Wednesday, December 3, 2003: 04:06 p.m.

SHUAI GE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wah lao. just finished bathing. xmas fun today was quite enjoyable lol. sat in the ticketing counter with alex for first shift. a lot of nice aunties and grandmas. no time to tell you ppl what happened =p lol. i'll leave that to alex. the shuai ge. gosh.

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Tuesday, December 2, 2003: 07:21 p.m.

the phoenix and the crab.

shit. i forgot to do something today. i forgot to buy shares. awaiting death now. bleh.

anyway, shaun's coming over! :)))) hahaa mine only. yah.

we met rather a lot of people today. and noisy people. and some bimbos. haha. was grinning away when they asked someone to take a picture for them. i swear they're going to grow up to be aunties.

doing that xmas cip thing tmr. hope it's fun. i realized there's nothing i want that anyone can buy for christmas. o well. =)

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Monday, December 1, 2003: 08:49 p.m.

L5R

HRM.

<<The ten kami were named Akodo, Bayushi, Doji, Fu Leng, Hantei, Hida, Ryoshun, Shiba, Shinjo, and Togashi. Their father, Lord Moon (also known as Onnotangu), became jealous of his children. Feeling threatened and not wanting to share the affections of Lady Sun, Lord Moon swallowed nine of the kami. Only one, Hantei, escaped, and he ran and hid inside a cave, staying outside of his father's reach.)

Many years passed, and young Hantei grew to adulthood inside his cave. Eventually, he came out and challenged his father in combat. The kami was swift, and he cut open his father's belly, allowing his adult brothers and sisters to spill out.>>

-- they obviously take a page outta somebody's book:b sound familiar guys?

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Monday, December 1, 2003: 08:34 p.m.

crab oni. and what not.

i'm sick of fast food & oily food. right, that leaves just about nothing to eat outside of home. time for detox diet. but the screwed up thing is that am 51 kg (plus water and dinner). ARGHHHHHHH. maybe it's just the faulty weighing machine. detox will kill my weight : won't it? at least fruits and juices will taste tons better than any bag of potato chips will at the moment. what a pig. had "fried dough" (as someone termed it) today. oil oil oil. UGH. oil is such a bitch. how to be gain weight like this......... : i hate you, oil.

anyway i haven't been doing anything that you would be interested in. so there.

that's right. what's up guys?!

had a pretty good weekend. didn't do anything. k. yah that's all you need to know. are you hot tonight. :P

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Friday, November 28, 2003: 08:31 p.m.

oyster boy.

went out with the sailors yest to watch master & commander :) it's pretty good. go watch. watching again tonight, thks to parents. they think that i shld strike a deal with my brother to walk me home late at night. gays. like he can protect me :o oh yah. thks wk for coming down just to watch us eat! :) that was quite nice la. ya. movie was funny, esp when watching with a bunch of sailors.

then today, went sch to try and do chem. haha. almost done. need to recopy everything out. tmd. i'll make sure i hand in by tues. then went to east coast for fun cos i enjoy taking public transport around singapore. then went back to town to stone in kino. there are SO many books i wanna read. wish i owned the darned bookshop. but then when i'm standing in the bookshop, i tend to read the things that are the easiest to read. which is why i ended up reading oysterboy poetry by tim burton =p ok that's not the exact title. but the poem itself is quite koks. was laughing half the time i was reading it.

deleted dope wars cos GATOR was pissing me off. :( anyway. playing dope wars is now considered cheating? :p right.

have been having a happy time. but then i fear that my bank acct is going down the drain. AGH. need to keep reminding myself that i only do this sort of spending during the holidays tmd. need to keep reminding my parents that too. haiyah. anyway, i was on the train going home from sailing after dinner, when these two old teachers / aunties / pigs beside me stared at me, then at orchard, three million ppl got on, half of them were teenagers. so they were like 'young ppl these days, always going out and spending money blah blah blah blah blah......' usual old person piddlypoop. and i'm like hi guys. i didn't go out!!!!!!!! at least not that day :( meh. then they started talking abt how it wasn't safe to go out at night. you never know who you might meet. expressly loud somemore. imho this entry is too long.

i hope we have good weather tmr. you ppl better hope so too.

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Tuesday, November 25, 2003: 08:05 p.m.

charlie.

your life as a dope wars addict ends when your keypad dies.

watch 'love actually'! :) one of those romantic comedies, and cos it's brit, it's actually funny. hoho.

revelations! maybe or maybe not. perhaps i could be making the wrong conclusions?

