tonight should be awesome. its 4 months today. big plans and fun shopping with the poppa. i am so in love with monicamonica
Saturday, May 16, 2003 at 02:00 p.m.
somebody is going to get hurt. and in the end they will go to hell. but tonight will kick ass. oh yes it will. i cant wait to chill with the close ones and her. it should be fun. and so should tomorrow.
Thursday, May 15, 2003 at 09:36 p.m.
the past few days have been interesting. they always seem fairly good, but turn out better. its awesome how it might even start out good but just turns out great because of how we have been lately. i am very happy.
ice cream has played a major role lately. it has been a fun past time to go out for ice cream. but it is prolly some weird psychological compensastion for the amount of tennis we have been playing. tennis is brutal when you suck like me. i have the scars to prove it. ask monica.
to that one punk ass individual who thinks its ok to bitch about how the only PDA was amoung mentors: just because you couldnt make out with the 8th graders and nobody wanted to be molested in that specific night it doesnt justify you talking a bunch of shit. if you have a problem and you want to voice be a man and voice it to both of us, otherwise shut the fuck up.
tomorrow should be a pretty good day. i dunno really what the plan it but it shoudl be good. i have been doing well with school shite so i will prolly get on top of that. or as hallee's boss says "i will prolly work on owning that."
things are good and this weekend will be really fun. but now it is time to sleep.
Monday, May 12, 2003 at 01:29 a.m.
its a little scary to me as to how well things are going. it seems like every few days that i will have a day that seems like it is as good as it could get, and then within a week an even better time happens. prom was amazing, but this past weekend was golden. it was awesome. things were great.
the drive in with my closest "family" (nam and tashka) and my little nerd was so bad ass yesterday that i cant even explain. X-Men 2 kicked ass. dare devil was ok, mainly because everybody fell asleep during it. but it was fun. the whole day was really nice and comfortable. we are comfortable.
then today i played some guitar and got together with monica. laura saiki had her 18th birthday so we took her some stuff. i like laura. she is fun to play with.
we watched some of love and basketball but ended up out at myers playing tennis. i suck but it was so fun. a good work out on top of other "cardiovascular activities" as her dad puts it. i think i unhydationed myself though.
my math grade should be climbing the rocks of bullshit to the american gladiator bell of graduation. corrections on the test and acceptance of an older assignment should really help.
this whole weekend i have been perfecting my talents (or lack there of) in driving stick shift. though apparently its a little frightful so i will need to touch up some. i really enjoy driving that 13 year old aluminum car though. which was recently washed by my sister and i, along with the burgundy corsica. hahaha.
tomorrow will be another monday, i am up at 1:30 so it will be a long monday but i know what i need to get done so i think i will be ok. it should be a good day. i thank God for how well everything has been lately. its too abnormal for there to be any other cause.
Thursday, May 8, 2003 at 10:43 p.m.
i have been really busy again lately. but not that bad kind of busy, a productive kind. where i get homework done and tests caught up and study. and still i couch. its a good situation.
today was one of the bester days of my life. at least that i can remember. i just had a really good day and i thank God for that. today was just really awesome.
in school i did all my normal class stuff. i got caught up in math. i got my test (or one) taken in history. college writing is still there and i think i will have free time tomorrow. things went pretty smoothly.
work was easy and fast. i actually had something to do today. i worked fast enough to get some done, but paced myself so i will still have something to do when i go back. i hate going in there with nothing to do and just having to BS the whole thing.
i met monica and we went to the mall and did some shopping. mothers day stuff and other stuff and saw my bad ass friend Justyn who gave me a good deal on cell phone covers. i found the original korean flag, before there was north or south korea. its hard core. bought some mothers day cards for my mommies. monica got the new jack johnson. even though i burned it for her it kicks so much ass she bought it herself. then we left.
after stopping for some floralism, we went on a date to red robin. mmmm. i tried something new and it was good. not as good as what i normally get but it was really good. and it was fun to spend a date with just monica alone. prom was bad ass but it was fun to just kind of be alone.
picked up some ice cream but saving it for tomorrow. played with the cat and the photographs. layed on the bed and watched her organize her prom photos. i think i actually fell asleep for a little bit but she woke me up and i came home.
damn today was a good day.
