foOd foR thouGht... *ponDer*
Monday, May 10, 2004 06:33 p.m.
yuXx. had the worst day of my life today. spent the entire day in school like a total zombie. even my classmates felt sth was wrong with me. thx kianghon for showing me concern. well..
when i woke up i read this sms tt rather took me by surprise. in a bad sense i mean. shall not dwell too much into it.
during assembly period i read another sms tt gave me the shock of my life. f***. n tt meant a whole day of anguish n confusion. n i wos scared. realli. throughout the whole day i wos so worried, confused n afraid sth might happen. hope it dosent.
ergh. still feeling veh scared now. i dont know how things got into such a mess. its a brand new circumstance ive nv encountered before. n i hope nv to have to encounter it again.
its amazing how one morning can change things so drastically. sat n yest i wos so happy. todays totally different. will i be driven to a corner too?
pray for me pls, all who read this. i need it. thanks.
Sunday, May 9, 2004 06:39 p.m.
yahooOoo~ soOo tired manx. mi legs r so dead. today wos ORA day, held at RJC. mi first time going to RJC, the school campus quite small eh. haha but its the last yr itll b dere.
aniwaes the walk was boring, the fair wos ok larh.. met a few frens.. but the best part was the last. heh. soccer tournament.. so happeE~ we came in 2nd~!!! =D out of 16 teams. but i must admit we were lucky laa.. heh. our team veh special sia. 10 guys n a gurl. poor nat must haf felt real out of place. but shes rahter goot, best gurl in soccer ive ever seen lolx.
Match 1: against a super ez team. well.. so there. we won 2-0. i scored the two ;)
Match 2: ILOVEAMOS against a rather goot team.. tink they were the ex-RJC soccer team or sth lyk tt. tts means theyre abt 3 yrs older. realli realli lucky we managed to hold them to a goalless draw. thanks to amos. but well i had a chance to score, but blew it, so oso mi fault. heh. penalty shootout, i screwed it again. shot mine off target =( but thanks to amos saving 2 out of 3 of the opponent's shots, n joshua n teo scoring their spotkicks, we managed to get through winning 2-1 on penalties. amos totally saved me. if we had lost thanks to my miss i would haf bin so ashamed. AMOS RAWKS.
Match 3: heh. quite ez team oso. sinchi's team. tata. *dun wack me guys for saying ur team wos ez* won 2-0 again. i scored the 2 again =P
Match 4: finals. omg. the other team is super. real goot. totally outclassed us. belonged to another league altogether. well considering they were all abt 5 yrs older than us, i guess a 1-0 loss isn't too bad =) haha. had fun though. good experience.
rofl. realli had a goot time. but tired. mi legs r so going to ache tml. =S haha well it wos worth it, enjoyed the soccer. n met a few frens. lols. well tts all gg for dinnerr ttyl peeps =)
Saturday, May 8, 2004 11:35 p.m.
SINGTOTHEDAWN- wow. tts all i can say. its realli realli goot manx. hulin wos gootgoot. zul wos WONDERFULLL. n the main actress oso, tink her names yu chian, got tt from the programme bk, so excellent. they all acted realli realli well larhs~ =) veh touching. felt so touched i wanted to cry. heh.
tml another big day, ORA. lolx. hafta reach RJC by 740~!! =S n still not sure how to go. bleaugh. well but i tink itll b funn haha. n hope we do well in soccer~!! =D
teeheE~ seeyA foLks
Sunday, May 2, 2004 08:32 p.m.
hehheh. veh tired nows. stayed overnite at mi uncles hse last nite, den slept at 4 siax. watched xmen2 for the first time too =D woke up at 8 n went to swim. siao rite.
after tt went to church, den back home to catch up on some sleep. heh. did half of mi chi compo liaos. going to finish it soon. *yaWn* hist assgn oso due tml budden.. well i guess handing up abeet late wun b too bad.. =S
yada. byEs
Wednesday, April 28, 2004 08:13 p.m.
todAy wasnt a normal school day. instead of the usual sit in class n stone, dere wos this learning journey thing. lolx was supposed to report to school at 1215, budden clever me wos online at home, n den at 12 i happened to look at the clock n went SHIT ITS ALREADY 12!!! rofl of cos i chionged to school b4 even having any lunch, miraculously managed to reach dere only 15 mins late.
