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succumbed to crumbs of my fantasy
261001
happie b-dae dad and tavia duckie!
today's so borin as usual. me chel boon han L-4 all went totally crazy at the forum this mornin. esp me n chel. we were erms, singin crazy songs n entertainin while the others simple laff at us. haha. bored larhs. the 4.30 talk was so borin. prac fallin asleep. after tt went macs wif jiaxi sand sin. accidentally pass jx's phone to sin! haha sumore its her father, den sin keep "pa, pa" to the wrong father! ahahahha.....=)
suddenly i din reallie feel like goin to the chalet anymore. i scared i'll get upset, n quite lil pple r goin. i tot our class is spontaneous. well, perhaps, not a few.
yah, n she does it again. y she always get so happie when she's arD? n erms so bored n stuff when only me ard?
=( like what can i do..
251001
so tiring! today's training. except havin to put up wif what i've always been puttin up with, training is so tiring but fun. i felt so sporty n healthy n energetic! haa mad. i like loblobsmashnetnetlift. =) they did 15 x 4 sit ups, push ups and backflaps. n tt disgustin leg up thingie. n run 10 min! i quite like the run. i love runnin in the hall. madness. physical's so light today. yay.
i kept sweating!! esp on my face! my forehead was covered by big drops of sweat. eee. i think coz i eat yu pian beehoon, den i put lotsa chili. den i kept sweatin. n now like tt. haha. lose weight easy arh. but erms, dun think i wanna lose weight.
oh yah. just taught my dad how to sms. haha. tml his bdae. *panics*
i find myself more n more boring. if not y pple prefer talking to others rather than me? laugh at others' jokes n stories n din reallie bother to find out mine? only cum to me when the others' are not ard? what crap?
221001
i hate you and i hate you !!! you stop makin use of what i'm left of. you, stop, stop makin me so miserable. stop daoing me.
got back my papers. quite happie. i guess. hais. cant wait to get out of the school.
my teeth hurts badly. i wish it'll stop.
ouch.
y issit tt u dunno every lil thing u do hurts me badly?
211001
"How can i say goodbye to someone i never had?
Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine?
Why is that i miss someone i was never with
why do i love someone who's love was never mine?"
201001
today's aint a good day to go out. regret it now. hais. shant elaborate further.
finally downloaded another oldie tt i love so much. more than words by extreme. always tot its by beegees. no wonder cannot find. =)
Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
heys honey. u're right. i shouldnt always haf tt innocent thinking in my mind tt friends are supposed to be always there for you. its time tt i get real independant. just wanna say luv ya lots. always there for you. -hugs-
If you only know what I feel for you
If you only lived for me the way I live for you
I'd be in heaven my dreams would come true
'Cause all I've ever wanted is you
And you alone and I love you so
More than you could ever know
All I've ever wanted is you
sometimes i wish that it is known, but i dun wish somebody to avoid me
I’m more than a bird...I’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see
It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you conceed
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me
i hate/love this song. it gets me quite sad.
191001
today had games carnival. at 1st played captain's ball. realised my skills was horrible. exchanged wif candice n chel changed wif boon. haha. i was complaining coz i nv even hold a hockey stick b4. heh. sandy scored!! coz previous games, nobody scored any goals b4. my game, against purity i think, it was a draw. then the announcer started counting down to the end of the game 7, 6, 5, 4, 3 3rd second regina hit from outside i suddenly got it. shiping must get one point! then 2, i tried to shoot in. 1, it got in!! it was so shocking. haha mine was by luck. was so happie. we all hugged each other on the field. den nt game against, grace, they scored one. so saddening. den i scored again! by luck again. so happie. my greatest achievement in my life. haha. at least i dun feel so useless like i am in other sports *refuse to elaborate*n rachel very good lor. i dunno how she stopped the ball one.
i guess now they are at fish n co. n i'm here online. dun think n i'm damn tired from today. n jiaxi they all at seoul garden i think. nvm... actually seoul garden eat a lot will get sick of all the meat stuff. just kind of wish tt i'm there, but tooo tired. =p
i've been sittin here
cant get u off my mind
i try my best to be a man and be strong
i drive myself insane
wishing i can touch ur face
but the truth remains
Its just emotions, taking me over
I'm caught up in sorrow, lost in the soul
But if you don't come back, come home to me darling
Don't you know theres nobody left in this world to hold me tight
There's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
this song is really damnn nice. quite saddening. n very emotional. din noe it was sang by beegees b4! but bean said this version nicer. by destiny's child. my full recommendation. haha. lurrrve it.
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