I'd rather have bad times with you,
than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm,
than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I can be on the listen-to-songs and look-at-lyrics mode all day long. Love love love Craig David's smooth and soulful voice.

Unbelievable by Craig David
Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and you changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable,
to finally be in love,
Somewhere I never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable,
to finally be in love,
Somewhere I never thought I'd be.

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I can't help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

I said LAST treat for myself THREE times this week.

NYDC - at Holland Village with jiting meilin sanduo and jiale. We were particularly satisfied with our destiny's child baked rice, big apple, irish cream mudpie and cookie monster mudpie. Whee! That made up for our disappointment that Gelare was already closed.

Boon came over nus to study with me, and we feasted ourselves silly at munchie monkeys. I never knew munchies had such nice chicken primavera pasta and grilled chicken mushroom pizza! The desserts were a far cry from how tempting they looked though. Koped this collage from boon.

someone agree with me that the monkey really looks like usher! Haahahaha!

We had a good talk and went all mad and greedy, alternating between throwing our heads back, laughing like mad cows and slipping back into our hold-fork-to-eat serious mode almost immediately.

Went to eat tse char at the ginzah coffeeshop with meilin yinghong junhong james jason fuhong weixian on friday night. It was fuhong's birthday! Happy birthday monk!

I kept chatting these days. Had long good talks with namely min, meilin and boon.

Good things come in trios sometimes. :)

You know, we often talk about how sian life can be or how tiring our current situation is. But sometimes you just don't know how great your life has been, until you lose something precious. The something is such a big part of your life that you didnt realize you were taking it for granted. Until it's gone but it's too late. It's time to think, and be grateful for everything that's happening and has happened, and put others above yourself. Rather than being caught up thinking of things that only serve your needs.

I know there are some things i know i can hold on too even in changing times. Yet there are some i would love to keep with me but know deep down inside i may have to leave without them. I'm just trying my best.

You know how it feels when you keep trying to no avail.

Rights. Whoa, have been studying these days. One week to exams. Jia you everybodY!

jacinth and me, all delighted with lindaa's eyeshadow :D

the silly six!

senior's item

with our beloved ex dance head shuyi :)

the blue sea of juniors. thought they were really better than us last year!

trying to get involved. haha

the family!

btw, i'm in love with justin timberlake's my love. :)

Beginning to love Temadance more and more! It's been really fun practising dance with the girls at the function room, laughing at very silly stuff and having fun dancing all the eights we learnt from everywhere. And we just end up becoming very tired girls at the end of the day. :)

Very intriguing and interesting how there is always a measure of truth hidden beyond things presented at face value. Intriguing because you never know what's the reality behind it, and interesting because it shows how much facts can be distorted to fabricate something more than less.

In the light of the sun
Is there anyone, ohh it has begun
O dear you look so lost
Eyes are red and tears are shed this world you must have crossed you said
You don’t know me, and you don't even care
ooo yea
She said you don't know me, and you don't wear my chains
ooo yea

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts, across an open field
When the flowers gaze at you
they're not the only ones who cry when they see you
You said you don't know me, and you don’t even care
ooo yea
And she said you don't know me, and you don't wear my chains
ooo yea

She said I think I'm going to Boston
I think I'll start a new life
I think I'll start it over
No one knows my name
I'll get out of California
I'm tired of the weather
I think I'll get a lover
I'll fly them out to Spain

I think I'll go to Boston
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town to leave this all behind
I think I need a sun rise
I'm tired of the sun set
Here it's nice in the summer
Some snow would be nice
Ooo yea

Yesterday was a greeeaat day! Yiwen and i decided to skip dance class and went to Vivocity to watch The Prestige. Hugh Jackman was really charming.

