foOd foR thouGht... *ponDer*
Wednesday, November 24, 2004 06:21 p.m.
tiredd... last night was graduation dinner at the ritz carlton and after that i went to teo's house for a sleepover. only slept for 2 hrs last night from 6+ to 8+ in the morning. so im pretty tired now and i should be.
i felt the graduation dinner was only ok la.. nothing veh special abt it. the food wasnt too good either. some of the items were pretty funny, but they werent exactly fantastic. but aniwaes its a once a lifetime thingie, n it afterall marks the final meeting tt im going to have with my batchmates. i guess i still enjoyed myself thoroughly, n of cos took plenty of photos.
im also halfway thru yi tian tu long ji. been watching for only a few days, but ive finished half of it. spent so much time in front of e tv. today i watched seven episodes of it n i think ill be watching more later. its sooo nice!!! =D hahaha~
hmm.. tata
Saturday, November 20, 2004 10:52 a.m.
YAAAAAAAYYYY~!!!!! =D wahahahahaha. e big Os are over~!!! now i dun need to study anymore. one-n-a-half-months to take a good long well-deserved break. i guess in overall im pretty confident for my Os. well only time will tell how well (or how badly) i did.
yet in another sense i feel like, eh suddenly got nothing to do. havent got any post-Os activities planned. so before Os it was "go out n study", now its "go out n... do what?" hopefully ill find sth meaningful to occupy my time yarh? =D
hehheh. anw yesterday i went to hair profile to cut my hair. end of Os craze? waddeva i just know my wallet's dripping blood. rofl but nvm lah its an experience..
anyone feeling equally bored as me can just sms me lah. there's so much time to burn~!!! =D
Wednesday, November 10, 2004 08:40 p.m.
hmms. theres only one week of the BIG Os left. 4 more days of exams and thats it~!! =D cant believe its going to be over so soon. hais but of cos im delighted =D
today was geog paper 1 and bio. geog was ok, bio paper 1 was quite good. but i didnt like bio paper 2. yuXxxx!! omg the paper was reallly wierd. the questions didnt test on how well u swallowed the textbook but rather how alive n flexible your brain was, n how well u were able to think out of the box. hais i dun think i did very well. not at all.
hmms. cant wait for the 19th of nov anyhow. 9 more days~!!
Friday, November 5, 2004 08:16 p.m.
yAaay. one week of Os are over. the amath paper today wasnt really difficult la. hopefully ill do really well *gRin*
i did something realli stupid today. i woke up late. the paper was supposed to start at 8, n i woke up at 715, an hour later den usual. usually by tt time ill be in school liao. so i changed at lightning speed, my mum called my uncle to drive me to school, n i managed to get there by 730. phew. wad a mad rush, but thankfully i didnt arrive late. haha
pRaise the Lord.
Thursday, November 4, 2004 10:52 p.m.
hmm four days of exams are over. had emath paper1 today. well i must say it was realli quite easy, im relieved. i didnt study for emaths at all the past few days. not that theres much to study la.
its amaths tml, hopefully itll be a breeze as well. pray for me~!
Tuesday, November 2, 2004 08:11 p.m.
hoho im in a veh good mood. first, ss was easier den i expected. ss was one of the subjs that i was most worried for all along, cos i realli suck at it. but today when i saw the paper i was like WOW the structured essays are REALLY EASY. of all the GoN subtopics i ONLY studied industrialisation. den i studied the whole of conflict n cooperation, n the switzerland n n.ireland part of harmony n discord. n it was bull's eye man lol. source based abit more diff but i hope still can get quite a decent mark lah.
anw after the paper i went to this teahouse at sixth avenue, n spent the afternoon studying there with marian n liz. i quite like the place, n the lady there's realli very polite. very conducive to studying. n of cos with tea to keep u awake. very comfy couches too hahahaha.
tmls english. veh impt man, critical subject. but how do i study for it? hmm ill just see wad i can do later.
byebyee!
