*coughs*

01.06.02

gah i'm still alive. >> first of the month... ya, blah. i made a new layout... ya... maybe i'll put it up...


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doshitano???

31.05,02

i don't know what to do. i don't know what to do...i wanna scream soo loud... i went into the anime chat for once in a long time. haha i love it there usually. i got a nice welcome. o_O sounds kinda wierd but i'm just wierd ok. i feel reaaaaaaaly tired, and i'm so wide awake i'm tweeked.i need some damn help..i hate thinking about what if's and so on. and. i think all the time about her and how she made some things so damn miserable for me but... i dunno. gah.. imma gunna go to bed. i was working on one layout... and o_O; it is ok. i'm just way to lazy to get it working 'cause... i am too much in pain. my whole body hurts, and i'm glad i'm sleeping downstairs. because i can't make it upstairs without falling down and crying for no apparent reason... i need a shower... i want to die so bad... but i'm so afraid of death, so afraid of death... i guess that... i just don't want to not be able to not breathe anymore. not taste the sweet kisses of life. **gah that was corny-bare with me i'm in a 'mood'** and feel warmth around me. and...from what my mom knows now...the thing i live for. and how i'd do anything. *cries* but... gone... its time for me to get to sleep, i might feel better tomarrow, what if i dont wake up? what would i do? i want to die so bad, but, i don't want to not be able to see...th..h--im ever again. o_o; no one knows what i'm talking about... cut up and down not sideways... it goes faster.


-'€ 9:45 pm €'-

o god...

31.05.02

i'm so damn cold... my chest hurts and i can't breathe at all. i sit and rock in my chair saying "dame dame dame dame" over and over and over. i want to die so badly... because not being able to...breathe, talk... just think... and... stay in deep thought... i feel like i'm going to go throw up over and over until i'm empty...illness illusion. i feel so wrong. i don't know, *cries* i just want to die... so badly...

quizzes fo' me o_O; people= shit

31.05.02


[listening to: hailie's song eminem]


Are you a Seme or Uke?

o_O tightness

4 hours after previous entry

XD i just listened to this one clip of gackt talking in english **eventhough i have heard him singing in english a la-"to feel the fire" o_O he sounded high but anyway** it was sooo cool, he was introducing "secret garden" and he sounded pretty goood. o_O; lets hear it again. he says "**stuff in japanese** this is my new single secret garden, i uhhh, hope u all, uh, like it" XD and i downloaded a kick ass version of mizerable. [into the water] its pretty coolies. >> my compie is all laggin. boo--

o_O fek this-its 5 ok!?

without you I'm alone

I cannot help it I couldn't stop it if I tried The same old heartbeat fills the emptiness I have inside And I've heard that you can't fight love, so I won't complain 'Cause why would I stop the fire that keeps me going on?


'Cause when there's you, I feel whole And there's no better feeling in the world But without you I'm alone And I'd rather be in love with you


Turn out the lights now To see is to believe I just want you near me I just want you here with me And I'd give up everything only for you It's the least that I could do

'Cause when there's you, I feel whole And there's no better feeling in the world But without you I'm alone And I'd rather be in love with you


And I feel you holding me

Why are we afraid to be in love? To be loved I can't explain it I know it's tough to be loved


And I feel you holding me

Oh, oh And when there's you, I feel whole And there's no better feeling in the world But without you I'm alone And I'd rather be in love Yes, I'd rather be in love Oh, I'd rather be in love with you


