* it's like the wind. you can't see it, but you feel it *
no i REFUSED to pack my chem file.
played monopoly online wif minzie. haha it was veh cornie. i had no comments about her havin to pay the luxury tax like 6 times?! while i kept gettin stupid money. hahas. she kept coming to my Vermount Avenue n payin me only 6 bucks each time. haiyohs! =)
if i could haf just one wish
i wish tt u were mine
i will hold u near
kiss awae those tears
i'll be so good to u baby
u're da one i wan next to me,
but i guess that's just not meant to be.
[ i guess that's where the story ends ]
Wednesday, April 17, 2002
went mos wif minzie n boonie. guess i am really full, all the coffee shake's fault. haha me wanna take np soon, coz i wanna keep as many nice memories as possible. guess i'm real bored so i decided to translate the lyrics by shi jie moe ri into english. it gonna sound real real corny, but hu cares, i love the song! =) though it kinda makes u sad.
+ end of the world+ -jay chou-
wanna smile to fake all my tears
admitting that darkness is my fear
i only hoped fer some time from u to stae
but u cuoldnt even show me sympathy
wanna cry to test if i'm devoid of sense
seems that i'm the only one in the world hu's tired
it's okay, i'll just go along wif my emotions
just wishin tt hopelessness n helplessness ccan vanish fereva *oh yikes!*
i wonder if the dark sky can help erase u from my mind
the darker the sky, the more rebellious my dreams are
it was hard to reminisce
my world's gonna cum crashin down
maybe hopes'll never turn into reality
tired. slumber. the lonely shadow could find no companion
the darker the sky, the more rebllious my dreams are
who can i turn to
my world's gonna cum crashin' down
maybe disintegratin' is also a beauty
my gosh! hahaha. okies. i need shuhan!
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d i s g u s t
i feel disgusted at people who bitch behind somebody's back about how much they dislike her n all the crap. den go to the person and start all the "i love u" n "gonna be always there fer u" shit. i wonder why they dont ever feel disgusted at themselves. like, extreme yucks.
Monday, April 15, 2002
oh yes i'm sadded. tm got tournament, so i gonna miss a trip to some psa or sth... han gonna bring lotsa food plus they all gonna be quite excited. like ten 10000 years never go excursion b4. haha so irritating. =/ love to go out wif class pple. i'm tryin hard to console myself here. well, comp is fun! =D
i was standing there, all alone in the bus
i held on so tightly to the seat
as if it will vanish if i let go
rain poured down, blurring my eyes
my mind started to create images
images of u n me hugging tightly in the cold
i could feel the warmth despite the cold weather
till i forgot
we werent meant to be together
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eeks.
oh gosh. help!
Sunday, April 14, 2002
i hate to admit this but i still cant let go. still hanging on to whats left of me. i'm a big fat fool. bahs. i'm fereva eatin. n eatin n eatin. haha it wasnt my fault that i still look like a stick. high metabolism i guess. =D off to supper!
how to get hurt by someone who didnt even do anything. you can't tell me it's not worth trying fer. i cant help it, there's nothing i want more. it was easy fer u to leave me here in the cold, but it was hard fer me to look straight into your eyes and pretend my heart wasnt with u. no i cant, i cant pluck up the courage.
minzie mightie min typed out tis veh veh cute song in icq. from the wedding singer. hehe, thanks hons! very amusing.
i wanna make you smilee
whenever youre sad
carry you arnd when your arthritis gets bad
all i wanna do
is grow old with youuu
i'll get your medicine
when your tummy aches
build you a fire if the furnace breaks
it wld be so nice
growin old with you
i'll miss you kiss you
give you my coat when you are cold need you feed you
i'll even let you hold the remote control
so let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
i cld be the mann who grows old with youu
i wanna grow old with *you* :)
honey power, never says die
Saturday, April 13, 2002
special thanks to yixiu, dearest tudi, fer helping me find out the title of the song, "only hope". nice song! =) didnt quite expect szuyu to like it too, coz its quite a slow song. realised three is really a hard company to go with. today was a good example. we were all gifing in. =/ listenin' to shi jie mo ri by jay chou again n start to feel quite sad. to think that after graduation, people close to u may not be as close anymore. u may not even recognise them anymore. =/ but u used to hold beautiful memories wif them. so sad!!! *hugs min tight n refuses to let go, though she's coughin'* haha
which children's storybook character are you?
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courtesy of minzie =)beautiful song...
dere's a song tt's inside of my soul
it's the one that i've tried to rite over n over again
i'm awake in the infinite cold
but u sing to b over n over and over againso I lay my head back down
n i lift my hands n pray
to b only urs, i pray
to be only urs i noe now...
u're my only hope
sing to me the song of the stars
of ur galaxy dancing n laughing and laughing again
when it feels like my dreams r so far
sing to me of the plans tt u haf fer me over again
so i lay my head back down
n i lift my hands n pray
to be only urs, i pray
to be only urs i noe now...
u're my only hope
i gif you my destiny
i'm givin' u all of me
i want ur symphony singin' in all tt i am
at the top of lungs
i'm givin' it back
so i lay my head back down
n i lift my hands n pray
to be only urs, i pray
to be only urs, i pray
to be only urs i noe now...
u're my only hope