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Thursday, November 6, 2003 01:02 p.m.

*groans*

can anybody tell me WOT the hell am i doing online? tml is my 'A' level mother tongue paper and i am still slacking online.. wot the hell.. hmmm.. not really in the mood for blogging.. looking at some pictures that a friend from england sent me.. guess i will just do a little of social blogging..

SOCIAL BLOGGING: mayi.. its ok.. we can go cut hair again when my hair grow bushy again.. keke.. take good care of the ankle now aight? do sports injuries are inevitable but we must practice some caution here and there..

cal.. hehe.. everyone else influence me to call u cal.. back then it was simply liling.. keke.. oui u.. hurt my feelings when u say my hair like medusa wor! keke.. nevermind lah.. love u still.. keke..

jojo.. had band practice yesterday? keke.. had fun going to town ar?! everytime go town.. not like us nyjcians only have the privilege of going to SERANGOON central.. keke.. hehe.. oh poor u.. have to drink that blend made by ur friend? nevermind.. next time i will make u my special blend and u can drink it too! will let all the sore throats go away!!! oh hmmm.. ur OP on wednesday? mine is the 3rd day of presentation.. not sure exactly when is it.. but hope u do well for it!!! after OP we can all go celebrate! cant wait for my present!! keke..

wenwen.. all is human.. its ok to feel like that sometimes.. when i ask, u always say u are fine.. act strong only!!! haha.. but i guess u are strong sometimes.. need anything just holler for me and i will be there.. dun get all moody and quiet these days.. me not used to it! //kisses monkey's chest// wot? now now.. dun get me wrong ar! i am no pervert!! just want to soothe ur heartache thats all.. ^^;;

li yen.. congrats on ur promoting to year2.. continue to work harder ya? will meet up with u guys soon hopefully.. all da best for OP too..

wendy.. o_O i couldn't agree more with u man.. //nods nods// u ARE full of nonsense..

EVERYONE! all the best and lucks for a level mother tongue paper tml.. though i need more of the luck for myself.. keke.. and hope u guys do great for OP as well!!! //wipes sweat// phew.. social blogging is tiring wor..

Tuesday, November 4, 2003 11:47 p.m.

http://www.petatv.com/tvpopup/video.asp?video=mym2002

watch this.. its on animal abuse..

now i'm feeling guilty for having eaten that chicken cutlet..

i remember one of the methods taught in OAC survival training was to slam the chicken onto the floor to get its head off.. o_O couldn't believe we were so cruel..

i am gonna turn vegetarian man..

Tuesday, November 4, 2003 09:31 p.m.

wow.. i am like really enjoying myself now that promos is over.. went to school as per usual today and had the technical dry run and the presentation dry run itself.. mr tan commented on our group saying that we improved since yesterday but of cos there is always room for improvement.. so after school met up with the rest(connie, cheryl, michelle, shuwen, fats, liling and mary) at the library and then we went to collect the sentosa photos! quite nice eh.. the photos are only the ones that joanne took with her digital camera and the ones that michelle took with her camera was just being sent for developing.. tml collecting michelle's batch of photos and i can't wait to see it!

speaking of photographs, after school today my class took a class picture for like the first time.. ya.. basically because jasmin will not be with us anymore after tml so we want to have the picture as some sort of remembrance.. jasmine!!! i will miss u!! ok.. then after collecting the photos we went to serangoon central to eat and to accompany mary go to the sinseh cos she sprained her ankle badly.. after which we were supposed to go and cut hair together but in the end mary didn't go cos her ankle hurt too much.. oh yah! while waiting for mary, me and joanne went to the playground outside the sinseh.. and i found 5 dollars on the floor!! lucky me man.. that time in the school i found 5 dollars on the floor too.. then a few days later i found 10 dollars on the floor when we went ice skating with tommy and chee hung.. i realli am lucky man.. haha.. so basically joanne was like chasing me all around the playground cos she said i cheated her to look the other way while i take the money.. hehe.. not true k!

ya.. then after cutting hair me shuwen connie cheryl and fats went to suntec city to go shop for connie's and cheryl's clothes.. liling didn't go cos she had to give tuition lor.. in the end shuwen also bought a shirt with the rest of them lor.. then we walk here walk there and only went home at around 9 and here i am at the computer.. keke.. i was complaining to shuwen on the way home that i am very hungry!! and lucky me my aunt just gave us whole spring barbecued black pepper chicken to eat.. keke.. nice!!

