Image song:
J'ai demandé à la lune by Indochine

Layout:
I lurve Riku. *sigh*

Especially when Riku is kicking ass. I am way past Riku-obsessed at this point. ^^;;
These images were found off The RPG Warehouse. Thanks to them, you guys get a kick-ass Riku layout!

Just in case you guys are wondering, yes, it's Riku from the secret ending of Kingdom Hearts. This pretty much assures they're going to make a sequel. Yay! ^_^

For those of you who haven't gotten the secret ending, go get it! ^_^ Because Riku rules. ^_^ *drool* And hey, who doesn't want a secret little trailer where Riku is all kicking ass?

This layout is still part of a Riku/Sora lover layout with Tsukiyono Omi's blog.


Archived:
Aug. 8-Sept.15, 2002


Sunday, October 6, 2002
Yup, you guessed it. ^_^
New layout, folks! *grin*
Ain't Riku just gorgeous?

*drools*
(Okay, so we can't really see him clearly but...we know he's still gorgeous.)

10:26 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Sunday, October 6, 2002
Whee! Two more hours here!
And that means that Skuld's really got to crack down on studying! O_o;;

In the meantime, to commemorate my blue hair and my 5 hours sitting on my ass (and getting paid) at the library, here's my latest fic, The Secret Charms of the Paopu Fruit. ^_^ Take a wild guess at what game and what pairing it is. ^_^;; *grins*

You can also find it at my fanfiction page *cough*, Rose is Rain. ^_^

Hrrrmmm...looks like Neuroscience work for me! ^_^ *grin*

04:03 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Sunday, October 6, 2002
Good news for all you peeps waiting for my fics.
Right as I speak, I am working on the two fics I have lined up, "The Secret Charms of the Paopu Fruit" and Chapter 9 of "Carry Your Reflection."

I should be doing work, but what the hell, I'm stuck here at work another 3 and a half hours. I have time to burn. ^^;;
BURN BURN BURN!

Played DDR again with Destra last night. I can ALMOST do the 5th Mix "The Twist" on maniac. ALMOST. *whimper* I must go to Mel's place soon and practice. Or get a soft pad and a modded PS or something.

Goddamn Andy taking all his shit away and not leaving any of it for us. >.< Grrrrrrrrrrr.

Anyhoo, back on the subject of of my fanfiction. Hopefully the Riku/Sora will be completed today. You guys will have to wait a while for Chapter 9 though. Next week. Promise. It's Columbus Day weekend. ^^;; I'll get lots of shit done. (Riiiiiight...)

02:21 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Saturday, October 5, 2002
Now I know why Ansem creeps the hell out of me. O_o;; It has all become clear in my most recent viewing of the ending of Kingdom Hearts. O_o;;

Ansem reminds me of Akio! Ohtori Akio from Shoujo Kakumei Utena! *BLARGH!* *makes a face*

Ick, and he's not even as creepy-cool as Akio, because Ansem hasn't S3XX0Red everything that walks on two legs. (Now if he had slept that Sora or Riku, that would have been better. ^^;;)

And the door to Kingdom Hearts just drips of the door to the Revolution. *grins* God, how I miss that series. O_O;; *drools all over the floor* It's the most amazing anime series ever. Seriously. ^_^ Way better than anything of CLAMP's I have seen to date.
(Yes, I know it's weird hearing me say this, since I'm a devout CLAMP follower. It's just that I don't think CLAMP would ever be able to come up with as much twisted symbolism as in Utena. Utena just takes the cake when it comes to surrealism, storyline, mystery, and symbolism. You really should watch it if you haven't seen it yet. O_o;; It has the best ending I have EVER SEEN.)

Anyway...*ahem* I was totally expecting to see rose thorns wound around the Kingdom Hearts door. (And Ansem grabbing the Keyblade, hacking at the door, and having the key break. ^^;;)

So if Riku's behind the door to the Revolution, doesn't that mean he's then committed the sin of sacrifice, and that he's now the Rose Bride? ^^;; *sweatdrops*

So doesn't someone have to find the door again (through a long series of duels) and sacrifice themselves for Riku and disappear from the world? O_o;;

I want to see Utena again. *big wave of nostalgia* I miss Utena. ;_; It was sooooo coooooooooool.
*sob* But all my tapes are back at home! *sob*
*feels so Utena deprived*

07:53 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Saturday, October 5, 2002
So hosed.
Dyeing my hair blue today. Had to re-bleach my roots first, though. ^_^;;

So it's not my whole hair, but it's substantial streaks at the front. ^_^ Wee! I like my hair blue. Which reminds me that I haven't dyed it since July! *gasp* So long to go without colorful hair! O_o;;

Hmmm...working from 1-5pm in the library tomorrow.
*Urggghhhh*...

Must...get...ass...working...tonight...so...hard...

06:13 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Friday, October 4, 2002
Fell asleep in 7.012 class today.
Yes, seriously.

And it's really crunch time for my 9.00 paper and getting all of my MIT Japan shit together.

Someone get my ass working, please. ^^;;

Mwah ha ha ha ha. ^_^ Skuld is darkness too. Maybe by default that makes me a cooler villain than Ansem. ^_^

11:17 a.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Friday, October 4, 2002
Omi finally got his ass a blog!

Well, since he isn't quite 1337 HTMLXX0r yet...we can forgive the simple layoutness. ^_^ I made the title pic though. ^_^ Kawaii, ne?

Now we have lover layouts. ^_^ I have Riku, and he has Sora! ^_^ YAY! *dance*

And I've been completely unproductive for the past...6 hours! Go me!

02:11 a.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Thursday, October 3, 2002
Aaaaa!
You know that chick I was talking about in my 7.012 recitation?
The really really annoying one that kept asking the most dumbass questions possible? She's here in the computer lab just a couple of compies away from me!

Aaaa! Aaaa! Get away!
*runs around in circles*

Sheesh. -_-;;

Well, lab meeting was shorter than expected. I guess it lasted like 6 hours last time because that was more of a lab dinner. This was strictly official business, so no talk about Lera (my professor) dressing up as a banana at Stanford.

Sefeiren-san is so nice! She gave me the link to the .avi file for the Secret Ending of Kingdom Hearts (Riku... :p~~~~~~~~~~~~0), now if only it would work...*shakes fist* ;_;

Want...Riku...now...

Stupid annoying person from my 7.012 class! Go away! Leave me be! *sob*
...
...
Oh phew, she just walked out the door. (AND STAY OUT!)