aniwaes we went on this civic district tour. lolx. st andrews cathedral, city hall, supreme court, fort canning. mostly rather boringg la, budden the visits to st andrews cathedral n supreme court were goot. hehheh.
gah. dunno wad else to say lah. byEbyee~
Tuesday, April 27, 2004 08:18 p.m.
woAh. today wos a bz day. after school had to go for eng prelim orals. =S bleaugh. had to wait from 2 all the way to ard 4 for mi turn. tink i did still ok lah, not tt goot, but thankfully not tt bad either.. theme wos abt making speeches, sth lidat. conversation was relatively easy, the picture wuzzen tt goot though =S
after the orals went to take the New South Wales Science paper. WAH. tough manx =S boo. wells..~
yodEelooO~
Friday, April 23, 2004 08:06 p.m.
hehheh squash finals wos today. against ASCI. bleaugh lost 2-3, but i tink we did rather well lar, 1st runners up =) haha C div got 2nd runners up niAs..
dunno wad to sae. tml ish the hiGher chinese mid years =X yuXx.
Monday, April 19, 2004 05:47 p.m.
lolS. quite happy todAys =) haha had napfa 2.4 in the morning, n i managed to do better den last week =) got 10:30+, abit better den i expected, even though only B, still veh happi, as tt makes another napfa gold =D 4 golds in 4 yrs~!! =D *chEerS*
at the end of the day, got back chem test. surprise surprise, i actually topped the class manX =D wahahahhaa im so glad i did so well. oso veh unexpected. toOdleZ~ =D
nehneh. seeyA =)
Tuesday, April 13, 2004 04:41 p.m.
yayyy~!! =) so happi. managed to find mi wallet today. went to office during lunch n mr ali gave it to me. apparently a tch found it. cant rmb which tch liaos.
n den got back the physics test oso. got so high~! =D higher den i expected. chEers~
budden had bio test after school. this one not so goot. =X dun tink ill do veh well. hope its a decent enuff score though..
thank you god for helping me find my wallet~!! if not realli will haf to go to so much trouble. police reports n the like. haha. chEerS~
Monday, April 12, 2004 10:32 p.m.
ah. just reached home after school. horrendously late, n i haf a bio test tml. bleaugh ill just take it as it comes. pray for me manx.
today wos prefects investiture, so lucky me got to skip the 3 lessons after recess. anyways, the ting went realli smoothly manx. more smoothly den even i expected. i tink it wos realli goot =D slightly too long perhaps, GOH tok too much. lol.
after tt toured 2 girls from Tanjong Katong Sec ard the school, pretty boring realli. hais. but when all the guests left there wos fun by the pool. =D did some splashing abt in the pool, den had barbecue by the pool. so funkae rite =D
but well, all gd tings must come to an end, n time for the bad. i realised tt my wallet wasnt wif me, n i searched the prefects room, gryphons lair n pool a few times, n even went to the extent of looking in the hall, dining hall, n atrium. budden still negative =( so had to borrow 55 cents from huanna to get home. yuXx. =( wad a bad end to a good day.
waaAaaAaaahhh.. =( lol pray tt i find my wallet manx. hopefully some kind-hearted soul picked it up n reported it to lost n found. ill check tml. pray for me peeps =(
Saturday, April 10, 2004 10:29 p.m.
lols. today was ok lah, n real tiring. not only ncc in the morning, but after tt still got PI rehearsal. bleaugh. anyways the rehearsal started at lyk 230, n den lasted all the way till 6+, but at least i can see tt we're getting somewhere. from what i see, i tink our invest realli rawks manx. haha.
this invest is lyk more relax tone, not like last year so stiff n sombre. den got alot of musicians. the start got sergius yanheng n glen playing the violin n terrence the piano. n den the item is lyk kaiyang singing, n him n zhenghong playing the electric guitar n terrence drumming. abeet lyk rock n roll concert sias. rofl. and the NEP item was scrapped bcos it wuzzen gd enuff to b presented, n i oso tink the content was realli stupid too, would just malu us like mad. so its goot it got scrapped =)
anyways, dun talk abt invest liaos. n im realli damn impressed by glen. woah he can realli play the violin. he got diploma i tink, n den his violin alone costs lyk 20k *gaSp*. the bow costs another 2k *doublE gasp*.. but his violin playing is realli realli outstanding. hes my idol manx. rofl.
geez. invest on monday. pray tt everything goes well. =)
Thursday, April 8, 2004 10:09 p.m.
oh man. todays a bad bad day. well its her bdae today, n i tink shes realli angry n upset abt me not being able to spend it wif her. ergh.
i wos so troubled n sad last nite as well as in the morning. but wad can i do manx. i still haf sch, n after school haf mentoring, n after tt PI rehearsal. ended at abt 745. not like i realli wan to do all these things. id much rather be out having fun, budden i haf to be responsible rite? cant possibly just leave n throw everything behind.
after the rehearsal i rushed to j8 to look for her. well, barely spoke to me, n in fact hardly even looked at me. yuXx. oh well.
n another highlight of the day. in the morning on e bus a certain someone told me straight to my face tt my hair sucked. realli made my day. thanks a lot.