oh!! i found someone to celebrate my bday with!! haha... and the lucky person is none other than cheryl lee sisi.. hehe.. she is born on the 15th of december while i am born on the 5th of december.. conincidental eh? keke.. i am older than her by 10 days!! finally i am older than someone our age.. haha.. it was kinda funny.. i kept on telling her "Cheryl, 5th december ar.." and she'd go "15th december ar!" she is just such a sweetie.. no wonder someone likes her.. *ahem ahem*

oh.. i wanted to say something.. but dun think any of u will understand.. but its ok.. just treat it as one of my mad ramblings ok? hmmmm.. i am trying not to care.. i do not want to care.. it ain't my fault but i am getting so sick of u.. wat am i sick of i do not noe.. just u and ur whole self.. it is sad i'd feel this one day.. but we've already passed our time and there's no delay.. woohoo.. that rhymes!! keke.. ok.. that's the end of my mad ramblings.. *laughs* personally.. i dun understand it myself.. but the thing just come to mind and it sounded good.. so i thought i'd put the thought somemore.. keke.. that's why i termed it as mad ramblings! ^^

SOCIAL BLOGGING: liling.. jiayou for your training ok? BBGT can of cos make it.. and so will u.. u have the potential but just dun slack just cos u think u have the potential.. u noe wat i mean? anyway.. work hard for the school's annual cross country at sentosa and bring the champion trophy back for BBGT.. it doesn't matter if u lose to ur other BBGT mates when it comes to running and stuff like that.. be happy for them and continue to train yourself further.. afterall.. all of u guys are working towards the same goal and that is the A division.. jiayou ba!!!!

jojo.. hope u did well for ur oral presentation.. dun nervous! if u nervous then u might not be able to score well on ur confidence points.. remember to use hand gestures and engage the audience! haha.. thats what my teacher says.. good luck ya? see ya soon..

mayi.. how's the ankle? tml not coming school right? will miss you wor! take care of the ankle alright???? then can go sentosa during the weekends!!

hey wendy.. common tell me.. who doesn't hate PW? i think its the worst thing that ever happened to us here in the education system.. but who noes.. it might prove beneficial to us in the further.. the government is afterall far-sighted people.. haha.. oooo.. who is that person u can't breathe when u think abt and can't speak when u talk about? o_O

yingqi.. haha.. of cos we all will decrease stamina right! 2 months never go training then bombard us with all the hands training.. that aileen is a damn crazy bitch man.. haha.. no wonder we all love her.. continue to persevere ya! and oh.. no wonder u like those shows.. u are lame yourself.. keke..

Monday, November 3, 2003 07:58 p.m.

o_O i was like halfway through typing my entry when the computer just hanged on me! bloody hell.. its kinda irritating cos i already typed soooo long!! my stupid kitty peed everywhere on the computer table.. i swear one day i am just gonna cut off his dick to prevent him from pee-ing man.. wanna throw him out cos we are like fed-up of his pee-ing but he is like with us for so long already! and he is such a pussy ass.. throw him out into the world and he won't survive! somemore that time when he was lost from wandering around the neighbourhood i cried cos he didn't come back!!! imagine wat i'd do when we throw him out.. probably i'll just bawl for weeks..

enuf said about that cat.. on to the entry.. yesterday i went to sentosa.. went with connie, cheryl, michelle, jia ying, liling, mary, shuwen, and fats.. supposed to meet fats, shuwen and mary at 1130 at bishan mrt control but i woke up only at 11! wat the.. luckily fats called me or else i would still be asleep when they meet up.. but i still reached on time! mary and shuwen were late somemore.. wat the.. so we met the rest at 12+ and headed on to sentosa.. on the bus to sentosa it rained! and the rain dampened liling's spirits.. but the sun came up again when we reached there!! must be thanks to my prayers for the sun.. keke..

we were stupid and walked like a mile to the palawan beach.. once there we settled down and swam and tanned and ate chips.. o_O we even played contact rugby with a volleyball.. whenever i got the ball i just charged through the line of defenses and rolled around the sand trying to place the ball on the line.. got quite a bit of bruises on my legs from rolling around the sand but i got used to forever having bruises on my body from OAC pts that i didn't take notice of the bruises till now.. bloody.. they are like swelling right now..