The film is almost engaging, thought-provoking, exciting, mind-boggling and disturbing at the same time. The life-long war between the two magicians was so full of deceit, lies, acting, obsession and sacrifice. And it's set in my favourite Victorian era! It's a really powerful and dark movie, full of twists and turns. I like it how both characters were so different and interesting in their own ways, and there was no attempt to create a hero or good guy anywhere. A must watch! We were really glad to take a break from hall and just spent time window shopping, talking and dinnering at carl's junior. If only there was a neoprint machine to remember the day! We went to the top of Vivocity and i really love there! You can look across the waters and watch the iridescent lights shining from sentosa against the velvet backdrop and bask in the tranquility of the place. Quite romantic, too bad WRONG PARTNER. Hahaha. 20 december must come true k!

Had fun today during training because we played game! And wanyuan came back! He fetched xianhong and i back to hall and i felt almost old and wise in the company of two old ginger from hwachong. HAHAHA. :)

I feel it now. I am lagging behind four tutorials for macro econs, four tutorials for management science, two for managerial accounting, and three webcasts and a 2000 word essay for geisha.

HELP!!!!!!

Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance
I just wanna praise You
I just wanna praise You
You broke the chains now I can lift my hands
And I'm gonna praise You
I'm gonna praise, praise you

In the corners of my mind
I just can't seem to find
A reason to believe
That I can break free
Cause you see I have been bound for so long
Felt like all hope was gone
But as I lift my hands
I understand
That I should praise You through my circumstance

Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance
I just wanna praise You
I just wanna praise You
You broke the chains now I can lift my hands
And I'm gonna praise You
I'm gonna praise, praise you

Everything that could go wrong
All went wrong at one time
See so much pressure fell on me
I thought I was gonna lose my mind
Lord I know You wanna see
If I will hold on through these trials
But I need You to lift this load
Cause I can't take it no more

Finally changed my layout! Yay.

I will abstain. I will control. I will safely guard myself. I will not let history repeat itself.

Somehow i knew this was coming. Have been over-exerting myself for the past few days, or should i say weeks - training and dancing and playing sports in the middle of the night. And i don't rest or sleep enough. Havent felt this sick for a long time, all the hot and cold and weak and sweat and aches. And being bedridden for the whole day in your own little room doesnt help! The saddest part is having no appetite. You know how much i love to eat.

And no softball or dance for me.

Special thanks to min, meilin and zes for taking care of me and accompanying me through the night!! And all the smses and tags and ginseng chrysanthemum and honey and note on my door. Feel better already. :)

I'm still contemplating whether this public holiday is going to be a break or study session for me.

Maybe i shouldnt have watched The Last Samurai before Twilight Samurai. Nevertheless, i could roughly see why people like the former. It's a tale of chivalry, honour and much courage involved with the spirit of a Samurai laced throughout the show. I really like Twilight Samurai anyways. It gives depth and character into a Samurai of the changing times and breaks away from the typical stereotype of the warrior. In contrast, the lead is one ordinary and simple Samurai injected with much humanity. Quite sad and touching that you tend to feel a lot for him. Even more so when the daughter's voice as the narrator adds emotion to the show. Very very beautifully filmed. Not for action-flick lovers of course.

I shall not attempt to do my film analysis here haha. Well i think despite of throwing all the seven hundred and seventy points into this samuraigeisha module and not being able to continue my german, i've kind of grown to enjoy this module. I get to watch very interesting films and i never knew Japanese history was like that. Quite fascinating and intriguing in a way. And my findings for my stereotype essay are pretty engaging too. Whee. I wish people can just study some modules for the pursuit of interest and passion and not merely striving for grades, because sometimes exams really dampen everything.

i just want to say..

Huimin talked a lot today. Hahahaha.

Thanks friends. I'm okay la. Would probably only be half as sad if i bought the phone myself, but it was sort of a gift from my sister. Don't know if you get the rationale behind it, but yah. I was devastated when my favourite LG phone, a birthday gift from my sisters, was struggling inside the washing machine la!

AIYAHH now i must pay $50 fine too. Howwww unluckyyyy! Haha, never mind, it means more luck coming my way.

I think i over-simplify matters. I just wanted everybody around me to be happy and i feel helpless when i can't.

I'm feeling very ARGGGGHSS these two days. Not stressed over work, not upset over anybody, not even a single thought laced with frustration in my mind. Don't know what's happening.