Ahem, yes, well...since it seems I have a bit of time tonight, if the TV is free I'll go there and jot down the notes I need for the Riku/Sora fic. ^_^ *glow*

And I just put out a fic yesterday too. Whee, hooray for getting slammed by muses (at 60 mph)! *sweatdrop*

Now if only I can find my muse for "Carry Your Reflection"...I think he might have died of exhaustion.
...errr....that's not good! ;_;

Anoo...okay, Skuld is going to catch the Safetybus (the Saferide) home.
(Ha, I love Phil's name for the Saferide! *cackles evilly* it's just so amusing when he does his little Safetybus song. ^^;; *big sweatdrop*)

Waaaaahhh...so behind on 9.00 and 9.01 reading...and big 9.00 paper due next week. Eeeeek! *whimper*
Hopefully my bad grade on that essay will balance out my previous "good" slash essay.

07:41 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Thursday, October 3, 2002
Still sittin' around the library, taking a break from my homework.

*sigh* I love this job. All I do is sit on my ass, check out the occasional book, do my homework, and I get paid. ^_^ Wicked.

Not gonna be home until WAY LATE tonight, there's a lab meeting at 6pm, and hell knows we'll be there until 12 or 2am. =_=;;

I'm probably going to leave at a semi-decent hour though...still have homework to do for tomorrow, you know.

Trying to find a Kingdom Hearts script so I can finish that Riku/Sora I'm writing...but since I can't, I guess you guys will have to wait until the weekend (don't worry folks, I'm here from 1-6pm on Sunday, of course I'll be writing fanfiction) when I can start a new game and hastily scribble down some dialogue. ^^;;

Ray's poor memory card will have no memory left. (and my poor scratched Kingdom Hearts disc! >.< Stupid PS2 scratching things...*not happy*)

11:37 a.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Thursday, October 3, 2002
Tired. I hate this early morning school thing.

Okay, so it's 10am, and I technically have nothing to complain about since I used to go to school at 7:35am (I don't know how in the world I actually managed to stay awake for that O_o;;)...but I guess I can bitch and moan while I'm in college.

Had a funny dream this morning. So I'm one of the guards of this important king, and he's going to a meeting so I'm standing guard outside the room. The entire area is protected by forcefields, but rumour has it that the rebellion is going to attempt a break-in and assassinate the king.

So I'm standing outside with my sword (and it's what we call in Chinese a 'quick blade' it has a hinge on it so it can be swung around easily) when I notice several groups of people sneaking about. I'm instantly alert and really hoping the King's security system lets him know what's coming.

So then I look on my computer screen and all the forcefields are being disabled because someone's hacking into the system! I look up and there are some of the people I knew from high school, trying to get in.

So the last forcefield's going down, and I'm preparing to fight Abigail McIntosh, and then my alarm clock wakes me up. >.<

Dammit, can't I at least get a cool fight scene in once in a while?

Well, on my Kingdom Hearts update, I've finished Hollow Bastion, now I have to do all the random side-quest/tournament thingies to get the secret ending. I was watching it last night (again) on Brad's game. *grin*
Riku is sooooooooo cool in there. *grin grin* He kicks so much ass in the trailer. *happy sigh*

GO RIKU! KICK ASS!

10:09 a.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Wednesday, October 2, 2002
New fic written!

Got bitten by the writing bug. *sigh* -_-;;

You can find it at my fanfiction site, Rose is Rain, or just click here.

10:55 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Wednesday, October 2, 2002
*snore*

Wow, most of that bio test was a total no-brainer. Now I need to study for my 9.01 shit. *sob* I hope there's not going to be a quiz today, but knowing Prof. Schneider, there is. ;_; Aaah, I'm so fucked in that class! >.< *bangs head*

Omi's making a blog. He knows very little HTML. But hopefully he has 1337 Photoshop skillz. ^^;;
(See Destra, even little Omi stranded in the midst of Utah has Photoshop, and yet you can't get a copy of it. ^_^ Poor Destra. *pat pat*)

Omi and I got bored, so we're doing yaoi pairing (or as Kouri Arashi termed it, lover layouts) layouts. ^^;; Aren't we just incredibly saccharinely sweet? Awwwwww.

Since I've got Riku on my layout, Omi's putting up Sora. ^^;; And don't anyone dare say anything about jailbait! >.<
*sweatdrop*

It's legal if you're both underage, right? *sweatdrop*

And hey, I think Riku/Sora is cute. ^_^ We all know Riku's horribly jealous because Sora's oblivious and hasn't yet noticed that Riku has the biggest crush on him of all time...

And remember that Paopu conversation at the beginning?
That was pretty suggestive if you ask me...
(That's why I'm writing a fic about it, I guess. ^^;; *sweatdrop* Yay. As soon as I unhose myself, that is.

Well well, look at the time. Off to lab, I guess. ^^;;

10:55 a.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Tuesday, October 1, 2002
Nani?

O_O;;


Which Subaru are you?

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I'm not jaded enough to be to Sakurazukamori Subaru?! O_o;;
Hmmm...I guess the INSTITVTE hasn't really gotten to me yet.

Hahaha, we'll see in a couple of years. MIT has yet to take its toll on me. ^^;;


Quiz of Doooooooom!

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07:21 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Tuesday, October 1, 2002
Hosed today.
Really really hosed today.

Mostly just a 7.012 (Intro to Bio) test and a 9.01 (Intro to Neuroscience) quiz to study for. O_o;; Not to mention a 9.00 (Intro to Psych) paper that I'm beginning to stress about...

10:01 a.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Tuesday, October 1, 2002
Annoyed. For unknown reasons, but from a known source.

I shall sit and stew and hopefully when I go to sleep, the badness will all go away because I am hosed tomorrow.

02:22 a.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Monday, September 30, 2002

RAGE!
FURY!
O_+

*takes deep breaths*

DAMN YOU MALEFICENT!

>.< DIE DIE DIE DIE! *bangs head*

*hyperventilate*

I was fighting her dragon form...I had like...1 more hit and she'd die...and I was in the middle of healing...and she hit me...

RAGE!
DEATH!
ANNIHILATION!

>.< I'm really really really really really pissed off right now. *sob* I was sooooo close! JUST ONE MORE FUCKING HIT! But nooo...she has to get to me BEFORE I hit her that ONE FUCKING LAST TIME!

I screamed several colorful curses that would make Jecht blush, threw the controller somewhere (dunno where it landed), and stomped off up here to finish my homework. Goddamit. I really do hate this game sometimes. ;_;

My own incompetence at real-time fighting games. O_o;;
*sobs*

I swear to god this is the last time I'll actually play real-time fighting games. >.< I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE them. [/end Kefka moment]

Still dead set on cosplaying Riku. XD

09:11 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Monday, September 30, 2002

Which Famous Homosexual are you?