i dunno what the hell we do at palawan beach and we left to bathe at around 430.. wanted soooo badly to kayak buden was too busy with other things.. oh well.. another day lorz.. so we left sentosa and headed to town in search of FOOD! we were so damn bloody hungry especially me.. i didnt get to grab any bites before going sentosa with me waking up late and all.. ate at long john at cineleisure and just gor there awhile.. toking and laughing over rubbish stuffs.. that seemed to be like the only thing we are capable of doing.. oh.. and shuwen told the rest that she heard from one of her friends that jieyu (connie's classmate) like cheryl.. we were all like o_O and cheryl was like at a lost for words.. damn amusing seeing her facial expression... all along everyone thought that jieyu likes connie but according to shuwen's friend, connie was just like a smokescreen.. jeez.. not sure if its reliable and all but there u have it.. our gossip for the day.. haha..

oh yah.. we took LOADS of pictures at sentosa.. take so many pictures still not enough we went to take neoprint at heeren after we ate.. we spent like close to an hour at the neoprint booth.. we like 10 years never take neoprint then keep on taking and taking.. there was one neoprint with all the 9 of us.. super nice!!! everyone looked ok and dark.. haha.. i initially wanted to scan it in.. but i guess my scanner is down.. must be that stupid cat peed on it that's why it's not workable right now.. so we took neoprints till like 815 when everyone said they wanted to head back.. we trudged along the streets of orchard road and were at a junction when shuwen suddenly said she felt like meeting her parents cos she wanna get free food treat from them.. dunno what happened then suddenly i was with her on our way to suntec to meet her parents.. we strolled along city link but like all the shops were practically closing already.. and it was only 9!!! so we went to buy yummi yogurt, which was the main reason why i went with her, then we met her parents.. and they gave her to buy food for the both of us.. but i didn't want to eat.. so full already and i was contented to eat my yami yogurt.. nice! everyone should try them one day..

so basically i went to meet her parents to get lame-ed by her dad and to get a free ride back.. keke.. then her dad was like going on and on about how we shouldn't listn to "fakes" according to him like adam khoo.. said we should like to that creative guy.. sim wong hoo.. then me and shuwen were like just stoning there lor.. and.. the mother suddenly started talking about fishes and her dad said he bought guppies for me.. i was like.. WAT THE!! i tried to reject it lor.. but.. dunno lah.. he keep on forcing me to take it.. haha.. so i took it lah.. and he said i could do anything with.. feed my luohan with the fishes or i could even fry the fishes with egg to make an omelette.. i was realli lame-ed lor.. haha.. how lame can the dad be lor! haha.. oh yah.. and the dad even made me take a picture of him posing by his car with my camera phone.. keke.. and sent it to shuwen's mail.. -_-;; her parents are soo comical.. but i like her folks.. i told my mom about them and she just kept on laughing and laughing.. so.. they just sent me safely to my doorstep lor.. likdat only.. was basically quite happy that day lah.. had fun with the rest of them.. and we might be going to sentosa AGAIN this saturday or sunday.. oh.. this whole week no OAC!!

ok.. so today we had the pw dry-run and everything.. after school ended ate fishball with the whole lot of the bball people and waited for yingqi they all to come and fetch me.. haha.. wanted to cut my hair but the idiotic shop is closed on mondays.. so me and OAC girls went to town and ate at Gelare! cafe.. nice! ate such a big waffle and there was a cute bung at the counter.. haha.. so funny.. so we just walk here and there and i had my ear pierced again.. at the same spot somemore.. hahaha.. but i keep on piercing then closing them again and again and again.. oh.. we took neoprints too!! for the first time ever with them lor!! haha.. nice.. maybe will scan the neoprint in at school or something.. wanted to buy this boardshorts too.. cost around but i didn't had enough money so i figured i'd drag shuwen out to buy it with me.. but now i kinda like having second thoughts on buying it.. i wanna save money and buy a compie!! realli! then it can be in my room! hiakz.. my mom said she'd pay the excess for me if i save till a thousand dollars.. shld be ok ba.. hari raya coming get around 0, my bday get 0 from the squeez gang, 0 from my bro and maybe from my mom? shit.. still need to save 0 more.. but maybe i'll work for my aunt when i am free so can get the extra cash.. keke.. that's why i will refraint from spending on any thing till i get the comp.. so the boardshorts will have to be pushed aside.. next year ba.. haa..

oh.. tml supposed to go to jurong to play the water slides with the OAC girls.. but think got PW to do tml.. somemore i wanna go and cut hair! o_O so many things to do.. okiez.. my brother wanna use the compie yet again.. tata..

