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Monday, February 10, 2003
happy birthday szuyu!
Monday Blues. Monday consists of all 5 tutorials, which means homework due, which means more stares/scoldings from teachers. :/
i tend to get carried away by saccharine or sappy songs easily. it reminds me of the times i'd simply sit down and indulge in my own surreal world. i suddenly feel so old, just like Scout from To Kill a Mockingbird. the book had taught me so much, like you never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view. it displays blatantly the discrimination against a particular group of people, which resembles scenes that take place in our daily lives, doesn't it? sometimes you hate a person so much. yet when you try putting yourself into his/her shoes, you realise why the person acts the way/she/he does. it even evokes pity in you. i especially love the ending of the book, where Scout stands in front of the Radley porch and realise everything has become clear to her. people look back into their lives and realise how much time they've wasted and not knowing how much more precious moments could have been created, just like me. regrets, one of the worst feelings i've ever tasted. another important thing i've learnt, most people are nice when you finally see them. maybe life can be made easier and heart lightened when one can comprehend these. one of my random thoughts again, and goodness, these lit quotes are still crammed in my little brain.
the stars faded away at 10:21 p.m. Sunday, February 9, 2003
after a whole afternoon of html editing here and there, i've finally completed my guestbook layout. apologies to all those who had been asking me to start studying and do tutorials. :/
Time's high-speed train whistled and rumbled through the modern tower blocks into the distance. My tears meant nothing. The joys and sorrows of any one person meant nothing, because the train's massive steel wheels never stop spinnin' for anyone.
the stars faded away at 03:52 p.m. Saturday, February 8, 2003
my mind kept telling me to go do some tutorials like an incessant voice in my head. alas, my heart and bones do not permit me to do so. i just can't help being.. lazy. :) yesterday, two people told me that i look guai and innocent. indeed, i am. LOL, but whenever i tell my friends that, they will just laugh. :/ okays i just received this damn mean yet hilarious JC lightbulb joke from chel. thanks sweetie for cracking me up like alkanes [our personal joke]! :D
today was pretty fun, though it doesnt feel as if i'm trying to help szuyu celebrate her birthday which is on 10 Feb. we went to catch Final Destination 2 and yes, it's superb like the first one. i marvel at the way the mysteries unfold one by one, and it's pretty intriguing and interesting to see how little details lead to the inevitable death of the victim. morbid, but amazing. my eyes were just following the movie all the time. rights, and i shall spare the gory details. -shudders- we made many purchases today, and tried on many clothes too. got her a simple black top for her birthday, sorry for no surprise gurl! we will get the black halter together k? i find myself really fated with The Couple i saw on the bus with bernard that day. goodness, i saw them again at ang mo kio bus stop, and yet AGAIN today at wisma!
how about some bad news? i HEARD that 70% of the whole cohort failed geogprahy at O levels, while around the same number of students failed social studies. blame it on MOE for making our batch be the guinea pigs for
studying combined humanities, which will be cancelled after two years. :/
after so long, i've resigned to fate. life just simply doesn't go the way you want it to be, does it? but then again, the happiest man on earth is not one who possesses everything, but one who makes the most out of everything he has.
the stars faded away at 10:25 p.m. Thursday, February 6, 2003
these few days have been really hectic and exhausting i can't even lift my finger, let alone go online. seriously, i'm busy doing.. nothing. lol, just realised as what chel said in her blog, the sky is dark when i leave or reach home. hmmms, touch rugby simply isn't my cup of tea. wells, i love the coach, the people and the sports. sadly, i don't possess the characteristics of a good touch rugby player. :/ yesterday was spent roaming around town, thomson plaza and finally tampines mall to find a perfect birthday present for my mortal. at the same time, i've bought the most embarrassing item in my life [or so i think] for someone i shan't mention here. pleasant present surprise hee hee :D
i officially proclaim that i hate thursday. how about 4 chem lessons for the day's appetiser, followed by a late recess. reading period, chinese cultural and econs tutorial [stupid tweety bird] will serve as the main course, while the late dismissal due to afternoon pe makes a satisfying dessert. SIGHS.
whoa, ponned chinese cultural today and sneaked out to coronation plaza for a cup of refreshing bubble tea. had a silly arm wrestling and learn-maths-from-scratch session after school LOL. oh yeahs, hesitated for a long time before deciding to go J8 to take a look at the class jerseys. ohh, i took a liking to the converse basketball jersey, which is really cheap even after printing. sadly, i tried on the girl's smallest size jersey there and it hung on me like a beeg piece of cloth. and yes, my class girls are quite small sized. hehs, stewpit bernerd laughed so hard at me over some er-hem stuff. -koks head-
isn't it amazing how a song can affect your mood? the rise and fall of pitches, followed by a lightened heart, or a swirl of tears caused by mixed emotions. sometimes u find yourself losing the power to churn out words expressing how you feel inside, a simple song actually helps. it's no wonder why they say music is a universal language.
the stars faded away at 10:01 p.m. Monday, February 3, 2003
weeee! spent a fruitful day playing mahjong with boon mich and sher. it felt really great to meet up with old friends and talk about everything under the sun. i had a really GREAT laugh when mich was kind of stuck in my house's toilet. the handle inside was broken and put up your seamless facade and mask thy monstrous visage. hide in this masquerade, for you can't show your rotten inside.
the stars faded away at 09:30 p.m. Saturday, February 1, 2003
happy new year everybody! i've decided to change my layout back to this old one i made quite long ago while trying to make a new one. i've been bumming around, rotting and sleeping the whole day. i feel like my family's the only one in singapore who don't visit on first day of new year. am missing boon and chel like mad now. hey gurls, we gotta meet up soon alrights? -gives a miffy sign- =:x received this forwarded email and i found it quite hilarious. :)
PAY ATTENTION !!!