Thursday, October 28, 2004 06:41 p.m.
lol. my O lvl science practicals are over. the bio pract today was wierd. definitely the wierdest pract ive done. the whole of my 2 years taking bio, n ive had lots of practice drawing fruits, seeds, leaves, n other plants n plant parts. today, however, they asked us to draw a PRAWN. they gave each person a whole prawn, n we were supposed to draw it, n that was worth 8 marks. wow. ive nv done an animal drawing before man.
e other qn was pretty easy though. just do some food tests, n answer a few qns. lol. in overall it was still ok lah. even if i died in the prawn qn i think many other ppl will die with me.
after the practical i went to j8 n i dun realli know why but i went home feeling very shitty. ergh. mebbe its pms. hahahahaha lol. but nvm lah i think ill feel better soon.
well 2 days ago i took the phy pract, n it wasnt that bad lah. to a certain extent i would say its quite easy. phew.
Friday, October 22, 2004 05:15 p.m.
this morning i went to rjc for their open house, it was pretty boring la acherli. met some frens n all, but there wasnt much to do. it was just ok lah.
i dun think im even considering hcjc, but for the sake of seeing the campus i went there anyhow. n the school is soooo nice manx. it was my first time going inside today, n i realli think the school is veh nice. veh new. veh beeg. i just hope the new rjc campus is also goodgood.
shud be going for charismatic later. hais seeya~!
Thursday, October 21, 2004 10:33 p.m.
woohOo~ one down, a gazillion more to go. today officially marks the start of the Olvl written papers. n its the start of one whole month of exams. this time nxt month ill be celebrating like a frenzied chimpanzee.
the chem practical wasnt too bad lah, but it definitely wasnt as easy as i expected. the qns werent the normal ones i usually see, like they asked me to find Mr and Ar n use the periodic table to predict this unknown 'M'. not that it was that difficult lah, but some ppl still got tricked and decided that even a noble gas like neon would form compounds.
the design an experiment qn was shitty, i spent sososo long stoning there trying to think, n in the end i managed to think of sth, oso dunno whether correct anot, but din manage to finish writing it down. biSh. QA wasnt too bad this time though.
aniwaes after that i met marian at orchard, we were supposed to watch exorcist cos she got some promotion tix thingie. we went to lido, n found out they didnt screen the movie anymore. so we went to cine, n found out the next movie was at 7.25pm. we then walked all e way to ps, only to find out they were no longer screening it either. so we decided to catch the 7.25 one at cine. aniwaes, i ate at the glutton square thingie today!! hahahaha.. ok shawn shuttup.
exorcist is pretty good lah anw. its impressive how that priest managed to keep having so much faith in God even in those circumstances. i sit in the cinema oso scared sia not to mention him in that super scary place. hehe. ok lah. gtg liaos. will be going rjc open hse tml. hope its funfunfun. =D toOdlez~!
Saturday, October 16, 2004 10:22 p.m.
today marks the official end of my 4 year stint in ri. bit sad realli. these 4 years have been wonderful n i have had so many memories. many snippets of memories keep coming to my mind. the time when i was still a new partA in ncc, the time when i did my first solonight at the clocktower, the time i went for dramafeste in 2002, staying back in school till 9+ doing the ncc badges board, my first titration lesson in 2003, mr ong showing us so much chemistry fun like setting aflame the ethanol barrel, the elephant toothpaste, den i became a psl taking care of 1M, e sec1 orientation 2004, the time when i became a senior in ncc and was put in charge of 20+ sec 1s etcetc..
wow. so many things have happened, n i have grown so much. haha. ill cherish my time in ri, n the memories will also be dear to me. hais. but now i have to get back to earth n start for my Os. ill start sometime in the very near future. i hope. hehe for now, im off~!