SOCIAL BLOGGING: mayi: dun worry lah! i am fine one lor.. i wonder why the hell i even go and write that entry.. haha.. it's just a moment kinda thing u noe.. i very fast will be happy again wan.. somemore that time was like so late le lor.. haha.. then a bit the cranky with no one to talk to.. keke..

jojo: of cos u should be glad that i am your friend right! haha.. but really.. we were all worried for u lor.. then knowing u for 3 years le we noe u everytime never tell us your feelings and keep them all bottled up inside.. if ever u need to talk i am always here to lend a listening ear to u.. *muacks* love u and miss u!!!

shuwen: o_O wat was that thing on my tag-board for lor? haha.. yes yes.. and u are my dearest monkey.. haha..

Sunday, November 2, 2003 01:10 a.m.

FARK YOU!!!!!!

sorry.. just felt like screaming that out loud.. i am in a real damn crappy mood right now.. thank god there's no one chatting with me right now or else that person will get my wrath.. anyway.. got this from somewhere..

my heart aches for you
but u never noticed
how i cried for you when u cried
and how i smiled for you when u laugh
you were never around for me when i needed you
but i was always there for you when u called for me
and even in the heavens high above,
i'll still be watching over you.. always..

i am not sure where i got this from.. but this person like this other person and guess wat.. this girl liked this other bung.. haha.. so weird.. and this is something that happened in singapore.. so.. this bung got this email from the girl a day before the girl committed suicide and didn't get to read it and decipher its underlying meaning until about almost a week the girl passed away.. and the bung checked her email.. a letter was delivered to the bung and it said something like.. i waited for u to call.. to ask me if i was ok.. i waited by the phone but ur call never came.. its been like this for 3 years.. me hoping in vain and u crushing my heart.. i hate feeling this way.. but just noe that i love you and will forever do.. awww.. mighty sweet ain't it? kinda sorta sad too.. so i read on and found out that the bung and the girl were actually best friends.. and boy were the friends of the girl angry like hell with that bung.. but i guess its this way in a friendship.. one cannot always expect the other to reciprocate their every actions if u noe wat i mean.. it seems like in most best-friend type of friendship.. one would always be giving and the other doing only the taking.. it sucks but thats life i guess. i would have added the link to the page here but i totally couldnt trace back the page!!

i am not morbid or a sucker for tragedies.. but i sorta like feel better after i read this thing.. haha.. anyway.. gotta get some sleep now.. going to sentosa tomorrow!

Friday, October 31, 2003 11:12 p.m.

wow.. so tired now.. just reached home like an hour ago and watched survival for awhile. slept quite late last night doing PW and woke up early to go to school. after like 4 periods of PW i went off from school and ponned malay again and met shuwen and ate prata at my house area! yumyum.. nice! but the curry was like damn super oily lor.. FATZ!

like after that we went to my house and shuwen had to wait for my to bathe and dress up but it was like still pretty early so we gor awhile on net then checked our friendster and stuff.. then headed to town and IMMEDIATELY checked out the movie timings. *laughs* it seems that whenever we are out together we would watch a movie. but that is like the only thing that we can do when we have nothing to do.. so we booked for the uptown girls show at 515pm and since it was onli like 245pm we went shopping of cos!!

shopped mainly for my things and i bought a levis jeans.. quite cheap noe.. hehe.. its more or less 0.. cheap for a levis jeans! then bought a sports bra and so did shuwen.. keke.. walked here walked there.. talk here and there.. laughed here and there till it was like 5 then headed to the cinema.. but seriously, the show was a bit like disappointing? ya.. realli not worth my .50 lor.. then after that shuwen asked whether wanna meet connie they all so i was like anything.. =P but we met up with ifah first.. chat here and there then we ate at KFC before heading for suntec to meet connie and mary.. nutting much realli.. just walked here and there with them for like an hour before shuwen said she wanted to head home so all of us went too..

aiya.. the entry like quite boring right? i actually wanted to like relate all the crappy and lame and funny stuff that shuwen told me today buden its too many to be recalled lor! haha.. even if i am able to pen it down it will be like not funny anymore? keke.. haiz.. i ALWAYS cant put my thoughts in focus!! there is actually more i want to say and now i seem to forget them all! laughs.. i am getting senile man!

