unchained melody
went to get my notes from szuyu just now. reallly sleeepy now. ate the-best-in-singapore curry puff from amk for lunch. i've been eatin it since i'm young, and i really wonder why they never seem to expand their business. it's tonnes times yummier than old chang kee's! really. okaes so whats with curry puffs man. me and jessica decided to shop-till-we-drop after prelims. haha, gonna find a job after Os. actually me and chel did find one last year, but they only called me. wasnt prepared to work alone, so i declined the offer. hope i can get a slackin yet high-pay job?! -slaps- i should change my gbook layout soon. it's 5 months old. :/
Saturday, September 14, 2002 01:16 a.m.
what a weird time to come online. slept in the afternoon and only woke up at 10 just now. hmms, totally missed my dinner. first week of prelims done! :) had a good laugh lookin at chel's old neoprint book. it's really unbelievable how people can change so much in 4 years mans, esp ***. hahas. watched mvp qing ren and suddenly realised many people like the tai zi. mms. wanna go for the esplanade opening festival! heard they gonna have real beautiful fireworks. saw the damn nice library on tv plus manymany audio-visual materials. think there are rooms to cater to people who wanna watch vcds. there's this waterfront thingy along marina bay for outdoor performances. whoa whoa, the stuff government spent money on.
Thursday, September 12, 2002 01:21 p.m.
i'm really giving up hope. i could even screw up my chem prac. left the whole 8-mark question blank. den i had to screw up today's physics too. think i'll fail section B quite badly. what bloody prelims is this man! :/ and seeing everybody around me burying their heads into the books make me feel damn stressed and guilty. i'm like still slacking, sleeping and watching tv like nobody's business. and i bet tm's amaths gonna be a killer too. i wanna fly away!! :((
i've been wandering around the house all night
wonderin what the hell to do
i'm trying to concentrate
but all i can think of is you
well the phone don't ring cuz my friends ain't home
i'm tired of being all alone
got the tv on cuz the radio's playing songs that remind me of you
baby when you're gone
i realize i'm in love
the days go on and on
and the nights just seem so long
even food don't taste that good
drink ain't doing what it should
things just feel so wrong
baby when you're gone
i've been drivin up and down these streets
trying to find somewhere to go
ya i'm lookin' for a familiar face
but there's no one i know
this is torture this is pain
it feels like i'm gonna go insane
Tuesday, September 10, 2002 09:24 p.m.
slept at 3pm and woke up at 7 pm. feel like sleeping now. :/ totally screwed up my ss prelims today! acted smart and only learnt one theme- growth of nations. the worse thing was i never even touch britain, and it had to come out! nearly handed in a blank page, but decided to crap something out of desperation. i am so gonna flunk it. x( for o levels, i just gonna cram everything inside my head mans.
think i saw a gay couple on the bus today. hahas they were doing something-i-not-sure-what till i went to the upper deck and think i disturbed them. hees.
Sunday, September 8, 2002 05:04 p.m.
happy birthday to my pitas!! heee it's one year old today. whoa oh my how time flies. tm will be prelims. :/ and i don't know what time i'm supposed to report to school, or which classroom i'm in. hahas. may the force be with everybody!
pieces of my broken dreams
don't know why i keep puttin this lyrics in my pitas, textbooks, everywhere. but, what the hell la.
if i was the one who was lovin u, baby
the only tears u'd cry would be tears of joy
and if i was by your side
u'll never know one lonely night
and if it was my arms u were running to
i'd give you love in these arms of mine
if i was the one in your life
if i could have just one wish
i'd wish that u were mine
i would hold u near
kiss away those tears
i'd be so good to u baby
u're the one i want next to me
but i guess that's just not meant to be
she's there in ur life
and she's sharing your nights
it'll never be, never be right
Saturday, September 7, 2002 01:58 p.m.
woke up at 1 pm today! i'm a pig when coming to sleepin' and eatin'. hee. i guess everybody's really stressed up over prelims which is coming in 2 days time. hmms just realised that. feel like i gonna take some major tests.. but its prelims! :) anyways, chill out everybody! dl-ing songs in the day is so much faster, and i'm gettin crazy. dl-ing all the songs i listened in primary school. hehs, these songs still get to me after such a long time. and i'm soo glad you're no longer in my dreams.
i've try to hide it so that no one knows
but i guess it shows
when you look into my eyes
it's been so long already
yet i'm still hurting inside
how could you ever escape from this crime
leavin me here to bleed to death
and that damned gbook is still there. cheat me! x.gbook.nu/shiping can't log in to edit anymore, but still can read my private msges. hope it'll never get deleted.. so many sweeet msges and i know i'll never see your entry in my gbook anymore. :/
Friday, September 6, 2002 10:27 a.m.
dunno why i'm online at such an early time. anyways, i guess it's really time for me to study hard! i only touched maths so far. :/ anyways, went out with sa n sher yesterday. i dunno why it's so exhausting. took neoprints with many parts of me cut off. :/ ate pastamania!! truly understand how chel feels. it's yummilicious! :) went home feelin sooo tired i just plonked onto my bed.
today's the 3rd consecutive day that i dreamt of someone. often, u dun dream about the someone/something u want to appear in ur dreams. am i too caught upp with the events going on in the day and when i sleep, my mind brush away everything irrelevant, revealing how i really felt inside? :((( it's funny how i don't want u to appear yet you are like haunting me. tell me i'm over you. :/
never look back, we said
how was i to know, i miss you so
loneliness up ahead
emptiness behind where do i go
and you didn't hear
all my joy through my tears
all my hopes through my fears
did you know, still i miss you somehow?
but you put a dart
through my dreams through my heart
and i'm back where i started again
never thought it would end
you promised yourself but to somebody else
and you made it so perfectly clear
still i wish you were here
Wednesday, September 4, 2002 11:47 p.m.
went with sin to study at macs today. unfortunately, for around 5 hours, we only did amaths paper one. ahhhh. spent time chattin, eatin, walkin, and goin back school to talk to classmates. hee. wanted to study at night but was on the phone with szuyu. so i guess my study plans are spoilt again? :/ anyways, cant wait to go out tm! ;) -yawns-
Tuesday, September 3, 2002 02:54 p.m.
so here's a new layout, inspired by wei. not very nice, but too lazy to go edit again. woke up at 1 pm today. hahas, and i know i should get started. :/ it's tuesday man! think tm goin for the step programme, den buy accessories with sa. cant wait to eat swensens. i'm pondering over who to share the swensens voucher with! :D
wise men say, only fools rush in
but I can't help, fallin in love with you
shall I stay? would it be a sin?
if i can't help, fallin in love with you.
like a river flows, surely to the sea
darlin so it goes, some things are meant to be
take my hand, take my whole life too
for I can't help, fallin in love with you