pulledfromthewreckageofmysilentreverie

don't think you can control us

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badminton teachers kind of sux lah kaes. during the sports talk, we had to write down the qualities of our team. we put TALKATIVE, EMOTIONAL and bracket put mrs seah's name. FOR FUN. ms tan went to take it down from the wall n showed the rest of the teachers. den tt kao pei mr phee came talk to us. he said badminton got "Dead wood", that means those people hu hasnt been cuming training sometimes and their attitude sux. i personally hate that term. he even got the change cca forms ready. n he said he would consider sending letter to the person to drive them outta the cca if their attitude dun change for the better. he put some pple under probation. i dunno hu. maybe me. oh wells. GOT ANY CCAS THE TEACHERS DRIVE THEM OUTTA THE CCA??
ok fine fine. den he talked abt the things we wrote abt mrs seah. ok wells, he was trying to be fierce, in the wrong wae. saying badminton only got unity n nothing else. he said we were arrogant, n he cannot stand arrogance. he felt disappointed with us. hey, did u really give a fucking damn abt us? c'mon, its just on the surface. what crap, he was trying to dominate badminton lor. tt's how all of us felt. den miss oh toked to us. she was okay. just tt she asked damn a lot of questions. we stood for one hour in the MPR. ok well at least she's not THAT BAD. coz i heard her telling the teachers to "give them face", supposed it refered to not scolding us in front of everybody, but after everybody left. all abt disrespectful, hurting peoples' feelings, must wait until pple leave then cherish them. well, to be truthful, i will never miss mrs seah. sad to sae, when she cried for us, i felt nothing. miss lim told us, she suspected whether our unity is just on the surface.i felt so heartbroken. i wished mrs lee was here.

abt the camp, i was even more mad. phee said it's a training camp to prepare us for coming competition. C'MON LAH, thu fri sat sun all training? u crazy or what? heard of people having camp in school to have mostly trainings? one hour of game? n seah cancelled all the treasure hunts n water games. too dangerous OH YAH PLAY WHAT? LONDON BRIDGE IS IT?? cannot bbq lah, later hair caught fire, burn until the brain, its dangerous lor. talking about giving the best to us, did they really undertstand us? got camps teachers plan EVERYTHING one issit? what arrogance? what crap abt u disliking arrogance? what disappointment? what fucking teachers we have huh? nearly all of us cried. they said us until like we were so incorrigible. cum to think of it, i dun even think its so serious. it was just a joke lor. cant take jokes n criticism issit? tt yuying, miss oh call us to cum out hueva suggested putting seah's name. i dunno hu is was, but yuying came out in case osm scolds. soo foolish of her. she cried like shit. charmian, kaixin, szuyu, pamela..the rest had red eyes. yah, it was tt serious. we have more than unity kaez. dun put us down like that.

mr phee fucking sux. he is a disgusting, hairy, domineering, anyhow-do-things gorilla. to all those phee-fans out there, i'm so sorry but ur taste is really extremely n utterly lousy.