And he was smart as hell. O_o;;

On another vein, just got back playing yet more DDR with Mel. I'm hosed for the rest of the night, so lovely Riku won't be seeing my ugly mug today. ^^;;

07:02 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Monday, September 30, 2002
Wah, I'm listed on Google now.
O_o;; Now I'm getting a few hundred hits a day, from all these people I don't know that are just searching for random Kingdom Hearts stuffs. *sweatdrop*

Sorry people, no random Kingdom Hearts stuffs here, except for a pretty Riku layout. Gomen gomen. ^^;;

I feel so hosed this week, especially with the first 7.012 (Intro to Bio) test on Wednesday. If I don't ace that mother, I'm going to jump off the Green Building. >.<
*sigh*

Hosed tonight, and every other night for the rest of my life at MIT. Welcome to Hell, folks.

Can't stay and talk, Japanese quiz in two hours. O_o;;

Started writing the Riku/Sora, will probably be done (MIT Professors/Gods willing) by the end of the week. *sweatdrop*
Sorry guys, but it'll just be shounen-ai. Maybe the hardcore romance will start later. ^_^

(They do seem to be stuck in very nice looking place for a long while..I mean...between three anthropomorphs and Riku, who would you pick? ^_~
(Answer: without a doubt, always pick the silver-haired bishonen.)

But don't forget our golden rule, kids. ^_^ *grins* To beat the RPG, you have to find the correct silver-haired bishonen and beat the crap out of him.
Note that this also holds for many anime, including a large part of the Yami no Matsuei story arcs. *grins* But good luck on anyone actually putting the beat down on Muraki. Hah...like it's ever gonna happen. *wink* ^_~

11:08 a.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Sunday, September 29, 2002
New layout! I'll go scramble back to work now. *whimper whimper*

Isn't Riku gorgeous?

*drool*

10:35 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Sunday, September 29, 2002
Screw you, Disney!
Apparently Disney is not allowing any Kingdom Hearts doujinshi. >.< those stupid bastards. >.< Somehow, I'm just not surprised. *sigh*

They're also starting to shut down the Japanese Kingdom Hearts fansites. They don't want fanart, fanfiction, or even character shrines. >.<

STUPID DISNEY BASTARDS.

*smoulder with rage*

Oh, and expect a short Kingdom Hearts Riku/Sora one-shot on the way within the next couple of weeks. ^^;

03:57 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Sunday, September 29, 2002
Operation:ORGY meeting was fun yesterday.
Made cookies, played DDR, sat around and played Kingdom Hearts. ^_^ (Speaking of which...yay! *dances* Tomo's gonna get Kingdom Hearts! ^_^ *grins* It's such an awesome game! *heart*)

Destra, using Brad's game, finally beat Sephiroth! It was sooo fricking hard. >.< The catch is to survive the period when he runs around, slices at you, and casts Fallen Angel. >.< After you have enouch elixirs to survive that, he'll move into his limit break, in which case you stick as close to him as possible and just whack at him over and over.

And she beat him! ^_^ (not that I'm happy about Sephiroth getting his clock cleaned of course...^^;;) I was sad though. He doesn't say anything at all. He gives you this Dammit-I-Got-Beat-By-A-Pre-pubescent-Boy look, and disappears in dramatic Squaresoft boss fashion.

Doesn't say a word. >.<
I feel jipped. ;_; oh well, maybe it was all for the best. After all...*sweatdrop* his voice actor is Lance Bass after all. >.< Yuck. He didn't sound too bad as Sephiroth...but...yeah...I managed to scrape by with the minimal boyband voice. *phew*

Yay for Hachi Mitsu-san e-mailing me. ^_^ She's still shooting for Columbia...-_-;; but maybe she'll get into MIT too. *grins* Need more random hyper fangirls at MIT. ^_~

So yeah, I'm totally hosed today, or I'd be trying to beat Kingdom Hearts. Brad's got the secret ending, but I had to go to lab yesterday, so I couldn't see it. *sob*

That's okay, I'll find time for it maybe later tonight. After all, I'm sitting around in the library for two and a half hours. Besides writing fanfiction, what am I going to do but study? *grins*

On the subject of Chapter 9...it's coming along.
Not very quickly, but it IS coming. ^^;; Umm...by Columbus Day? Yeah? *sweatdrop*

The Operation: ORGY crew wants me to cosplay Kingdom Hearts Sephiroth. O_o;; But then I'd have to make his black trench all over again! >.< *bangs head* And that's hard! Not to mention his shoulder-things. Sheeesh peoples. -_-;; I know my hair's the perfect length for it...but...;_; I wanna do Riku! he's soo cool! And it would be SO MUCH EASIER! O_o;; (I swear to God it would be easier than Kingdom Hearts Sephiroth. >.<)

Eeehh...I'll think about it. If I find an appropriate Riku-ish wig this halloween, then I'm gonna cosplay Riku. ^_^ And if I don't...I'll have to scramble for Sephiroth during IAP. -_-;; *sigh*

12:52 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Saturday, September 28, 2002

Which Firearm are you?
brought to you byStan Ryker

Oh boo yeah, I'm a grenade launcher.

And now Mai is kicking me off. ^_^

06:00 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Saturday, September 28, 2002
DDR! ^_^
*dance dance*

Ryan's, the arcade nearby got DDR MAX2! *grins*
That means Skuld got to do both versions of Candy (my favorite DDR song of all time) and the KCP remix of "Sobakasu," the Kenshin opening.

*grins* Yay!
*dance dance dance*

I lurve DDR! Skuld's can now pretty consistently do those 6 foot tricks...as long as she's not tired and doesn't have cramps. She has no trouble with those 5 foot tricks! ^_^ And those few 5-foot maniacs! ^_^ *grins*

Okay, gotta work on them 7-foot tricks then. ^_^ I WILL BE BETTER THAN OMI! hahahahahaha. I have a whole 10 months to get myself up to maniac. ^_^

I'll also probably be wanting to practice for AnimeBoston, because I'm almost sure they're gonna have a tourney. And while I can't freestyle, I can at least attempt to get myself up to a decent maniac for competition. ^_^ *yay*

Have to go to lab today, and there's an Operation:ORGY meeting.
Ja ne, talk to you guys later. ^_^

11:40 a.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Friday, September 27, 2002
SEPHIROTH! *heart*

I saw Sephiroth's dramatic entrance at the Olympus Coliseum in Kingdom Hearts! *drools*

Oh my god...and he actually has a slightly modified costume! ^_^ *dance dance* (So who do I cosplay now? Riku or Sephiroth? O_o;;) It has these pretty red highlights...*drools* and he has a different symbol for his belt (it looks like wings, instead of the Yggdrasil)! Sooooo sexy!

