Friday, October 26, 2001, 12:12 a.m.

um...

I'm not dead. ^^;; Really.

Let's just say midterms are funally over...

-K (129.9, baby)

Sunday, October 7, 2001, 11:28 p.m.

fire fire burning bright

One of the frats burned down on campus Friday. I forgot to mention that. It was sort of funny at first - you know, frats ligting up because of cigarettes and alcohol and whatnot - but 28 people lost their belongings and their home. It's sad. It's dark husk, a blackened shell of a building.

I was driving when it happened. Actually, with my first observee, named Dennis. He did really well with the traffic and all. And there I was worrying about being late. I ended up just driving in a loop around Orchard Hill (OHEx) without timechecks. Pretty fun, I guess.

They think it started with an electrical something or another, I heard. Unsure. I'll know more Tuesday, but it was on the front cover of the Hampshire Gazette, bright bright glowing fire.

I thought it was much more painful to see the building blackened, with the Greek letters adorning the door like so many proud ashes.

-K

Sunday, October 7, 2001, 11:17 p.m.

caustic narcolepsy

Ugh... I feel awful. Not sick, no, no, that would be too easy.

Why is it that people are your friends when it is convenient for them? When it makes them feel good? But as soon as you need them, or aren't perfect, they pull away until you are again? Why do they ignore you until they decide they want to talk to you? Why are they so selfish even when they know you've gone out of your way to do something for them?

I'm not really upset, which is the odd thing. Sort of... accepting. Why am I simply such a nuisance to everyone? Isn't it so selfish just to be meandering my thoughts around like this?

Kuyashii ne.

-K

Saturday, October 6, 2001, 3:37 p.m.

kimochi warui

I feel sick. And dizzy.

I just read that letter that my mother wrote to me last May, and I’m sick.

Some of it’s accurate, of course, but it’s so blindsighted, so cold… this is NOT my mother who wrote this. She still isn’t, but whatever.

Maybe I /should/ tell people things I feel, but that still feels like drama queen-ism to me and I’m SICK of people going over the top.

Reading that, ugh, I felt like I was going to fall forward and hit my head…

I think I’m just going to go write up my Trigun fic. Because people are pitiful and disgusting and selfish, myself included.

-K

Sunday, September 30, 2001, 10:57 p.m.

mm good

Posted first Trigun fic... UGH!! I wasn't going to do any more fanfiction. >.< I just want to write my own stuff, but these darn stories just keep coming... >.<;;;

Anyway, tired. Still ignoring papers. Bad bad. Have to get up soon to write them before I go to class. Yuck. Very tired. x.x; Slept through most of theater this am so am not really in it, which is perfectly okay with me. I was feeling rather dissatisfied with the whole process yesterday anyway.

TEARS OF JOY.

I JUST freaking posted that fic and I already have a review!! ;______;

First, a side note: I like the way you formatted these two chapters. And now the real review: I love this. I think you've handled Vash and Meryl wonderfully, keeping them in character and believable. I can understand why you choose to make the situation strained and somber; while Vash looked happy at the end of the credits of episode 26, the lingering question of "What now?" keeps floating in the air, causing the tense atmosphere for everyone present. If you decide to continue this, I look forward to future chapters. Until then, this is going on my favorites list.

;__________________________;

*huggles ZG Vallea* You're my new bestest friend ever. ;.;

GAS IS CHEAP. We celebrate a 137.9 drop at the close station, and 131.9 in Hadley near the Coolidge bridge.

Cold, crispily yummily cold.

Kiri sleep.

-K

Sunday, September 30, 2001, 03:07 a.m.

ugh

lied. shift finished at 2:45 pm, not 12:30. They told me 12:30. I'm tired.

-K

Friday, September 28, 2001, 08:18 p.m.

jigoku no hi

Iyaaa... I didn't plan on making tomorrow an awful day... ;.;

9-4 (actually 5, but I got out of an hour): theater rehearsal thing.
4-8:30: work
8:35-12:30: work

O_O On campus for 15.5 hours???? NANI O KANGAETA KA??