First-year students at medical school were receiving their first anatomy class with the body of a deceased man. They all gathered around the surgery table where lay the cadaver, covered with a white sheet. The professor
started the class by telling them, "In medicine, it is necessary to have two important qualities as a doctor. The first is that you must not be disgusted by anything involving the human body." To prove his point, the professor
pulled back the sheet, stuck his finger in the butt of the
corpse, withdrew it, and stuck it in his mouth. "Go ahead and do the same thing," he told his students. The students freaked out, and after a few minutes of hesitation, took turns sticking a finger in the butt of the dead body and sucking on it.
When everyone finished, the professor looked at them and told them, "The second most important quality is observation. I stuck in my middle finger and sucked on my index finger. Now learn to pay attention!"
// Ain't no headlights on the road tonight
the stars faded away at 06:33 p.m. Friday, January 31, 2003
weee! i finally finished packing my stuff! yeps, put up the beckham calendar my dearest tudi gave me for christmas on the wall. it totally rocks! -beams- i digged out loads of clothes i don't even remember wearing. by the way, my sis gave me the whole pack of oceanus stuff her friends gave her! :D oh yes, i finally received the skirt i bought online too! :) yipppee have i mentioned? yonex gave us a free sports bag, a pair of badminton shoes, 4 shirts and 3 pairs of socks! hee hee. sheesh, i sound very hyped up and excited. chinese new year is arriving in 5 minutes time and i'm struggling to keep myself awake. reunion dinner was okay, definitely something i can't miss because my family seldom gets a chance to eat together.
i've been wanting to go back st nicks man. heard they painted their classrooms in real cool and nice style. i'm jealous! today's sale of marshmellows was a some sort success i guess. sadly, people are telling me our marshmellow suck. haha, that is totally beside the fact that they really did though. i have never experienced so much rejections in my life! :( , i've always wanted to watch the green mile and it's showing now! okays, happy new year to everybody!
the stars faded away at 11:50 p.m. Wednesday, January 29, 2003
i can't exactly remember what happened today except having an extremely hilarious time laughing at charlene and the lame stuff we did today. hahas, during banner painting, charlene kept singing in her ultra cornified manly voice which was really rib tickling. char, sh, ber and i even stood at the place where the choir pple practised and started singing nonsense. haha, can't believe we're so lame. i laughed so hard my stomach really hurts. :D
i don't understand why i must have SUCKY form teachers all my life. firstly, sec2-4, maria sng. at the end of sec 2, i still remember celebrating with my friends that we won't see her anymore. on the first day of sec 3, i couldnt even believe my eyes and ears when i stepped into the classroom. how did she ever get promoted i do not understand. seriously, i never hated any teacher like her before. haha, okays, i'm blabbering too much everytime i talk about her. okays anyways, my present form teacher sucks too. eline and sh are super disgusted by her and she reminds me of mrs seah, just worse of course. :/
been pasting loads of lyrics on my page nowadays because i finally found out the titles. it's really great when a song really describes how you feel, as if it's pouring out your emotions in a melodic way.
// I'd rather chase your shadow all my life
the stars faded away at 08:06 p.m. Tuesday, January 28, 2003
i didn't mean to not do physical tutorial 2. it's just that i really don't understand a single bit of it. sighs. ronnie quek discovered that me and sinhui never do our tutorial 1 today AGAIN. the worse part was he was being really nice about it, sending me on a guilt trip. all the chem equations, maths GP AP and econs jargon are driving me crazy because i do not understand a single shit. once again, i didn't mean to slack and rot away during lectures, or just being the dumb me. i just.. can't help it! hahas i'm spouting utter rubbish already.
health and fitness today was hilarious, in a way it's not supposed to be. we did some aerobics-like thingy today which brought about much laughter. i just realise my ccas always have chio seniors! haha.. i'm in a real dilemma on whether to choose h and f or touch rugby as my 2nd cca. :/
one of the songs being played during h and f caused me to be immersed in my own world for a while. it suddenly occurs to me that there's a fairytale created in every girl's dreams, where we are all lost in that fantastical and miraculous world. but i guess a fantasy is a fantasy. reality and illusion are poles apart. i guess there'll be one day when realization will just dawn upon some people. that the dreams are nothing but an attractive trap that hits you back to reality real hard.
// Come up to meet you,
the stars faded away at 10:11 p.m. Sunday, January 26, 2003
had a pretty relaxing day with szuyu yesterday at sentosa. we bought over $20 worth of food [why am i not surprised..] which made me really bloated. i felt good just sitting on the soft sand, a spot that overlooks the clear blue sky and the southernmost point of singapore. i love the feeling of the breeze brushing against my skin, the waves gently lapping against the shore, creating soft tranquil sounds. we slept for a while and listened to music. i really wish i can live somewhere like this. oh fat hope. :/ hahas, was trying to avoid the sun while szuyu was trying to attract it. the last thing i want to hear tml is people telling me i've grown darker. -growls- if this goes on, i will blend into the dark! that will be pretty amusing yeahs. by the way, the platform's replaced by some slide thingy! yay, we gonna play the slide the next time we go sentosa again, hopefully more people, so that we can play zhong ji mi ma. forfeit- the slide. but seriously, that is more like a reward, not a forfeit. because of sentosa, laziness and being uninterested, i missed the fac outing yesterday. bernard's the fac prince! -hoots- haha.. heard the whole outing's pretty boring though. :/
//If you're not the one
the stars faded away at 09:08 p.m.
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