Monday, January 27, 2003
:mp3:]Avril Lavigne: things i'll never say>>

I used to hate this song. Accounting I listened to this song religiously during that shitty time last June. But now I listen to it and I love it. ^^; because I do feel like it and whatnot. Yep yep. XD I found some hubcaps after school and i stole one, so now i have oil on my pants... o_o and with my white t-shirt with holes in it.. XD i look suprisingly sexy. ooh babeh, when i got home i had a little smudge on my forehead. oo; if i was like, shaun i'd hump myself..(... that sounds wierd @_@ i just confused myself) Anyway, Shaun and I are doing good. But he informed me that he might be gone for a while because of his mommas job and he has to wait until he gets dsl. ;-; omg i swear, when i was grounded for like 2 weeks i went crazy. T__T and he said up to a MONTH!!!!! *cries* But im just going to be happy with what i have now, because last night oo; i confessed stuff to him. ^^; and i feel like i took alot of crap off of my shoulders. And all of it was because Jess, or Brenda, or Brandy or somebody of the sort, imed me saying "blah blah blah, shaun imed me and he said that you two weren't going out anymore, im sorry what happened? anyway, he said that i was hotter than you anyway, and im planning on asking him out" i kinda was like ".........@&)(*^" and then i kinda flipped.. >_> anyway... i was crying "why do people just want to bother us!? our relationship is nobodys buisiness! its our own, and they need to just fuck off!" anyway, i feel much better. and im much more happier than i was before. today at school sucked. i got sick 2nd hour and skipped sociology. blah, the class sucks, but im opting out of it so momma is going to write me a note so i can get into class. >_> 'tis late, i woke up from a nap, now im off to bed... night *bows*

megan was..here... @ 10:04 p.m.

Friday, January 24, 2003
:mp3:]Utena: toki ni ai wa>>

New layout... X_X omg I'm tired, I went out to eat. Aside of being eyed up by Ian's fucking bitch ho I had a nice time, the waiter was nice, he smiled, he refilled my pepsi frequently and he said he liked my pigtails. (which someone also said that I looked like the japanese twins from goldmember) hehe. Today sucked, I was horny. And it sucks, when you are horny and you have nothing to do about it. You just have to sit there and think dirty thoughts. Which I have no dirty experiences to think dirty thoughts with so I pretty much sit there and whine. But it was fun in Japanese today.. playing Takuhachi... x_x I lost. I noticed some things about Musashi kun. >_> omae... *grr desu* whatever. I don't care. I'm going to bed and..... some NICE TITS! XDD!!!!!

megan was..here... @ 11:47 p.m.