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Sunday, November 23, 2003: 08:36 p.m.

rats.

was reading an article, and memory got jolted. well anyway, know what it feels like being helpless? going into smth feeling confident and thinking that you'll be able to overcome any obstacles, and then coming out of that situation with all that confidence crumbled, feeling fear and anger knowing you've been defeated that time, and there's possibly nothing you can do about it the next time it happens. no skill. no strength. no way out.

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Sunday, November 23, 2003: 12:01 p.m.

that "wide-eyed wonder". surprised at how easily it can all be destroyed. shit. thanks a lot. you're just making me all too suspicious.

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Friday, November 21, 2003: 08:39 p.m.

buspass :)

strange but true. i totally didn't like it the first time round. absolutely hated it. i suppose opinions change with time. or maybe people do. erps. that's not to say anything was bad before. let's just say we have some spirit :)

owells. went iceskating today with serene, mt, and meizhenpoks who cabbed there hoho. brekkie with serene, talking kok and playing speed devil. then iceskating for two hours plus, ooh-ing and aah-ing at the pros, and wishing we could skate like that, and someone trying to learn how to, while other ppl were learning how to move, and other ppl were wishing they could hit a puck. yeah well. there was a very pretty little girl. haha. ok not paedo :)

proceeded down to town with them for lunch in taka food court. everytime i go there i'm reminded of nearly getting beaten up. hai :| all your fault. yoghurt and mints. then borders to check out calendars entitled waves and moons. heh. looneytunes - rather animated. and predictable. and lame! but k la it was funny and expected.

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Thursday, November 20, 2003: 09:05 p.m.

oh, pretty baby.

past few days have been very peaceful :) i like peaceful. it's just right, rather odd though. but good for me. didn't go out to sea today. just slacked in nsc. haha. :) then after went to watch fanfan la tulipe in a rather empty theatre. it was a comedy haha. :P the type you keep laughing at cos it's so lame, and you keep going 'i'm sure' in the middle of. at least fanfan was damn zai.

adam sandler's 'grow old with you' on the radio yesterday.

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Sunday, November 16, 2003: 09:19 p.m.

-___________-

bleh. k. that ramen place at j8 is mega small and compact. arms cramped while trying to eat ramen :| wah lao. 10% service charge somemore and they don't serve the friggin bill.

there was this bloody mega bitchass woman in this shop with a sale. put my hand between her and some other woman to take smth off the rack. then she started staring at me and muttering with her husband like damn loudly kiasu kiasu blah blah. then just keep staring even when i walked off like 5 m. bloody bitch. whatever man. just have to spoil my day. i'm usually quite nice if you're nice to me la. but whatever man. bitch. bitch bitch bitch. i hope she heard the fuck you. piss me off. i'm tired.

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Saturday, November 15, 2003: 09:38 p.m.

murphy's law hasn't affected me much recently. i figure he'll come and get me soon. things have been going too smoothly ya. it's kind of creepy.

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Friday, November 14, 2003: 09:05 p.m.

woolysheep

heh. went sentosa today for learning journey. haha i thougth we had like a mapped out tour. erps. turns out no one cared. so we went fort siloso, forked out three bucks. and er luah went into EVERY single tunnel, and opened every single door. guysssss. and the water filter was black. and the ants had shiny hard shells and were marching one by one hurrah, rather river like. trails. hmm. freaky, war ants. after that, went beach. horribly clouded over, threatening rain like half the time. no sun, no tan. guys. per person for groups of 5 to do anything for the whole day. why pay to stone.

hmm. wanted to go swim. then decided lack of swimming gear, so went mz's house to swim. girly swimming. quite fun. didn't really swim, just did dumb things and had fun. haha think the guard thought we were mad. MAD. yah. then went venezia for icecream. they have banana flavor. and cheese. banana really tastes like banana btw.

heh. brother's gone for a party at HIS house. guys. i can't believe parents told him to cab down. if it were me, they'd have made me walk in or smth. hahaha. :)

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Thursday, November 13, 2003: 09:07 p.m.

lyl! whoa.

ya how unfortunate. i'm married to dalena leeee. haha lucky she doesn't ever come online to disturb me! heehee. seriously i miss having her around to disturb me. but not too much hahaha. :P i remember being married to meizhen too. but she probably won't admit it. yah. i've married dalena like twice. or three times. hohum. you think i'd have learned from my mistakes! :P kk kidding. love you guyzzzzzz. :)

cold creek manor is rather slow. and erm. boring. and it's not horror! damn sad la. watch wishing stairs if you want horror instead. hmm.

learning journey tmr! going sentosa with the class. hmm. yah. guys. bugger. he took a shot at guessing. and he guessed it. :o guyssss.