Friday, October 15, 2004 10:23 p.m.
yAyy~ just came back from charismatic. todays session renewed me somewhat. ive been so spiritually low these past week. hopefully i can grow in faith.
and aniwaes.. todays my last official day of school. tml will be my graduation ceremony, n after that i dun need to come to school anymore. except for the "remedials" which seem quite frequent. n of cos the mighty O's. lol.
hopefully tmls grad ceremony will go smoothly. n i pray for all the sec 4s desperately trying to swallow their txtbooks. God bless u all~!
Friday, October 8, 2004 09:58 p.m.
im so tired. had a good time today. except e unfortunate incident during recess. hehe but i still had fun. there was this sec4 gep soccer tournament thing in the afternoon, n in the evening a farewell dinner for the sec4 geppers. as for the tournament, it would suffice to know my class didnt do too desirably, but it was still better den expected lah haha. at least we whooped 4Q.
the farewell dinner was good. it was just a veh informal thing held at the atrium, n the food was no hotel banquet, but i appreciated it n liked it veh much all the same. n the performances put up were also superb, esp the singing by zul n chiang. n everything la =D but its the company i realli enjoyed, being ard all my bestest friends, yet knowing that we might soon separate to go to diff jcs. n the knowing that ill only be going back to school in the mornings with my eyes half closed for just another week more. after that its self-study. ohwells. good in some ways, bad in some.
alright shall not sound so nostalgic anymore. tml ill be gg out to mugMUGmug somemore. but as for now, i just want to close my eyes n sleep like a pig. or make that 2 pigs.
Tuesday, October 5, 2004 11:26 p.m.
just came back from this healing rally talk at church. anw theres this healing team from cebu, philippines who came down to sg to give talks n conduct healing sessions. tml will be the actual healing, n going for confession before the healing session will supposedly help alot, therefore, ill be going for my first confession tml too! have to be at church at 1330 tml. hehe~
just hope its realli good lah, n that ill benefit from this n my faith will increase by leaps n bounds.
n sth else, abt the prelims, e school moderated!! =D just abt every subj got moderated lah, except ss/lit n hcl. the A1 grade for ss/hist was pushed down to 68, n the A1 grade for geog was lowered to 70. that means i got A1s for both those subjs~!!! =D first time man. n it also means i finally got that elusive 6 pts.. *cheers*
i pray for all my frens currently in the midst of taking their EOY exams. rachel i havent forgotten u!! =D n my cousin mx too n alycia. goOood luCk~!! godbless.
Wednesday, September 29, 2004 08:06 p.m.
yAyY~!! =D i got back e last of my papers today. 80.2% for chem, 90.2% for emath, n 71.3% for geog!! im so happy for my geog. e last time i got an A for geog was like in sec2. but they mark veh lenient this time lah i think. n my mcq saved me big time. only got 60/100 for the 4 qns, but thankfully managed a 39/40 for mcq.
so thats 6 A1s and 3 A2s for my prelims. but i still only got 7 pts cos i got 2 for both humanities. but im still happee~!! =D whee~
i wonder wad we're gonna do tml in school. lessons? feels funny man ive not had lessons for so long. haha.
Tuesday, September 28, 2004 10:02 p.m.
yoOhOo~ im still happy with my results. today we got back bio, eng n hist. i got 76.3% for bio, 82.5% for eng, n 31/50 for hist, which means i got 70.0% for my combined humanities. tts quite cool man, even though my hist din do veh well, but A2 for a humanities subj is still like WOW to me. n that means i got 7 pts for prelims, n off to rjc i go!! =D
haha aniwaes i just came back from chinatown. todays zhong qiu jie, n i went there to play sparklers~!! =D today i did 2 things for the first time. firstly, i took NEL. hahaha. n secondly, i played with sparklers!!! fine dunnid to tell me tt i din have a childhood.. i had soo much fun today orhkay~! =D n the moon is realli round tonight.. beautiful..
tml ill get back chem emath n geog. i expect A1s for emath n chem, but as for geog.. ill be happy with a B. haha
lardedumZ~
Monday, September 27, 2004 05:39 p.m.