Monday, May 5, 2003 at 10:06 p.m.
holy bajesus its been a long time since i posted. i have been so busy and all. this past weekend was prom with monica and it kicked some major ass. the only minor set back was a 5 hour drive out the the coast and back due to a soon-to-be-dead old senial beach house rep.
we have got photos of everything. took the girls out to ihop where i ate a little bit of everything...mixed into a glass with coffee, half and half, tabasco, and some orange juice...not to mention the sausage, egg, hasbrown, butter, waffle, and whatever the funk else they could find.
after that and a lot of gas, we took them over to the carousel. we had never been on it before so it actually kinda kicked ass. then we went and played in the park. i think the girls really enjoyed themselves so that was bad ass too.
after we dropped them all off we crashed at nams house. it was cool. we took a long ass nap actually. then we woke up and got our shite together. we met the girls and the ron at bush park for photos and it actually was really decent since we used the gazeebo.
after about an hour of photos we went to rudys. damn that food was good. our girls were damn sexy. tashka with nam, sheener with jeffestes and my little nerd was beautiful. the real cool part is the girls thought all us guys looked real good. so we felt cool.
at the dance things couldnt have gone better. it was at frist kinda empty, but we didnt get there till almost nine and people showed up around the same time and before we knew it the place was real crowded. having our pictures done professionally was cool, especially the candid ones. the dance was cool and we stayed almost till 11.
after the dance we went to my house and everybody changed. we gave them their cake and we left for the coast. the coast was a trip. what a funkin trip. but it was cool i guess. it was worth it. and the 24th will be even better. the cake and butterflies were fun. i had a dream of future butterfly on the hand. it was cool. falling asleep was even cooler.
sunday was fun because we got to sleep in together and run errands. we got all our photos developed. it was fun. we basically got the whole day together alone just to bs and do whatever needed to kind of get done. some digital, as good as they were, didnt print out right. i am on top of it. we're cool.
it was the best weekend of my life. i'll never forget it.
Tuesday, April 29, 2003 at 10:53 p.m.
today had a slow start. i was real tired so i wasnt really bouncing around much. but things picked up and after 3rd i was good to go. fourth wasnt too bad cept some asshole chicken fucker didnt return the pen he asked to borrow so i did online research all period. but oh well. 5th was fun and 6th was good. i got a lot done.
after school i took lauren home and played guitar for a little bit. then i went to work. i hadnt been there in like 15 days. but its ok. the ironic part was that i almost didnt have enough work to keep me occupied for the whole time i was there.
then i went home and relaxed for a little bit. monica came over after work and we hung out and compared planners. hahaha. organized study schedules are awesome. i like doing homework. but i like tacos more. so we had dinner.
after an exceptionally long dinner my little nerd and i did some homework. i think she is rubbing off on me. i got a lot done in a short amount of time. i have a big math test tomorrow and even though i should prolly be concerned i am not.
i am very happy today. the day for the most part went great. studying and couching as a mix is awesome. flowers and flash cards are cool too.
tomorrow will be a good day. i think i will go to the Y. i havent done that in a long time. i also will prolly stay after school and yearbook for a while. that will be good. i need to get a head in class. i guess we'll see tomorrow.
Monday, April 28, 2003 at 10:47 p.m.
one of the more stressful days lately. i dunno what was going on really. and though i was somewhat concerned/upset...it all turned out well. playing with the computer and drinking tea with monica was fun. tomorrow will be a good day.
Sunday, April 27, 2003 at 10:10 p.m.
i'm tired. i am glad everything is so fucking great. i need to go to bed. inadequacy isnt such a foriegn thing as it has been of late. i dont even know what i am talking about.
i did nothing productive today. i layed around my house all day playing guitar and ate. monica came over for a while. kara and katie sang really well. i can understand why kara doesnt like that person. i dont really like that person either.
i do like cookies. i also like to play guitar in the dark. and saying good bye always sucks but is so great at the same time. it sucks to be so tired and find out that things arent what you thought.
its too bad i dont do anything right. if i did, things would be different. i should stop writing now and just go to bed. its just too bad that all of it acounts to so little...just like sand. so many tiny little individual grains of sand. all adding up to something that nobody cares about.
Saturday, April 26, 2003 at 09:56 p.m.
went to Western it was pretty cool. our tour guide was really fun. she was a good person and reminded me a lot of an old friend from 8th grade called michelle.
thai orchid was good. i like that peanut oil food. oasis songs and the first dance are sweet. it was really very cool. i enjoyed it very much.
run lola run. pretty weird. fun reading subtitles even though in the end i didnt need to. capos kick ass. it is very nice to have one and allows me to play Green Eyes correctly. Bright Eyes is one of my new favorite musicians.
sleeping on the couch is always good for you back. especially if you had a monica to sleep on it with. sleeping is always good also. i am tired. tomorrow will be interesting.
