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Friday, May 10, 2002

yeas, i'm back here again waiting fer morning jog to arrive. x( my guestbook is getting veh empty. =( anyways, wanted to write here so long ago that i'm so happy jay chou won the best album award in golden melody awards. haha. yay. think he's really imazing, so many pple like those hu dun listen to chinese songs or even hate them are listening to him. just finish writing about 10 jay's song lyrics in my purple notebook. yea, i'm finally using it. cant wait fer ballet under the stars!! going with boon sa jiaxi sinyee han. =) more like, looking forward to the picnic. =/ yea, i'm frenless fer the swimming carnival again. jiaxi's cap, sin's sports leader. eeyur.. wanna dl so many songs but com still fixing. if they gonna dl new drive or wadeva again, all my stuff will be gone! like arghs.

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Wednesday, May 8, 2002
yeas, using sch com again. today came sch superrr early coz my sis was taking cab to somewhere to fix the cpu! it's boonie's burfdae today! *yay* may all ya wishes cum true and miffy loves u always! =:x

Tuesday, May 7, 2002
eels my com spoilt fer so long. gonna go hall fer morning assembly soon. tot i'll just update my journal fer a while. be back soon! thanks pple fer signing my gbook. continue to!! jiaxi: take care. know u're gonna be absent again. rest well drink lotsa [acid+alkaline]-salt! =)

Friday, April 26, 2002

today was an ultra exhausting dae. had been out wif badminton pple fer about 13 hours. weee! been real fun, though we didnt get champ fer c div. =/ felt quite sad when we saw the trophy, and our school's name was there 2 times. arghs. its ok, we can get it back next year. :) took sooo many photos today. haha i practically spoilt many like example the sec2squad photo. coz i was inside. haha too bad. =)

went town wif snbt pple today. played catchin-cum-hidenseek at taka. haha loads and loads of fun. was pretty exhausting. ran like mad around the crowd! hate to be the one havin to run around, coz u may just get heart attack upon seeing the catchers. haha. n szuyu embarrassed us today. i went up to her and "boo" from the back while she was looking for the catchers. oh my gosh she screamed soooo loudly and sharp tts the loudest scream i ever heard. guess she had the biggest scare of her life. haha almost everybody there looked at us like some weirdos. me laffed like shit. =)
anybody was listening to power 98 at around 7 plus? we went orchard mrt n saw the dedications thingie from power 98 fm. it's live from radio! we decided to dedicate n the dedication went out to the supporters, teachers and coaches. den the deejays asked which station is our most favourite. we were supposed to answer "power 98" but the co-ordination was quite bad. hahas. think the deejays were quite disappointed. anyways, immediately after that luyi called szuyu to say she heard our dedication live from radio! haha how cool!
went far east after that n sort of got entertained by that turkish guy who always make fun of his customers using the turkish ice cream. haha remember seeing him sumwhere on tv b4. haha we all had a hard time gettin our ice cream.

think i'm really quite sad. like today's my last ever tournament. dun even know if i'm joining badminton in jc. plus there's no more training anymore! so weird, coz it seemed like my whole life revolved around badminton. it's thru those tournaments and outings and trainings that we are so bonded and close. =/ gonna miss all of them, hope the juniors will gif us nice farewell presents. ahaha we bot some really really beeg fake sunflowers yesterday fer them. its like erm, longer than a badminton racket?!? hahas.. think after not attending training anymore, its so hard to get so close together again. so so sad. gonna miss everybody.

Thursday, April 25, 2002

yea, we lost today again, to dunman, again. dunno why, we all didnt feel veh sad. only px n ingrid cried. n zhang damn sut todae. sab was full of praises fer her. hahas. cheered our hearts out todae. throat bit pain. =/ just hoping tt C div can get champ tm. =) went to jurong point today and bot this nice thing fer boon. hahas hope she'll like it. had 2.4 todae, got a timing of 13 min. and cant believe i miss by a few grams to be 90%! blame me fer being sick. arghs. okaes, so guess wot, i not gonna attend lessons at all tm! hafta meet at 7 at forum, den take bus to toa payoh sports hall n cheer fer the c div. weeee, super shiok. =) *yay* n virn, i didnt mean to make u sae "st nicks" alone! wahahha, although it was pretty amusing to hear u and see u getting embarrassed. hee!
hate it when people are like so cant-be-bothered attitude during tournament den when seniors cum, immediately go suck up to them. like wth. cant stand u more n more each day. though i used to be able to accept it.

dunno whats happening to this world. people are changing, some people chose to be ignorant. didnt quite understand why u seems to avoid me, or why i had to always act so cold in front of u. was it u knew something, or my imagination running wild? i wish u could gif me an answer, instead of leaving things this way. it sucks.

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Tuesday, April 23, 2002

lost to ahs todae. barfs. was kinda sad but guess only me n yuying almost cried? =/ didnt know why. knew how much they wanna plae in toa payoh sports hall n fight fer 1st/2nd instead of jurong 3rd/4th. =( wished i could turn back time. i'll secretly change the line-up. =) anyways, yea me feel good! haha tm gonna train primary gurls wif virn, hopefully got salary plus friday, ha, no school! gonna support c div in the morning plus receive medals in the afternoon. praying tt tk can beat ahs on that day. yea, thats pretty all fer today, except being pissed wif some fucked up person who likes screwing up her own life. like wadeva. u can go fuck off if u want to. nobody's stopping u.

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Monday, April 22, 2002

just finished eating lunch. [long john silver] feels like a piggy. gonna take an afternoon nap! its been long since i came home early! two tests tm, shall study them all at nite, which means not enuff time. =/ when i mean i didnt exactly study means i really never study. dun come doubt me when i passed my tests. they're all just luck. off to sleep! =D

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i a m s e r i o u s l y d o w n
feels like all the happiness i used to have are all false. that friends i used to be veh close to n treasure a lot are no longer close to me. how sad is that. n u only bcum close to some pple coz of the situation u are in. like class, trainings etc. if there aint those stuff, maybe u dun even tok to them anymore, despite the efforts u put in. wished they could put in the efforts the wae i do. so badly.

where's the you i had known? did you vanish from this earth, or simply change, sth i didnt wanta admit? feels so lost n sad, now that the remaining days of our friendship turned to be so shallow. i find it so hard to breathe.
[ u should haf called me. when u are lonely when u needed me to be there. sadly, u never gaf me too many chances to show u how much i care. i should haf seen it cuming, i should haf read the signs. anyways, i guess it's over. ]

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Friday, April 19, 2002
took sucha long time to do this new layout. changed the ideas over n over again. finally finished. i know this is like one of the worst layout i ever had, but too bad. too tired. played against dunman todae. lost so hafta plae wif ahs during semis. think it's gonna be even scarier than playin wif tkgs. =/

i think its very despicable to snatch awae another person's close friend, yet not feelin' a sense of guilt. or usin' others in favour of oneself and pushin' them awae when help is not needed anymore. talking about self-centered, how far can a person's character go if one only cares about whether she wins or not, and not the whole team? oh yucks, you suck so badly.

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i was standing there, all alone in the bus. i held on so tightly to the seat, as if it will vanish if i let go. rain poured down, blurring my vision. my mind started to create images. images of u n me, huggin tightly in the cold. i could feel the warmth despite the cold weather. till i fergot, we werent meant ta be together.