And spoiling a phone this way really doesn't help.

Never mind, felt much better after talking to meilin already.

You know, the funny thing about human relationships is that we all react in different ways to different people, because we are essentially individuals with different thoughts, values, feelings and experiences. That streak of similarity you share with this friend may not be found on another, yet with the other, you share something else parallel. So on the surface it may seem as though you’ll having the biggest fun of your life with a friend, but it doesn’t necessarily diminish the bond you share with the other. Just put yourself in the other person’s shoes, you’ll soon realize how some behaviours are just inevitable. I know, because I’ve been through that the hard way.

And you know, if you don’t thrash things out sometimes, you never know whether the other side is thinking the same way you do. It’s really interesting and enlightening sometimes, of how you’ve been musing upon the things from your point of view, that you never quite see what is it like on the other side.

I still remember this particular bus journey one morning, when I was pretty bothered by something (I can’t remember what). There were a lot of scattered thoughts in my mind like sheets of rain splattering in all directions as i embarked on my second bus, 74, journey to school. Was sitting on the right side of the bus and i peered my nose towards the window in hope that the scenery will help make my dwellings subside. I got a little shock of my life as the scene outside looked really unfamiliar and i almost wanted to get up and alight from the bus. Till, i scanned around to find the recognizable khaki donning figures like any other day. And then this little queer realisation dawned upon me. That either i've always been sleeping, or looking at the left side of the bus probably to see who just boarded the bus, or whether the next stop is reaching. Just like the way i've been seeing things and people around me. Like how i've been so rapt in one side of them that i never bothered to consider the other side of them at all. Suddenly i felt so silly, so strangely light. Whenever we sink into negativity, we just sink in lower and lower without the slightest inkling that we've descended deeper than we actually are. That we've forgotten all the good things that still remained. Look at the bright side of life. How cliched but very true. The more i think, the sillier i felt. And the clouds of melancholy that seemed to hover above me suddenly disappeared. Sounds unbelievably perplexing that so much could derive from that instant of awakening but as i alighted from the bus, i felt thankful for the ride.

Friend ah friend, thanks for invoking such thoughts in me, yet I failed to pry open anything from you. I just hope you’ll understand my two cents worth, and continue your optimism. Happiness is really a choice.

I can't believe it's been a week since i wanted to blog. It was just plain busy these days. And i had a long fun break over the weekend.

Friday
After our econs test, we decided to take a break at munchie monkeys for lunch and happily skipped our next tutorial. Went out with meilin after that to suntec and watched World Trade Centre. We were literally weeping souls! Haha meilin almost couldnt control herself and wanted to burst out whining la. Anyways there were a lot of scenes that really provoked our tear glands but the show was still quite a disappointment to me. Didn't think it was that good oh wells. After the show, we went shopping and treated ourselves to good old crystal jade la mian. It was just rewarding for the body but taxing on the wallet. We came back and played badminton with many many people all the way till 4am!

Saturday
MAF finally came!

we were really happy to be back. hwachong means a lot to the both of us! :)

the pretty lanterns that were the decorations of the night

It felt greatttt to be back in your alma mater, basking in the familiarity of the surroundings and evoking moments of friendship and fun. Meilin and i even walked around the school - to the classrooms, the LTs, and the labs.

the oh-so-familiar brown window panes and red doors..

remember block e? air-conditioned classrooms for a hot sweaty day
I just realized i knew many more people from hwachong after graduation. How funny. Like zes, ade, jiting, yi kit and more..

jiting me meilin sanduo siongqun jiale. the people i went back with!

Even the oldies like wanyuan and xianhong were back! I felt as if i was a hwachongian again, going for lectures and breaks at chinese high and playing squash after lessons and training hard in the hall and playing ball with class and eating at coro and chatting at the class bench. :)

Sunday
At last, i got to meet up with bernard char and alan! We had dinner at Country Manna and desert at Menotti!

near the fountain of wealth

Menotti! Been craving for some nice desserts for really long

especially my favourite Soffiato - warm chocolate cake with vanilla ice-cream! rich chocolate fudge really oozes out of the cake.

