SHAUN IS A HOMOPHOBE MOFO ><
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>_> shaun is a homophobe. his exact words "why would u want to be bi?" O_O! SICK 'em MY FRIENDS!!! *sigh* i got a layout in line. its dark. its purdy. hm. i'm depressed. T___T i don't know whats wrong with me. nya. at least melissa gets to stay the night tomarrow night. otherwise i might've taken to my glass for a visit. T_T its been a long time. *coughs* i really need therapy. i've been told that. and my mom can't afford it. *sighs* i hate talking to people about my problems. >_> why would u want to be bi keeps pounding in my head. >< BECAUSE!!!!!!!!!!! is my answer. T______T jerry got a gf. o_O what a fuck nut. hes like, my best friend along with mel and stuff. this song is beautiful..... ave maria. its not the one i'm used to listening to. T_T i used to sing it at christmas. the original one. hm. i used to love to sing. i hate singing to people. hm , i'm going to listen to some dir en grey. mmm... well. i reaaaaaaaly want to cosplay as Die. >D hes so cool. (nya) i'll remember to our love you taught me how. ok megan is listening to utada hikaru again. she was my first taste of jpop. then. ^-^; you told be ab00t xjapan and dir en grey. *-* my first 2 loves. indie xjapan. *drools* shaun is talking about lamb chop. o_____o; ooooooki. well. hm. i got a really kick ass skin for yahoo. its gackt. its beautiful. A guess what!? megan has been writing some poetry. @_# sappy stuff. and i'm not a poet i will tell u that but. i guess when i get inspired i can write somewhat. shaun is leaving. my daily therapy session with jerry. (who knew u could be best friends with your ex. hahaha in my case to the least) hm. well. i. should finish fucking with that damn layout. she says that love is for fools. i think it is. hm. jerry doesn't care... fuck him. >< nyaaaaaa... i think i'm going to go write some kyo-like m00sic. (berry in a sense) lazer tag is still on. maybe i should go play a couple games. T_T maybe jeff-chan will be there. he always is fun. nyaaaaa.... i hate crying. crying is for the weak hearted someone told me. so. i was always scared of crying. hm. its not. i'm not weak in heart...

|meg-chan licked the bo-day @ 9:03pm

@_# 'brary sux
yop. i'm in the 'brary (library)talking to owee on AIM which i haven't been on in like.....a looooong time. *-* (owee is owen)hes a good friend ^-^; hm. well. i saw Amys mom today. Shes super uber cool. ^-^; school sucked as usual. @_# i was super uber sick and i didn't want to go home accounting all of the temptations that lie there... hm. well. chunkachu, =O wowwie i talked about u in school today. *-* my friends are dorks. they say "awwwww" to annnnything. hm. someone just IMed me. @_# who the hell iz it? ( tsukue no idari? )O_O ACTING JUST LIKE ME! HOLY SHIT. hm. maybe its den. hm... nyaaaaaa T_______T i hate being sick. i feel like a big lump of poo poo. waaaaaa *huggles chunkachu* save me from this HELL. @_# *shoots her foot* WAAAAAAAKE UP!!!!! hm. well. i hate this computer because it has no speakers which means (yes it means) O_O NO SOUND WHICH MEANS... NO MUSIC... WHICH MEANS... mizerable meggie T____T. hm. when i get home i will be sure to blast my music as loud as i please. >D nya-ha-ha-ha... ^-^; *dances around because shes going to Anime Iowa 2002 as Shuichi **and maybe haruko from FLCL** I'M SHUICHI-CHAN!!!!!!! depressed love all over again ahhhh* luvvies. ^-^ *MUAH CHUNKACHU*

|meg-chan licked the bo-day @ 3:24p.m

T______T *cries* no sickie. me want to feel better
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T_T wa i have strept or however the hell u spell it. i feel so sick. and i want to sleep more. but i just woke up. >_______>; and my cats have seemed to take over my bed. T_T son of a bitch. and i had to get an exam for strept and i almost feel off the table thing i wuz sittin on. and then some guy came in (ya i call doctah sum guy) and stuff. T___________T he lifted up all of my 4 shirts (and i was still cold) and pressed down on my tummy. (made me have to take a piss) and yeeeeeep i have strept. god oprah is on. i think i have to get off soon. i cut my ear accidentally with my fingernail. >_> bout time to trim those. @_# well. i'm going to go watch some tight ass people doin DDR >D nyaha. (i fink i'm gunna be shuichi in his puppy suit for the convention >D EEEEEE-pu) maybe. well hm. bai bai *coughs up a lung* >_>

|meg-chan licked the bo-day @ 4:07pm

o__________o just travelling thro cyberspace
nyohohoho O^-^O bad megan. i luff this pic. o_o took me awhile to find it. hmm. yea..>> st00pid little light thingies well.......matta

