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Wednesday, March 13, 2002
today's such a slacking day. woke up at 12+. went online blah and slept at 4+, only to wake up at about 8. haha. nv do homework. like again. never even TOUCH it. i see da wae sinyee n sandy do homework i wanna cry liaos. realised i've been such a silly gurl after all. ta lose the trust i had in others and all da time thinking people are the one i couldnt trust. =/ i simply cannot handle human relationships i guess!
listening to pink's let's get this party started. hehs think its quite fast and nice. =)
i decided to observe silence, maybe forever.
Monday, March 11, 2002
came ta school rite on 1030 n yet waited jx fer 1/2 hour! cabs n buses refused to arrive fer her. =/ anyways, watched i am sam with jx n bean today. weird combi, haha, but nvm. firstly, we wanted to leave at 2 to watch thirteen ghosts. i bought newpaper only to realise they dun show movie schedule. *rolls eyes* in the end we dragged till 3+. den we went jubilee, only to find out that it's not open yet. hehs. den decided to go bishan. jx bought lian he wan bao n discovered the paper dun show GV schedule. goodness. den bean bought straits times, only to discover that J8 dun haf any convenient time fer us to watch from hell or any nice shows. like finally we decided to go north point to watch i am sam, a totally unexpected show. haha. the show's so touching n sweet! jx was sniffing away while bean was CRYING away. haha i teared. one drop. i dun really cry over books and movies...(oh yes, not titanic or pearl harbour), but this is real good. the girl lucy is sooo pretty and sweet-looking! dear, i'm watching too many movies n wasting money. =/ so we wasted 60 cents each on newapaper. hahaa. wadda day. =)
seriously, i'm beginning to suspect if this is an act you all are pretending, so that in the end you all will still get together. how clever n smooth. but i despise it alrites.
dear diary
dear diary by pink n me =)
dear dear diary
i wanna tell my secrets
coz u're the only one i noe that'll keep them
dear dear diary
i noe u'll keep them
this is wot i've done
i made the wrong choice
by loving you so deeply
only to find myself
standing alone on the road
crying to myself
wondering why arent you there beside me
and you never will
Monday, March 11, 2002
when one says i love you too often, the sentence becomes meaningless. that is simply why i dun understand why people go around saying i love you to friends and whoever i cant be bothered with. once twice thrice is enough. there is no need to sae that everyday alrites.. me n min under somee very serious mission. ;) -winks at minzie-
life without you is like roti prata without curry, handphone without sim card, aluminium oxide without bauxite, bauxite without cryolite when one needs pure aluminium and maria sng without fats.
freed from the bondage i am in
it took all the strength i had
just not ta fall apart
i'm tryin hard ta mend da pieces
of my b r o k e n heart
i spend so many nights
feeling sorry for myself
i used to cry
if this is how u gonna foreva ignore me, n let this frenship which barely exists end, so be it. i dun even gif a damn about u. anymore
not a girl, not yet a woman
i used to think i had the answers to everything
but now i know life doesnt always go my way
feels like i'm caught in the middle
thats when i realise
i'm not a girl, not yet a woman
all i need is time
a moment that is mine
while i'm in between
i'm not a girl
there is no need to protect me
It's time that i
learn to face up to this on my own
i've seen much more than you noe now
so dun tell me to shut my eyes
lovely sweettt song
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