And I feel you holding me, oh

hehe ya i looooooove that song. ^-^ ya, well anyway. today was my science and japanese final. i can't tell the other japanese people about the final. o_O sorry chibi, it was pretty easy thats all i can say. >< reading comprehension pisses me off sometimes tho. because sometimes the questions are in english, but this time they were just in japanese and stuff. lè sigh. anyway, i stayed with ash for lunch and then i called my brother it took 4 times before he picked me up. gah and he was like "blah blah blah, i have no gas and shit" so i said "take my money from the top of the dryer and get ur lazy ass up here" o_O and he gladly took it. and then after the wierd ass phonecall me and ash went outside and waited for him to come. ^-^ i loff her soooo much *huggles her ash* >< MINE FOOLS. hahaha >< UR MY WOMAN! hahah ^-^; everyone was like =O because i wore my fishnet shirt and my spike necklaces today. =P i was like "eat this!" and shizznit. ^-^ but anyway, it was sooo much fun outside. o_O even if we just sat there. yaya i loff her bunchies. o ya, i wrote in her yearbook, LETS PLAY THE PENIS GAME! PENIS! o_O and then i drew the hugest penis ever. hahaha with a spiked cock ring. XD LMFAO. she was like DAAAAAAAAMN. and after that i wrote one of those stupid long notes, so now, she has like no room for other people to sign her yearbook. at least i got my fun with it. o_O;;; anyway after drawing horns on mr. wong captioned with "EEBIL" my brother got there and he made me take him to taco johns to get a 6 pack and a pound. ;-; i'm poor now. and i hafta save my fekking munah for the convention. **black wings and allllll** ^-^; well anyways, i'm gunna c if i can download kazaa back. T_____T if that virus cums back i swear. >< HELL WILL PAY! **muah**


-'€sang gibbs @ 1:10pm

:::insert abnoxious squeekin' sneeze here:::

26.05.02

naughty me. =D i didn't write in here yesterday, when i got back from adventureland yesterday i got on here and i was having some major problems, like when i got on yesterday morning. o_o; Benjie ViRuZ **benjiman** d00d i can't spell. but anyway, i had to delete kazaa ;-; bawling since chobits ep. 8 was almost finished >< GOD DAMMIT SO CLOSE! and so on. i think i'll just get morpheus-so i can get my anime shizznit. o_O; but anyway, i went to adventureland yesterday with niki and other people. JENNY IS SO DAMN COOL! shes just like me- we got in so much trouble. hahaha i have a big mouth. i spit on some lady's hat on the sky thingie and she saw me i guess and she was stalking us. hahaha and then we left at 9:00 so we went to mcdonalds and i got a happy meal **i got a pooh toy** and i wrote poo on my hand and jenny wrote stinks on her hand. ^-^ hahaha but anyway back to when we were at MD, well jenny put a pickle on her nose and started to rip up her cheeseburger and rub it on me and her face. o________o they got a pic of that. we went into the bathroom to wash up-and playing with air-dryers... hahah we undid our pants and had the air blow down them. XD but it was so cool at adventureland. we went on the log ride alot and jenny and i got soaked. and we looked like we pissed ourselves, we might've did o_O i had to pee pretty badly. hahah, i got 2 necklaces which are so damn cool, one is silver with black stuff and little chubby spikes, then i got a silver one with long sharp spikes. ^-^; it was so cool, i got a butterfly tattoo on my arm, the old lady that did it for me messed up a few times before she got it right. **sneezes** AAAAA ALERGIES!!!!! ya we saw i think his name is Colin? Cory? something with a C but anyway. o_O; he was all over jenny and it was so halarious because she was like ;-; stoooooop and i was like XD LMFAO NYA HAAAAAA!!!!! and niki was like ">> dumbass" hahaha it was so great, we went on the Underground alot and we were screaming for no apparent reason, and and and *-*. o_O; eventually at the end at the icecream shop we got to talking about penis sizes and then jenny was like "SO-AND-SO'S IS 8 INCHES" and i got out of my chair and started falling down and tripping saying "oo ouch, my vagina hurts" o_o HAHAHAH I WAS KIDDING IT FELT FINE, but i said it to scare the old and yungins. ^-^;;; ya we got really sick around there, there were lotsa kids with swords and i called them "whatever color-dildo's" hahaha ^-^; but there were lotsa couples there. ;-; and they were all huuuuuugggggggggggin and kisssssssssssin and all makin babies alllll infront of me and i was like ";-; fuck you too-that hikey was made by a vacuum" T________T and i wanna kiss riiiiiiiight now >> KISS ME! hahaha i'm in a wierd mood, i'm suppposed to be cleaning my room because i spent a shit-load of my and my mums munah saturday. *-* woo. ahahaha well bai bai

[listening to: round table-ft. nino= let me be with you chobits OP]

-'€sang gibbs @ 2:13€'-

o_O; fek u and fek u too

25.05.02

best way to end a nice night. put on your osbournes t-shirt and have a fight with shaun. everything i ever wanted... lè sigh. its a bunch of bullshit... o_O ya i forget peoples voices... i wrote a page in muh nutto **notebook** XP i named it nutto... well i wrote a page about me forgetting a certain someones voice, even though i promised myself i wouldn't. i did. gah. >> takes a night staying at home looking at dirty anime piccies to make u think about shit sometimes. =P ind00bedently --a la michael-- gah ;-; jerry u bitch talk to me, being away makes me sad. ;-; >< ok fuck this i'm going to call Jessie and i might as well ask graham to take me to redfield. i miss my home. u never realize how lucky u are until u lose it all..