SOCIAL BLOGGING: oh my dearest SHUWEN.. life is never a bed of roses. fight for wat u strongly believe in, stand on your god damn two own feet.. if ur heart is shattered, u can come to me and i will patch it back for u.. for u, my consultation is forever... one's happiness is moulded by one's own hands.. seriously.. i dunno if this is just another random psychobabbling of mine.. but i hope it makes sense to u.. luv ya babe! =)

jojo.. not sure if u will be able to read this on my blog.. not sure if u frequent it but hope u do.. too many things tt need to be said to be left on ur tag-board... oh well.. seriously, i wouldn't mind so much if u wanted to take chemistry because seriously, to me it is easier than physics.. at least u study can pass but physics its like so uncertain.. study oso not confirm will pass noe.. but if ur mind is made up then i will support u all the way.. i can only give advice but it is up to u to decide what is best for yourself.. if ever u need anything.. u noe where to find me! =gosh.. i getting sappy today=

Tuesday, October 28, 2003 08:46 p.m.

tiredz.. right now.. i am like dead man.. i expected OAC's training today to be tough since all circuit training is tough but nothing could prepare me for today's circuit training man!! it was sooo tough that i think.. no.. not think.. it IS tougher than baba's circuit training back when she was around. gosh.. my arms are like aching and i am taking real long to type man..

ok.. so.. today's circuit training was like.. we started at the new school building area there with 20 push ups and 20 sit ups.. and then we did 1 time of the monkey bar.. and then we ran zig zag through this stupid crappy maze and lifted logs 5 times on each arm.. then we had to climb over the darn freaking stupid wall, head for the basketball court where we did 3 sets of leg lifts for 20seconds each.. that's not the end.. after that we had to do vertical pull-ups.. 3 for each person.. the girls were not spared.. bleugh.. ok.. and then we had to run around the school track and then go back to the starting point to do all those crappy stuff all over again.. and we did it 5 times for the girls and 7 times for the guys..

it might not sound bad to u guys but it was bad for us k! i mean for starters i couldn't do the vertical pull-ups.. so huijie, that's our physical training instructor, said that for every pull up we couldn't do, we must pay back with 20 push-ups each.. and i couldnt do a single pull up so i had to do 60 pushups for that station.. i mean.. together with the 20 pushups at the beginning.. i did a total of 80 push-ups for every round!! u total up all the rounds and wat do u get? a shockingly HUGE amount of push ups man.. i counted and i did 240 push-ups in total.. the last 15 push ups were real tough man.. my arms kept on giving way and i almost felt like crying.. keke.. so that was exaggerating.. i didn't want to cry cos huijie was making me laugh all the time and it didn't help much while i was doing the push-ups k!!!! i mean.. wahlao!!!!!! 240 push-ups noe~! i was screaming at huijie saying that he was out to torture me man.. *laughs* oh.. among all the sets that we had to do.. i only managed to climb the wall only ONCE! my arms were totally wobbly and i couldn't climb the wall after.. so i had to pay back with 3 times of the monkey bar for every time i couldnt climb the wall.. so i did like 8 times of the monkey bar.. crapz.. i was dying at the bar.. hanging onto my dear life.. keke..

the running wasn't at all bad after all the stuff we did with our arms.. aileen was like asking me why i ran so fast around the track when i could use the time to jog slowly and rest myself.. but my brain realli wasn't working at that time and i was just stoning when i ran so i just kept on running and running and i totally didn't feel any tiredness while running man.. the tiredness were like all concentrated on my arms lor.. I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THEY MADE ME DO 240 PUSH-UPS!! argh!! i am gonna bitch about it man.. haha.. so after the whole thing, everyone was like patting each other's back for the job well done but i couldn't even lift my arms to retie my messed up hair loR!

after the whole thing, me and lingyu trodded back slowly to the G rooms and i was like saying all the time "There is something wrong with my hands." keke.. there REALLy was something wrong ok! i feel all funny in my arms and the feeling is not gone now lorz.. i expect my arms to feel REAL bad tomorrow after i wake up man.. oh.. today we wore the OAC jersey.. and i look real damn FAT in it lor! *grumbles* i was complaining about the jersey too and the OAC guys were all like.. no lei.. u look sexy.. screw them lah.. made me so paiseh only lor.. then somemore today so many people were at the track lor.. but i didn't realli cared how i looked like while doing the circuit cos i was like beyond caring already.. keke.. after the whole training ended aileen was like "I didn't mean to torture you guys! Go have fun now.." silly her.. how could we have fun with our aching arms!!!

okok.. enough about OAC.. today during maths lesson mr tan was like telling jasmin that he tried his best to help her but she won't make it to year 2! i feel so sad lorz.. its always nice when jasmin is around.. jasmin got O O O for the promotional exams but jeanne (that's shuwen's classmate) got O F F and she got promoted lor! i mean i am happy for jeanne but... wat about my JASMIN!!! i told mr tan got people get O F F still can get promoted den he was like dubious then he said i tell him the person then Jasmin confirm can get promoted.. i wanted to tell him about jeanne but in the end i didn't cos i was like thinking wat if because of this then jeanne didn't get promoted? then i dun wanna hai her lor.. better one person retain than 2 right.. oh well.. okie dok.. i think this is all for the day..i need to do my malay homework *grimace* and PW OP presentation.. tata..

