O_________O I'M DYING
I AM GOING TO DIEEEEEE!!!!! =_= i've been lookin for a layout for THIS THING. for like, 2 weeks. and everyone seems to be all LA DE DAH and they know all the gooodie websites and and and......o______o; i have a few but they suck and there was this one here that i've been working on. (thats my "testing" pita) but ya... >_> i'm uber uber pizzed and if someone wants to be a nice person and either help me with a layout or just, =_= tell me somewhere to get one. it'd be GREATLY appreciated. I WILL PAY MUNAH!!!!!!! (hahah maybe) o_________O i'm just getting irritated with the PINK in this layout. o_O; ^-^ luffies

[listening to: 'pop is dead' radiohead]

~the cherry sparkled @ 7:36 am~

o_o;; been back for a few days blah
26.o3.02

o_o; ya been back for awhile and well i need some help!!! O_O i need a new layout and i can't find someone who will acutually make a layout for me. *-* i had the perfect picture for one too. ('twas yuki-sama and he was all whiteish and had b00tiful wings) o*-*o oo ya! and well >_> i'm not happy wif mahself ^-^; haha all i hafta say. O_O! PRIVATE DIARY IS A 'yuna' screename! sukah! ^-^; and well.....O________o i have alot to write in it. >_>; and stuff. and uh... o.o; and well if u want to know whats been going on in my life for the last few days go to my diaryland thingie that resembles a OD o_O;;; and ya... ^-^; anyway... i'm in a really bad mood and i feel like shit and i want to die. >< so PISS OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how about a nice cup of shut the FUCK UP! o_o; ya.... so... uhh.... >_> matta -=listening to: vanilla-gackt=- o_o he is asking for a spanking for that one >D

=_= me no want vacation me want to stay here

What Ayumi Hamasaki song are you?
Quiz by Mika Tsukino

slap that bitch up
11th.o3.o2 6.40 p.m

copied and pasted from my diaryland OD... so... i didn't want to write up another entry AISHITERU

i have my reasons to scream. i'd love to scream. and right now. i just did a private entry and lets just say it said "FUCK YOU MELISSA" alot in it. and well honestly i hope she reads this. because i can be as pissed as i want right now. because... don't pull that innocent shit with me. it makes me sick. well anyway. i'm not sad i'm just mad. very mad... so i can talk about my day with a big smile on my face. my belt demagnitized a magnet in science =D it was funny. o_o people kept putting magnets to it. >_>; yea its cooler than anything u've ever seen EVER >D. so ha. well then i had japanese class and me and Jerrid got in trouble alot for talking ¬¬ bad Jerrid-sit in your corner. and then i had Geography which was.....boring as usual. Jones was a crack head ass old hag as usual. and then i had Math. which my teacher had a baybeh so we have a sub......and shes fuqin scary. but shes cool i guess. after that i walked over to English and i talked to the new kid Eric for awhile, hes pretty cool. Hes from New York. and then we took a test which was easy. it was just about the Oddesey which was pathetically easy (didn't study worth crap) and then..lunch. O^-^O christina was funny. Leo was being Leo and Amy and all of us were playing a game... the BURP AND SAY A COLOR OTHERWISE U HAVE TO FAKE AN ORGASM GAME. O*-*O i didn't hafta fake one. yay! ^-^;; 'twas fun though. listening to Pooh screaming "OH YES! OH MY FUCKING GOD YES. HARDER HARDER HARDER" haha. it was funny. our table is really sick. o^-^o thats why i'm part of it. hehehe we get in trouble alllllllllllooooootttttt... well the after that i had studyhall for the rest of the day. I talked to Mark Doherty for awhile. i wrote on a piece of paper "mark is a faggot" for rachel since she asked. then.....as usual that one matt guy courtney says has a bubble butt in which i honestly don't care because i don't look. ¬¬ its just wrong. well anyway. my day went by slow. and i think that i'm off to go out and take a walk. maybe buy a peach papaya fruit works and then sit in my room and listen to disturbed and some slipknot. mm...sounds good. rage music. well. i need to go get my wallet and shit... maybe i can talk mom into letting my take the car... mmm. even better... >< *btw-fuck you-u know who*

o_o i'm a stud muffin

1oth.o3.o2 >< i thought it was the 9th!

