Tuesday, October 7, 2003

Someone please stress me up. I don't feel like promos is tomorrow AT ALL. :/

Amazing how a name can be analysed so well. This is quite true!

Your name of Shiping has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others. Your initiative often causes you to be the first to act when you see a need. Since you are impressionable and receptive, you feel the misfortunes of others very keenly. However, this name makes it awkward for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings with finesse and diplomacy to the extent that your candid, sometimes blunt, manner of speaking creates misunderstandings with others. Being somewhat self-centred, you learn through your own experiences, as you rarely take advice from others. Yet, you are sensitive and very easily hurt and offended. You long for praise and appreciation for your efforts, but others find it difficult to understand you. You dislike monotony and system and enjoy being creative in an inventive way whether it be in interior decorating, music, art, crafts, or other endeavours that require versatility and skill. You are imaginative and visionary, somewhat of a perfectionist, yet the results of your efforts often fall short of your high expectations. A leadership position appeals to you because you would enjoy directing others rather than being directed. Your feelings are strong and you tend to react intensely to situations.

take it here!

CHIJ
CHIJ You scream for your school at any opportunity and< for some strange reason you love your school to no end. You wear your belt so low that ACS boys' pants would be considered high

Wad girl's school should you be from?
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stardust brushed dreams at 08:18 p.m.

Saturday, October 4, 2003

To my utter delight, it is raining! So here i am, all cosy and relaxed in my room, listening to david tao, enjoying the hurly-burly outside and watching the sheets of rain cross one another's path against the dim lamp lights. What a strange irony, aint it? And despite it being an awesome climate for sleeping, i'm instead, more inspired to start studying so as to absorb the lovely rainy scent and taste the heatiness dissolve in the air. One day, when i'm crazy enough, i'll run out and dance in the rain.

Hmmms, but rainy days is a different story altogether.

sometimes i wish i have someone to talk to late at night while the world is sleeping away. nowadays, people go online rather than chatting on the phone. kind of miss the days when jessica and i talked almsot every night about everything under the sun or even studied and watched tv through the phone. I think it kind of drives away the boredom inside you too. Being online is so different, although i am almost always online. Everybody's hidden behind a facade built subconsciously in this wired world and you never know what the other person is thinking. i can sound so deliriously happy while chatting with you but yet at the same time, i'm feeling so terrible inside. There's this loss of intimacy that chatting online can never replace. I think i'm losing the ability to converse in person rather than online or even on the phone now. Eeps!

Haha, i'm such a sucker for such cheesy love songs.

you're amazing so amazing
have I told you enough
you're my angel guardian angel
God knows I've been blessed with love

but if I been gone tomorrow
would you know how deep my love goes
have I ever told you
you're the one

if the words don't come my way
hope you still know
hope it still shows
if the words don't come my way
hope you still know what my heart wants to say

words so tender
I surrender to this feeling
so true
my affirmation my inspiration
darling I have been blessed with you

if the words don't come my way
hope you still know
hope it still shows
if the words don't come my way
I hope you still know what my heart wants to say

but if I be gone tomorrow
would you know how deep my loves goes
if I was gone forever
would you know how much I care

you make me feel like flying
and failing all emotion
that everytime you look at me
you see it in my eyes
Gareth Gates - What My Heart Wants To Say

stardust brushed dreams at 11:15 p.m.

Saturday, October 4, 2003

Will someone shoot me please? i slept at 7 pm yesterday, wanting to wake up at a later time so that i can try to study and that period of study time was supposed to be really crucial to me. Instead, i cuddled up in my bed and slept all the way till today. So so so angry! :(

stardust brushed dreams at 08:21 a.m.