Tuesday, October 28, 2003 12:11 a.m.

wah!! now is like the fasting period and although i do not adhere to my customs.. i am trying my very best to fast all the way through the Ramadhan period.. keke.. cos i want to diet and i wanna save money to buy the laptop! keke.. i had school till 5 today and i was having a major headache by the end of the day.. must be due to the fact that i hadn't had a sip of water for the whole day. i was practically dying by the time i reached home.. and tomorrow i am having an OAC training at 5:15 p.m. and i dunno how the hell i am gonna make through it with me fasting and all.. keke.. if i collapse none of the OAC guys seem capable to help me man..

i slept most of the night away and woke up just to wash and use the compie. i getting more and more excited about friendster. keke.. a couple of my brother's friends added me to their list and i realized that i DID know them at some point of my life. haha.. i have always been close to my brother and he used to bring me out when i was younger.. keke.. so sweet right.. and all his friends would be like woah didi.. your sis ar.. keke.. so i made a couple of close friends with my bro's friends but sorta like lost touch after i grew up and didn't hang out with them anymore.. hehe.. hmmmm.. i have pretty much nothing else to say except that I LOVE FRIENDSTER!!!

Monday, October 27, 2003 12:08 a.m.

today was such a boring day! i stayed at home at first but i slept most of my afternoon away.. and then i woke up and chit chat with my eldest bro since he is only around at home on sundays. he works in a bar u see so when i am at school he just come back from work and when i am at home he goes out to work.. keke.. night animal ar all those who work in the bar.. hee.. anyway.. shuwen came my house at aaround 4? ya.. she messaged me and was like "I am so free now.. Can i come to your house?" she sounded soooo lonely.. keke.. but actually she could have followed her church friends to the water baptism thing but oh u noe her.. so anti about this kinda thing. keke..

so left my house at like 5 on the dot to meet jojo at toa payoh mrt station to go to the gym! and i forgot to bring my handphone and i felt to lost. haha.. 7 people messaged me while i was out.. mainly about projects or about miss hamimah's funeral. oh.. ya.. like i said we went to the gym and me and jojo and shuwen ran on the treadmill.. there were people using the treadmill so i ran on one first.. haha.. and like barely 7 mins into the run jojo stopped running.. keke.. that girl.. so unmotivated! i ran like quite slow.. did my 2.4 in like 18 mins +? bhaa.. so horrid.. but it was better than at LTC where i ran 2.4 in 19mins +.. keke.. but that was cos the whole day we had a kayaking expedition that was like 24 km! that one was a damn killer day man.. keke..

so after gym we went to mos burger and basically gained back all our calories.. *grinz* and then we wanted to go to town buden i was like kinda lazy and so was the rest so we scraped the idea and settled for junction 8 instead. we went there with the sole purpose of looking at computer notebooks and i was sooo tempted to badger my mom to get me a laptop after seeing the ones on display but i think i won't. i've been asking my mom for far too many things and i do not want to live up to my name of being a spoilt brat. keke.. i wanna buy a laptop badly man!! maybe i will give tuition next year so i can save enough money to buy a laptop by the time A levels end? good idea? keke.. easy money mah! just give 2 hours of my time every week.. haa.. ok ba.. thats it.. i need ta sleep and i havent bathed yet! i stink!!

Saturday, October 25, 2003 12:39 p.m.

woohoo.. i'm back yet again after such a recent update.. keke.. oh wat to do? i'm like so freaking bored right now. messaged that crappfied monkey to go out and she didn't reply me.. bet she still sleeping at this time of the day. haa.. oh anyway, i was so bored that i surfed around friendster for a little while and i came across Rachel Jedrek! that's my primary school mate back in marymount convent.. she and feronia(that's another primary school mate) were soooo bitchified back then but hey.. i still like them.. them with their crazy antics makes primary school unforgettable..

i saw her piccie on friendster and my gosh.. she's totally pretty right now! tall.. good figure.. not like the skinny girl she used to be back then.. must have taken after her sis claire who is yet another beauty.. hee.. better than my dear fats i must admit! keke.. oh.. added my brother's girlfriend and him himself and i found that i am connected to other people whom i noe that they noe too but i didnt now that they noe.. haha.. u get my drift? this is wat amazes me about friendster.. thats why i find it pretty cool.. keke..