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Wednesday, November 12, 2003: 09:30 p.m.

hehho.

hhaha. any alias fans? i'm not even an alias fangirl, and these have me in stitches. click hereee. ya.

you too! :)

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Wednesday, November 12, 2003: 08:13 p.m.

I knew it!!! the spirit soul thing is some religious stuff.. mumbojumbo, and the nice lady was spreading her religious mumbojumbo. yah. today another lady started talking to me in simply bread. hai. :| i dunno la.

OP today was ok i guess. i was nervous tho. wasn't even nervous in dry run. and not like i'm scared of the teachers, but my left hand was shaking like hell. and i think i stuttered, but then duhhh. i think i didn't read so much today so that's good. and i don't know if i'm still soft. hmm. thks benson! :) and jiali and weiting. such darlings for pw grp mates.

i need to find somewhere to stone that doesn't require me to empty my bank account. :P well done.

gormenghast. ugh was in kino, realized there's lots to read. meh.

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Tuesday, November 11, 2003: 08:41 p.m.

the kurdish question.

heh. shit got tons of pw to do. haha. what am i doing. :|\ anyway, went to immigrations today. it's a mad place. mad queues. blah blah. queue just to get a ticket. then sit down and wait 120++++++ numbers for your turn. (my turn was like 2 minutes long) guys. these two boys moved to sit behind me. then this lady sat next to me. asked me my ticket number 8289. then she turned around and asked the boy behind, and he was like don't wanna tell you. then she was like 'yeah when it's your turn you won't get a passport' or smth. then she started talking to me. which was ok, except i don't know la but i was rather suspicious of her, which is very bad, but i don't know la. then finally she started talking about spirit soul and body, and i got a bit creeped cos it sounded slightly religious. ahha lucky it was my turn next. :b

heeheee. hee. :) loads is loads :)

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Tuesday, November 11, 2003: 01:52 p.m.

you make me wanna

rain rain go away. wait till i'm walking in the sunshine, then i hope it rains, and pours. going immigration after this. gonna run away to madagascar. or something.

whee :b

i love monk. monk loves me. tv loves me. i love csi. hmm. monk at 9pm k. remember. hmm. does anyone watch the crime shows on discovery? they're damn cool.

stinky pw. thks benson for organizing the file how neatly, and for home-delivering.

learning journey on friday! we're going sentosa hahaa :) [good excuse to get everyone to actually WAKE up on time] lol. usually everyone gets called at 11, and they mumble this half awake 'i'm not going, i'm half asleep, and not responsible for my answers atm' response. -_- mmhm...

go iceskating. soon. haha. must have kicked the cable this morning. sorry!

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Monday, November 10, 2003: 09:08 p.m.

zesty orange fruit flavor & smile for me!

went to pok today after abt 8 hours of pw. haha. amos looked like someone handprinted his ass. :| kk shhh. oh no. there's an awful lot to do for pw. dunno why i'm slacking so much ugh. two days more. just work can.... cannot. haha. :] gonna do passport tmr. haha.

Between an overload of information
And a striving for a pure dedication I
Find myself looking for the exit sign
See your pretty face in the sunshine
In the morning after staying up all night I
Want to wake you just to hear you
Tell me it's alright
And all I want to be is too much
Sometimes for me

Good morning baby
I hope I'm gonna make it through another day
Good morning baby
I hope I'm gonna make it through another day

boo!

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Saturday, November 8, 2003: 09:50 p.m.

ergo

hi, haven't been here in ages. the moon is rather clear, and bright, and white and full tonight. i've seen two brilliant rainbows. 'My bow, I have set it in the cloud and it shall now be a sign of the covenant between me and the earth.' :)

ya, k i've watched identity, which was better than matrix revolutions, which was rather sad & disappointing. they shoulda just taken their own sweet time fleshing everything out better. what a spastic ending :] the matrix spoofs were probably funnier and better made. hahah everytime they started making out, i cringed. everytime they started talking circular, i groaned. -_- ughhhhh... can't stand their logic. wonder if anyone will gain 'enlightenment' this time round.

hehe yah. known you guys 7 years, going on 8. and we were all married 4 years back. hahahaha. :b bet you can't remember the times anyway. they were so incredibly absurd.

it's the eyes i tell you.