HOHOHO. im in a veh good mood today. cos i did unexpectedly well for the prelim papers i got back today. 88.7% for physics, 80.6% for amath, 39/50 for ss, n 73.3% for hcl.
im especially happy for SS sia, even though 39/50 isnt that great, n its nowhere near the top end of the class, but by my usual standards its a miracle. i even got L5/12 for qn 2a!! =D wow. dun think ive ever gotten full marks for a SEQ before. new record!! =D
although im abit disappointed by hcl, im still satisfied la =D still topped e class anyhow. but den its my class mah. in 4R more den half e ppl got A1s, n almost all the rest got A2. terror.
hahaha hopefully the papers im getting back tml will be as good =D
THANK YOU JESUS~!! for giving me such good grades =D
Friday, September 24, 2004 11:43 p.m.
in a pretty good mood now cos i realli enjoyed my day =D went to eastcoast with marian today to play, rollerbladed n cycled. ive not rollerbladed for soo long.. tts why realli wanted to today. really had fun!! =D even though i fell 3 times lah. im not veh good at blading..
we had lunch at this funky place ive nv been to b4, n the food there quite good eh. n i ate a coconut!! =D hahaha its been a looonnng time since my last coconut too.
after we returned the bicycle we even went bowling.. ho. totally monstrously humiliated myself though. yuXx. haha but had fun anyway lah.
we den walked to parkway to stone, but decided to go her grandmas hse for a bath cos i think we smelt like rotting century eggs. her grandmas a veh nice person, veh hospitable =) haha den we went for dinner n rushed to church for charismatic.
realli realli enjoyed myself so much today!! thankew marian for accompanying me e whole day, i had such a great time =D n now i waant to sleeeeepp.. so tired..
thankEw Lord~!! =D
Wednesday, September 22, 2004 08:36 p.m.
YayYyyY~!!! =D prelims are over!! yea man i can finally slack for awhile. had the last 2 papers today. they were actually pretty ez lah haha except for just a few qns.
went to bishan sports complex after the papers to play badminton. i played soso much sia. going crazy. crappy tired. gah. but had alot of fun lah =D
think i overexerted myself though. having a stupid headache now. *ow* its quite bad, just took a panadol, hope itll get better soon. pray for me ok? =)
Monday, September 20, 2004 06:00 p.m.
had emath today. not as ez as i expected. hope ill get my A1 anyway lah haha. anyways i just finished reading sing to the dawn by minfong ho. its veh touching sia. haha.
super sianded. dunno when ill restart my engines to start mugging again. not so soon i guess i still wan to slack abit more =D hehe~ ill start worrying abt it when Os draw nearer..
glOop bloOp
Sunday, September 19, 2004 10:49 p.m.
*yaWn* hehe so long nv blog liaos. had a pretty good time today. after rciy i went back home n slept all the way till ard 5. den just stoned ard n barely did any studying at all. at 6+ i wanted to go for a walk, den my mum suggested dropping by at meixias house just to have a look, n i ended up staying there till 9+. realli enjoyed myself there. helped her with her amath for e first part, den had a very good chat. nv talked abt these things to anyone before, thank u so much =)
haha im veh happi la tt meixias moved to just the opposite block. now we're neighbours as well as cousins. just like last time in shunfu. but now we're grown up n more sensible, n we've both matured so much. haha hope we can grow ever closer n be the best of cuzzies~! =D
n prelims are almost over. as good as over la, only emath1, phy n geog mcq, n bio pract left. looking forward to e break im going to take after prelims =D woohOoo~
hehe yups cya folkS~! pray for me okies~? =D
Thursday, September 9, 2004 08:17 p.m.
last night i stayed up till 1+ just to study. though it might not seem much, but actually its quite a milestone for me.. rofl
this morning woke up at 7, n rushed to orchard to meet mya, shuyi n pong. they were even earlier den me.. n shuyi didnt sleep at all the whole night just to study. WOW. pong too only slept at 4+ cos he was mugging. craazeee..
we watched terminal today, n wow its realli goot =) i realli enjoyed it lah, highly recommended =D haha
guess we'll be going out again tml to mugmugmug. why does sec4 life just have to be so muggerish. cant wait for prelims n Os to be over..
