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unpainted star at the edge of the sky

Thursday, August 1, 2002 09:12 p.m.

going jess' hse to stay over tm. den we gonna play mahjong! :) gotta report at 0645 in school on saturday can. hope my lovely juniors bought enough snacks there. ahaha. feels quite mean. and specifically lays sour n cream. veh sad that my group has only one sec 4, but at least i haf people like virn and zhangpei! x) kai was right. gotta really enjoy this last camp we haf in st nicks. it's like, u dun really haf incentive trips in jc? just quite scared of the waterfall. kai said many people d**d there! plus today jacob told us some really spooky stories. ok i just freaked myself up. :/ hopefully, i can get the virgin suicide vcd fer minzie. haha think she's exhausted after looking fer it fer so long. prayin' that my sis will be able to recover and go fer her hong kong trips. she's terribly sick! btw, i'm still mourning over the fact that i can't go fer the blue concert. now boon wanna go too. drats. suddenly, everybody's in love with blue's best in me! but of course. :) i haf it in my phone all the time.

is everybody too stressed up or what? people around me are really gloomy nowadays. hmms. :/ and does it really matter whether u haf a lot of friends and even hafta go around showing off? c'mon, get a life.

Tuesday, July 30, 2002 09:22 p.m.

in such a lethargic mood today. was practically draggin' my feet along the streets under the scorchin' sun todae. and uh, not in a mood to do anything at all. i hope tomorrow will be a better day. x/

couldnt help but thinkin' there's a better place out there
wishin' i could fly away
to escape from the cold grip of reality
as it slowly eats up my fantasies

Monday, July 29, 2002 09:27 p.m.

listenin' to jay's fen lie. kind of like it, though these kind of songs shouldnt listen too often. can cry easily. :/ oh yes, i haf sports trip this weekend and i haf 5 tests in 2 and a half days next week. -very very beeg smile- oh how i love this school and the tests which are driving me crazy. school is gettin so exciting. -dotdot- and i am praying very very hard that my O's oral topic will be on geog, where i can crap a lot. i totally screwed up my prelim's oral mans, when everybody's doing so well. :/ the worse thing is, it's right after national's day. hmms, i just knew it today. hows that.

was just thinking, imagine u live in a life where there's no examinations and tests. hows that man. watched father of the bride yesterday and whoa, that's my perfect house! you haf ur own garden and as christmas arrives, ur house can be decorated so deliciously. it's just a lil town, and u know practically everybody living there. everything feels so good and relaxing. that's really the kind of place i wanna live in. what a pity, in a country like singapore, u cant expect too much. :/

well, never mind. tm gonna eat Macadamia brittle. x) and there's always friends to cheer me up later on.

Sunday, July 28, 2002 01:43 p.m.

went acjc badminton open house yesterday. think the people there were quite friendly and bonded, esp the cornie wendy-c'mon gurl. hee. their swimming pool's quite nice. but guess it's too far awae from me. after touring around temasek poly, really couldnt find any school nicer than that. :/ went around with kai in amk central later to find some candles. we gonna go same school and cca man! but that's if we gotta study damn hard fer it. erms, not fer prelims i guess.

and i gonna die so bad. only knew yesterday that i haf maths test on monday. and damnit, i never brought any thing home. so, i can study nothing while everybody's muggin' away. urghs.

it's been 3 months and 21 days since i last saw u again
the same sugar rush came, but it's no longer the same
a simple how are you
but the words couldnt come
i just stared as u passed me by
as u slowly walk out of my life

Friday, July 26, 2002 11:39 p.m.

still remember watchin' a walk to remember wif virn and on. here's someday we'll know by mandy moore featuring jonathan foreman. like the lyrics a lot. kind of makes me think about all the stuff going on last time. :/

Ninety miles outside Chicago,
can't stop driving, i don't know why
too many questions, i need an answer
two years later u're still on my mind

whatever happened to amelia erhart?
who holds the stars up in the sky?
is true love just once in a lifetime?
did the captain of the titanic cry?

Someday we'll know if love can move mountains
Someday we'll know why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know why I wasn't meant for you

does anybody know of the way to atlantis?
or what the wind says when she cries?
i'm speeding by the place that i met you
for the ninety-seventh time... tonight

Someday we'll know why Sampson loved Delilah
One day I'll go dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know that I was the one for you

I wanna take you to the end of the rainbow
watch the stars crash in the sea
if I could ask God just one question
why aren't you here with me?...tonight

Thursday, July 25, 2002 10:18 p.m.

today was and still is an exciting day. the breath-taking tests of the week were finally over! me and chel went town and nearly bought everything we saw! ate modan yaki and haagen daaz ice-cream for lunch. haagen daaz has the best ice-cream on earth! haha love caramel explosion, though i ate cookies n cream. okay fine they're both good. then chel bought this lil miss naughty iron-on thingy which was very cute and we chose one badge each for our bags. mine has a star on it. x) den we saw this stussy tee which we both immediately fell in love with. it has a purple gun on top. oh yea there was a really cheap sale going on. of coz, we both bought the same funky shirt. haha in total, we spent around 20 bucks each but it's all worth it i guess. we havent had a shopping spree for ages! not forgetting our neoprints, think it's quite nicely taken. suddenly all the stress was gone. and we were playin silly games. hehe. think we spoilt ourselves.

and i refuse to let english comprehensions spoil my day

toploader's dancin' in the moonlight playing in my mp3 list now. such a happy nice song. love the rain, esp rainy nights like this. wish it wouldnt stop till i wake up. watching the raindrops pitter-patter against my window panes conjures up every lil piece of my imagination.