And from what I've heard of his voice...it's mostly grunts and the like, but he doesn't sound TOO bad actually. (Ewwww, Lance Bass. >.<)

I bet he really talks if you beat him...which is 'nigh impossible. >.<

His first fighting style is walking around all cool-like, and occasionally swiping with his sword (which has a reach of about half the stadium, I swear) or jumping at you and retreating quickly. >.<

When you get him down a couple of bars (or so I'm told by Omi) his fighting style drastically changes and you're screwed because he casts Fallen Angel on you. ^^;; So that's 1HP, 0MP, and then he starts dashing around and slicing at you. Wheee. What fun. ^_^

*jumps up and down* So many people to cosplay, so little time! >.< Since Sephiroth actually has a (slightly) different costume in here, I'm so tempted to do Kingdom Hearts Sephiroth. ^^;;

*think think* Naaahh...I'll just do Riku. ^^;; It looks so much easier O_o;;

So yeah, got an awesome grade on my slash essay, have a japanese test next period *choke* and maybe a 9.01 quiz that I actually studied for! (let's hope I remember whatever it was I studied.)

I hope someone beats Sephiroth soon (wait...what the hell am I saying?) so maybe I can hear his (or Lance Bass's >.< Ick.) voice. ^_^ *bounce bounce*

Oh, Kingdom Hearts update for me. About to head to Hollow Bastion, but will find everything else first. ^_^;;

12:04 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Thursday, September 26, 2002
Sitting here in the Athena cluster (stupid slow computers...maybe Skuld should go to the W20 cluster instead..>.<) waiting for 6pm to hit so that I can go home. I need to do some work here at MIT first...

*Sigh*

Got thoroughly annoyed in 7.012 (Intro to Bio) recitation because there's this really annoying girl who keeps asking stupid questions.
as in, she'll ask a question that the instructor just barely answered! >.< How dumb can you get? *bangs head*
She just doesn't get it.

And I hate people like that wasting my time when I want to learn things. It wouldn't be so bad if the rest of the class didn't get it either, but she's the only one asking stupid questions! She's the only one that doesn't get it!

Grrrrr! *bangs head*
I so better ace Bio or I'm so gonna kill myself, because this shit is SO EASY. >.< Damn...test on Wednesday. GOD DAMMIT!

04:33 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Thursday, September 26, 2002
w000t!

Went to Kaiju Big Battel last night with a bunch of friends: Mel, Benazeer, Dave, Mai, and others. ^_^

It's like this...monster fighting thing that's put on by the MassArt students. ^^;;
So you've got this big diamond-fenced cage that the guys fight in. And they're funny characters like Uchu Chu, American Beetle, etc. dressed in silly monster foam rubber costumes having this mock-fighting/wrestling match. It's interesting and fun to watch. ^_^

I'm definitely going again, the next time they do one in Boston. ^^;; It'll probably be next year...but hey. Kaiju Big Battel is fun. ^_^;; Maybe I'll be able to take Omi eventually.

So I've got my interview for the MIT Japan Program today, let's hope it goes well and I get my ass in an internship in Japan for the summer. O_o;;

That would just kick so much ass! ^_^ *heart*

...but then I couldn't go con-ing with Amberlee *sniffle* and I wouldn't have time to make myself a Legato costume *sniffle*...but I'd be in JAPAN! ^_^

I get to visit Ueno Kouen and see all the pretty sakura trees! (And that one particular sakura tree which...*sweatdrop* hopefully I won't have to feed.)

wah, hosed tonight. Japanese test tomorrow. O_o;; Must not fail, must not fail. >.< *sigh* Just the hosage as usual. *bangs head*

Oh, there's a secret ending to Kingdom Hearts, by the way .^_^;; If you get everything (seal all the worlds, get all the dalmations, etc.), you get this special ending after the credits and the epilogue that's a trailer for the Kingdom Hearts sequel. Apparently (and I haven't seen it though), it seems to be Riku-centric. ^_^ Everyone's older (does that mean it's safe for college-aged me to be sliming those mid-pubescent boys?), and it looks like Riku's looking for Sora or something.

Dude...I'd SO LOVE a game where I get to be Riku.
*big grin*

10:03 a.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Wednesday, September 25, 2002
Waaaiiii! ^_^
*grins*

I saw the ending to Kingdom Hearts last night! ^_^ *dance dance dance*

It's sooooooo cool! Brad beat it last night for all of us to watch! Okay, bad me, getting spoiled...but seriously...the last part was just like...strings of battles. Fight after fight after fight... O_o;; for two hours.

I probably would have ended up twitching on the ground if that was me playing.

The ending was really sweet. It was really awesome. *soooo happy* ^_^ <3

I'm so hellbent on cosplaying Riku now. ^_^ *dances some more*

No one is gonna stop me! Mwa ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.
*sigh* I LURVE Riku. If you haven't played Kingdom Hearts, you really really should. ^_^ It just totally kicks ass. So it's kinda cheesy/cliche/Disney at the end, and some people on the house were laughing at it, I thought it was awesome. *lurve lurve*

So yes, play Kingdom Hearts if you haven't already.
I haven't seen Sephiroth yet, so I'll have to go to Hollow Bastion, build up some, fight more at the Coliseum...*lalalalalalala* and then beat the game...

...

...

>.< Not thinking about Kingdom Hearts shounen-ai! *bangs head against wall* Okay, that sure didn't work. ^^;;
Maybe write some cute Riku/Sora fanfic...(I'm SO bad. -_-;;)...just shounen-ai, don't worry. ^^;;

Errrmmm...yes...

Oh, guess what Skuld's going to tonight...

KAIJU BIG BATTEL!!!

IT RULES! All of those of you in the Boston area must go see! KAIJUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

11:09 a.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Tuesday, September 24, 2002
Finally watched some .hack//sign. It's pretty cool actually, I like it. A bit pretentious, but then again, I love shows like that. ^_^ *grins*
Also finally got my hands on ep. 2 of Condor Hero...dude, they changed the plot A LOT. O_o;; A WHOLE FUCKING SHITLOAD. i'm not sure whether or not I like it...
Eeehhh...I really don't. >.< The chinese live-action wu-xia miniseries are so much better. ^_^;;

Amberlee's in China! No fair! I want to be there. I've only been there once...and I guess I feel bad because I'm Chinese. -_-;; At least I have more connection to my history than other American-Born-Chinese do...but still. I want to be in China again, because it's so cool. ^_^ Makes me feel all nostalgic.

Lucky Mimi actually got there for her honeymoon. Lucky! *sigh* China's such a nice place to go. ^^;; At any rate...should go study.