@_# chalk *coughs*
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me and melissa are at my moms work. o_o i downloaded msn messenger and stuff on it. *-* now its just p0i-fect. >D haha. she had some wierd ass version of Morpheus on it. it was CA-RAAAAAZY. T_T chunkachu no go to party. >< fool. well i'm kinda sick. dizzy. really really bad headache and i have the icky cough. T_T usually when i get sick i start to p00ke and stuff and it gets all nasty and i have to take like 12 showers a day because i'm so obsessive on how clean i am at times. obviously not now because. o_o i'm wearing boy clothes and i loook all odd. >D w00t. well ya. i went bowling yesterday. and matt was all sad because he found out ab00t chunkachu. in which i thought that he already knew. poor matt. hm. well he was so mad he was kinda throwing the bowling ball. but anyway he bought me and melissa necklaces that i say look like gunblade/tidus's necklace (*-* wow-2 hotties at once) >D well. ya last night was totally not needed. me and melissa ran out in the rain for like a minute. but it was super cold and then there was a big lightning thingie and i ran in the house because we were under a electrical wire and by a tree... hmm.. well thats super smart. haha. well. uh. my throat hurts so bad. i have a super bad headache. @_# i need my asprin.... aaaaaaaaaaaaa i'm dying. well anyway. hm. i don't know what to say. my arm itches. >> my mom has really sucky music on this computer. >< god i hate this computer they have the slowest modems. well i might write another entry sort of thingie when i get home. ja..matta

||meg-chan licked the bo-day at 1:47pm||


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mmmmkay. i have a detention to serve. and stuff. @_# its actually one that i didn't serve. so ya. and when i got it sterns was all like "megan, what is that perfume u are wearing?"

"max azaria"

"its very good, you smell nice"

"uh thanks"

--takes detention and leaves--

o_o it was scary. and he sed carmella looked beauuuuuuutiful. hes a dirty old man! =O run megan run! ^-^ maybe misty will bring anotha drink for me on thuh bus. @_# exotic berry mmmmmm!

||meg-chan licked the bod-ay at 6:22a.m||

un...@_#
wuts the date today?... o yea o3.o4.o2

weeeeeeell today sucked. but it was fun because 2 girls kissed on the bus >D call me crazy but it was funny. all the guys were like O_O! HOLY SHIT! haha. well today melissa was gone. and well its not like i was going to talk to her like i should. >_> i tried to talk last night but she didn't give an effort to talk back. even when everyone says that she wants to talk to me. signs this is a wierd song. Black Coffee its a Cowboy Bebop song. *-* 'tis a good series. i luff it at least. @_# i'm starting to let my feelings out to shaun. >> which they.......i bet... offend the shit out of him. and if i say lots of things i say in other stuff. than.. i'm afraid he'd leave me because i'm too... how do you say it... gah all i've been doing lately is writing and... stuff. today on the bus we were showing eachothers suicidal wounds. me and misty had the most @_#..... i'm not sure if its something to be proud of because we are alive to show them or... something. i don't know. but it seems that. shaun is now trying to patch up me and melissa. and i dunno. i have to pee whenever i talk to her. >_> its probably because i haven't talked to her for like... almost a month. @_# which sounds totally.....wrong. all i want to do is talk to Mikey. (not THAT mikey the other mikey) @_# and i just told shaun to fuck off. @_# i meant it in a sense. ah. nat king cole.... his voice gives me goosebumplies just like Sinatra. @_# and etta james. and billy holiday. and hendrix. i don't love many things but. music is a passion of mine i luff alot. **the greatest thing. you'll ever learn. is just to love and be loved in return** from Nature Boy (nat king cole) i hate it i hate it when i feel like this. i am dying. and i just want to die and get it overwith. at least i'll be able to see my papa again. thats all i'd want. if it was possible. i can't believe i'm crying over petty things. moulin rouge comes to bite me in the ass. >< damn songs. today in self defence... why didn't robert just actually choke me and get it overwith. he knew how i was feeling. @_# i saw it in his eyes. he has beautiful eyes tho @_# i shouldn't say that but...he does... **the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return** no one knows how i'm hurting because i don't dare to tell anyone or show my emotions. because i don't want people to pity me... i'm sick of being pitied. i need to go to sleep. it can heal i guess. i've gone to sleep about this time every day this week. and. i sleep when i feel like this. it keeps me from taking the glass on the top of my drawer and doing things with it. (ya thats what i used it for o_O duh-a broken glass isn't for decoration anymore) *takes a deep breath* hm. well katelin is getting me a pony i can finish this entry up... matta