Sigh. -_-

Thirsty. Going to bed though. Ugh.

Pippi-pie: *hugs muchly* As long as you still have hands and legs and stuff ne...? ;;.;; *werried*

*dies*

-K
chilly, 139.9

Thursday, September 27, 2001, 09:39 p.m.

saving

saving this ^^;

I want it all to go away
I want to be alone
Sympathy's wasted on my hollow shell
I feel there's nothing left to fight for
No reason for a cause
And I can't hear your voice
And I can't feel you near
~Sarah McLachlan

Meta: *META HAD EPIPHANY*
Kiri: o_o?????
Meta: META = SHINOBU'S CRAZY HOMOCIDAL BISEXUAL PEDOPHILE SISTER!!!
Kiri: ^_^; *knew that?*
Meta: ¬.¬;; *gets A to rough up Kiri while B holds her down*
Kiri: O_O!!
Meta: C!! Go and get me a cute little girl to molest!! And tira misu is a cake you dork!!
Meta: And D!....massage my feet. *peruses through her collection of S&M photos* Ooh... Mitsuru looks so good with those ropes...

If I cry me a river of all my confessions, would I drown in my shallow regret?
~S. McLachlan

z.z;

-K

Tuesday, September 25, 2001, 09:00 p.m.

oi, minna

Gomen ne for sort of disappearing. If you actually want to see if I'm alive, check out my Lazuli page (linkie on the left bar) because I actually /have/ to update that for theater class. ^^; Etou etou, must feed hairy sangnom seki XD. Just kidding. A hungry Dave = a scary Dave.

-K

Monday, September 17, 2001, 10:36 p.m.

I'm very angry... very very angry... it's painful for me to read other people's blogs or weboages who just have no idea what they are saying... So many people died... who had hopes and dreams and children and love... and people are disgusting and don't realize they will die too... every life is sacred, but if you waste yours, it's empty... my friend couldn't find her father... but it doesn't seem to matter...

Tuesday, September 11, 2001, 10:52 p.m.

saiaku na hoshi...

Today has been... unique.

Dave's parents are in DC. I'm sure they're fine, but one can't help but worry...

They cancelled school at one.

I kind of don't know what to say, because it really doesn't affect me... but I want to say /some/thing... I'm not angry, don't want revenge like it seems everyone else does... It's just... yuck...

On the positive note... we got the last volume of Trigun (foil in fact), which was very satisfying, and served as a good distraction for three hours or so...

And poo, I just remembered I had to write a paper...

-Kiri
139.9, and somber

Monday, September 10, 2001, 12:17 a.m.

hnn...

I didn't rant yesterday...

I'm kind of annoyed. -_-; I didn't sign up for shifts soon enough, so currently I only have about six hours on Friday. >.< Uttoshi da na...

More shameless Kiri, but remixes as opposed to herself. ^_^; Yes, I played with Trigun music and made a remix. x.x; Yes. I was bored.

But if you want it, it's here.

Hazukashii yo na. -_-;

So my new plan is to move to Osaka after graduation (even better, away from family ^_^v) with all of my kitties and I'll learn to speak like a southerner. ^_~ Honma ni.

Updated page a lot today too... Huuuuunnn... Also got Trigun DVD 1 (instead of fansub goodness ^_^;;). Just have to wait till Tuesday to get number 8!! ^_^

Might update more... should sleep soon, but prolly won't be able to. -_-

-Kiri

Saturday, September 8, 2001, 03:51 a.m.

Pretty Vash ^_^ Yum

BTW, I'm not listing birthday stuff because I actually expect people to get it for me. ^_^ I'm just amusing myself.

I'm an official able to drive all routes bus driver as of today. ^_^ Wai.

Nemui. x.x

-Kiri
139.9, warmish, 80s