Bai bai!

11:20 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Tuesday, September 24, 2002
SO hosed tonight.

Especially with the anime marathon.

On a side note...I really want to get the Petshop of Horrors manga. I have this thing for androgyny (BIG THING FOR ANDROGYNY)...but not only that. The manga sounds intriguing. I wonder who puts it out. *ponder*

Either way...Skuld must read. O_o;;

Once again, Sakurazuka Val proves her excellent taste in manga. ^_^ *laughs*

04:53 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Tuesday, September 24, 2002

Watched Brad play Kingdom Hearts last night. Lots of froshies came for Rush too! *grins* Yayyy! Frosh! *dance*

On the subject of Kingdom Hearts, it feels as if my subconscious is refusing to do that roll-away/heal thing. You know, get out of the way when you heal so you don't get hit with something before the healing happens. (You have NO IDEA HOW MANY FRICKING TIMES that's happened to me. >.< GRRRRRRR.)

My brain says, "GET OUT OF THE MELEE AND HEAL!" but my fingers just say, "Nah, I'll just heal." >.< And then I DIE! *bangs head*

;_; I can't be THIS bad at it...*sob*

So yeah, I watched Brad play Hollow Bastion. It was cool, if really annoying 2nd to final dungeon. Sheesh. Took him a couple of hours. *grugh* Skuld's going there next, too. *sigh*

Apparently Omi's fighting Sephiroth at the Coliseum, and totally getting his ass kicked, because Sephiroth has his "Fallen Angel" attack, which reduces you to 1HP. Hahahahaha. ^_^ *evil cackles* It would be so sad if Sephiroth was easy to beat. XD Glad to know he whoops ass.

Feel like shit right now. >.< I rode my bike across the Harvard Bridge today, and my ears are SO COLD. And when they get cold, they give Skuld headaches. *whimper* Ow ow ow.

Not to mention the fact that I woke up this morning and was curled into a tiny little ball because it was SO COLD. >.< How'd it turn that cold during the night? Damn you, Boston weather. *rage*

Omi and I were talking about what kind of wedding rings to get last night. *big sweatdrop* And we're not even really close to getting engaged yet. O_o;; He just said it made him all bubbly and joyous to think about us getting married. ^_^ *grins* Awwww...he's such a sweetheart. <3

I think I want to cosplay Riku for Anime Boston. That means lots of work during January, IAP. ^_^ *grins* At least Ali-chan will be here! *dance* We should try to get together a Kingdom Hearts group. Ali-chan can be Sora, I'll be Riku...and we'll figure out something for Mai and Destra. (Destra can be Ansem if she wants! ^^ w00t w00t!)

...anyhoo...
Skuld's head hurts. *pain*
Skuld is going to go make herself feel better...somehow. *whimper*
Baiiii.

10:05 a.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Monday, September 23, 2002
KINGDOM HEARTS UPDATE

In Neverland. ^_^;; About to fight Captain Hook. God, I hope there's not another battle after him (I really suck at the real-time thing), but I have a feeling there will be. O_o;;
Omi says there's a battle with Riku coming up. >.<

*sigh* Poor little evil boy. If you'd just stop fighting over the girl and go for each other, life would be happier ya know? -_-;;

Stupid homophobic Squaresoft. >.< *bangs head* END KINGDOM HEARTS UPDATE

Since I've been punting this entire week, it's up to me to get all my work done tonight. *sigh* Anyhoo...I went to Sasuga with Ali-chan today...X 18 wasn't there, but the CLAMP North Side and South Side artbooks were. ^_^ So Skuld got North Side and Ali-chan got South Side.

We've also been talking about more cosplay, I think she'd make a cute Sora. ^_^;; Which would have to put me as Riku, basically. ^^;; I don't feel like doing Kairi. >.< (Ick!) or any of the Disney characters. I might do Squall if push comes to shove...but I don't want to do Sephiroth again because he doesn't really have a costume change in Kingdom Hearts. ^^;;

So I guess it's Riku for me. ^^;; I'll have to cut my hair...we'll see whether or not Riku's worth the effort when I get to the end of the game. ^_^

Jen, Ali-chan's friend, is almost done with her Hokuto shikifuku. Ali-chan says she has most of Subaru together...and Seishirou shouldn't be too hard for me. ^_^ *grins* But then, I'd have to CUT MY HAIR~! Which is really really really long (down to my waist). ;_; I don't know if Seishirou's worth cutting my hair for (I'd have to think about it)...I COULD just put my hair up in a bun in the back...but...*sweatdrops* We'll see. Anime Boston is a long way off. ^^;;

03:55 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Sunday, September 22, 2002
Blogging from work!
Geez, I'm so glad it's a 3-day weekend. ^_^
No school tomorrow! woot!

Bad part is, I have to get up at 10am to go to work at 11. >.< Grrrrrr....that's annoying.

OH well...I should do my homework..(my reading for 9.01), but I felt like writing a smal part of fanfic.

Good news for those of you waiting for Chapter 9 of Carry Your Reflection, I've actually started. Now I"ll finish as soon as I can stop playing Kingdom Hearts and stop failing my classes.

...and that brings me to..

KINGDOM HEARTS UPDATE

Hello everyone, Skuld here in Studio V5 with her Kingdom Hearts update.
Finished Atlanica, the Little Mermaid world. It's cute, having Ariel in your party is cool. ^_^ *grins*
But the system they use for swimming is really annoying. >.< I hated it. It took me ages to get used to. *sighs*

Fighting Ursula was a bitch. >.< Literally too. It really really sucked and was really really annoying, especially when she had one more hit before she died, and she killed me first. O_o;
ONE FRICKIN' HIT! GODDAMMIT! >.< I'm just no good at this real-time battle thing. >.< Can't watch everything coming at me, and I have shit ass timing.

On a side note, Sora's fucking hot with a merman tail. ^_^ *grins* *cough* Don't call me Peddy.

At least Riku's safe ground. He's 15! That's how old Omi was when I started dating him! ^_^ *grins* (Okay, granted that was two years ago...still! ^^;;)

Riku is so hot...*drools* but I'm still firmly convinced he's evil. >.< Grrrrrrrr. Squaresoft and their silver-haired bias again! *explodes* Why?! And worst of all, Riku's all in it for Kairi. >.< Yick, another chick. >.< You know, life would be so much simpler if we didn't have stupid female love interests running amock and needing to be saved. >.< Male love interests make for much more interesting plotlines.