||meg-chan licked the bod-ay at 4:03p.m||

chicken cordon bleu...
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=_= if my papa intended on me on living this day mizerably well then he did a pretty damn good job. @_# i bet i'd be happier if he was here. >_> my dreams in the last week or so make me miss him alot. @_# everything would so perfect if he was here and me and melissa were a-ok. ._____. (doesn't want to talk about it, and i know i probably will) god. =_= i... feel sick. and stuff. @_# i need some sleeping pills. i didnt get enough sleep last night. i got tied up in my robe. X_x ok people......SLEEP W/O THE ROBE!!! sleep NEKKID. >_> and ya... steven ate lunch with me and my......o_o WIERDBALL friends (*coughs, holly, christina, brad, mike, and brynn!*coughs*) o_______o they were being wierd. they asked if he was my brother...i said (mmno) and then they asked "is he ur cuzzin!?) (mmm no *sweatdrop*) well holly was being herself and she was freaking out when christina put her roll in her stuff. and it made the sickest mess. @_# i miss my old friends...o_o;;; christina and everyone are my "friday night" friends. and ya. i also learned a quite.....unsettling piece of information today. >_> steven was walking me up to my locker (him and katelin got back together >< AND ITS HER FAULT ME AND MELISSA AREN'T TALKING >_> back? uh... we played spin the bottle in 4th grade. that doesn't really count as a "relationship" >> and well. i said ">> WTF..... are u.....high?" and then he said "c'mon megan, he really likes you" *laughs* "well i'd really like a platinum loo.. i don't see it happening" and ya...i think the only reason that he likes me is because i just happen to be a >> what he calls "gamegirl" >> ugh. i hate men. >< they should be banished (except chunkachu *-* he makes me blush) o and the boys of Dir en grey and.....malice mizer (ya...gackt) >D FREE CONCERTS. ya that'd be sweet. *-*; i got home pretty early. hm. well it was an early out like every tuesday. and well. blah (d00d who the hell spells it pussie? >_> a retard thats who!) ok well as i was saying. *-* lecca is a goooood song. *-* i noticed... i'm a freak for eyes and hands. o_____________o;;;;; lips too if that counts >D. but.....o_o; ya... no explaniations. i don't want to get all sappy.but......ya. well.....i'm going to go play some sort of game. @_# keep my mind from waundering. @_# i need a biiiiiiig thing of prozac. ><

listening to: lecca-gackt

||meg-chan licked the bod-ay at 3:09p.m||

O_O INTERVIEW AAAAA
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i just got back from a job interview. >_>; ya i might be that one girl u see at dauls in the ugly white dress...wearing fishnet and those coolazz boots from Hottopic that she lurrrrrves so much. *-* well anyway. i'm so. =_= wa. me and Melissa still uhh...not talking. i think its been almost 4 weeks. and its over..basically nothing. and i'm so lonley. i can't belive i just...o_o; avoid making up with her. >_> my japanese teacher even told me to talk to her. @_# why does everyone think i'm brave enough to. everyone thinks i'm so god damn......outgoing? and.....i'm not. i'm such a puss. i swear. i'm only outgoing after some...stuff. and ya. =_=;; and i mishilies her. >> first speaking test tomarrow i did w/o her. @_# everyone is like "megan, shes your best friend. you can't just ditch her" @_# and ya.......o_o they tell me that. @_# i'm such a wuss. well anyway. X_x i forgot what i was going to say. well i hope all is good by tomarrow. WAIT--i am writing a fanfiction. @_# its......kinda....bad. well but its still (yaoi, lemon, 1x2) w00t. o_o; i am going to post it on my fanfiction.net account. well i'm going to go. =_= i'm tired. and blah. =_______= buh bye