Monday
Went sentosa with zes! She taught me how to cycle and at least now i can cycle straight and hmmms make some turns at times. But still, i have decided not to go for night cycling somehow, for various reasons. I don't feel confident enough, some advised that it was quite dangerous for a beginner like me, i have project and tutorials and presentations to prepare for and i've been physically tired these days. Really really sorry to those who have been wanting me to go coz you guys sincerely want me to have fun and will definitely keep a look out for me. I felt so bad! Of course, i'll be missing out on the fun la. Never mind, will have my own mini share of fun at supper with those who's not going and badminton with xianhong haha.

Yesterday was brain work and body work all the way! Had a disastrous MA test in the morning and biz comm for four hours. Then rushed down for softball trials when lessons ended. After dinner was dance session for seniors followed by juniors and we stayed for both to help out. Came back to my room after dance and succumbed to temptation to play badminton with meilin yongkiat and jackson. We played till about 2am. Haha, i was so freaking tired, and so freaking out of my mind.

Really happy today. Sanduo bought us avocado shake from seah im food centre. Been craving for it! Had strawberry smoothie at the ucc cafe too! Hee.

yummy! food keeps me happy!

Okay one by one the people around me are gone for night cycling. Have fun friends! :)

Thankful for this two silly friends everyday! Would have died a horrible death at NUS Business School if i didnt have them wake me up every morning when we are late everyday (because we go canteen to buy breakfast), chat and gossip about everything, their non-stop promotion about me (yuan lai jiu shi ping), our endless jokes of how min is always the one liking people, and how irritating and loud and noise zes can get that made min run away, and going through shitty modules like biz comm together, the absolute high zes and i get when seeing mike, eating biz western food, singing songs while blasting mp3s, playing with soft toys.. For all the stories and tales we've created, the jokes and laughter we've shared and the times we've been together, cheers!

Okay i didnt know i took so many photos with zes. Haha.

I feel like talking about a million and one things. But judging from the amount of readings and webcasts, we’ll see where my guilt takes me. Someone please knock some study sense into me.

Jessica and I were mad. We talked at the wee hours of the night till 8am on a Friday morning, but it was really great talking to her! About our ideals, our random thoughts, our feelings, everything! We went philosophical too, and it’s funny how we won’t talk about such things with others. Well, we were trying to untangle the intricacies of human relationships, of how everything come in packages and how everything aren’t quite what they seem on the surface. A little tired of situational friendships, ain’t it? They’re ephemeral, albeit the fun. Sometimes you would rather be in your own little corner, in your own little cosy world, when you realize you have to choose between obligation and isolation. It’s not really about being introverted or anti-social, but more like you’re quite tired of all the hustle bustle going on outside you.

And I was saying I always wonder how come I can behave quite differently in front of different people. Okay maybe not behave, but more of the things I talk about. I guess the different groups of friends I have bring out the different sides of me, that when you put the bits and pieces together makes up the whole of me. Like what jess said, people come together for that streak of similarity, so when we’re with that particular group we just tend to show that side of us more.

And since you’re saying everything happens for the best, staying in hall really enriched our lives, despite it not being a bed of roses. There’s always something to learn from experiences, be they good or bad! As everything happens for a reason, it makes us realize how much we think alike don’t we!

And you don’t always have to do anything spectacular to remember a day. Just sitting down, enjoying the presence of a good friend, with no sense of time will suffice.

Thank you jessica ong jia mei for everything!

On another note, it’s scary to think how you can actually make or break a person with a wave of your wand. I think I need to disappear from the face of this funny world for a while, to somewhere serene and peaceful. All I need is the sky and the greens - the simplicity of nature, and a broken watch to tell me time has stopped. But as far as I wander, I know I will be back.

Treated my mum and sis to dinner on Saturday! The chicken with wine and special sauce was really good. Ate at Casuarina for Saturday supper! And I got a new phone :) and bought alvin’s present with kwan kevin and cheong just now. Haha, I don’t know what’s this for.