Just imagine if Riku was trying to save Sora instead....*dreamy sigh*

Okay, best try to climb out of the yaoi gutter. *cough*

Supposedly the Peter Pan world is next, because you get intercepted by Captain Hook's ship. ^_^ Cool! Skuld goes to Never-Never Land! But not before I go to the Coliseum and have to fight Squall/Leon and Yuffie to win the 2nd tournament. O_o;; Owwwww. I can see that conceivably causing a decent amount of pain for me. O_o;; Damn, Squall is pretty nasty when he wants to be. >.<

After the third tournament though...*grins* after I go to Hollow Bastion...I get to fight Sephiroth. *big grin* Or shall I say, I get to have my ass royally kicked by Sephiroth! w00000000t! You can kick my ass any day! *grins*

Okay, END KINGDOM HEARTS UPDATE

04:42 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Saturday, September 21, 2002
Blogging from lab!
I have an hour and a half free... so I might as well sit here and do my work, I suppose . -_-;;

I've failed two of my quizzes for Neuroscience...I really need to get my act together and get my ass working. >.<

I'll try to limit myself to one and a half hours of Kingdom Hearts per day during the week. O_o;;

and four on the weekends.

all I can say is that thank god Monday is Sanity Day. *breathes* I love Sanity Days. they keep from throwing myself off the top of the Green Building. O_o;; (which is what they're actually for...)

So yeah, MIT has these things called "Sanity Days" on Mondays, that guarantee that we have at least one long weekend a month. ^_^;; They're technically called "Student Holidays" but we all call them "Sanity Day." They give the break to us because MIT has had a fairly large amount of student suicides because of the grades and the stress. ^^;; *grins*

If I wanted to look on the bright side of things, I could just say, "thanks, all you people that went 'splat!' on the sidewalk, because now I have a day free to play Kingdom Hearts."

God, I'm morbid. ^_^ *grin*

SPOILER-FUL Kingdom Hearts update:
Now in Agrabah. ^_^ Also known as Aladdin Land. ^_^
Riku showed up for a brief moment in time in Traverse Town...but apparently he's being corrupted by Maleficent. (I can't think of her without my mind going to Yamazaki-kun and the whole play put on in Card Captor Sakura. ^_^ and I'll never get over Li as Sleeping Beauty. XD He looks great in drag. *grins* And I think Ali-chan is going to kill me if my mind continues down that line.)

So yeah, Riku's being corrupted. Wow...why am I not surprised. I mean...let me think about it...he's an RPG character, he has silver-hair. Well duh, that alone qualifies him for evilness. >.< (Let us take a look at Sephiroth, Kuja, Ghaleon, Yunalesca...) Yeah. He's going to be evil purely based on his hair color. Hey, isn't that a type of discrimination? >.< Why can't we have cool good people with silver hair, huh?

Not to mention the fact that Riku has silver hair AND green eyes. O_o;; Ummm...gee, Sephiroth, I didn't know you had a love-child.

END KINGDOM HEARTS UPDATE

Yeah.
I'm bored. I want people to come for my experiments! I don't just want to sit around here with my psychology book for company. Geez. >.<

okay, I'm being incredibly boring tonight. -_-;;
Must..play...Kingdom...hearts...

On a sad note, it's only a week and a half before Omi leaves for Costa Rica and I won't be able to talk to him for 10 months. O_o;;

I have a feeling that I'll have a very high likelihood of going insane within that miniscule amount of time.
*whimpers*

Crazy Skuld...@_@
I'll miss Omi so much. *sigh*

Oh, I'm working on "Carry Your Reflection" chapter 9, by the way...
That is...when I'm not doing homework, not sleeping, and not playing Kingdom Hearts...which averages out to about half an hour a week. *sweatdrop*
Sorry. I'll get it out ASAP. Promise.

Oh, and the ending is going to absolutely kill some of you. ^_~ *grins*

02:26 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Friday, September 20, 2002
Lance Bass is Sephiroth in Kingdom Hearts.
Lance Bass is also a member of N'Sync.

>.< EEEWWWWW!! Boy bands! *rubs skin compulsively*
Disgusting little crooners they are.
*die die die*

Please do a good job as Sephiroth.

*huggles her Sephy-poo* Don't ruin him. ;_;

07:42 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Friday, September 20, 2002
Kingdom Hearts update! ^_^
*grin*

Stayed up until 2:30am playing Kingdom Hearts last night. It's the beginning of Rush...and I can't go to anime club...because some rushees might come...yes yes yes. I'll just have to stay home and wait for them while I play Kingdom Hearts. ^_^

Okay, so I'm about to talk a little about what happened...so don't read past this if you want to keep yourself taint-free. ^_^

2nd world is the coliseum...(Hercules)...had a mother of hard time there because I'm supposed to be mage... -_-;; Not good. At any rate, got my ass kicked soundly, so I decided to switch to Brad's game, where he's a Warrior. Did MUCH better. ^_^;; So it's not just that I suck.

Got to fight Cloud, but still got my ass handed to me by Cloud. *sigh* He looks so cool though. ^_^ *grins* Red flowing cape...claw-like hand...sleeping with Vincent...s'all good. His voice rules too. *squeal* I'm so in love with Kingdom Hearts. ^_^ I wanna cosplay as a KH character now! ^_^ *dances* (but who?)

Anyhoo...Boss fight with Cerberus (damn Hades loosed him on me) was HARD. I couldn't do it. Mike could, after like...almost two hours of trying, when he figured out that you could thwack the fireballs back to Cerberus by hitting them with your keyblade. (Who's up for some baseball?)

God, I suck at real-time fighting games. I'm so praying that I get better. *whimper* At least I also found out from Mike that you can use the right analog stick to scroll down the menu during battle so you can get items. *phew* ^_^;; Gotta learn that.

After the boss battle, you get a small scene with Cloud, where he tells you he's searching for someone. Sephiroth, obviously. ^_^ Little bitch-boy wants some more of that lovin' from everyone's favorite badass. I CAN'T WAIT until I get to see Sephiroth~! <3

Too bad I have to fight him...-_-;; Why can't he join me? ;_; I want kick-ass Final Fantasy PCs dammit...not just NPCs. >.<

So I just started Deep Jungle (Tarzan)...and I haven't seen the movie. I know it's not a necessity to have seen the movie...but still...it's kind of annoying that I don't know ANYTHING. >.< (Me Tarzan...you Jane.) Yeah...
*sweatdrop*

Thinking of joining the Kendo team. ^^;; Not too sure, though. Not happy about meeting tonight (NOoo~! Must play Kingdom Hearts!) in the T-Club Lounge, which is seriously the most disgusting room on campus. >.< Ick. It's a dance/martial arts room...except it has NO AIR CIRCULATION...so you walk in there, and you can FEEL the SWEAT particulates in that romo because there are SO MANY floating around. >.< Ugh, that room is really fucking gross. >.< Ick.