-'€sang gibbs @ 9:37pm€'-

*-* shopping makes me feel good **gags** and sick at the same time

25.05.02

^-^ i just got back from shopping and i got alot. o boy. o_o well first we went to pac sun and i was going to get some of these capris but i wanted to see what they had at hottopic. annnnnnndddddd i was like LOOK! AND LOOK! and so on. well when i first got there i was like ! WHERE IS MY AFRO KEN PLUSHIE! hahaha and the guy there let me choose from the SUPER SIZE afro ken or the small one, and my mom said she'd get me the smaller one since it was $9 **rainbow 'fro and all** then i got a happy bunny shirt that says "you suck and that's sad" XD and the guy there was like "hes so sad..." and i got that. then i went to the osbournes stuff and i got a osbournes t-shirt that said "there goes the fucking neighborhood" >> but it doesn't say fucking. ;-; its like *$&#ing... buuuuuut then we were about to check out and the new guy was like "are u intresting on these black wings" and i was like "YES HOW MUCH!?" **he was wearing them** and he said "they were 85, and for today only they are $30" i almost pissed myself. ^-^ now i have my black wings which i am going to wear for my cosplay. we went to bath and body works after that and spent $50 hahaha i got a air freshener and 2 shimmer spray sun screen thingies. and my mom got some stuff. theeeeeeeen we went to suncoast, eh gah. been there dun that, seen that anime and so on. then we were really tired and i was starting to feel sick since i was wearing a sports bra that was choking my boobies eek! and so we went back to hottopic to get my wings **hahaha and i saw a fishnet shirt and got it too** and we were off. theeeeen we went to target, and came home. when i got home i pranced around in my wings which are veeeeeeeeery delicate. i'd really hate to hurt those, since those were the only pair they had. **right off of that one guys back he reminds me of Justin from queer as folk-^-^ kawaii** and i feeeeeelllll so damn special because they wont have any more until halloween, but i think back to $85. **sorry kids** its amazing what shopping your ass off does to someone. b-a-wiss. i should've gotten that blink 182 sweatshirt, i'm cold. but who cares XD i am the black angel of death, feel my fucking wraaaaaaath. ^-^ **blows kisses**


-'€sang gibbs @ 4:02pm€'-

isn't my mom so cool, she paid for 1/2 of those damn wings XD GOD I LOVE HER! **huggles her afro ken plushie** SQUEEEEEEEEEEE

>< WTFEK IS WRONG WITH ME!!!???

25.05.02

OH MI GOD, I'M LISTENING TO BRITNEY FUCKING SPEARS.. **overprotected, if u wanted to know** >_____>; and the terrible thing.... is that i am enjoying it, mind you... >> i could sing this song better than her. maybe i should... €my life has been so ove--€ i'm sick.... *faints* ;-; next i'll be camped out for the next backyard boys concert. o god. PUH-LEAAAAAASE kill me. but anyway. ^-^ the song changed to disturbed, so i'm all good. i get to go to hottopic today and spend my paycheck. i have to save about $20 for adventureland tomarrah. ^-^ i'll go on the tornado and dragon a billion times for u all. ^-^.... and... i'm going to get........ today at hottopic..... AFRO KEN!!!!!!!!!!! XD afroken is my new obsession, hes like.......a dog.....with a fro' one of my favorite things. hhahahaha i told marc to grow one so i could touch it. = since Larry and his twin brother raaaaaarley keep their hair frowed......o_o and i'm quite shy around them. *lEsigh* i'm too shy at school...o_o sometimes...... mostly i am though. unless i'm in japanese. i get kicked out all the time ~_~; but at least i know wuts goin on **coughs jerrid, andrew and owen-cough>> ya i miss her. >< she used to live in redfield where i used to be, now shes in florida. gah. >> kinda sad since i couldn't visit her this spring break. she lives in Tampa, gah. ;-; and might i add shes hotttt-----------........ an..no... >> uh... my next layout should be a pic of me and her. poo its really bad tho 'cause it is when i was 7 or 8. o_o and she looks uglah in it because shes wearin glasses. pooey foo! ^-^ *waves* *puts on her afro ken rainbow wig and POOF*


