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Sunday, December 29, 2002

she wandered about the thin line between fond memories of her past and the strange, almost unfamiliar future. she knew she had to step forward, to a new chapter of her life. chapters after chapters, when will they ever end? the desires, the fantasies she's weaved with her fertile imagination, when will they ever come true? there she stood, immersed in her strange yet cosy world.

all i want for christmas is you 10:50 p.m.

Saturday, December 28, 2002

kill me now, coz i gonna say this again : i played mahjong today! i've picked up the skill years ago [family influence] so it's my friends you see. they're so addicted! boon, mich, han[?], pris, simin, lydia[?].. all from different groups. that resulted in me playing mahjong like er 5 times in 2 weeks. yes, we gonna play again on new year's eve. hahahas utter madness! my luck seems to fade with every session though. :/ boon kept showing us the flowers she saw on the table while me and mich just rolled eyes at each other. erms, making the most out of her year 2002 i guess? hehe. eeks, i'll miss everybody pretty much! :/ i haven't been doing anything with books ever since 0s ended. they are abandoned on the floor, all in a mess and er turning yellow soon. can anybody tell me what i should do with them? yippee, gonna watch lord of the rings with kai on monday! hahas, yes, alone. we called it romantic. it's just so hard to ask a team out for movie, dinner etc. i feel so slow watching it only on monday but who cares! i'll see my legolas soon! -hops around-

my fave old happy song/old fave happy song/happy old fave song/whatever :)

// we get it almost every night
when that moon is big and bright
it's a supernatural delight
everybody dancin' in the moonlight

everybody here is out of sight
they don't bark and they don't bite
they keep things loose they keep it tight
everybody's dancin' in the moonlight

dancin' in the moonlight
everybody's feeling warm and bright
it's such a fine and natural sight
everybody's dancin' in the moonlight

we like our fun and we never fight
you can't dance and stay uptight
it's a supernatural delight
everybody was dancin in the moonlight

we get it almost everynight
when that moon is big and bright
it's a supernatural delight
everybody's dancin' in the moonlight //

all i want for christmas is you 06:11 p.m.

Thursday, December 26, 2002

no i'm not dead yet! :) i shall start rewinding..

Monday, 23 December, 2002
went for class outing at sentosa. hee, we didn't do much there, just playing cards and er ball games for a while. me and rachel slacked and bummed around doing nothing. we had to slack everywhere, even at the beach! :D we kept taking notice of the sweet couples at the beach and were talking about life, future etc. 3 of us left pretty early and went town to buy shaver [er for someone hahas] and took neoprints. were singing backstreet songs and what-have-you during the bus trip. always look on the bright side of life were stuck in our minds!

Tuesday, 24 December, 2002
oohs! went to our fave toa payoh eating place with boon and chel. hahas, we were super full. chel got us the glittery butterfly rubber bands! weehee. i'm glad they loved my presents. by the way, my dearest toodee YIXIU gave me a beckham calendar!! whoaaaaaaaa, it was really really nice. becks looked sooo hunky inside. -hugs tudi- went for chel's church service and heard several songs. whoa, though we were just sitting there listening, i was feeling really warm inside. it really really felt great just sitting there with your two best pals in life, spending xmas quietly yet feeling on top of the world. of coz i didn't say how i felt to them, or i'll be making a failed confession like boon. -giggles with chel- it SUCKS whenever thoughts of us splitting keep recurring in my mind. :( eeks, i really regret being sucha stupid silly brat last times. forgive me gurls! took several pictures with the lamps i gave them with daryl as our photographer hehe. chel went for supper at east coast with her family while me and boon walked all the way to j8. hahahas, we kept harmonising and singing stupid songs on top of our lungs. it was a crazy night. boon went town with family while i waited dammn long for jessica to catch midnight movie, two weeks notice. that was when i realised all my neoprints dropped out of my wallet! gosh, i was sooooooooooooooo sad i was on the verge of crying. nobody can ever understand. they are my LIFE!!!! tried many desperate and futile attempts to find it. god. i'm still very sad even till now. arghs, esp the ones 3 of us took. ARGHS! hais. you can say it's the one of the saddest thing that ever happened in my life. caught the movie and it was really quite funny. went to jess' house and we played uno till er i think 6am? hahas fell asleep coz we're too exhausted to even shuffle the cards.

Wednesday, 25 December, 2002
er nothing much happened? oh! was rushing home from jess' house to find out i just missed beckham show on channel i. arghs! caught backstreet boys concert though [they're still the best band ever!] and was msging boon and sin about them. it was really great, though i've watched it before. they're so successful! i bet everybody can sing at least 3 of their songs?

TODAY!
waited for miss lydia wong at yck mrt for erms 45 min? gosh, i was so pissed! wells, cooled down quite fast. hahas. while making our way to rivervale mall in the rain, my stupid one-year-old slippers made me fell on my head and butt! OUCH it really really hurts, even till now. :( i can't think properly. bought loadsa food back despite simin and pris' objections and of coz, lydia's approvals. hahas, played mahjong like mad. hahahas my sis' black rubber band dropped on pris' leg and she almost fainted coz she thought it was a bug! hahahas, it was really hilarious. that funny girl always made me laugh! the funniest thing that happened was, we realised everytime we weigh ourselves again after playing mahjong, we gain weight! hahahas no we didn't mean to stuff those yummylicious sara lee's cakes, ice-cream and chips into our stomachs. we just.. couldn't help it :D we played all the way till 10pm while watching the unbeatables while simin left at 8 plus. hee, by the time we ended, we were really drained of all energy. told pris that we should make it a point to gather and play mahjong every fortnight/month or something. yes!

by the way, szuyu's back! -struggling hard to cheer out loud- that girl msged me during mahjong and told me not to be too overjoyed. of course i won't lah, don't worry dear -sweet smile- :D

i can't believe school is starting soon. we all splitted like mad. go ahead and mock me for choosing hc yeahs?

all i want for christmas is you 11:08 p.m.

