Just some clarification... ^^;;; Oro... I feel bad now...

I was upset because I was stuck out in the rain and it was cold and I only had a sweatshirt cuz I still can't find my coat, and I didn't know where my purse was, and I felt sick. ^^;;; Other than that I was fine...

Speaking of which, I found my purse. Raaki!!!

Legato blew a kiss at 06:36 p.m.

Monday, April 29, 2002

So I just spent the last 15 minutes out in the rain crying...

No, not really. That was about 5 minutes ago. So I spent the last five minutes making soup, but the time before that was spent being locked out of my apartment in the cold rain, wondering where my purse is, crying, steeling myself to go bug Jenny to use her phone to call LaDonna, going to the wrong apartment, using their (Cara's and Keith's) phone anyway, waiting for Andy in the cold wet ran, and crying some more.

Yay.

This after throwing up and/or sleeping all day yesterday with this yucky disease. Hurray. See my thrill.

Stupid Old Irish test today... maybe a B. Five or so out of 7 translations. What I did do, I did right, but it took too long. Argh.

On the other hand, I had a good day Saturday with all my DDR buddies in Nashua, plus I got to meet Chad and Matt (Matt is adorable, and Chad is fun to scare), and had Nate flirt with me and ask to make out with me... argh. So there was Mike (of RNT pirate fame) who looks like an elf, but I already met him before, Nate, Lee who was there only briefly, Supreet, who still looks 22 to me, despite being youngest, Kamikaze (does he have a name?), Tuan, Jon, Jess, Amy, Dave, Chris (who has the cutest smile ever, is fun to tease, has awesome speed, and annoyingly hits people with chairs if you play Kick the Can), and Justin. And me. I'm forgetting someone... Hmm... No, I already mentioned Chad and Matt. So that was it. Sunday was spent barfing (and then I stupidly decided to play Drop Out with Peter and nearly died) and cashing in tickets. Yay, Godzilla.

So now... I should do work. Yes. Maybe.

Legato blew a kiss at 09:02 p.m.

Wednesday, April 24, 2002

you were a flower
did you know that?
long, twing, reaching, and I
I never knew what you were reaching for
bad dreams are the mother
of your insecurity and the alcohol rage
is against the night of crying
you sang in such a way that I never understood
you were a bird
did you know that?
and I never grasped what you meant
with your sweet, broken words
and when you fluttered away
the desperate anger searching for a place to land
and when you never came back
I think I lost you a million years ago

Legato blew a kiss at 05:39 p.m.

Friday, April 12, 2002

Excellent. It seems I have won my first DDR tourney.

Well, not won, but got second. Good enough I think, especially since I wasn't going to enter in the first place... pictures should be forthcoming. :D

So I immediately spent the $15 I won, but Renee got $50 for second in the harder category...

The first round I got automatically added because there was an odd number. Dave lost to an 8 year old girl, Jon lost to the guy who beat me, and Amy lost to Alik. : No good. So it was only me. First, I beat someone... I forgot. Oh yeah! This youngish black kid, maybe 16? 15? Afronova Basic. HA! Dave said he didn't even pay attention cuz he knew I'd win. Full comboed it too. Nice. Second person was the brother of the 8 year old girl. Not bad! He was ten, and made it to the third round. Good! Afronova AGAIN. Full comboed and won.

Trippy!

Last was Drop Out (:) Trick. Played it once, didn't remember any. Kept messing up. Funny thing was, I was much better than the boy who won. :D Wish we coulda done it on maniac, then I'd show him who was boss. :D

So Peter lost for stupid reasons. Renee lost to BGS (Big Gay Seth, aka fat nimble guy). Yick, my feet are sweaty.

So afterwards we played a bit, then went to eat at the 99 Restaurant, which is too expensive, and got bad service. Decent enough food, but wretched, wretched service. Ehn.

Then by this point it was midnight or so when we got back to Amherst... but Tuan wants to go play Beatmania. @_@ So we ended up going to the mall, but Beatmania was closed, so we played more DDR till 1:30 or so.

So I am tired and going to bed. Nighty-night.

PS: Meta, I need your phone number again. I miss you. T_T

Legato blew a kiss at 02:12 a.m.

Tuesday, April 2, 2002

Blah, I'm yucky. I feeling very poopy. Depressed, even. I feel like none of my real life friends like me, but that really, they just tolerate me because they're nice. This sensation is heightened by Dave's frequent comments that he doesn't want to be around me ever again, which he says half-joking, half not. I think I am going to lay low for a while. Yay. Such a charmer, that Kiri.