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Sunday, November 2, 2003: 10:46 a.m.

WOOHOO. there's still hope if i screw up this time. :P stupid me.

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Friday, October 31, 2003: 09:02 p.m.

the ppt is green.

hello, supposed to sleep in half an hour, dastardly tired, for no apparent reason. perhaps it could be cos of yesterday night. once i start, i can't stop till it's done. :P sats sats sits sats sots stands. gj.

don't know how i'm going to get any pw done this weekend but ugh. it's gotta be done... yeah. this sunday. haha. sucks. and the printer has stopped inking paper, blue turning to pink to purple back to pink, and at one point, decidedly cyan. the black ink ran out ages ago. how'm i to do pw?!! bane bane bane of my life. get out!

haha intolerable cruelty was so predictable. :>

happy halloween :) today marks 4 years for us. remember all the double crap/rubbish we went through... and how we became friends, and all that. growing old... hai. ahah samhain. remember?

Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me

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Wednesday, October 29, 2003: 09:49 p.m.

voodoo

remember i was complaining about sept hols being over?! ya well, that wasn't even so bad. from one week of total slackness to regular school hours suxks. bloody tired... too much tv to watch, too little time. csi, csi miami, monk, svu, hoho. the list goes on. and oral presentation!?! ugh. ok that's not a tv program.

anyway, congratulations to mz for learning how to sing the spongebob theme song, and unconsciously humming it as and when. :b woohoo. we have a convert.

bruised again. everywhere.

yah k. guys watch 'are you hot?' it's hilarious. :P and don't msg ppl who are in the same lt as you. cos it's quite rather rather stupid only.

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Sunday, October 26, 2003: 07:35 p.m.

just another day

dad at charity dinner, mom at wedding dinner. woohoo. back to school. gotta do math and pw. hmm.

yea, just got back from sailing. went up to padang and to keta. then someone managed to bang into keta buoy. :] it wsan't me! although turnturtled twice cos suddenly wind picked up. good job. haha and chris turned up cos "enming played him out".

mom dropped me at j8 to get some junk food. haha. she didn't want to cos she thought it'd start raining. but it didn't... so i walked back, munching on a pretzel and admiring the sky. damn cool when the sky turns from blue-gray to deep purple, and streaks of lightning flash across the whole bloody sky.

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Saturday, October 25, 2003: 09:54 p.m.

chinese chicken

maybe i enjoyed it cos i went in without a clue of what the movie was about?

i dunno. results on monday... yes. that's all...

haven't been doing much, really :P just damn tired everyday, but haven't gotten the chance to really sleep yet. ugh... nm. tonight, sleep. tomorrow, wake up at 11. hoho.

i want to go shopping. wish my mom would go on weekdays haha. :]

oh yah, went for dinner with shan yesterday. hehe. all the boys have er, grown up. they all wear jeans now. look funny.. i prefer them in boardshorts. heh. :] ate at nydc... haha ns boy hasn't seen the light of day for ages and ages. then went to bkt timah plaza to play pool. at least now they don't do certain things anymore.. comes with age i guess. :Ppppp

erh =p sorry poks!

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Wednesday, October 22, 2003: 09:52 p.m.

hi. i'm back :) looks like pitas ate my exam entries.

town is a boring place. there's only so much pool, movies or bowling a person can take before dying, and running outta cash. therefore, i miss mugging. although i love being able to head to town so early these days.

yah. i need to go shopping. need a nice clear weekend when i can drag mom to town to shop. :] haha mom's the only one who can shop with me cos she gives advice and pays, and she goes with specific purpose of getting me stuff.

yup. watched matchstick men on fri. played pool on sat. went sailing on sun. played pool on mon. stoned on tues, stood in kino for damn long reading funky books while waiting for certain ppl. haha interior design. damn cool :0 played pool on tues after bowling. hm. zai shits. bye guys :]

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Tuesday, October 7, 2003: 08:28 p.m.

i like it when lightning flashes over the horizon, and you can see all of it. and i like the smell of the rain too :) ooh. what a lovely night.

thks guys for the orange lava lamp! :) that's alex, victor, joan, vince, wk (is that all?) even lsb liked it lol :b and thks yixin for the song :b and the various other ppl who msged. and my darling brother, who bought the LP album mistakenly thinking i was in love with LP. :b oops. he looked rather crestfallen when i told him LP was rather noisy. sorry dear =) oh and rach and wy for the chinese poems. haha. even though they didn't make much sense. tt's weiyang. k k.