Monday, September 6, 2004 09:08 p.m.
ah. oh my. guess wad i totally crashed mi chem practical today. it was sosososososo difficult. totally crazy. i am horrified. mortified. absolutely traumatised.
VA was easy i guess, i mean, how hard can it get. designing experiment was also rather ez, but i got it wrong anyway. QA.. oh no. the first experiment was to heat this thingie n test for gases. i tested everything n still negative. i even repeated the experiment 3 additional times. in the end i gave up n simply guessed SO2. of the ppl sitting ard me, some also sed SO2, some sed CO2, some oxygen, n even chlorine came out. apparently the right ans was O2.
for the rest of e tests din do so well either. alot of other veh hard tests. only a small fraction tt i think are correct. n considering i had to take 2 more sachets of R, 1 more of S, n 2 more tubes of T in addition to the ones they gave, n i totally wrecked one test tube, i think i wasnt realli on form. but ohwells. id better do very well for written paper.
Sunday, September 5, 2004 10:36 p.m.
during rciy today i learnt a bit abt the history of the church. like how the different denominations of the church were formed n stuff like that.. very interesting. haha
well n its supposed to be games day today, we went to bishan park n jus played a few games like captains ball n touch rugby. lol.
rushed home to bathe, then rushed to novena. theres this procession thing at novena church, basically its for Mother Mary. was there with meixia, alycia, juliet n leslie, bernard, hazel n her family, n we went there at like 3+ even though it only starts at 6, cos if u go later the place will be sososo packed. the sky was threatening to rain all the time, but thankfully it didnt pour. only had a veh slight drizzle. heh.
ok nvm. tml i have mi prelim chem practical. n its supposed to be the sept hols. lol.
Friday, September 3, 2004 06:08 p.m.
todays supposed to be last day of term. well it IS last day of term. but there totally wasnt any lastdayofterm atmosphere. haha guess its the prelims. everybody noes tt the one wk long sept hols arent hols at all. theyre jus mugging days tt take place at home instead of in school..
haha anyways had eng prelims yesterday, the compo wuzzen too bad, and the compre wos ok, besides the summary part.
as for today, was HCL, n the compo Q5 was acherli supposed to be quite ez, but i went to try Q4, n i think i was writing a whole lot of crap. 3 pages of crap to be exact. thankfully paper2 was pretty ez.. but ohwells who cares its over.
going for charismatic soon. hope itll be good, n ill have fun.
PRAISE THE LORD~! =D
Friday, August 27, 2004 10:51 p.m.
just came back from charismatic. haha had some fun today sia. although mebbe a little worrying cos im not supposed to be like this with the prelims looming overhead..
went home after school, changed, n went to causeway pt to meet marian. hehe we watched collateral. woah there were like only 5 ppl in the cinema manx. anw its realli good lorh. tom cruise is so cool. n theres also alot of excitement n very thrilling, esp the last part. but the show is just a leetle beet too slow-paced. haha anyway its good lah. highly recommended.
went for charismatic after tt. hmms. and for some reason sam came today too. she left early though, i din even manage to say hi to her cos we werent sitting tgt. n ergh, realli dunno wads wrong with her eh. haiz.
