hidden in this masquerade*
Monday, September 2, 2002 10:58 p.m.
went wif kai to j8 to study. finally got some things done! my brain's been really rusty after a long break. we went around buying food, as usual, and looked for playgrounds with swings. haha. yippee got some songs dl-ed. kind of like avril lavigne's complicated. not the lyrics though. oh, i heard vaness and the f4's version of cant help fallin in love today on perfect 10. like huh? hahas. :)
why do u hafta go and make things so complicated?
i see the way u're
acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
life's like this, u
and you fall and you crawl
and you break and you take
what you get and you turn it into
honesty promise me i'm never gonna find you fake it
read sin's blog and tears were brimmin' in my eyes?! yah, cant believe the faith stories had ended in an instance. had said it so many times already, so many people i gonna miss so much. as i said in virn's letter, when u're in those days, u dun think much about the value of them. it's when u flip through them in ur mind in the future, when u find ur heart achin with nostalgia and eyes brimmin wif tears, that u realise those were actually the happiest days of ur life. and there's really nothing much u can do about them, except carefully buryin them in ur heart. that's why precious memories are so bittersweet. u smile at the times when everybody's just went silly together, yet frown as u know these days can never return. it just isnt the same anymore. :/ sometimes i wish i knew them earlier, so that we hold more memories together.
and so, i cracked up at wei's potato story. a total twist of emotions. haha. :D
Sunday, September 1, 2002 10:10 p.m.
sherrina bumped into jay chou at heeren today! OHMYGOSH!! i was the 4th person she called, and she sounded really excited. haha yeas, she said he looked damnit good. -vinegar spillin- ohs, and sinhui actually gotta hugged duncan [that cutest guy from blue] on tuesday at heeren too. can anybody sense that i'm jealous! ahhhh... what an unfair world. :/ Saturday, August 31, 2002 10:08 p.m.
went to catch guns and talks with szuyu today. the show's so cute! and laughed like mad too. won bin is totallyy cuuuttte, from all angles. -melts- hehs and the bomber kind of looks like joseph han. -looks at minzie- love all the 4 assassins actually, haha. they're like so corny and sloppy usually yet cool in action. and szuyu went on and on about won bin... haa, i love his messy hair, sleepy look and holdin a rose. :x today we were outside tangs when this weird person came to ask if we wanna pluck our eyebrow. he talked superduper fast and showed us this newspaper article. it showed him pluckin eyebrow and he said he was a really famous "plucker" in singapore. den he said, isnt my eyebrows great? -rolls eyes-
Friday, August 30, 2002 09:10 p.m.
so today's our last school day in st nicks. :/ hmms, a mix of emotions. kind of sad that we not gonna have fun together as the fathians anymore. won't be able to turn around and gossip wif chel, wen and sher. or makin lame jokes during lit grp work with ROR. well, it's so unimaginable that it's turning scary. whatever it is, today had some fun here and there. sher, thanks for everything! had the annual sec 1 grace'99 celebration wif panzi, played stupid games in class, took photographs everywhere and went town with chel sa min rux yijia. gave yingjun a real tight hug todae. miss ya gurl! hmmms, and patches of glitter all over me, even till now. :(
goin out with szu tm. like haha, everybody's gonna mug. hee. can't believe prelims is just around the corner. -slaps- ahhh, and soon, i won't be seeing the usual peeps around in school anymore. thank God i am in faith, it's like the best class i'm ever in in my st nicks life. i sound like i gonna die again. hehs.
seein some people today kind of made me down, as usual. coz the awkward feeling is always present, yet not knowin the reason why. everytime i forced a smile and passed by, the scene flashed in my head over and over again. and just a glance is enough to bring up that tiny weeny bit of sorrow buried inside. Wednesday, August 28, 2002 04:25 p.m.
okaes seems like i'm the only sec 4 around still slackin, goin online and watchin tv? hehs. went to eat prata wif szuyu just now. so sick. took cab there then they were closed, so had to go to the other one. :( i have erms whole of 4b hcl test and chem mock tm. i dunno why i'm here, seriously. :/ and the fact that i barely started. yesterday went town wif boon to buy her bag. so, er no time to study. haha. and people around me are muggin like mad. feel like only me and han are the only exceptions. stress man. hais. enough about depressing issues.
had my last pe lesson in st nicks. and had to be spoiled by phee. ee. had fun fer the past few weeks playin volleyball wif chel jinxun jianing shinleng n 'naima'. me and chel were like so amused by them everytime. finally, school's coming to an end. like yay? sick of everything happening around me in school. seeing people do stupid things and makin me feel so fucked up.
happy birthday virn sunshine! pls take care of the piggie head :D Saturday, August 24, 2002 09:32 p.m.
went town wif kai todae. i tried studyin but slept instead. hee. bought new pair of star earrings! hehe plus this really cornified present for someone. -looks around- me and kai actually made friends wif these 4 corny chij tp gurls on the bus. we actually started chattin. haha. and this lil gossip about some people in school. like weird?!
so wussup man. sin said there's 15 more days to prelims. like huh u sure?? feel like i know lil bit from each chapter, which seems like i know a lot. yet it's so lil. rite, not makin sense. social studies is the worst. we haf erms 13 bloody chapters! :/ it's ok man. -breathes- i'm so glad we only have 3 tests next week. notice the word only. it means so much. :/ i think virn's gettin' crazy over her alien assistant! -freaks out- she gotta.. i forgot what disease is that called. the one john nash got. take care k virn. -serious face-
so, blue's coming down next tuesday but think i cant go. sorry sh! i also wanna go see duncan but li bu cong xin. so both ven and veron said that vj isnt so fun if u didnt get there fer first 3 months. like okay bye vj. :/
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