-'€sang gibbs @ 10:15am€'-

^-^ good mood-o

24.05.02

everything is back to normal. ^-^ it feels good. i went out to happy joes today after the tests.. i only had one so i had to wait for everyone to finish their spanish or any other language final. **japanese people are special-er** i sat and talked to saharu ^-^ she read my manga and gave me back my chobits. and i'm going to get the rest with this paycheck i think. i have to get some of the special edition ones tho like...#3 comes with a postcard holder and #5 comes with a puzzle in a coolies tin. and i think #3 comes with a planner sort of thing. ^-^ i want 'em allllll... but i still need that certain photobook. >> sets me back about 53 bucks. gah. ^-^ but its worth it. i made so many layouts, all i need to do is just pick which one i'll use next. but i might just stay with this one for awhile. i need to stop changin on u people. ^-^; i just find good pics fo' em' ^-^.... MY BACK ITCHES ;-; and i can't itch it because my burn will bleeed and i dun want blood on my shirt. o_O or my bra.... **both black-un-noticable** ^-^ good thing about black. this is my favorite shirt tho. its long sleeved, lycra and its v-neck and the sleeves end all bell-ish. >> too tight tho so i wore my red fleece hood. o_O; which Britney took and wore... o_O she called me last summer too and asked about chase. gah wierd people at school. but anywayz. Happy Joes was really cool, tuuuuuuuns of people went and it was Andrea, Josh, brad, christina, Chris, holli **brynn didn't go** and the 3 joshes **doezn't count that other josh o_O these are the wierd joshes, counting the titty grabber XD which knows better now** were there... then we sat there on the corner of 35th and maple and waved at cars. thats a really busy street, and then some guy just stopped and ran down the train tracks... we wanted to steal his vehicle. XD we are bad kids. ^-^; it was a nice, but we'd have to squeeze in all 9 of us. woo, me and josh were going to walk back up school to get on the buses but we wouldn't make it. ;-; and i didn't wanna walk all the way back. so the 3 joshes left with cody and then josh left with christina, and chris walked home, and then me brad and andrea walked home, and brad gave me a ride home. that pretty much gets me to here. ^^; i'm cold now. ;-; i was hot. my ass hurts from the pavment. gah. ^-^ i might go out to see the New Guy with them again tonight, dunno, depends if me and josh get out of work early enough. maybe brynn can go this time. she went to adventureland... i am going to go with niki sunday maybe. ^-^ u gotz my numbah right? gah i have my life back. O_o i give it a week to last. lè sigh...


-'€sang gibbs @ 1:33€'-

i think i need a new time tellin phrase, gimme imput o_O tag it

>> was my face red?