ADD ME PEOPLE!!!! OROOO86@HOTMAIL.COM !!! go on.. just add me.. i won't bite, i promise.. keke..

today the oac general meeting ended pretty early, i was pretty surprised. started at 8am and ended at 10am. but then again, it ended earli because mrs koh wasn't there to question our every decision. whenever she is there she will like always interrogate us on our choice of decision. but in a way, she's like a big mama to us.. non-oacians will all think she is super fierce and realli bitchified but she is real nice.. okok.. enough of promoting mrs koh..

oh.. then i sorta like had a talk with aileen and she was saying that she still can make it to year2 but she is not planning to stay in nanyang anymore.. she said she has no interest in the kind of subjects that we are currently studying and will be enrolling in Raffles Lasalle next year April.. boy, i am really gonna miss her.. i didnt really get along well with her in oac for the first half of the year then we got to know each other better during the LTC.. and what can i say about her except that she's really nice.. She's like another Shuwen whom i feel that i can talk to about endless things.. ok.. that was a bit exaggerating but the vibes she give is really good.. pretty sad she will go.. she wanna learn graphic design.. keke..

oh.. shao jia also want to leave nanyang and go poly.. not sure if she can make it to year2 cos her results are like O F F.. but i hope they all can make it.. i'll be keeping my fingers crossed till then..

Friday, October 24, 2003 10:43 p.m.

wah.. just came back from dunno where.. keke.. so tired man! i went to meet xuanyou, glen and mengsan at bishan to do my PW but as usual i dunno what the hell we were doing there den went off after 1 hr to go eat at KFC.. we were SUPPOSED to do PW but they all dunno what happened then after eating went to mengsan's house then play PS2! wah.. shiok ar... very nice to play.. before going there we met san chin first then he lent us 1 PS2 console and then also lent us the final fantasy 10 disc.. i was so happy and eager to play ff10 then went mengsan's hse her ps2 cannot read the disc bcos her ps2 is unmodified.. lousy.. so disappointed can!!

then we played some kinda rubbish and superly lame game and entertained ourselved till 530 then xuanyou and pamela went off.. then we sorta rushed through everything and then went to meet ah pek and kenneth at ang mo kio the big mac centre or watever u call it.. hehe.. so bowled from 7 to 930! actually at first it was fun.. the first game i was so good lor.. i was 2nd with ah pek leading.. then later the second game i was sooo hungry that i cannot concentrate then i anyhow bowl till the last 5 bowls.. then i got 1 spare and 1 strike k! haha.. i keep telling myself "Concentrate! Mind over body! Don't think about food!" keke.. it's lame i noe..

then after that went to eat at s11.. eat till i so full that glen ate a bit of my leftovers.. keke.. he is like another shuwen.. keep on eating my leftovers.. ke lian people.. no money to buy proper food of their own.. hehe.. then basically went home trying not to vomit everything out..

hmmm.. tomorrow got OAC meeting again.. so boring.. endless meetings man.. i feel so da.. but tomorrow is a general meeting so means everyone will be there then it won't be as boring as a committee meeting.. actually they wanted to wear the OAC jersey.. i was so reluctant lor.. i don't wanna show my flabby arms then luckily bing xiang change the attire to official tee.. keke.. my good president.. oh.. then after OAC meeting supposed to go to jurong swimming complex and play the water slides with my si baos.. buden lingyu is sick.. then yingqi going out with PL friends i suppose then heard shaojia is too upset with her promotional exams.. so postponed yet again to another day..

try to dig shuwen and jojo out to go gym with me.. hehe.. so long never have training i scared next week training is two times a week and circuit trg somemore i will just die lor.. so must prepare myself.. keke.. cant wait to try climb wall!!! i siao liaoz.. must be never go oac pt for too long.. hehe.. okok.. i think i said enough le.. keke.. *disapparated* (keke.. read too much harry potter)

Wednesday, October 22, 2003 07:20 p.m.

aiyo.. i think i just talk to a bung on the IRC just now.. cos this person just came to me and asked me whether i am from nyjc.. so i said yeah.. and the person was like saying that he/she is thinking abt going to nyjc next yr so of cos i encouraged and i even badger that poor person to join OAC! hehe.. so i asked what school is that person from and he/she said geylang methodist.. thats an all girls school right? then at the end the person told me her(assuming) name is alan so i had like question marks all around me.. hehe.. aiya.. bungs in the end will all join basketball one.. hehe..

anyway, today school was so darn boring! we had 4 periods of PW and then break and then 3 hrs of mother tongue! luckily i escaped in like 1 hrs time and i went to the library and i saw liling. she don't take mother tongue anymore and i somehow started teaching her how to make a nicer template and she was sooo excited. haha... in the end her layout turned out reasonably nice (better than her previous one) hehe.. and then we went out of school and ate ice cream and came back in time for the release of the GP papers.