In other news, I think I am going to be starting a new website, possibly underthemoon.net, but definitely something with moon (I are girl :p), but I am looking for people interested in writing occasional articles, art, games, etc etc. It doesn't necessarily have to be on topic. I was also thinking we might house fic muses there...

This would have to be later, though, when Old Irish is out of the way.

Bleh.

Legato blew a kiss at 10:18 p.m.

Wednesday, March 27, 2002

Well, well, well.

Meta hasn't been posting either. I don't feel so bad, but I do wonder whether or not she is alive. :p

Saa na... iroiro na koto wo kangairu... T_T; Iya da! Muzukashii inochi da yo na, atashi no. :p

Ugh, I planned to write a lot... but my thoughts don't want to solidy when I'm online. -_- Bum!! Jaina liked that story I started a bit back, about the boy with not enough soul... Sigh. Most others didn't. T_T Feh.

I need to start writing at least a little bit again. I've gotten VERY lazy with Old Irish, and nothing has seized me in its teeth.

BOOZE.

Not that I have any. :p

Karaoke tomorrow with Shannon and the crew, before which I have DDR with Peter and the crew (this being a different crew), before which I have chorale, before which I have shelter work at 8 am. Argh. I think between shelter and chorale, Kiri-sí shall sleep.

"In comram beus!" ol Kiri-sí. Yo, mad skillz yo.

Teít ass. Not what it looks like. It means "they go forth".

For something that causes me so much grief day in and day out, I really love Old Irish. It's my heritage. Cu Chullain was my grand-dad, Conchobur was my uncle, and Deirdriu my tragic cousin. Riiiight.... :p But anyway, seriously. Unlike a lot of my friends, many of whom have strong roots and cultural backgrounds, I have nothing but the candy commercialism to suit my needs for family and home. I guess Old Irish is part of that for me. It's my country. It's my home.

Too bad I can't eat butter like that, though. Feh.

I think I like Emer the best. ^_^ Or Cu Chullain. He's definitely up there, but mostly because of the warp spasm. XD Emer is just plain darn cool. Kiri likes women who matter in society, especially medieval society. She's a tough!! Medb was cool, but too bad guy-ish, but Emer fights for her husband and actually loves him. *-* And we know I'm a sucker for romance... :p

Good lord, if you ever want to get into a forever long discussion about the Wooing of Emer and Seglige Con Chullain, I'm here for you. ^^;

-K
chilly, 1.31

Legato blew a kiss at 10:54 p.m.

Tuesday, March 12, 2002

I. Am. Not. Dead.

Yet.

Legato blew a kiss at 08:27 p.m.

Wednesday, March 6, 2002

Before I forget, Stella dear, if you want any help with any sort of English grammar nonsense, I am here for you. ^_^ Just send me an email or IM me or something.

Legato blew a kiss at 11:24 p.m.

Wednesday, March 6, 2002

I am very, very tired. But... not dead yet. No, not dead yet.

Night.

Legato blew a kiss at 11:18 p.m.

Saturday, March 2, 2002

Ugh.

Legato blew a kiss at 01:20 a.m.

Friday, March 1, 2002

Kiri words of wisdom.

Grasshoppers, do not let dishes rot in your sink for two months. You will swear your drain burped when you pour the slime down it.

Legato blew a kiss at 11:13 p.m.

Friday, March 1, 2002

You know those disgusting cheap Easter candies? The chocolate ones? I keep eating them. After about three, they make me really sick, but I can't stop. I think they put crack or heroin in the chocolate.

Gotta do dishes. Ugh.

-K

Legato blew a kiss at 06:58 p.m.

Thursday, February 28, 2002

guess it didn't lose my entry -_-;;;;;;;

Legato blew a kiss at 12:00 a.m.

Wednesday, February 27, 2002

friggin a, pitas lost my entery. -_-

sprained toe, blah, wah, tired, etc -_-

-K
don't like cold

Legato blew a kiss at 11:59 p.m.

Wednesday, February 27, 2002

x.x Sprained big toe of left foot Monday; kinda hurts. Can't play DDR or do juso till Monday. T_T;

Sleepy. Dave's car battery died, but it'll come back to life, but I have to pick him up. Argh, he has 4 minutes. :

Sleepy. T_T

Blah. Kizzy rocks. She's dirty and insane. I like.