||meg-chan licked the bod-ay at 4:17p.m||

mmm 2 weeks...
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well... i'm grounded for 2 weeks from the computer. >D well. and it seems that i'm on the computer so it isn't THAT BAD. lol. my mom left for the night. (at 5!?) yes, at 5. o_o; d00d an its wierd because steven is in town and.......i'm not doing anything with him. >> its the whole melissa thing. we prolly would be doing something together. >_______> and its kinda ironic. >> i couple days ago. i'll name him Mr. X.. well Mr. X said that "well katelin told mike all that stuff. i don't know what he was thinking and saying it was Ash, ya. i think that katelin said that she was ash for some odd reason." (goddammit i spent my munah-now i cant go bowling with marc and steven T_T-wait! marc might pay for me. *-* gee golly!) anyway. as i was saying. After Mr. X told me. i stopped... and ... said... "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!!!!!? I'VE BEEN IN HELL FOR...3? WEEKS NOT TALKING TO MUH BEST FRIEND. >< YOU FUCKING IIIIIIIIIIIDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!" well damn. i was kinda pissed. =_= and i feel like a moron because......it makes more sense if you think about it. o_O katelin IS a bitch quite often. (o_o fyi-this iz the katelin that told me that.... called *ahem* a whore and i got uber pizzed at her and blackmailed her >D) well anyway... Megan doesn't have enough balls to teeeeeeeeeeelllllll melissa. because...... megan will feel like a major ass. and well. that aint that good. and well..... mm... comedy centeral is having a thing where they show all these comedians. >D PABLO FRANSISCO IS NEXT! HE IS THE BEST!. and well. >> i'm saaaaaaad. >> i bet my mom left the keyboard here for a TEST! and.....i just failed it. *huggles her bot* u can solve all my computer nnnnneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeds. o_o; i used to save my conversations with this one program i had. and well. *HUUUUUUUUGE SWEATDROP* lets just say one night ('twas saturday and she was JUST about to leave) i said "have fun" and then...... she said "well megan i hope you and **BLANK NAME** have fun tonight" O_O! d00d its NOT what you think! I SWEAR TO GOD. O_O;;;;;;; *o no i'm in trouble --cries--* umm....... WELL......O_____________O well.

My friend. well her boyfriend and her have been having some problems latley. shes been getting very irritave and shit. and well their relationship started out in him being very...o_______o loving. (believe me >>) and well, she loved him and all. and well. now she loves him more. she loves him as much as he did when they first were together. and well now, she says that she thinks that he lost intrest in her and that she likes someone else. =______= and.. d00d, i know how it feels. and. you feel like shit. i need to have a talk with that boyfriend. >_______>; well anyway. buh baaiiiiiiiiiiii! *MUAH*

||meg-chan licked the bod-ay at 5:57 p.m||

w00t new layout
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>________> this one was on my recovery disk of layouts. i was desperate.....o______o kano is a bish so hell, i guess i should've used it in the first place. ya, i still need to umm......add my archives and my information and my cliques, and some blog linkies and shhhhhhtuff! omFG i hate this song "i just can't get you out of my head" by that one kylie chick. >< she iz a SA-LUT. (*-* i watched alot of mtv in key west, ok?) o_______o YAY I LOVE THIS SONG. "wuts luv" ^-^; ashantie (or however u spell her name) iz coooooolie beans. ^-^; i preferr a jRock d00d tho. o*-*o i'm kinda being mean to chunkachu. o_o 3 letters. P.M.S!!!!!!!!!!! >D LMFAO...okay well enough of that. i'm real sick. *cries* waaaaaaa. i woke up at 3 in the morning last night from my own creepy ass version of Akira (which was twisted-wolfenstien/X/o_o crazy shit) and i threw up in the wil' bucket by my bed that i used to keep my candles in when i was cleaning my room, but i was super smart and took them out before-hand so i could light them o^-^o. gee golly i'm smart. anyway. i downloaded shadow skill for fun. o_o; i hated it. *shrugs* ya. well. life goes on. ^-^ i'm watching FLCL for the millionth time. i luff that series. i think i'm going to cosplay as Haruko. ^-^; just because i think shes hot. >D and her and i are like, twins. lol somehow. *applauds to Ginax* ba-raaaaaavo. u did i tight ass job. ^-^; and ya..i need to find my own little naota. >< chunkachu is a poo head......can't go to AI can ya? CAN YA!!? and.........ya......naota is just a weeeeeeeee bit shorter? o_____________o; damn well i need to get the dvds. the first one is already out here. >_>; damn americanized anime..... ya'd think they wouldn't licence it accounting there is some wierd shit going on. o well. whatever turns on those american licencers..o_o; wellllll matta

||meg-chan licked the bo-day at 12:18 p.m||
||name|| megan
||age|| 14
||location|| i-o-waa
||grade|| 9th?
||BUENO|| si
||anime|| FLCL, gravitation, yami no matsuei, love hina, angels tail, noir, kite, mezzo forte, kenshin, buttobi cpu o*-*o
||manga|| FLCL, DNAngel, Yami No Matsuei, KareKano, gravitation o*-* list too long!
||bands|| malice mizer, lords of acid, glay, (various jrock bands *-*), linkin park, slipknot, system of a down, radiohead
||singer(s)|| shiina ringo, GACKT, maaya sakamoto, fiona apple?, michelle branch o_<

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