Last of all...amusing trinket of the weekend.
Sephiroth Kingdom Hearts Screenshots

12:07 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Thursday, September 19, 2002
I am really obsessed with Kingdom Hearts.
It just rules.

I just stumbled upon Cloud today. O_O;;

OH MY GOD, that man looks soooooo gorgeous! *squeal*

He also looks like he's been sleeping with Vincent...
*cough cough*

He's got that whole claw/hand-like thing...and the red cape that covers his chin. Oh yeah, I'm so convinced that he's sleeping with Vincent now. So much so, in fact, that Vincent's characteristics are starting to rub off him.

You are what you eat, I suppose. *hentai grin*

I think I chose the wrong specialization. I chose "Mystic" and "Warrior" and left the "Guardian."

Bad plan, in hindsight, since I really suck at this real-time battle thing. Should have chosen the "Warrior" and "Guardian" bit and screwed the magic. *sighs*

Brad says he'll let me have his game. *grins*
Thanks Brad!

I'm missing out on homework because of this game.
I'm a bad girl.
Someone stop me.

11:14 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Thursday, September 19, 2002
At work.
Blogging.
Want to be playing Kingdom Hearts. *sniffles* instead of being here at work. Oh well, munny is munny. And munny is always good. ^_^

So yeah, the voice acting in Kingdom Hearts RULES .^_^ *grins* it's sooo cool! They got Haley Joel Osment for Sora (he does a great job, by the way), and everyone else just totally rules so far! Their voices are so perfect!
*squeal*

This is the first time I've gotten a game that's english dubbed that I actually am NOT complaining about! I mean, dear god, FFX was awful! >.< But the dubbing in Kingdom Hearts is great! It's infinitely better than FFX! *dances*

So Mari's ended up switching with Mike (so I'm rooming with Mari now). It's kind of sad, since this was Mari's FIRST term having a single, and Mike just pushed her out of it. (Since he didn't feel it was fair for him to get pushed into a triple... -_-;; Someone tell me how that works...>.<)

Omi was like, "Whiny little bastard!" when I told him.
*laughs*
Oh well, I don't mind rooming with Mari, she's sure as hell a lot neater than Mike, but she has more stuff. O_O;; I think I might have to rearrange or something...*sweatdrop*

So Mike and I talked last night, worked things out. Blah blah blah. -_-;; He said he was upset about me talking on my blog...but whatever.
Dude, it's my blog. I can say whatever the hell I want to on it. >.< And if someone gets their feelings or sensitivities hurt...well...sorry. Life bites like that. Just suck it up like a man.

Sheesh. Not like I'm going cry whenever someone talks about me on their blog. (As if I care, anyways.) And I can't go around comfort everyone I've offended with that I say or what I write. Hell, that would be the entire homophobic community, and that would take me years. -_-;;

So yeah, whatever. I think Mike was being a little whiny, but its best not to dwell on him any longer. -_-;;

I'll just think about how incredibly sexy Riku from Kingdom Hearts is.

God, that boy is hot. *drools* Okay, okay, so he's 15. That's okay, because I was that age when I first met Omi! And besides, unlike Sora, Riku has definitely hit puberty. ^_^
*hahahaha*

What is it with me and silver-haired guys? O_o;; I don't get it. They're just so much sexier. ^_^ Sephiroth, Kuja, Ghaelon, Yaten, Riku..
*drool*

I'm a happy fangirl. ^_^

If I have time this weekend (Monday's off for me! Yay! *dances*), I'll see if I can put up a Kingdom Hearts layout. *grins* Just to show you how obsessed I am. ^_^

10:19 a.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Thursday, September 19, 2002

KINGDOM HEARTS RULES!

Riku is so hot! ^_^ <3

...yeah. I'll just disappear for the rest of the week now.

02:15 a.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Wednesday, September 18, 2002
Finished my 9.00 essay! Whew. It's entitled: "A Freudian Perspective of Feminine Sexuality and "Slash" Subculture". You can find it at my fanfiction page. So it isn't fanfiction...but it's just my general writings page now, I suppose. *sweatdrops*

02:00 a.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Tuesday, September 17, 2002
Heard some news that Mike is threatening not to let me use his PS2.

Oh, for pete's sake.
That's so elementary school. >.<

I hope it doesn't come down to that.

08:06 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Tuesday, September 17, 2002
Chapter 8 is up! ^_^ *grins*

Rose is Rain, please check it out at my fanfiction site. ^_^ Sankyuu!

9.00 paper due tomorrow. Off to write some more.

06:49 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Tuesday, September 17, 2002
Blogging from work!
I have a feeling this be a daily thing.

So I've finished my 9.01 writing assignment...now I have a couple more pages of my 9.00 assignment to write for tomorrow (and yet I have the feeling that I'm going to be angsting about this all night), I have to finish my 7.012 problem set for Thursday (it's technically due in the boxes at Friday 9:30am...but there's no way in hell I'm getting up THAT early to turn in a problem set >.< So I'll have one less night to do it), and then I think I'm free for the weekend. *big gratified sigh*

Phew~~~~! Then I can play Kingdom Hearts all I want! <3

Oh yeah, and write fanfic too. ^_~ *winkies*
I'll probably take breaks from the 9.00 paper angsting by proofreading Chapter 8 or possibly writing some more. *grins*

So don't you worry people, you'll see more Seishirou and Subaru.

Oh, hmmm, I was reading this great fic on the CLAMP Fanfiction Mailing List, lovely Seishirou x Subaru mind screwage going on there...I don't remember the author's name, but if you look under the CFFML's message archives, it's called "Shadows From a Lingering Sun." Absolutely wonderful. More of Seishirou being incredibly evil and Subaru being incredibly submissive. ^_^ Mmmm...gotta love that BDSM right there. You guys should check it out. ^_^

I've been thinking of writing a real mind fuck fic like that for some time...but...I dunno if I can really do it. O_o;; Especially with Seishirou and Subaru because I want them to be so happy together. ;_;

Maybe a Kinoc/Auron. Still been planning to write that. So does Amberlee. ^_^ *poke* (Have fun in China!)

Uerrrrrrmmmm....

Oh, I ordered a cute little Yohji mechanical pencil from Animate-USA. It's so kawaii! I'm so sad that they don't sell the Omi pencil individually, or I would have gotten one too. ;_; Oh well. -_-;; Whatever. Omi has the cute little stampers, so he can do without the pencil. ^_^

Anyhoo...need to study Japanese now. @_@ I've been bad and I haven't studied it at all. Horrible, punty me.
Geez, and I even made a shit-ass page for my fanfiction too. *sweatdrop*

09:54 a.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Monday, September 16, 2002
Finished my 9.01 writing assignment. It was easy .^_^

Let's hope I do well. *sigh*

Still haven't started my 9.00 paper yet...I should do that soon. *grins*
oh yeah...and take a shower.