*puts on skin tight jeans and poses* O_O they make my ass look super uber cool. lol XD i can't stand skin tight things. this reminds me of these one girls i saw at gadzooks i was waiting for the dressing room and they just sat there for like an hour trying on EVERY GOD DAMN THING. and might i add they were PREPS. >< and they were like so.....>< UGH. one of them was named Megan and she was the one in the dressing room. and she was complaining how this one shirt was too tight and it kept showing her ribs and it was discusting. how pathetic. i can't even believe myself that i was actually listening to their conversation. haha shows how pathetic i am, ne? well anyway yesterday i was going to all the shoe stores (except the place where the shoes i actually wanted were) and i couldn't find any thing in RED and it really really really pissed me off. eventually i said i was going to get these one shoes that were pink. (=_= i HAVE pink shoes) and i tried them on. too small. so i said "fuck this" and i just told my mom to forget about it and take me home. (in which was her intention anyway) and in the car she felt kinda bad. eventhough i know i was acting like i was 2 because i just wanted 1 thing. (acutally 2- red DC's or the red sketchers-in which they didn't even have them in red-they had them in blue they only had red at yonkers) and anyway, in the car she asked "what shoes do you REALLY REALLY want!?" i said "the red DC's" and she said "where were those i never saw those" and i said "well you did, and you said forget about it they are ugly, and u didn't let me go to pacsun today" and stuff. and then we went on about shoes. O_________O i want my shoes. i might as well just.... o_o wear my shoes right now for the rest of my life. (they are too small) -____-;;; anyway.....i do know i was having a temper tantrum. but honestly i was in kind of a bad mood because of other things. (and it wasn't because mom didn't let me look through hottopic-she only let me get my belt) but it was because of...things that i was thinking about. =_______= things i missed uber badly. anyway. i'll write more later.

listening to: honnou-shiina ringo

this bracelet isn't coming off ><
o8th.o3.o2

i don't know what the date is. its a saturday. =_= i'm not depressed i swear. i'm just sad and cold. i have little sad times in my life where i just stop.....and i'm just sad. last night i had the time of my life. i don't know how long i can take being so happy all the time. brynn knows when i'm happy or sad. she says that she can see it in my eyes. >_>; people say i have eyes that are really uhhh...emotional. and i'm not emotional. i'm usually a bitch to anyone and i honestly don't care. (in which inside...i do care) i've just been through alot and people get mad at me when i don't tell them what i did and what happened to me. =_= its not a big deal. i got a cut on my finger and it hurts like hell. i think i need a new layout. but i'm kinda attached to the one i have now. lol i'm a loser. my hands are extremley cold. =_= in about 10 min i'm going to go upstairs and lay in my bed and sleep since theres no one to talk to. Katelin is a major backwards bitch. >< DAMN YOU. she called melissa a whore so i kind of black mailed her. and i really should've told joe what she did so she'd get in trouble. (haha another thing... i hate it when people insult my friends) >< MY MOM JUST SNUCK UP ON ME!!!!!!!! i said "what the fffffff-------uuuuuu-- >< DAMMIT MOM" my brother is sick. i want to go see g'mpapa really really bad and no one will take me. hes still in the hospital. i think this is week...o_O;; 2? i don't know. they moved him. -_-; speaking of moving. i might be moving soon. my mom and john are going to be getting married soon and that means new house. i don't really care. means i get my ass kissed. >_>; no seriously. john is a great guy. he has been spoiling me since i was like......born. him and my mom have been best friends for 20? years? they went through their fucked up marriages together and stuff. my rules with living with any male that i don't sleep with *laughs*---1. my own room 2. my own bathroom 3. >< GIVE MEH MUNAH WHEN I WANT IT!. haha i'm kidding i just wanted to.......*hits head on keyboard-falls deep esleep* z.........

i'm baaaaaaaaaaaaack ^-^
o7.o3.02

o_o i swear i forgot that it was a virus. >_>; i opened up one of my own viruses. and i kinda feel like a piece of shit because...O_O; i had to delete E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G from muh computer. ~_~ and it was jolly good fun. aannnnnyway. i haven't been on the comp for a few days. (i was grounded for one of those days for telling my mom to "fucking leave me the fuck alone i'm not fucking in the mood for her fucking bitchin" O^-^O gee golly i have a potty mouth. then after i said that she said "IF YOU SAY FUCK ONE MORE TIME UR GROUNDED" ^-^ and i said ".....fuck" o_o; and then i said "i don't give a rats fucking ass" >_>; yes i do have a REALLY bad temper. *-* but its good in a few ways. i don't take shit from no one ^-^; eeehehe. well i'm uber bo-red..... i don't have to go to brynns house until like......8. and i'm not sure if i want to go or not. but i really want to because lots of people are going ^-^ and me, being a social butterfly i need to kick some major ass. lol. i love lazer tag. its all in the dark....O_O and its all.....O_O dark. lol. well anyway. i wont be home until about 12 so.......^-^;; hehe. maybe i'll write anuther entry then. i really want to just...play some music right now. and i have a few e-mails to send and stuff. o^-^o matta

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