Tuesday, August 24, 2004 05:52 p.m.
ah. finally had mi eng Olvl orals today. n in case i sounded like i was looking forward to it, well i wasnt. anyways i unfortunately was the 2nd last guy in mi grp of 12, tt means i had to wait for nearly 2 hrs for my turn. lol.
the passage was abt this guy who tried many methods of treatment for this pain at the top of his leg but to no avail. den he tried reflexology n it worked. den the picture was a scene in a hospital with 2 old men, back facing the camera, n 3 women, one of them massaging the foot of one of the old men. anyways i think i screwed it. din noe wad to say so jus crapped. think i answered off point.
conversation wasnt too bad. 1st qn was sth like talk abt a time when i suffered an injury or was sent to hospital. for someone like me whos totally not injury-prone, nv been to a hospital for goodness noes how long (at least as a patient), it wasnt so ez, so i jus crapped sth abt the time when i was still veh young n i was crying at night cos my leg hurt. cudden rmb any details wad happened so i just made them all up on the spot.
2nd n 3rd qn veh related, abt alternative treatments, wad do i think of the trend that alternative treatments r rising in status or sth like that, n wad can be done so more ppl can noe abt alternative treatments. sth like that lah cant rmb liao. so it was another major talk-cock session. hope i did at least fairly well.
but at last its over. been worrying abt it for so long. ah. =D
Monday, August 23, 2004 08:08 p.m.
wad would u do if u witnessed someone doing something against e law? or even taking drugs? sniffing glue?
today sth happened. i was on mi way home from school, n i was walking along the underpass from toapayoh mrt to lorong 2, where my house is. it was just slightly after 6pm. there were 2 guys, one wearing a dark green shirt, the other dark blue, who were walking in front of me. they both looked very "gangsterish" n at least one of them had highlighted hair. the blue one caught my attention, as he was holding his hand to his face. the first thought that came to my mind was "why the hell is this guy smoking in such an enclosed area, how inconsiderate". but soon i realised, hey, no smoke! ok... so hes not that bad an egg afterall...
at the end of the underpass, he got onto the escalator leading upwards, his friend in front of him, n i was just behind him. on the way up i suddenly caught a faint whiff of.. glue!! goodness. i couldnt be sure, so i kept trying to get another whiff to confirm my suspicions. n i got it. a few more whiffs. but they were realli vehveh faint. might even be imaginary for all i know. but i somehow dun think so.
at the top, he went straight while i turned left. as i turned i shot a glance at him n could actually see the rim of a small (i think it was white) bag protruding out of the ring he made using his index finger n thumb. wahlao. i got a shock lorh. n of course i came to e conclusion that he was sniffing glue. n he was right in public.
for the next 3 secs i was trying to figure out what to do. then i told myself that i would look ard for a policeman, n if i saw one, id report e case. however, unfortunately, after looking in all directions for awhile, no policeman came into my sight. i also decided that even if i called the police, they would take too long to arrive. figuring that it would be foolish to confront them by myself, i decided to do nothing n just walked into e lift to go home.
wad could i have done? looking back, could i have done more? perhaps approached one of the many other ppl ard, n enlisted their help for the whole matter? perhaps call the police, n tail those 2 ppl? there was definitely a lot more i could have done. but of cos its easy to say that with the benefit of hindsight, n when uve had some time to consider the different options you could have chosen. but then again, when it all happened so suddenly, n me having had no experience whatsoever in a situation like this..
ive tried to describe my experience in as much detail as possible, so if you were in my shoes, wad would you have done? good qn to ponder abt. would u have enough courage to confront them straight? would u call the police? wad would u do?
Sunday, August 22, 2004 10:37 p.m.
haiyaah... li jia wei lost again. bleh. tt means singapore only got 4th. haha but nvm la. li jia wei jiayou~!! try harder in 2008..
tml still got school! =( blah.