-K
WHO SAID IT WAS ALLOWED TO GET COLD AGAIN???

Legato blew a kiss at 11:49 p.m.

Saturday, February 23, 2002

Yatta ^_^

Watching Jon make eyes at Jess is creepy, BUT!! I passed not one, but TWO nine foot songs. *___* Yes I did!! First!! was Matsuri Japan, which I'd never played before on maniac, and only once on trick, and second was ROMANSU no Kami-sama, which I have. HAPPY. Passed Drop Out again and got a C! *___*

boy kitty on lap must go

Legato blew a kiss at 10:20 p.m.

Wednesday, February 20, 2002

I feel so dirty. UGH. WHY DO THEY KEEP COMING BACK???

Such a perfect end to such a rotten day. UGH. Maybe they'll die. That would be so nice.

Possessive? No, actually. Frustrated beyond belief? Yes, yes, indeed.

Am I this mean? I guess so.

I'm so tired. I think I'm getting hysterical.

I've been sad way too often recently. Maybe I should go to the doctor.

Maybe I'll just tranfer to Ohio. Yay budget cuts.

Friggin a.

Legato blew a kiss at 11:31 p.m.

Wednesday, February 20, 2002

I am really agitated right now. Really really agitated.

I thought DDR would help.

I thought judo would help.

Now I think that only sleep will help.

Maybe.

Legato blew a kiss at 09:59 p.m.

Wednesday, February 20, 2002

IT'S NEXT WEEK. WHERE IS MY JOKEN??

Legato blew a kiss at 12:58 a.m.

Saturday, February 16, 2002

Your past life diagnosis:
I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.
You were born somewhere in the territory of modern West Africa around the year 925.
Your profession was that of a writer, dramatist or organizer of rituals.

Your brief psychological profile in your past life: Ruthless character, carefully weighing his decisions in critical situations, with excellent self-control and strong will. Such people are generally liked, but not always loved.

The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
Your lesson is to combat violence and disharmony in our world, to understand its roots and origins. All global problems have similar origins.

Do you remember now?

Your Past Life

Legato blew a kiss at 10:41 p.m.

Saturday, February 16, 2002

No one is on and talking to me. T_T It's sad.

Meta, I miss you. T_T Come baaaaaccckk...

I had insane people on my bus today. It was rather annoying. An older man and an older woman bickered all the way from the center of town to South Deerfield, and then back to Sugarloaf. ARGH. And then he stayed on till the center again, and she got back on later because she forgot one of her boxes on the bus.

ARGH.

The best part though, was this:

Dude: Hey, do you go to Hadley?
Kiri: No, this is the South Amherst bus.
Dude: Yeah. Um, I need to go to Hadley.
Kiri: Where in Hadley?
Dude: Um... Hadley. Just Hadley. My friend lives there.
Kiri: x.x;;; Well... maybe Route 9?
Dude: Yeah, yeah, that sounds right.
Kiri: x.x; You'll need to switch buses...

DUDE. PEOPLE ARE STUPID.

I am editing my old story for Shortcuts. Too bad I'm an awful writer. -_-

Ugh. I think I might nap. Or Joken.

-K

Legato blew a kiss at 09:51 p.m.

Saturday, February 16, 2002

CO-ED NAKED BUS DRIVING.

I have no more clean clothes so I guess I have to be the Lady Godiva of buses.

Sigh. -_-

BUT AT LEAST I HAVE PANTIES AND SOCKS.

And my keyboard works great for me having poured milk all over it. Yeah Compaq.

-K

Legato blew a kiss at 02:33 p.m.

Thursday, February 14, 2002

Thank you, Esca. ^___^ You rock my world.

Sleepy.

I'm okay now, I really am. ^^;;;;; I was just insane last night. o_o; I almost passed a 9 foot sing today (ROMANSU no Kami-sama) but failed in like the last few seconds. T_T WAH.

MnJ is killing me. I need more. I need more. T_T

Tired. Was up at 6:30 to start working at Dakin Animal Shelter. Scooped poop, but mostly cleaned. x.x Mopping. O.o A lot of mopping. Sweet kitties. Met an orange girl tiger (weird!! x.x) and saw a pic of the first cloned kitty (EVEN WEIRDER). Very cute cloned kitty. Don't want one though. I like my own kitties.

(This is me trying to be entertaining for Esca ^_^;)

UMMMM...