ARGH.
Saturday, April 3, 2004 11:00 p.m.
lols. so tired. today had newspaer collection. walked all over yishun being garang guni =X lols nutting much happened oso lah. boringg.
yest wos more fun though. haha first we had a half day to celebrate our gootgoot sporting results. den i stayed in school n managed to finish mi SS assgn~!! =D so proud of miself. den went with darren to st andrews cathedral to attend the prefects investiture of st margarets sec. it wos ok, not too boring, n thankfully the cathedral has air conditioning, otherwise id just melt in mi blazer.
oh yah another ting. on the way to the cathedral, in the mrt, i realised tt i forgot to bring mi tie, n of cos i cant possibly wear mi blazer without mi tie. lols thankfully there wos this ri guy who was standing beside us, n he happened to haf his tie wif him. so i borrowed it. jonathan from 3I, ill nv forget him. haha mi lifesaver =D
lols. kkies enuff crap for today. seeya gUys~! *wave* *nitEys*
Saturday, March 27, 2004 07:02 p.m.
last nite i stayed overnight in school, cos yest we were lyk giving out flyers for the upcoming newspaper collection as well as decorate n set up e area for todays MINDS carnival. anyways, yesterdae wuzzen too eventful, besides the fact tt i wasted 1 whole dae tt i could haf used to do mi hmwk. =S budden last nite watched Scary Movie 3 n Bruce Almighty.. Scary Movie still quite ok, super funny, budden Bruce Almighty pretty dumb. not tt nice. lols.
today. eeks. spent the morning running all abt in the carnival. wos rather a success thankfully. or at least i think so. budden in the afternoon i left for orchard, supposed to sell flags for our gep 20th anniversary thingie.. cant say it wuzzen fun la, met a few ppl n all, but it wos real tiring. mite haf helped if i din run abt so much yest n in the carnival.
hais but the fun aside, theres oso a problem. dunno what it is, but i hope itll blow over soon. hAiss..
seeyA peeps~ =)
Monday, March 22, 2004 08:07 p.m.
yuXx. not feeling too good at the moment. just came back frm mt ophir abt 1 hr ago. feeling soso tired. slightly nauseas, with a slight fever..
Day 1: travelled by train to segamat, den coach. reached the resort at the foot of the mountain ard lunchtime, had lunch, den spent the afternoon slacking ard. at nite had abit of fever, din feel too goot.. =X
Day 2: set off ard 830 for base camp, halfway up the mountain. arrived abt 12+, pitched tents, ate, n spent the aternoon slacking ard again. vehveh nice n freezing cold stream to bathe in..
Day 3: woke up at 6, n set off slightly after 7 for the summit. made vehveh goot time, got dere ard 1030. den stoned dere awhile, took rather a lot of fotos, had lunch, n descended back to base camp, arriving abt 3. din feel to well at nite again.. fever, nausea, the like.
Day 4: fever slightly betta, but still no good. but where got choice rite still haf to descend. felt so horrigible, lyk going to drop dead any min.. left at 830, reach e foot ard 11. ate lunch, left the resort at 1, reached sch abt 1730. tired..
ahhh.. stomach feels veh funny. tml still got stupified ss remedial. yuXx.. =S
Wednesday, March 17, 2004 11:13 p.m.
tireddd.. jus came back from malaysia abt 45 mins ago. the trip wos realli goot, saw n did many tings tt i have nv done b4, wuld nv haf the chance to do in sg. for example in the first day i saw the biggest toilet ive ever seen. rofl. it wos literally bigger den mi whole hse, with a small garden in it. yah n it had 4 entraces.. *gasp*
lol e toilet aside, we visited the charcoal kiln n oil palm refinery, oso opportunities for me to see wad i have so far only been able to hear n read abt. this morning did e canopy walk, walking across this bridge tt wos suspended abv the trees. funn manx =D
however e highlight of the whole trip wos the visit to this cave at ipoh. realli realli magnificent it wos soooo big n beautiful. wonders of nature.. lols.
wah jin tired sia. tml must rest, den fri going back to malaysia for ophir.. lols pray for me peeps~ =) seeya~ *yaWn*
Saturday, March 13, 2004 07:43 p.m.