Saturday, August 21, 2004 06:12 p.m.
shuCks. why did Li Jiawei lose to that North Korean Kim Hyang Mi. jiawei was so so close to winning. she won 3 out of the first 4 games. n had to lose the remaining 3. =(
i was so hoping jiawei wuld win.. den singapore would haf achieved its 2nd olympic title. but nvm la jiawei did veh well, i esp lyk the 11-0 thrashing of the N Korean in the 3rd game. the final deciding 7th game was the most thrilling, the 2 of them literally took turns to score. but the communist still won!! ergh. =(
Kim HM realli made alot of noise eh. everytime she scored she had to make this funny sound. haha. jiawei was so much more composed n just cool. lol.
dun worry jiawei singapore still loves u~!!! =) hopefully she still manages to get a bronze. thatll still be veh goot =D
Friday, August 20, 2004 11:20 p.m.
hohoho~ after school i went home to bathe n change, den off to thomson plaza to meet marian. liz woz dere too, din realli recognize her though, its been such a loooong time since we last met. went for charismatic with marian. quite good, but i think itll be the last time ill be going for a while, since prelims r starting so soon. i dun like exams. cant wait for Os to be over. but duuh, who duzzen think e same way as me.
having my eng Olvl orals nxt tuesday. 24 aug. i realli realli need to do well, cos i oways die in compre n compo, need orals to boost my score abit. must pray for me yaRh =)
phbuuuuuu..
Saturday, August 14, 2004 11:51 p.m.
haha had a pretty good day today. in a rather good mood =) woke up at 845. first time in a long time tt im waking so late. went to school for NCC passing-out-parade. gee had the 2 n only 2 rehearsals, den the actual parade, all on the day itself.
chionged home. bathed, changed at top speed. chionged to beatty sec for their interact club installation ceermony. haha the items was damn lame lorh, but veh funny. esp the "phua chu kang" guy. rofl.
after tt went to toapayoh with huiyi n winnie. din do aniting much, jus stoned n slacked. n den we suddenly decided to go j8 take neoprint. hahaha. winnie had to go home for dinner, bleh, so huiyi n i ate dinner tgt.
going for rciy tml. dunno whether itll be awkward anot. hais but hope itll be good la =)
thank you God for today. please continue to bless me tml with grace n love.
Thursday, August 12, 2004 10:00 p.m.
oOo. chi Os results were realeased today. not that it directly concerns me, but it sure did concern some of mi frens. anyway mi school did super duper badly.in the whole gep only got 2 A1s. and amos n bentham got C6. lols haha.
totally whooped by rgs. of all the sec4 rgs geppers only 3 didnt get A1. omg. frEakos~!!
lols. veh tired. teachers have gone starking mad, now that prelims are drawing nearer. *yaWn*
Monday, August 9, 2004 09:54 p.m.
do i make frens easily? too easily perhaps. i think theres a problem with me. i tend to imagine that someones closer to me than is the case. i also tend to want to get to noe someone much better den the other person wants to get to noe me. in simple terms, alot of the time im just yi1 xiang1 qing2 yuan4
mebbe its bcos i haf an ego thats too big for my good. guess thats why i always imagine that ppl will want me as a close fren, when in actual fact theyre just thinking of me as an irritating pestering MOSQUITO.
nvm. i get it. ill just have to try to change. snap out of it shawn, stop daydreaming n thinking oh so highly of urself. ure but a nobody. an irritating pestering daydreaming NOBODY.
gah. please oh Lord, bless me with peace n love.
Sunday, August 8, 2004 11:22 p.m.
pbfthuuu.. hehe im now in mi new house in toapayoh. moved here today. these 2 days of moving house haf been tiring manX.
yest i packed n packed n did nothing but pack. literally packed from 10am all the way to 7+ at nite. goodness. nv knew i had sooooooOo much junk. n i thot it wuld take 2 hrs max. but its bcos i spent alot of time going thru mi stuff, n deciding wad to throw. most of mi sec1 n sec2 work went out e window. lOlx.
today i woke up at 7 n did some final packing. din manage to go to church, so disappointed. i realli did want to go. ard 930 the workers came, den it was just waiting n stoning lorh. the workers helped us carry everything over to e new place, den i unpacked n unpacked n did the reverse of yesterday. much faster though hehe.
i lyk mi new home. just 3mins away frm toapayoh mrt, n a whole long array of buses. n its on e 21st storey, so veh windy.. so many facilities nearby. cool man. hehe. aniwaes, so long.. =D