23.05.02

today sucked, not as bad as i thought it'd be though accounting what happened last night. i didn't hurt myself at all, unless drowing muhself in tears and waking up at 2 in the morning and not getting back to bed until 5:30 counts. but anyway... i tried to act as happy as possible. which was pretty impossible. in japanese people noticed because i wasn't getting yelled at and getting kicked out etc.. melissa wrote a note saying "seriously meg, whats wrong" reply "nothing" her reply "bullshit" reply "thats not very nice.." (*ha ha ha*) it made me feel special that i iz have a friend wike her that can notice that. o_O;; with my head on my desk basically almost in tears. theeeeeeeen about 10 min later Kanai sensee (i?) came up to me saying "are u ok? your face is red, are u hot" >> "no, i'm quite cold" >> its 20 degrees in southwoods c'mon... she felt my forehead and yep i had a pretty high fever, i wasn't sick though, i was just totally depressed, so damn sad i wanted to lock myself into my box and never come out sit and cry... but i couldn't... watching romeo and juliet brought me to tears, i had to walk out. o_O; its an emotional movie. death isn't my cup of tea. i didn't eat at lunch. >>...but tomarrow, me, michael, josh, brad, christina, mandy, holli and maybe brynn... are going to walk down to Happy Joes after the tests. i need some time with my friends, which means awkward moments telling Melissa 'bout everything. everything makes me so uncomfortable. i can't even sit there with mike without sayin "o_O; i feel uncomfortable my friend mike" he sits there "hmm mhmmm" and i say "what? u like having men down ur pants?" and he said "MM! UHMHMM" yaya hes a good kid. o_O; ya 'tis muh friend'z wil' sistahs bo-friend. which i used to be friends with my friends wil sister and then blah i'm really not right/right now. o_O;;; >> go here and read......most of the lyrics... mostly "goodbye to you", "here with me" and.stuff.and.its. basically.. how me iz feelin. gah mi hurtz. i'm off to sleep, c'mon its my day off. its supposed to be enjoyed. and the only way i can enjoy it in my situation, is a nice long sleep... i have a hot date with my bed and cd player and believe me its going to end up with more than sleepin together. >> god i know how much that doesn't make sense leave meh alone. i hate people. >< i can't say things with out things goint totally...crazy and ruining my life. >> ow. yesterday after i got off putah' and i went to brush my hair and i went for my brush and the curling iron (which was on... @_# thanks mom) it burnt my back and my arm. >> i hate u mister 5 dollah curling iron. gah "you need prozac" >> unquote...too many peoples. i wanna say something so bad but i'm 'fraid that it'll make me seem... i don't know. its not bad, i promise.. i don't know. i'll write more later tonight...


-'€sang gibbs @ 4:40pm€'-

paaaaain

22.05.02

i'm in so much pain, my chest, and my throat feel like razors *like i didn't know what those felt like anyway* but it stings so much, let alone the cuts on my feet and legs from dropping a wine bottle at work today... and those bled like...animelike o_O;;; i swear they looked all kenshinish. **loff ova-i cried** but anyways. my hands are shaking so bad... me and jerry were joking around about me being his munkah and i sang. **i'll be your little munkah to make u smile** which i sang to my mum when she went on the rockin roll roller coaster-which she bawled on. but anyway. he said "megan get out of my pants!" and i said "get ur hand out of my shirt" then we were all lol hahaha and so on and then shaun found out and..he said lots of things...like...Shaun says: yeah your dad would like it that you doing this. and as lots of people know. **even ones that dont really know me well** know...saying anything about my papa is...forbidden. no one really knows his real name and how much he meant to me. i almost cried today in the library talking to melissa about my glasses, because it reminded me of when the first ones broke because i remember my daddy putting the broken ones in his shirt pocket and i can remember his colonge and the exact shirt he was wearing, it was a blue flannel and jeans. and i remember everything but his voice, i can't believe it but, i forgot his own voice, and the day after he died i thought to myself *never forget his voice, its all what u have of his phisical self* and i can't believe i did. all i know was that it was low and scruffy. *cries* i miss him so much. i want to die right now. i can't take this... lets talk about my day... it was pretty normal. danced with jason, we talked about his car. awhile back when i got in trouble for not coming home after work and i was supposed to go to melissas i was over at jamison and jessys and jason was there showin off his new car, its all purpleish and sport-car-ish.... this song... you and me, we used to be together, every day together, always... i really feel that i'm losing my best friend, i can't believe this really could be...the end...it looks as though, youre letting go and if its real well i don't want to know...don't speak i know just what u are saying, so please stop explaining so please stop explaining, don't tell be cause it hurts...don't speak i know what youre thinking and i don't need your reasons, don't tell me cause it hurts... our memories, well they can be inviting, but some are altogether mighty frightening...as we die, both you and i, with my head in my hands i sit and cry--... Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no) Don't speak I know what you're thinking I don't need your reasons Don't tell me cause it hurts...It's all ending I gotta stop pretending who we are... You and me I can see us dying...are we? ya...and so on...i can't take it...i'm going to bed...oh, but i got my manga... (FLCL, chobits and alice 19th) and o_O flcl is like...on sum serious speed....bye...;-;


-'€sang gibbs @ 8:09pm€'-

d00d my brother is a bitch, in a girly way.

