I feel stressed. Not because of school work but because of financial aid. I need to get those forms in now, but the things I asked my brother to send to me two freakin' weeks ago still either haven't been sent or haven't arrived. I am so screwed for financial aid next year it's not even funny. There's no deadline, but the later you apply, the less money you get. Also, the later you apply, the later you find out. I can't even make up some of these amounts so I can at least get something in. It's not like they (the people supposedly filling out these forms, aka my parents) don't know how much they're paying each month for mortgage. It's so annoying when I have to bug my family EVERY goddamned year to send me stuff, and they put it off every goddamned year. I start telling them in January that I need them to do this early, and every year they put it off till I call and harass them. It's so annoying. It's not like I'm asking them to do anything hard. Just make a copy of something and send it to me. You don't even have to pay for it.
So I have to keep calling them and harassing them. While I'm on the phone, my mother keeps bringing up graduation and all that crap. I don't fucking care whether you come or not, but if you came, OF COURSE I'd pick you up from the airport or at least found a way for you to get from the airport to the hotel or something. No, unlike you, I wouldn't just ask someone to find their way around in a city they've never been to. Stop keeping me on the phone for a long time asking stupid questions. You're the ones with the cellphones with free long-distance, and you make me pay for these phone calls.
I'm also in need of getting a credit report, which I have to shell out money for. :( Not only that, but when I tried to sign up for one, it asks me who guarantees my credit for my school loans, and apparently, it's not the school. I don't even know what the hell they're talking about; my promissory notes says nothing about that. Now I have to call them tomorrow to find out why the hell I can't register.

Sorry, in a realy bad mood right now. I REALLY hate that I have to be filling these out. I hate looking at the fact that I owe over 12000 in school loans already and that amount's only going to go up. I hate the fact that over the past 4 years, the cost of this school has gone up 5000 dollars - that's like 15-percent. It pisses me off to have to report my parent's earnings like it makes a difference because in the end, I'll be the one paying everything anyway. I hate lloking at my financial aid forms and realizing I started them more than 2 weeks ago and they still aren't finished. I hate even more that it says on the form that applications coming in after March 19 are considered late. I hate that it's for a school that I don't even think I'll get into, and even if I did, would want to go to. I hate this whole stupid process, because in the end, I'll still be required pay a hell of a lot more than I can.

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