Sunday, December 22, 2002

ahhhhhhh!!!!!!! i'm looking at chel's private album [coz it requires a password haha] of photos taken in europe. whoaaa!!!!!!! that lucky lucky girl. i wish i can visit the effiel tower, or disneyland or whoa, ice skate baby! ahhhhh so envious now, touring around europe! amsterdam, germany, switzerland, paris and london to be specific. hahas, the saddest thing is, when i have the ability to travel around next time, i won't be the little girl so curious about everything anymore. whoa, haha she looks pretty corny in some photos. brad pitt and tom cruise[fake]! fancy calling yourself a tang yuan chel! hahas, the bona fide camera queen - miss rachel chow. your hair grew much longer! weee, you look prettttyy [as usual] too! hahas i seem to make no sense but oh wells.

decided to go to class outing at sentosa tm coz it'll be our last gathering ever! really wanted to go for the badminton one but.. -looks at pocket- urghs, very broke you see. ooh! gonna stayover at pris' house on christmas eve. hopefully we'll go somewhere where there's countdown to christmas. stupid me and jess went town last year to find out that there's no countdown session! :/

i know i'm being slow but i wanna catch lord of the rings! whoa, hafta wait for one year before i see my legolas again. everybody's telling me it's really good, better than last year's blah. ahhh! it's rated 5 stars by the way. i wanna catch 2 weeks notice and infernal affairs too! :D sighs. too many movies with too little money and time.

all i want for christmas is you 11:35 p.m.

Sunday, December 22, 2002

haven't been online for days! didn't mean to use another template but i love this one. wells, i wanted to do a christmas layout featuring duncan in his xmas costume. hahas, too bad, i have no time. went everywhere yesterday to look for christmas presents for friends. whoa, i'm really broke and uhs sorry, i don't have nice presents for everyone! :/ got this real boomerang from sinhui! hahas, i gonna try using it, just that i haven't found a perfect place to throw it. i have no idea how far it'll go or how it actually works.

who's blackjack by the way?

as the end of year 2002 is coming to an end, many realizations dawn upon me. yes, i feel like scout at the end of the novel! hahas, i feel like i've matured, okays fine, to a certain extent. i've picked up friends, lost some on the way. i've come to realise who are the ones i'll really miss the most, the ones i'll remember for life. i hate changes, hate having to go to a new school and rebuild my social life all over again. :/ seriously, i ain't keen to go to a school i don't really think i like anymore. boos. boon u better come with me!

all i want for christmas is you 02:41 p.m.

Thursday, December 19, 2002

whoa! hahas, today's such a total twist of emotions. wells, i shan't say much about the bad part. it only lasted for a while anyways. was supposed to play mahjong with boon simin and pris but boon couldnt make it in the end. :( met simin at compass point for lunch and while i was walking to the bus stop, the sky rained mercilessly. by the time i got there, the scorching sun scared the rain away. :( yes, i was soaking wet and i looked like a stupid wet duck at the interchange while everybody looked perfectly normal dry. :/ got jiamin [fangfang!] to play with us and we waited for pris till 4pm. erms, i came out of my house at 1+! anyways, took a cab to my house and we started our mahjong session. hahas, it was reaally fun. everytime i play cards or mahjong with pris, we'll keep having laughing fits i don't know why. we wanted to end around 7 and kept saying we'll wait till jiamin goes bankrupt before they go home. at the last moment, jiamin would "east mountain up again" and we dragged our game all the way till 8. hahahas, our mahjong session was full of tension and excitement man. i didn't have a winning streak this time, pris did and she's so proud of it [i think]. hehe. :D

oh god, me and my dad caught the luo han fish laying eggs! -faints-

alrites! i better go do my christmas gifts list now. seriously, i'm penniless! :( okays, i'll let my computer which had been playing music 4 hours non-stop a rest now.

all i want for christmas is you 10:42 p.m.

Thursday, December 19, 2002

Whoa, woke up from a deep slumber by simin's call. Just checked my posting results just now. seriously, i don't know whether i'm suppose to rejoice or be sad. :/ coz, i don't want jc, i want my friends! actually, i wouldnt be surprised if i get kicked out later. i'm just praying that at the end, all my friends will end up in the same school with me, no matter what school. yes, the thought of having to make an effort to make new friends simply scares me. we have to report to our new school in 2 Jan at 8am. imagine nearly 800 (that's twice our batch now) unfamiliar faces will greet you first thing in the morning. oh god, i miss st nicks! :(((((

// You better lose yourself in the music
The moment you own it you better never let it go, oh
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
Cuz opportunity comes once in a lifetime, yo
You better lose yourself in the music
The moment you own it you better never let it go, oh
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
Cuz opportunity comes once in a lifetime, yo
You better //

all i want for christmas is you 10:16 a.m.

Wednesday, December 18, 2002

whoa! haven't been online for a few days. played mahjong on both monday and tuesday hehe. boon han and dee came my house and as usual, we went to buy loads of food back. hahas played mahjong for quite a few hours. i've been on a winning streak these days man! hahas it was quite fun. finally there's a chance for me to use my film. it's been rotting since grad :/ went to jess' house today played bomberman for a while before setting off to play table tennis and swim. hehs tired tired! i'm all broke and sad for christmas to arrive! :( by the way, boon gotta new layout! it's simply gorgeous! hahas, featuring aileen's favourite claire danes in r&j. hee, the link is on the left. check it out.

all i want for christmas is you 10:37 p.m.

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