I finally finally own the song I’ve been trying to find for A FEW YEARS. I hear it very now and then everywhere, even during dinner at comm hall. But nobody seems to know the title or the artiste, till very long later one fine day I asked yiwen. And then I asked every friend possible for the mp3, which was very long later before I discovered a website that has it. OH MAN. Presenting Another Sad Love Song by Toni Braxton.

Since you been gone
I been hangin' around here lately
With my mind messed up
Jumped in my car tried to clear my mind
Didn't help me
I guess I'm all messed up now baby
Soon as I jumped into my ride
Those memories start to play
A song comes on,on the radio
And there you are baby once again

It's just another sad love song
Rackin' my brain like crazy
Guess I'm all torn up
Be it fast or slow
It doesn't let go
Or shake me
And it's all because of you

Oooh baby
Here comes the strings
Then somebody sings
Only takes a beat
And then it starts killin' me darlin'
Only takes one note, I tell ya,
From that radio
It's just
Another
Lonely
Love Song.

Do i look cool??? with sanduo's bike haha

we went dinner at ginzah and i bought this Lightning McQueen lantern for MAF celebration! Really a waste of money, but really cute!

Was feeling tired, sleepy, lonely and a little down when linda came into my room with a Kinder Surprise! This monster looks quite hilarious. Thanks girl! :) You never know when something small makes someone's day.

Japanese's traditional empathy with the loser. Here's an extract i found particularly nice in my module reading.

The toll of Jetavana's temple bell echoes the transience of all earthly things; the hue of the blossoms on the sala trees displays the truth that those who flourish must surely fall. The proud ones of this world endure but for a moment like a spring night's dream. In the end the brave are brought low and scattered like dust before the wind.

Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol. I really love the lyrics. Isn't it nice to just slow down a little and forget about the world?

We'll do it all, everything, on our own
We don't need anything or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world

I don't quite know how to say how I feel
Those three words are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace to remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
I just know that these things
Will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world

Anticipation can be a cruel process.

Isn't it good sometimes, to just admire the beautiful box on the shelf as you pass by, than to enter the shop, probe deeper and realize it's empty inside?

Wednesday was my first Dance Blast! session. The dances were really cool and fun but they are superbly difficult! We felt so mentally drained at the end of the session. Practices babes! It's the only way out for now.

Went for softball ivp training after dance. Not that good to be in the team of course, but to join their trainings and improve my skills. Hopefully!

Rushed off to meet boon and chel at Holland V for dinner. We ate at this german place called the Baden! We shared the five assorted german sausages that were really good, completed with mashed potatos and german essential sauerkraut! Had Erdinger Weissbier and this drink called Radler, which was a mix of lemonade and Erdinger. It was really good! Great to be in the company of the two girls again, finally! <3

Stole your pic chel!

Thursday night was supper with Katanga, namely jinfu kevin pintsin yiwen alvin and kwan aik. So happy! Katanga really rocks my socks! Haha, it was really nice to joke, laugh, chat, tease and gossip with these people. Best OG ever! :D

After productions meeting till 2+am on friday night, alvin min jess and i played badminton till 6am!! We're mad, i totally agree! It was daybreak by the time i comfortably fell onto my soft comfy bed. I became so slow i can't even do pushing with alvin anymore. :(

Saturday afternoon was spent swimming with sinhui, catching up and all. Haha, we got so hungry we immediately rushed off to Casuarina and satisfied our cravings for hot, crispy prata. Undoubtedly my most favourite la! Came home to eat dinner with mum despite the pratas in my tummy and the late night sessions and working out finally took a toll on my body. I fell asleep at 6 plus pm and woke up at 10 am today! Not forgetting i lazed on my bed all the way till 1pm. Oh my gosh.