21.05.02

hes such a little dumbfuck. he said "why don't u steal from work" and i said "because i like my job, i don't want to be fired" and then he said "why not? u haven't ever been fired before" and i said "you may not like having a job and money but I do" and then he said "what the fuck is your problem you moody bitch, i can't believe u even have friends" and then he threw my backpack at me which weighs alot, and then he threw down my **open** pencil bag and pencils, pens and so on... i don't really care unless he doesn't hurt me like he did before that one time, it hurt to sleep, accounting, laying down and so on..anyway...moving...on... o_O fuel yay... this song is soooooo meeeee...... Bad day its pretty good. o_O explains me pretty well. >> i have lotsa bad days. >< i'm so pissed, my DVD player on my compie duzn't work because someone screwed up the drive, it wont read dvds anymore, and we even deleted everything off of our compie and put it back on and so on... >< and the fucker still duzn't want to work for me. >> they worked once upon a fucking time. but that was when compie was new. urrrrrrrvil zunz o' bizzzotches. ^-^; well.....i'll watch GTO somewhere else then. >> ok uh u can stop signing in now, he will be back, dun be impatient. >> urgh... uhhh........my head hurts like a mofo...urgh **i've turned into a pirate** o YES we watch Romeo and Juliet in english. my favorite movie. the gooooood version. ^-^; (1996) i think it of me and *coughs* at times. but thats kinda retarded because i dun think of muhself as a Capulet and being forbidden from being with so and so and then ending up killing myself. ;-; dun kill urself if i die chunkachu, i might be alive some way o_O! if i am forced to marry a guy named paris or some other european city then......SAVE ME! ^-^; and get me a milkshake while u iz at it oki!? ^-^;;; i keep thinking Saharu hates me for some odd reason, she made a character of me.....and i'm quote "sexy, cool, popular, surrounded by boys with gifts" >> sarah says that was her first impression of me. ;-; how the fuck am i any of those things!? i've been with myself for hmm.....14 years and i dun ever recognize any of that. but hey believe what u want. at least i'm not a magical girl like melissa LMFAO. well...uh.....o_O; shaye ur a poo poo head, i know u and joey are all molesting eachother in public and all but stiiiiiilllllllllll o_O;;; oki well i'm goin to go... XD DOWNLOAD "HEY MISTER" by Custom. ^-^; and sing it to someones dad. ^-^;;;;;


-'€sang gibbs @ 7:45pm€'-

;-; pooey

20.05.02

i'm hunggie. ;-; i didn't eat lunch and i prolly wont eat dinner...my mom is asking me for money to get groceries. i said no because that's saved for other things. she can ask my brother since he owes her 180. >> which i know he'll never pay back. msn hates me. bastards, its too busy, a fucking server shouldn't be too busy. >< bitches. today we danced in p.e. and i danced with chris, which i went out with him...when, along time ago. but we catched up on some things and we did the cha cha. >> i honestly think that partner dancing should be prohibited. but hey... its supposed to be fun, we did the cha cha to ludacris, so thats good, right? maybe msn will let me on now... its tryin, its tryin.. **i think i can i think i can i think i can** c'mon u can do it! ~sees the little msn thingie slowly up the hill~ c'mon boy! c'mon u can do it! YES!!!!!! ^-^; gee golly. o_o; i guess lots of people were kicked off 'cause theres like only 6/150 on... ** i have a very full list ^-^€€** anyway. o_O;; still. trillian was working then i tried on msn again. then it worked then it didn't *shrugs* as long as i am on now i'm a-ok....i'm cold all of a sudden. boo...


-'€sang gibbs @ 4:00pm€'-

we have another fake shit stained huzz out there

19.05.02

kinda sad to know that my 'best friend' is like, not telling me anything. for some odd reason shes sad about god knows what, shes fucking sad all the fucking time... and then i ask jerry and hes like "blah blah no i promised i wouldn't tell" what the hell!? am i THAT fucking bad. Geebuz, i'd like to think i'll eventually have a friend sometime in my life that would tell me things, and vice fucking versa. >> god i hate fake people. especially people that tell fucking online shitt stained huzz'z out there and not their friends irl... honestly i bet i know that tomarrow i will be ignored as usual and then end up not talking for another fucking month. ya i'm in a bad mood because me and my mom have 30$ to last us until friday... and its for my lunch and my mom cigarettes and gas. and i only eat lunch i don't eat dinner so my fat ass brother can eat. if he doesn't eat 5 meals a day he will die. i have to go, i have to go vent and write a 5 page thing in my buzzed notebook still warm from my previous writingz


