Although I'm still really pissed off i'm calmed and i can think properly about what i want (and /can/) do. In spite of this i made a new layout (and my coquelicot uploaded it before me!! Damn!! :P). I hope you like it: i always wanted to do a layout with that image but i didn't know how. Besides you will realize that the profile's part is a bit different.

I don't like feeling this way 'cause all my writing skills go down, nonetheless i managed to finish chapter 21 of "Caparoja" and for those who had read it i'll say that i made the chapter a bit frustrating all because i'm feeling like this ^^U

Oh oh, coquelicot ^^ Yes, my Lupin's opinion has changed but when i wrote that part i still hadn't read the book... So, you can imagine that i always thought he was this way *wink* And what you said about his "hairy chest" made me laugh out loud: you should note that i've never said he was hairy, he has hair on his chest like a man late in his thirties (and, for Merlin's beard, he's a werewolf!). That means i could read your review *nudge* By the way, i like men with hair on their chest, is so manly =^^=

And the new layout is fruitopically cool XD I love this pink!!

Oh yeah, i was scolding you... *frowns*

I forgot... Do all of you know that Alice19th has been licensed and the scanlations has been stopped? I didn't like this manga but i liked a lot Hot Gimmick by Miki Aihara and it has been licensed and dropped as well! Damn all scanlators!! >.< The scans are equally illegals because the manga is already licensed in Japan, pals ¬_¬ What will i do if you stop also the Parfait Tic scanlations? I'm really stuck on this manga, is so sweeeetie and funny and fluffy *blushes*

Sista! Life is already a handful of disappointments so don't make it worst: ese chico no era para ti así que no te fuerces a pensar lo contrario. Cheers!! Y gracias por darme publicidad entre tu círculo *wink* And i'm waiting tons of repeated comments by you, dear... i'm sorry but is so funny XD Loads of kisses!

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