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Thursday, October 31, 2002 07:31 p.m. i heard he sang a lullaby
how could an angel break my heart
i heard his face was white as rain
how could an angel break my heart
oh my soul is dying, it's crying
Wednesday, October 30, 2002 09:13 p.m. had a corny dream a few days ago. dreamt that jay came to singapore and me, sin and sher were in charge of showing him around. we drove the car around, and played many card games. hahaha, and i kept talking to him, while his voice got softer and softer each time. den the day came when he performed in school. we sat together and reserved a seat for him but he kept singing on the stage. 5566 were there too, and ren fu and shan wei were trying to be funny. hahahas, in the dream, jay's like our good friend?! -faints- why am i always dreaming of people i like coming to singapore and i always get to entertain them?! during the world cup fever, i dreamt that beckham came to singapore and we kept sms-ing each other with this really cool phone. hee!
oh yah, i'm still bitter about not being able to go to the concert. why am i poor!!! :(
Saturday, October 26, 2002 10:39 p.m. oohs, just realised temptation island changed to saturday nights. no wonder i couldnt find it that night, hee hee.
all friendships seem so futile now. why? we gonna split like shit and probably not talk to one another anymore. wells, i seem to be the only one sad about this. ha ha. :/ just too sad, too bad me and my friends have totally different aspirations huh? :/
talking to simin and virn now and suddenly, i feel like it's useless talking? simply because one year later, we'll probably be strangers already. what's the point? AHHHHHS DAMNIT. the sadness's creeping its way back.
virn: you take care with your alien yeahs? thanks for being the best junior i ever had! you and aileen! -snifffs- Friday, October 25, 2002 05:30 p.m. chel's streaking her hair, i wonder if it looks nice! :) well, i think so. i wanna dye my hair again too, but pondering over whether i should dye before or after os. :/
ahhh, ahahas, i totally forgot i have o levels in around one week's time. EEEEEKS!! Thursday, October 24, 2002 05:29 p.m. i really want to go to jay's concert, did you know? :/ -feels empty pockets-
whoa i cant believe it..! slept at 11 yesterday and woke up at 1 pm today. that's not the worse. i slept at 3pm and just woke up! kai called me a pig. :/ hee, which means i gonna study all night long man! or so i hope. btw, i really really don't give a fuck about some shit. mmms, simply because life's too short to care about little details like this?
i heard he sang it from his heart
when i found out thought i would die
because that lullaby was mine
i heard he sealed it with a kiss
he gently kissed her cherry lips
i found that so hard to believe
because his kiss belonged to me
why didn't he catch my falling star
i wish i didn't wish so hard
maybe i wished our love apart
how could an angel break my heart
soft as a rose that blooms in May
he keeps her picture in a frame
and when he sleeps he calls her name
i wonder if she makes him smile
the way he used to smile at me
i hope she doesn't make him laugh
because his laugh belongs to me
why didn't he catch my falling star
i wish i didn't wish so hard
maybe i wished our love apart
how could an angel break my heart
i'm trying to understand
please help me
wells! havent been here fer a few days and my guestbook is damn empty!!! :(arghs, just reached home after a really loooooong day. went to sch to study with kai and jess and kang came along. we all went sa audition together with szu and tav. hmmmms, i was quite embarrassed coz i was the only one not trying out and stood there like a weird duck. :/ me and kai took that bloody 166 which was damnnnn slow and the ride's around 1 and 1/2 hours?! stupid jam stupid bus... 2 other 166s caught up with us! eeeks. didnt exactly study much today, eeks, feeling guilty! me and kai actually survived 10 hours without food hehs! hah, today's really my last fried food day. :D
i'm blabbering like mad.. i don't know why! been studying with kai just now, of course, the attempts are successfully as usual. though we're always trying to find food, causing our stomachs to be bigger and our wallets thinner. :/ today's kind of like my first day really trying to study, :/ urghs. there are really many cases when people did better for prelims than os. bahhs, damnit!
i have a new phone!!! -dances around in joy- gotta 3610, don't know if anybody else have. szuyu told me sab c gotta silver one, while she wants the pink one. we'll form a nice array of colours! :D oh, m1 is promoting it free :), but gotta sign up for new plan. i have 900 free sms every month now! mms, just glad to get rid of my old and tattered phone. :) went compass point with my 2 sisters just now to get the phone, and birthday present for my dad. we bought this really nice blue shirt and a pair of berms. :) we also bought 4 handphone "chairs", for four of us. HaPpY! :D
chem prac was quite erms, so i refused to talk about it all the while. well, i never do well in chem prac anyways, hee. ate taiwan sausage after school -stares at aileen- hee. still my fave pasar malam food. whoa! went this luurrvely shop at toa payoh with chel and boon just now that sells yummy stuff like baked rice, pasta, pizza and brownie! :) we ate chicken baked rice, "jealousy" fries and brownie topped with caramel flavoured ice-cream! :) it's both satisfying and cheap. hmms, reeaally cheap.
Wednesday, October 23, 2002 01:12 a.m. went jess' house early in the morning, hoping that i'll study. hahas no it doesnt work out ever since last year! we rotted for a while watching tv, then set off to swim at about 1 pm. it was quite fun, just lazing around and soaking ourselves in the pool. yay, i have a more even tan now. the jacuzzi thingy made jess "bubble", and we had a good laugh. she kept being... insane i don't know why. :/ hee hee. while i was floating and relaxing in the water, gosh, i wish i never had to get up and go for stupid things like O Levels. oh, what wishful thinking. ok, we went back her house around 4?! obviously, we didnt study and cooked intant noodle for late lunch. then we just kept watching tv and looking at photos till i gotta go. what a total slacking day! wells, felt damn guilty but had loadsa fun lah. :D bahhs, WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME MAN :( -stamps- -kicks-
i think i have the sleep-too-long disease. any pills, anyone?
i think there's too much chlorine in my hair. mmms, maybe i'll go and bathe.
wondering why i'm here so late at night, or rather, so early in the morning? wells, i don't know. i was so exhausted i slept from 9pm to 1am, without even touching a single book. really, i gonna kill myself someday.