-'€sang gibbs @ 8:45pm€'-

€€oodles of stuff to bitch about =D joy€€

19.05.02

hm... melissa burns herself now. >> ok, i honestly don't give a shit if she reads this or not but, what the fuck is wrong with her? she uses a pen. and now she burns herself because her mom took her blade. shes dumber than i thought, and honestly i'm not going to stop her because, she didn't tell me she only told shaun, which i wasn't suprised but hey! who cares, i need to vent more. >> i need water to pour over myself, i'd steam like a sauna thingie? O_o; lè sigh. o______o **pokes shèna's boob and giggles**


-'€sang gibbs @ 6:15€'-

cold hands. boo

19.05.02

just to think.. finals start this week... shiiiiiiit. then next monday no school, all pools open though. hmm. maybe the weather will warm up... i need a tan...eventhough i'd kill myself before i get into a swimsuit.hm..dunno. well.. ya...new layou... yaya i had the alice one for like...2 days? *shrugs* if u didn't read any of the entries, go to my 9th archive...the 8th archive is a waste of time. because i have no 8th archive that has entries in it because i screwed it up. ;-; and no one will be able to seeeee my gackt layout again. **bawls** i'm just going to make a different one sometime. A MY BACK ITCHES. **itches it** mm ya...i need to hack someone... i want to know whos on their list... ¬¬ put it on my to do list. >> i need a better password cracker. eww i feel icky. i need a shower. i'll go soon. o_o i promise ^-^; well i'm off...*POOF*


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-'€right now€'-
time: 12:05pm
wearing: t-shirt boxerz and pj pants =\
talking 2: no one =(
eating: nothing
drinking: nuthing ;-;
feeling: my foot's alseep
thinking: o_o blue skyy sounds good
wants: ;-; chunkachu
needs: blue skyy and chunkachu;-;
song: "Anata wa sugu ni shashin wo toritagaru
Atashi wa itsumo sore wo iyagaru no
Datte shashin ni natchaeba atashi ga furuku naru ja nai

Anata wa sugu ni zettai nado to iu
Atashi wa itsumo sore wo iyagaru no
Datte samete shimatchaeba sore sura uso ni naru ja nai

Don't you think I wana be with you
Koko ni ite, zutto
Ashita no koto wa wakaranai
Dakara gyutto shite ite ne, DAARIN

Anata wa sugu ni ijikete misetagaru
Atashi wa itsumo sore wo yorokobu no
Datte KAATO mitai dakara atashi ga KOOTONII ja nai

Don't you think I wana be with you
Soba ni kite, motto
Kinou no koto wa wasurechaou
Soshite gyutto shite ite ne, DAARIN

Mata shigatsu ga kita yo
Onaji hi no koto wo omoidashite

Don't you think I wana be with you
Koko ni ite, zutto
Ashita no koto wa wakaranai
Dakara gyutto shite ite ne

I wana be with you
Soba ni kite, motto
Kinou no koto wa wasurechaou
Soshite gyutto shite ite ne
Gyutto shite ite ne, DAARIN

You're the type that's soon to want to take a picture
I always hate that kind of thing
I mean, if I become a photograph, won't I turn old?

You always say things like "always" so quickly
I always hate that kind of thing
I mean, if our passion cools, won't those words become lies?

Don't you think I wanna be with you
Stay here, always
We don't know anything about tomorrow
So just hold me tight, darling

You're the type that's soon to show weakness
That kind of thing always makes me happy
I mean, because you look like Curt, I must be Courtney

Don't you think I wanna be with you
Come closer to me
Let's forget yesterday
And just hold me tight, darling

April has come again
Let's recall that same day

Don't you think I wanna be with you
Stay here, always
We don't know anything about tomorrow
So just hold me tight

I wanna be with you
Come closer to me
Let's forget yesterday
And just hold me tight
Just hold me tight, darling"

gibbs Shiina Ringo

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