Friday, April 25, 2003 at 11:32 p.m.
today was a good day. it was a really good day. tomorrow i am going to Western. that should be a blast. i cant wait to spend a full hour alone packed with unpredetermined things for my mom to complain and be synical about. that will be an awesome start to my day. i dont know why i cant stand to be around her sometimes. i am sure its the same way from her perspective.
this morning i woke up about 4 different times. one of which i talked to sarah gies. she is a really good person. i wish i was better friends with her. but she is really cool. and one of the only people (besides myself of course) i know of who owns the Victoria Secret soundtrack.
i finally got out of bed and around and monica came over. that was cool. we got our shit together after a while of eating macaroni and cheese. then i had to go to south and try to retake some tests and turn in some papers. while there i ran into tasha and chopstick at the same time. it was really weird since we dont have school today.
then i went down to the peer mentor room. zig was playing with our new best friend and tasha and kate were running all over trying to get things done. i hate when zig gets all stressed and thinks its a meal ticket to the bitch mode express. she can be a real asshole.
after monica came down for a half hour long minute we went and got some things done. i bought guitar strings and got my tux delt with. the people at Mr. Formal were real cool about it and i got a pretty cool looking tux. its not like any i have ever had. and it will look cool with what monica is wearing.
then we went to get some beads. then went to lancaster and i had some keys made and got the present for a teacher. monica found her thank you cards so that was cool too. then we went in to Old Navy and talked to hallee...who was on fire, YaeH!
then we got baja fresh and went home. we listened to paul simon and ate our dinner. then i spent like a freaking half hour stringing my guitar while we watched the very random movie "The Thao of Steve." i dunno how i feel about that movie. it was different and made me think i guess.
then after some couching we went home. i took monica home and her dad said i could stay till 12:30. right now she is asleep on the couch. i am tired too. i might just go. it is late and i am way too tired.
today was a very awesome day. running errands like an old married couple and going to bed early is funny. but it was fun and relaxing and yet productive. how cool. i guess we'll see what happens with everything tomorrow.
Wednesday, April 23, 2003 at 10:38 p.m.
i am getting tired. and i am getting stupid since i am so tired. i dont like what i am thinking or feeling at this current moment but i do like how this day went. so i will just write about that.
i had to get up early for a wednesday but it wasnt bad. school was alright. math went by fast enough as did most of the other classes. i guess now that i realize it, i spent almost every period today in the peer mentor room. second is my class, third i was late to history in cinema so i couldnt go to that class. he would freak out if i came in late. fourth was college writing and i was going to go to willamette's library, but i ended up doing my math in the peer mentor room. fifth is also my class and i had to work on a project for fifth during sixth so pretty much i gues i just lived in there all day. but at least i am a peer mentor and have some credibility to be in the room.
oh well. tonight was pretty good. couching was cool and i drove the stick shift all over the place. i still suck but i am getting better i think. i was fun chilling with monica. we had cake and watched dogma. good movie.
i dont know how tomorrow is going to go. i have been told different things and none of which are really certain. i might just come home and pass out. its about the soundest thing i know of. of course, that would be after i get my hair cut finally. oh well i am tired and going to bed. tomorrow shouldnt be too bad.
Tuesday, April 22, 2003 at 10:55 p.m.
tomorrow is late start. it would be so good to get extra sleep by going to bed early. today was a good day. i was really freaking tired but it was a good day. i got my math grade up and i think i am doing well enough in all of my classes so that was nice.
we let ben lead class and even though hes a good guy, the class didnt listen very well. then i stayed in calss for fifth. i cant believe i did that. i wont even start. after school i didnt work so i got a lot of "need time to do" things done. some shopping and change cashing in. i even scheduled myself a freaking hair cut. i need one pretty bad.
then i pulled out the hyundai. yes the aluminum stick shit hunk of shit out front of my house. but it drives. i decided it was a good day to learn how to drive stick. so i drove up and down the street and scared some random foriegn girl going to mary's house. then i drove all over hell and damnation (west salem). i even saw my friend brad, who was kinda weird last time i saw him but it was good to catch up. then i hung out with tasha, who showed my ass up in driving stick, and went home crying.
monica came over late, like 7, for dinner. she had to work a lot longer. but it was cool. i fell asleep while couching but it was really nice to have a nap. it felt more relaxing than plain sleep. i cant tell if it was because i was so exhausted or if it the company of whom i was napping with. but i think falling asleep laying against monica was the really nice part. it kind of created a reassuring sense while i was asleep so that i was very relaxed when i woke up. she i pretty damn cool.
then i woke up and called pooja. i had called earlier but i guess it isnt her celly anymore. but we talked for a little bit and i went and saw her beautiful senior photos. i also ended up picking up notes for my very awesome gf. pooja had some really great photos taken....even the tree one. hahaha. she controlled her rabis enough to keep from frothing. way to go pooooooojjjjjjja.
tomorrow will be good. i am going to the baseball game with nam. it will be fun. taking pictures will keep me pretty busy. then i will hopefully chill with monica but i really need to get some homework done too. i need to do some research. it should be ok though.