Wanted to write over here a proper chronological series of events but am too lazy to do so. Basically celebrated siong qun's birthday on saturday night and presented him with a shirt, boxers, crocs, cake and bag! And meilin, sq and i had a sumptious dinner at yck market on sunday night. Juicy bbq chicken wings, tasty brewed duck rice, deep fried ngoh hiang and sweet fragrant bobo chacha for dessert! Yayyy. Jillian came to stay over on monday night and the four of us were reunited again, playing mahjong and all. I'll miss that girl when she flys back to UK next tuesday! Finally got to meet up with sinhui for lunch too, and will finally finally see boon and chel tomorrow! Too bad there's first dance blast session plus productions meeting so i can't stay long. :/ And those who told me they will go for softball training finally came tonight! Attendance was great! Yayyy.

Will really love to sit down, take a break and have a nice talk with a good friend. Things are starting to look busy.

Meanwhile, the bright sunny mornings and cool rainy afternoons will keep me going!

Did i mention my fielding really sucks? It's either because i'm simply lousy at my hand-eye coordination or i've been playing racquet sports my whole life my left hand is somehow useless and unused. That when the ball comes i simply can't catch it with my left glove. Gotta start using my left hand more often from now on.

Watched Shut Up and Dance by NUS Dance Blast! with yiwen and aprilyn. The dances were really good and every single one of them could dance so well! Whoa.

DND and meilin's birthday are finally over. We pretty had much fun dressing up according to the horror theme.

James fooling around with his cloak and all..

reeally scary and psychotic-looking.

this is hilarious!! meilin drew derrick's face. poor him hahahahah.

this is yinghong with DAMN FUNNY wig. hahahaha!

presenting WENDY from Project Runway! HAHAHA!

what we wore for DND!

At the end of the day, you are doing things for people for nothing. And you have spent your whole day doing nothings when you should be doing things.

Bleahs. I need a break. Not those kind that i give myself and let things pile up, but a break from all these.

Well, at least had fun playing with toys and singing with min in zes room last night. Okay! I need to sleep now and leave these stupid equations on the table and dream about all things good.

Caught Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood last night. Ashley Judd was such a ravishing beauty inside. The film particularly stirred me, of how the mother and daughter have been kept emotionally distant the last few decades, of how the daughter unravels the truth about her unconventional and eccentric mother with the help of her mother's ya-ya sisters, and how forgiveness and acceptance come into play. I especially especially love the scenes where they bring back memories from the past, of how Ashley Judd played such a high-spirited and fiery-flavoured beautiful mother, Vivi, to her daughter. The plane incident, the drowning incident.. all the bits and pieces the daughter tries to recall before the nightmare began, where the alcoholic mum takes the wrong drugs and turned crazy and violent and was forced to be detained. And the daughter thought the mum simply left them. Truth was kept by the ya-ya sisters and the husband because Vivi couldnt face her ugly past, nor could she trust herself as a mother anymore. You still see a smile spreading across the face of Sandra Bullocks, who plays the grown-up daughter, whenever she dreams about those lovely childhood times, despite the ugly images of her alcohol addict mum still haunting her. It's heart-warming how the mother and daughter should find their ways back to each other after such a long time, after all the truth is unravelled and sunken in, and both let go of the anchors of the painful past.

It's all about forgiving yourself and forgiving others.

Okay, i think i give up. I take my last post back. And i salute those who can be ever consistent in their work.

I realize i've been dwelling less on things that are indirectly concerned with me. Or should i say indirectly direct. Maybe that's why i feel that life these days has been like sailing across a sea of serenity, somewhat dull, but happy in my own little world. I just wonder if i should continue this way and be the passive old me or spare more thoughts for the things i can't help.

Anyways i'm in my windy little hall room now, on a Sunday afternoon, supposedly back to do my piling heaps of presentations and tutorials and readings. Somehow, somewhat, i'm here listening to The Beatles, doing nothing but miscellaneous little things like sewing my Katanga monkey and packing the things on the table like meilin always does. As you can tell, i'm a little less than bothered to pen down any musings anymore. I wonder was it laziness on my part, or had schedules and commitments and distractions completely took over my life, that i can't seem to find that thinking mind of mine anymore. What has happened to the silly little me who loved to ramble on about the fine little things in life?

Before you know it, i've said "little" six times already.

Imagine by The Beatles
Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries,
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will live as one