So I've been punting in the mean time. I finally made my own fanfiction page that doesn't suck. ^_^

Rose is Rain :: My fanfictions! Yay! *dances*

Ummm...yeah.

Back to work.

10:47 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Monday, September 16, 2002
still annoyed with mike.
he actually wrote this e-mail to the entire FUCKING house saying, "hey, at the housemeeting, I propose we talk about what Skuld should have done..."

*cough* excuse me? did you just write the entire fucking house to come and work out your own personal problems? what a stupid schmuck. >.<

Sent him this scathing e-mail in reply. Hope he stops acting like an idiot. Well...whatever. I have WAY LESS respect for him now. >.<

Straight men. *shakes head sadly*
That's why I have beautiful bi Omi. *grins*

Destra, I'm warning you off straight men. Find the bi ones. THey're much better. -_-;;

02:32 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Monday, September 16, 2002
Whee! Blogging at work.

Haven't seen Mike around at all...but housemates still caution me to stay away from him. *sigh*
Stupid straight men acting like little babies. What Mike needs is a good boot to the head. (Swiftly followed by a debilitating boot to the crotch. *grins*)

Just found out this morning that the wonderfully Yuzuriha chick from Fanfiction.net is actually Audrey's Mara. O_O;;

Eeeeee?! Hontou? O_O;;

Small world this is, even over the Internet. *sweatdrops*
I never really connected Yuzuriha with Mara. I just realized this morning, when I was looking at the URL for her blog. I was like, "Wait a minute...isn't that...Audrey's...HOEEEEEEEEEE!"

^_^ Silly Skuld.

The answer to your question is: Yes, Chapter 8 is finished.
No, there is no lemon. I lied. (Or rather, my Seishirou x Subaru muse did. ^^;;)
Maybe I will have time to put it out tonight. It will appear on Clampesque, Operation: ORGY, the CLAMP fanfiction Mailing List, and Fanfiction.net (they killed NC-17~! Those bastards! >.<)

Two more days until Kingdom Hearts! Then you know what all of my time is going to get sucked out by! *grins*

New Operation:ORGY layouts soon.
Next week.

Promise. Or you can beat me. ^_^;;

11:40 a.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Monday, September 16, 2002

Dude, this SUCKS.

Okay, so here's the big deal.
Couple of my friends go on a date. I set my roommate, Mike, up with my good friend, because Mike really liked the girl. So bascially, they've gone on two dates, had one night together (no real intercouse, however), and she broke up with him.

And it's not even breaking up because they were only casually dating. They weren't items, and the girl wasn't even really interested in a long-term relationship. She was also seeing another guy at the time.

So yeah, I tell Brad that the girl is also casually dating another guy...
So after she breaks up with him, Mike starts directing all of his stupid anger at ME. Because I knew they were about to break up and I didn't tell him, and because I knew she was dating another guy and I didn't tell him.

I'm just here thinking, "Dude, get over it. You had two casual dates and a blowjob. You weren't even an item. That's two freaking dates. Stop acting like a big baby."

>.< *so annoyed*

So he starts venting all of his anger on me because I have some sort of weird responsibility to tell him.
I think I don't actually, because the girl, who is very very very close friend mine told me not to. I don't think it's my business to break up couples for them, that should be their business and I'm not sticking my fangirl nose in there.

So Mike's all angry at me, and threatening me bodily harm. *growls* Look, it's not my fault. And I really think that if he tried to attack me, I could fucking hold my own. *points to various assortment of hidden weapons around room*

Ahem, as I was saying about Mike being a dumb little kid.

So he's really pissed off and talking to Brad in the living room. There's a whole bunch of my other housemates gathered there, and I go down to socialize. Mike gives me this stupid glare, and tells Brad to tell me to leave.

Yo, this is my own house too. I'm sitting here, socializing with my housemates. Why the hell should I leave? If your piss-poor ego can't deal with the fact that some girl broke up with you after casual dates, I think you should be the one leaving. I'm just minding my own business, having a conversation with my housemates.

What a dumb schmuck.

So yeah, I'm rooming with him, and he's just being a total ass. >.< Straight men. *sigh* *shakes head*

This is why I love gay men so much better.

So one last thing...I told my friend, Brad, in confidence about my friend casually seeing another guy. I told him NOT to tell anyone. Okay, so he picks this VERY INOPPORTUNE TIME to tell Mike that I knew. Great. Good time to break it to him. Couldn't he have waited for Mike to cool down? So now Mike's all pissed off at me and the entire house is incredibly concerned about my safety. *is annoyed*

I'm pissed of at Brad too, for telling Mike. But I'm not going to be stupid about it and glare. I'm just going to treat him civilly, ask him why, tell him not to do it again, and that will be that. >.<

Okay, so yeah, if I really came to long, extended fight, I probably wouldn't win against Mike. I'm a 5'3" short, thin, Asian girl. I can barely lift 30 pounds, and Mike's 6', probably benches around 200 or so pounds. He could lift me up and run me into a wall if he really wanted to. -_-;;
Man, I hate being a stick-thin Asian girl. >.< *scowls* Oh well, in the meantime, I'll keep my gloves and my wire close by (remnant of the days of my Yohji obsession), a metal rod with me at all times, and hopefully some scissors by my bed.

Seriously, when someone that much stronger than you threatens bodily harm, I think I'll take it seriously and take some precautions.

At any rate, I'm off to bed.
Got most of the research done for my 9.00 paper. We'll see whether or not it flies. ^_^

Goodnight all, and sorry to bother you with this incredibly long post.

01:55 a.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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Sunday, September 15, 2002
At work.
Blogging.

Ali-chan just got Gravi 12 the other day.
*drools* It's so sweet~ Yuki actually kisses Shuichi in there! *heart heart* They're soooo cute!
*fangirl sigh* I love Gravitation. ^_^ *heart heart*

Things to do in the next couple to days (just to remind myself):
1. Read up on Freud
2. Write 9.00 essay
3. Write 9.01 assignment
4. Proofread Chapter 8 of "Carry Your Reflection"
5. Do 7.012 assignment
6. Write resume
7. Write personal statement for MIT Japan Program
8. Write UROP Grant Proposal
9. Get official transcript copy

See how wonderfully busy life is at MIT? >.<
Reason #1 why you don't want to go here.

03:59 p.m. ~ Take my hand, and if I'm lying to you...

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