Let's see, after the shelter, went to play DDR. Ate. Yum. Bad mall Chinese food. Tasty. Maybe Korean food tomorrow. *__* At HOT.

Came home, took Sir to vet, and he apparently gained back all the weight he had lost. O_O Fast kitty. But he got his rabies shot, so he's all happy. (not really)

Came home, went to chorale. We're singing a really fun Spanish song. I like it. I keep meaning to make a midi of it, but I'm lazy. Yes, yes I am.

Yo le canto todo el dia. ^_^ That's the name.

I learned the Korean word for sweaty today and promptly forgot it. T_T

Masher at DDR today. -_- Fat. Unattractive in every way, plus cocky. YUCK. Why must only boring or ugly people hit on me? T_T Darn you, Matt!!

Anyway. -_- Ep links.

Episode 7
Episode 8

Yum. I was crying at the end of 8. *____* YUM.

Meta, I think we should sub k-dorama. I've decided I like the genre. -_-; How sad am I?

Atama itaku naru yo. T_T myahn ne, must sleep.

Tomorrow is self-proclaimed Old Irish and Litter Box Day and Day That Shall bring Forth Much Cheap Chocolate. I look forward to it.

A closing remark.

on sale

those after-Valentines valentines are mine
50% off tags lacing their shelves
forgotten, forlorn on Valentine's Day
alone with naught but our bittersweet selves

perhaps we're kindred, them and i
neglected by those with gleaming eyes
deserving love, nay, more than that,
receiving only lost good-byes

and so i take some, quite intent
on eating away my V-day woes
fending off what I fear most
my heart's imagined or real life foes

Wow, I totally give myself a boner. CHOCOLATE.

-K
gas prices seem steady at 1.11-1.13. VERY cold this morning: 17 or so? though it had gotten down to 9 plus wind chill, which was wretchedly painful

Legato blew a kiss at 09:58 p.m.

Wednesday, February 13, 2002

Bad day, though it shouldn't have been. Esca, glad to see you're alive. Mom goes in for surgery Friday.

I have to get up at 6:30. I'm hungry. My body hurts. I cried all the way home from the comic book club meeting.

I'm also angry. I'm angry because my life is bothered over by people who are no longer in it - by CHOICE - and I don't like having every move criticized and watched. You probably don't know who you are and I don't care.

I find Matt incredibly attractive. I will not ask him out. Our personalities are way too different, and he hangs out with stupid people. This doesn't mean I don't want to have wild animalistic sex with him. Maybe it's the boots. :p

I feel out of touch with everyone. I have no real life friends. No one in any of my clubs or classes likes me. It's a waste of time. Everything feels futile. My own family doesn't want to be around me. I put on the smiling face so they might like me more, but they still don't care. I'm sick of it. I'm so sick and tired of being taken for granted by everyone. I'm tired of hiding me feelings because no one wants to listen.

How can people wonder why I have so many cats?

I have to sleep. I have to get up in 6 hours. Yippee.

Probably another sleepless night anyway.

-Kiri

Legato blew a kiss at 11:41 p.m.

Tuesday, February 12, 2002

Geez, I miss one day reading blogs and find out my dear friend is dying. x.x; META, DON'T DIE, YOU HAVE TO BE MY MAID OF HONOR!!

No, I'm not getting married. -_-; And sorry for the irreverant tone; I'm just tired and hyper. x.x Judo makes hurts.

Anyway, Dave asked me a bit back if he would be my maid of honor if I got married right now. Well, at the time I said yes, but it felt weird. x.x Boys should not be the maid of honor. ^^;

For some reason, I was thinking about that today, and thought to myself: "Wouldn't it make the most sense for Meta to be the maid of honor?" And I said: "Yes, self, it would. Dave can be the ring bear, and we'll dress him up as a bear." And then I said: "Self, people will read your blog and think that you don't know it's really called a ring bearer." And I said: "Self, people are really silly sometimes." And I said: "Yes, yes, they are."

I need to email my profs for my comics class and ask them to sponsor my kitty shelter work. Blah. And I need to run to Bartlett soon.

Yeah, I should reallyleave now if I wanna play at the mall. ^^;;; Yeah, now would be good. Yeah.

See ya. I love ya, Meta. Plus you're sexy. Mmmgood. You're like Campbell's soup. XD

-K

Legato blew a kiss at 03:09 p.m.

Monday, February 11, 2002

Episode 6 is up.

O_O

-K

Legato blew a kiss at 01:41 a.m.