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Monday, October 6, 2003: 08:40 p.m.

time after time :)

lol. to caldera, happy birthday guys. k, keeping this entry short: i aspire to be like my role models. =) hahaa. yes guys.

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Saturday, October 4, 2003: 06:55 p.m.

hrm. going against my principle of not posting more than once a day/week whatever: it feels really demoralizing when bicycles and bladers whiz past you :(

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Saturday, October 4, 2003: 02:35 p.m.

happy birthday :)

haha. happy birthday to jesse who's in taiwan now. :P k i know he's not reading this but nm.

so sad la, the other 4th boy will be in brunei when his birthday comes round too.

it's really quite cool. wonder wth they're doing now.

a young alex wanted long hair. mom: no, boys don't keep long hair. him: but michael jackson can!

this from someone who scrubbed the floor with hand lotion to make it shiny, and cut a hole in our speakers to see what was inside. annoying but tons cuter when he was young.

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Friday, October 3, 2003: 05:30 p.m.

knock knock

ok enough about unnatural sex thanks.

it's october... welcome to og birthdays month. haha. lucky our og was terribly unclose. ok that's not very lucky either. but nevermind.

love-hate relationship with school..

very hot temperatures. why is it always like this around exam time. sux balls. yuck. relative humidity 65 to 95 percent. welcome to singapore. but guess what?!

Saturday 32/25 deg: late morning & afternoon showers with thunder

Sunday 32/25 deg: late morning & afternoon showers with thunder

Monday 32/24 deg: morning & early afternoon showers with thunder

hooray. my brain is hurting.

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Thursday, October 2, 2003: 07:54 p.m.

hrm. yes. aiya. don't use the law to argue la. i know it's illegal. can you use logic instead! :| mew.

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Wednesday, October 1, 2003: 08:15 p.m.

i don't understand why orgies are illegal. it's not very logical. hm.

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Tuesday, September 30, 2003: 08:41 p.m.

downfall

i don't understand how those ppl on the forum page talking about maids can just talk about them.. like maybe they can read english too? -_- & i hate buses, crowded buses, specifically crowded 156 buses. if not for this uniform, i'd take the same fsckyoushoveyou attitude that everyone else seems to have. especially the stupid bus aunties, who despite seeing that ppl are getting out through the back, and there are 3439438480000 million ppl squeezed at the front, still insist on going out through the front cos it's more convenient. gays.

this layout is temp. i think.. just didn't feel like posting till the picture was replaced :) my eye hurts like hell. and i'm tired. k. going to sleep. good night.

Wonder how you sleep
I wonder what you think of me
If I could go back
Would you have ever been with me
I want you to be unused
I want you to remember
I want you to believe in me
I want you on my side

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Saturday, September 27, 2003: 08:45 p.m.

things i never knew about me:

-i sulked when my parents told me i was changing school from st. nicks to rgp
-i was posted to rosyth

HAHAHAHA. bye guys.

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Saturday, September 27, 2003: 07:15 p.m.

suspicion.

i ownzzzzzzzz j00. =)

anyway, saw a creepy middle aged man hanging out with a teenage girl at starbucks. then after she left, another one came, and she was er doing some project on her favourite pet & manufacturing on his laptop. then i looked down, and they were gone. :| creepy.

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Friday, September 26, 2003: 07:59 p.m.

we are still innocent.

there are no shortcuts in life, only alternative pathways & hidden ones. :)

i feel bad cos i'm not mugging. just went to run with brother. haha rather dragged him along. feel quite good, running in the dark. poor fellow swam today, so he was rather tired, and lagging behind =p now i feel tired too. haven't bathed, sitting here stinking up the room. oh well. at least the j&j insect repellent lotion worked. no mosquito bites, yet.

it feels so good to get out the suffocating atmosphere :] i wonder how long my hair will take to dry lol.

p.s. for the benefit of alex, and all you stressed out peeps out there, visit sinfest! haha www.sinfest.com is a pr0n site. refreshing read (sinfest.net i mean), after not visiting the site for ages!

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Tuesday, September 23, 2003: 08:59 p.m.

violence begets violence.

felt like releasing everything today, but oh well. :P perhaps ppl would have thought i was mad or smth, cos nothing was wrong. maybe just minorly irritated, but then totally felt like punching smth. nm. you ppl haven't seen me do anything remotely violent. so well. let's keep it that way. i won't get agitated if you don't agitate me, at least i won't show it haha. esp if you don't act aggressively thks very much.

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