*yaWn* so tired orhkay. wos sleeping jus now den at 5 mi mum woke mi up to go to church. haha sho shleepiee..
tml i going offs to malaysia, hope iTll b fun yaRh =) coming back oN weds, den going back to malaysia on fRi.. where gort time do hmwk~!? *tears hair out in frustration* haiss..
rmB to miss mee peeps~ =D seeyA~
Friday, March 12, 2004 07:18 p.m.
cheEr~!!! =) haha todays last dae of term 1. hols liaos, budden ill b out of singapore all the time. sun to nxt wed ill b in malaysia, n nxt fri to mon its back to malaysia again for ophir.. haha nvm laa quite funn. jus hoping ill haf enuff time for hmwk~ =P
hmMs lidat where got time to go out.. =( haisss..
Tuesday, March 9, 2004 05:31 p.m.
lol guess wad? haha we din qualify for the finals of the lang du competition. rofl. budden lidat oso not so bad lah, wun nid to spend so much time in tt gep resource room practising. ahaha..
sour grapes? rofl probably.. but i dun tink so. haha. tts alot of stress off mi shoulders.. abeet disappointed budden still quite happi =)
damn sian arhh..
Saturday, March 6, 2004 03:45 p.m.
ah. went to temasek jc in the late morning for e lang du competition.. not realli the real ting laa, jus to see if can qualify for the finals.. wah every school wos realli goot. most of dem at least.. ACSI did pretty well, cedar wos veh goot too, full of emotion.. looked lyk they were abt to cry.. rgs however din realli do well.. =X
hmms well i hope we get into the finals.. n of cos win first place =D wahahaha budden dun tink cann.. some skools realli veh goot.. =S
pokpok..
P.S. hAppi buRfdae mariAn~ =P
Wednesday, March 3, 2004 06:14 p.m.
yesterdaY i had a haLf-day due to our schools O lvl results.. haha so funn sch ended at 10..
today, however, wuzzen so goot.. chem n hist test.. ergh.. chem still okays, but hist..
feeling veh hungry..!! lols
Sunday, February 29, 2004 09:21 p.m.
feEling muCh betta nowS.. seems muCh betta~ =D
after church i went to amk central to collect mi new specs.. veh funkyy..~ =P blue frameless.. i lyk~ =D
hmms.. dunno wad to write.. feeling so bad cos i barely did any homework or study during the weekend.. feeling so lazyy.. n i haff a chem n hist test on tues.. hoWw~!? =(
Saturday, February 28, 2004 09:47 p.m.
ah. sths wrong agAin.. realli dunno wad goes on.. r gurls realli tt insecure? sometimes i realli feel lyk tearing mi hair out not knowing wad to do.. as if getting a measly A2 for chi, having no appetite n skipping dinner n literally cracking mi skull falling of mi bike onto e road isnt bad enuff, one of mi most potent source of comfort n luv gets upset over sth i dunno..
realli far too sensitive for own good.. why cant understand tt guys just cant express themselves well, n tt we tend to say tings n unknowingly upset anudder person, n end up pondering wad on earth happened? i realli dun understand the way the minds of girls work..
erGh. lyk wad can i do to pacify n console .. realli im thankful to god for n treasure n luv all tt i haf.. why then?
Friday, February 27, 2004 06:19 p.m.
blEaugh.. O lvl results released today, n guess wad~? i got a shitty A2 for chinese.. well.. thankful tt i got A, but still disappointed tt it wuzzen a 1..