Monday, April 21, 2003 at 11:24 p.m.
i was real tired today. i dont really know why but i was. it kind of sucked but i was still in a good mood and had a really good day.
got to school with amazing quickness. usually when i leave anywhere later than 7:12 i dont get to class on time. sure i can get to south and park and drop off my sister but i usually dont make it to first. but some how i left my house at 7:15 and still got to school with time to talk with pooja and see monica before going to class.
i went to all my classes today. i got to make up my math test. that was good. second i got to chill with some good people. third was a joke as usual. fourth i got to turn in my note cards that would have been counted late and got my assignment done on time. fifth i went out with my homie nam and bought a new disc man. its pretty bad ass. sixth i just drew up some cartoon stuff for some friends in class for a project.
after school had some chill time. then went to monica's house and did some homework. more drawing than anything but it was fun. had some down time there too. then we came home and hung out and she looked at my sisters prom dress and went home.
i usually dont like people who say what i am about to say. usually i think they are being stupid or exaggerative. but i am not exaggerating what so ever. i have an amazing girlfriend. we are made like we are sposed to be together. i dunno how mushy i wanna sound but today was a really good day and things were really nice and i wanted to say how good girlfriend she is.
today turned out to be a really good day even though i was really tired and out of it. tomorrow should be awesome too.
Sunday, April 20, 2003 at 10:11 p.m.
today was easter. how cool. i woke up and had pop tarts and didnt even think to look for my "easter basket" like i used to when i was littler. i guess i just assumed i had grown out of it.
when i got to church i watched veggie tales. pretty funny shite actually. i hung out with my friend margaret with the little kids and said hi to sully. then i went up to service and sat wth ben, who i had not seen in a long time.we might hang out on friday at some point. i dunno for sure but i told them i would get in touch with them all. i also chatted with the other margarette. i used to talk with her a lot, but oh well. weirdest thing of all, i saw my old ex. but we are on good terms so it was cool.
then i hung out with monica for a little while but i went to nams and tried to discuss prom plans with him and jeff. that was so streneous, but i think we got a few things worked out...maybe. i dunno.
then i went home and monica came over. we all had dinner with my family and it was fun. then we hung out for a little while and then she went home. it was a good easter. nice and relaxing. i was tired but that was about it.
Saturday, April 19, 2003 at 11:49 p.m.
this morning i had to go to south at freaking 8:30 in the morning. i was sposed to be there until 4. luckily i got out by 2. i need health 2 credit and we had a training on it for peer mentors but it was early. so that sucked.
during my lunch break i thought i would just run by monica's house and see if she was around since i didnt have any plans for lunch and low and behold i saw her car and we met up. it was fun but i was late getting back. the last half of the training was pretty boring and slow. but it got done soon and i passed my test so it was cool. and now i am through with my health 2 credit and i can graduate.
after i got done i went home and monica eventually came over. we hung out and all for the whole night. it was kind our chance to celebrate our little 3 month thing since we spent most of thursday working on the poster. it was good fun and we watched evolution. she didnt find it as amusing as i did but i was really tired when i saw it so who knows.
the day was good and mellow. i like mellow days. it was a good day with hot dogs.
Friday, April 18, 2003 at 11:59 p.m.
wow tonight was a mess. we had originally planned for 6 of us to go on a date. but monica couldnt so it was gonna be 5 of us. but sheena fell off of the face of the earth so she wasnt able to and jeff didnt want to with out sheena so it turned into me driving tasha and nam around.
first we went to mcgraths for whitey's birthday. cept before that my dad thought "hey its 7:00, why dont you mow the lawn" and wouldnt let me leave to do anything else till i had. so by the time i was done i was spoed to be at the party thing. so i changed my clothes and just went to nams to get him and tasha and we went to mcgraths. i was really hyper for most of the time.
at mcgraths i called monica and we decided to all go to her house to watch a movie and hang out. so after chilling with whitey for a while, we went to taco bell, talked to the most deaf old lady in the taco bell business, and then went to monicas. it was fun. me and and nam played for the girls and it was nice to relax with such good friends. pretty much all of my very best friends were in that room tonight. it was great.
tomorrow i have to go to a school thing early in the morning. but its ok, i will get credit and then get to see monica. so tomorrow should be great.