Sunday, February 10, 2002

MnJ rocks.

I want my next layout to be Kiriko. ^_^ I think her character and Michi's mother's are the most realistic. I really like both of them. Michi's mom RULES cuz she's always telling her to follow her heart. It's so sweet. Hikaru's mom is kinda creepy. x.x Typical Japanese weirdness though, right? x.x On a Watase sort of level... x.x;;; Masaru is okay. Kinda boring, but a nice guy. Of course he and Kiriko will end up together. ^^;;; I want Kiriko's hair!!! *___* I do. It's cute.

Umm... Hikaru is an okay actor, but Michi is awesome. O_O She does everything so well. x.x Most of the rest do too, but Michi is exceptional. *_* Too bad Hikaru's a twit. ^_^;

Need more. -_- Yes, yes, I do. Darn you, Meta. -_-

BTW, I've uploaded it onto my page for those of you who want to see it.

Episode 1
Episode 2
Episode 3
Episode 4
Episode 5

*squeal* It's so good. It gives me boners. Yes. Plural.

I need to write an essay before I pass out. x.x Must call vet and eye doctor tomorrow too. Yuck. And talk to Old Irish teacher. x.x Kowai.

-K

Legato blew a kiss at 10:15 p.m.

Sunday, February 10, 2002

I was having such a good morning too.

I drove 41 this morning. Brian was nice and got me a baby bus, even though he already had a 35 footer lined up and ready to go. I feel a little bad. He had to move a bunch of buses out of the way for me. Sigh. But I got 3102, not my fave baby, but it'd definitely do.

I was good and did 30 minutes on workout mode, and then tried memorizing Afronova, but to no avail. -_-; I BITE. I couldn't get the first six measures. The beat is strong on that song, but I couldn't figure out where to come in without the arrows. Sigh.

I love Majo no Joken. Thank you, Meta, for yet another obsession. ^^;

I feel kind of sad right now. I don't know why. Jess came today for a bit, but she wasn't feeling well. I miss Jess. I want to see her more. She's so much fun. I also want to get to be better friends with Claire. She's nifty. I also love Jason. I just wish I wsn't so goofy around him. I guess it's just cuz I'm not settled in my relationship with him yet. I like things... settled.

MnJ just downloaded episode 5 so I am sure as beans not going to sit and write in this thing until I've seen the next ep.

-K

Legato blew a kiss at 09:15 p.m.

Saturday, February 9, 2002

Dude, I have the awesomest blog. ^___^ THANK YOU, META, YOU RULE.

And now to change my password as fast as humanly possible before that wench decides to change more things. ¬_¬

Just kidding. x.x;

I'M TIRED.

I got my boy kitty back yesterday. I'm HAPPY. He's skinny though. T_T Very very skinny. Probably 4.5 pounds or so skinny, down from 8. He went on the Dave DDR diet. T_T Run out of money so you can't buy food and play DDR. T_T

Haven't blogged in a while. x.x I'm going to audit Old Irish because I can't do the work for it. x.x TEN PAGES OF TRANSLATIONS? WHO ARE YOU KIDDING?

Yes, very tired... x.x

I'm going to go wake up Dave and then bathe. Yum. BYE I LOVE YOU META LET'S DO LUNCH.

See, I was gonna put sex, but I decided to be good. Do you know my page has the most hits from the word "you" followed by "twincest"? Fascinating.

-Kiri

Legato blew a kiss at 09:25 p.m.

Saturday, February 9, 2002

This is not Kiri...BUWAHAHA!! Ahem. Anyway, Kiri love, sorry I am writing an entry in your blog. -_-;; I archived everything and when I tinkered with the entry format, all the entries went kaput and I couldn't see anything. o_O; So I had to write something to see if my entry formatting had worked. x.x; So uh yeah...just erase this post later ok? ^_^ Everything seems to work fine, no broken images or links...but if you see anything (say a spelling mistake? ^^;;) then tell me ne? ^_^v And oh yes...it seems this layout only works with Internet Explorer and Netscape 6. I tried Communicator 4.7 but no luck. >_<;; I don't understand...sorry. But even on Netscape 6, it was getting wonky on me...like if I scroll down, the entries would disappear. x.x;; I think there is something wrong with my monitor...because that doesn't sound like an HTML problem. x.x; Anyway, gonna sleep now. Hope you like the results! ^_^ *hugs* Ja ne!! Love Meta

Legato blew a kiss at 01:33 a.m.