i was actually quite happy with my marks.. i got 28/50 for essay and 27.5/50 for compre.. liling and i got the same overall marks which was 55.5. so the teachers went through the essay questions and i was stoning until they came to the topic that i wrote.. i listened damn attentively and then suddenly the lecturer flashed a mind map on the OHP which i saw belong to me!! i was so shocked that i blurted out "Hey.. That's mine!"

i shouldn't have said that because soon enough cal and fats were like making a big fuss out of it and they were sooo loud that i am sure my area at the LT heard them! i was sooo embarrassed!! And to make it worst, that mala lecturer actually criticised my essay!!! she said "the student used examples as points and even used examples in her introduction." By then a near-by lecturer knew it was me and giving me the looks and my ear was starting to get hot..

That stupid mala went on to say that "The student has no analytic skills and obviously do not know how to write an essay." Good gods.. i hope someone out there would strike her with lightning on deepavali! grr.. i was just SOOOO embarrassed.. and fats thought that mala was praising me.. -_-;;; ben fats.. hehe.. oh well.. i sort of like cooled down by now but i thought i did ok for the paper.. 28/50 lei! just 6 marks away from the highest scorer for this topic.. oh and the topic in question is "Man has not done enough for the environment. Discuss."

Oh.. monkey got 49.5 overall and she seems quite disappointed but just said that at least she passed.. and we met mary outside the LT and her face was all black lor!! i thought it might have something to do with the paper cos she told no one her marks.. i was soooo scared of her can! i thought she was gonna bite my head off anytime.. so i left her to cool by herself.. but she was ok later on!! all bubbly and kicking when we went to eat KFC! hehe.. all of us (me monkey and mary) ate baNDITO! haha.. and mary was livid that i let shuwen eat such oily thing when she is coughing.. hehe.. *laughs sheepishly* I'm a BAD girl.. ooooo... this entry like quite long le.. hehe.. okok! i dun bore u all le.. *disappears*

Tuesday, October 21, 2003 07:33 p.m.

HI!!! Its me again!! haha.. wah.. my backbone is like breaking right now man.. i spent the last 1hr and 20 mins peeling water chestnut so i can blend it into a drink for lingyu.. poor girl is sick den have to come to school tomorrow somemore cos they are giving out the papers..

And i'm soooo hungry now.. i'm waiting patientyly for my brother to take food from my grandma's place but if she cook something not to my liking then i will just stuff myself with breads.. hehe.. oh.. i skipped school halfway today.. did not continue to go for lessons after the lunch break.. stayed in the library to do a quick layout while waiting for shuwen to go eat lunch with me..

yupz.. so.. she finally met me at 2 and we went to eat and then talked and talked as usual until it was time for me to go home and she went for training.. she waited at the bus-stop for my bus to come and then i was off.. then i was happily reading my book at home when mengsan messaged me and said that we both had to attend make up lessons for physics cos we pon today's lesson.. crappified.. haha.. i was like WHAT?!

Oh well.. so my brother went out and i sneaked out of my room after hearing the door slammed and here i am.. hahah.. i still feel weird talking to the screen.. hehe.. does anybody EVEN read this shit? *laughs* I must publicize my blog more.. hehe.. okok.. i gtg.. *vanishes*

Tuesday, October 21, 2003 10:20 a.m.

Wahlao! This is freaking irritating lor! I spent 3 days working on my html code and then the pitas server just decides to crash on me... That's not the end yet though, they deleted my account! I typed the username sooze to sign up again and they say "Oh lucky lucky, the username sooze is available.." GRRR.. I feel like strangling them man!

Lucky there wasn't much entry to begin with.. Hmmm.. I wonder why my account got shut down. Was it a mistake on their part? Or was it because I stole the other person's bandwidth by placing that picture? *strokes chin* Oh.. what the crap.. I just have to start everything from scratch again i guess.. *grumbles*

I'm in school now and I'll try to patch up what I can.. It is sooo unfortunate that I did not save my previous template. This should teach me to be cautious. OK.. I'll be off now to do my template... *POOFS*

Oh yah.. gOt back the Physics paper 2 and I got a whooping 24/70 for it while Shuwen got 34.5/70. I wasn't quite bothered by it all actually. I don't want to care no more.. Its over and I can't help it.. Sheesh.. If I become a possible candidate for retainees I'll take back my words.. hehehe..