4 ppl in mi class got B3, the rest got A.. i guess at least half the class got A1.. so im considered bottom half.. yuXx..
mdm weiling wos so surprised i din get A1.. she realli has very high expectations of mee.. today she wos lyk saying tt shes not worried abt me at all, tt my foundation is super strong, n shes 100% sure im gonna get A1 for HCL.. after all this if this time nxt yr i dun get my A1, how on earth m i going to face her.. =S betta work harder for HCL..
well.. at least im able to stay on in HCL.. slightly disappointed, but still thank god for the A.. n sincere congratZ to those who got A1 =)
Wednesday, February 25, 2004 06:04 p.m.
guEss wad~?? i got 82.5 for chinEse~!!! =D totally totally unexpected.. the paper wos pretty tough manX.. haha.. n den physix oso din expect to get so high.. 45/50 *cheErs* =D
n anudder tinG.. mdm weiling told me today tt she wanted me to join in the lang du competition.. together wif 4 other ppl, we haf to memorise n recite this story.. lolx.. 6th of march got to perform.. lols.. pray tt i dun screw it..
teehEe~
Monday, February 16, 2004 09:10 p.m.
ehH~! =) commemorated total defence day during assembly period, n e ncc cadets wuld bring this plaque in, so i wos the plaque bearer, carrying tt big heavy wooden ting.. lols..
haiss enuff abt tt.. after sch went lido macs~ =) teehee~.. anywayss.. pray for mee peeps.. tml haf geog test.. =(
Saturday, February 14, 2004 08:23 p.m.
hAppeE valEntineZz~!! =D wahahaha.. todays the 14th of feb, valentines day~ still wos a guai kia n went for trng though~ =D
went to watch along came polly in e afternoon.. ahahaha its pretty funny, but slightly brainless, duzzen require much thinking.. veh cute though~ =P
im alonE at home.. havent eaten dinnEr.. but dun realli feel much lyk eating.. hMms~ =D
roCk-a-byE baby oN the trEe tOp..
Sunday, February 8, 2004 05:11 p.m.
mS real real upset i tink.. daoed me the whole dae.. n i dun even noe wads wrong.. eRgh =( waddevaaa.. so frustrating manXx
aniwaes after church i went wif mi mum to view this flat in toa payoh.. almost confirm buy liaos.. gave 1000 bucks deposit, but still haf 2 weeks to consider.. most lykly will be buying though.. tt means ill be moving soon.. prolly ard june?
the house is so chaoji convinient.. directly beside the toa payoh mrt station.. look out the window can see the bus interchange oso.. 21st floor, so funky, i love heights.. den got toa payoh library.. n the church within walking distance.. bored can go central jalan..
but i hate moving.. so freaking troublesome.. n tt means ill need to sort out all mi humongous stacks of rubbish.. sooo much junk on mi table.. ill die packing.. guess ill jus throw the lot away..
yuXx.. frustrated manx..
Saturday, February 7, 2004 11:54 p.m.
saw mi new sec1 ncc cadets today.. haha.. theyre not too kok.. looks lyk will be quite ok to train.. rofl..
in the evening wEnt rgs for youniverse.. woAh.. it was sosososo goOd manX.. realli realli goot.. the last part when "jean" killed herself was vehveh touching.. sarah chan simply rawks manx.. shes a realli realli superrb actress.. *clApclap* peifu..
budden sths wrong.. tink its quite badd, but i myself dun noe wad exactly is wrong.. yuXx.. this is so irritating orhkay..
Friday, February 6, 2004 05:38 p.m.
wahh just came back from ny invest.. ermm.. the ceremony went smoothly, n the item wos vehveh goOt.. haha.. veh creative item.. dancing with stools~ lols..
erGh.. marian returned me the ss txtbk i lent her, so i put it somewhere during the activities, n wos so careful tt i forget all abt it.. left it in ny.. bleaugh..
sickening orhkay.. mS pissed wif me again. dot. well..
tml first trng for the cute lil new sec1 ncc cadets.. im directly in charge of training them.. hope i do a goot job..
pRay 4 meE~
Thursday, February 5, 2004 05:31 p.m.
boO~ din go sch today.. went instead for a bridge building competition at ngee ann poly.. eergh.. yuxx orhkay.. just short of time.. needed abt 15 more seconds to fix the last pair of sticks in.. well dunno izzit bcos of tt or wad, but the bridge died.. last fri while we tried our bridge could hold abt 6.4 kg.. but today it din even hold 3.. =(
well, the other ri team won first place though.. they actually built it wrongly n not the way it was supposed to be, but by some twist of fate it somehow got the champion.. lols..
went to guangyang pri after tt for e first session of mentoring.. today ish only icebreakers n games lahh.. mi mentee called fahimah.. ahaha.. veh quiet, as if she duzzen lyk me.. =S
tml going NYGH for e student council investiture.. leaving sch at 12.. haha missing the last part of sch..
*cheErs*
