satiation
Saturday, May 3, 2003
09:09 p.m.
i feel great.
after school yesterday, which wasn't bad at all, three free periods contributing nontheless, i went out with her to watch x-men 2. the show is great! i recommend it to whoever likes to watch almost brainless action sequences. simple plot, lots of cool characters and lots of fighting. yup. that's kinda what the show was about. quite liked pyro and the nightcrawler. the crawler's action sequence in front was fantastic! and so was pyro's blowing up police cars scene. for some reason, i think wolverine sucks bad in the movie. he only gets his edge by employing dirty little tricks. weird. used to think he was really good. like in the comics. cool too. i dunno, maybe it's just me.
haha. of course, what more can i ask to just give the day it's perfect edge than to have an angel beside me. it's like. when our hands join, it feels so perfect i wanna drown in you. you make life worthwhile and for everything i've ever done to hurt you, i'm sorry. i know now how much you mean to me. i sat beside you today again, maybe not during rehearsal, but after, and i thought maybe if i should just die, at least i'll be content.
to my dear missy, thanks for supporting me and for always being there. i know now what i want. i'll always be there for you. and to my dear shaozhen, thanks for listening to me and being so understanding. i won't forget.
to everyone out there whom i have missed, cheers.
[belated entry]
Saturday, April 26, 2003
10:10 p.m.
wonder how's everybody been.
it's saturday and just a few hours ago, i had syo rehearsal for the concert tomorrow. it's rach 3 with some french pianist. and surprisingly it sounds pretty good for just two rehearsals since after sars [today being the second]. i think the concernt tomorrow will go fine.
now that thursdays and saturdays are back to normal, it probably means i can start seeing her on a regular basis again. looking forward to that. had a nice talk with her after rehearsal and her lessons [her student is improving!] and i hope i won't stray too much and stuff from someone as as close to perfection as she is.
anyway, some dick seated behind me today during syo rehearsal was making a fool of him/herself and laughing at the conductor. first time i've seen casteels so pissed. he actually slammed the table and shouted at that sod. kinda deserved it i must say. it's not a very wise or nice thing to snigger in the conductor's face when he's requesting the section to correct their play less than 24hrs before the concert. oh well. recorded the entire concerto down as well. probably will sound pretty darn good. [cos i'm playing in it, but that's not the point. haha!]
and i'm absolutely drooling over the schon stl1 cue! oh my god! it's divine! and the predator 3k2 cue! absolutely divine! but out of my budget unfortunately. by quite a lot i must add. guess i gotta painstakingly save for it and stuff. i must absolutely own either one of them! but i fear i'm going out of point.
btw, i've got a new high score for solitaire, standard play three card draw. it's 8814 points in 86 sec. still can't beat haogen's insane 9900+ scores though. that guy has wings on his fingers.
Saturday, April 19, 2003
10:01 p.m.
life sucks man!
like just yesterday, i went out with some old friends for some pool. i stepped out of the house at around 1 and came back at around 9.30. not bad for catching up with friends rt? and the silly thing is that my parents started making hell of a big deal of me coming back so late. honestly, i dun see what's so bad about coming home before 10. it;s the hols for god's sakes.
anyway, pool was fine. i think my stroke's improving. at least now i can make a run of an average of 2[?] shots. after approximately 4 hours of pool at two different places, we had dinner at nooch. that place is a rip off man! eight bucks for a bowl of noodles! and four bucks for four dumplings! jesus christ! but my friend treated us, so it was alright. what a saint man. alec you the man! anyway, borrowed the darknight returns and sin city: the big fat kill from an old friend. gonna buy the sin city from him on mon.
had some string orc audition shit the other day. full of bull in my opinion. i dun see how memorising a piece supposedly makes you listen to other people's playing. what rubbish! i agree with missy on this. what nonsense! and what's the use anyway of listening to others if others dun even listen to me or the concernt master or just bloody LOOK at the conductor. hell, just play in time to the damn swishing white thing in front of their eyes rt? jesus. talk about impotence. everyone jut seems to be in their own little world. i mean, the people are nice and all, but you know. i think they should like try to play in an orchestra. the first violin section cant hold up and entire orc if you get what i mean. neither can the viola section. no offence to anyone out there wno is somehow concerned with this, but yeah. i think the orc sucks big time.
oh well, maybe i'm so short-fused cos it's been a really long time since i've seen her and damn, do i miss her like hell. i wonder what she's doing now. hopefully thinking of me too. the a01v1.0 you guys rule the world. to a01v2.0, well. i think there's room for improvement. it's just stale when people just sit and smile at each other during discussions and talk about the weather or something. or when peepz refuse to go out for lunch outings and such. i mean, try to gel people. we're gonna be together for a LONG time.
for dear missy who requested this.
Sunday, April 6, 2003
10:04 p.m.
man. been a long time since i updated this pile of rusty garbage huh?
well, this hols has kinda been boring. as in i don't do anything everyday, anyday other than watching tv, playing bball and watchign somemore tv. the worse thing is, i can't even sleep late cos my dear ol' mom shakes me out of bed every morning promptly at 10.
oh well, been kinda watching lots of vcds. like band of brothers. gladiator. sleepy hollow. final destination. episode 1. the matrix. and monsters inc. all that old rubbish, but still quite entertaining i guess. at least they help me pass an hour or two every day.
anyway i haven't been seeing her much. kind makes me think of her more and more. sms-ing jsut cna't really cut it can it. hmm.
anyway school's starting on wed. finally. so i'll be let out of this prison also known as my house. dying of boredom here. and the worse thing is that it keeps b***** f***ing raining so bball always seems out of the question. wth!!! [copyright Missy Inc. 1986-2003]
i think the iraq war is silly. yeah.
update~
Thursday, March 27, 2003
11:02 p.m.
since winnie has cheerfully chirped that "why u all nv (u)pdate blogs?" i've decided to add an entry today just to please her. am i a nice guy or what?
anyway, i can't stand this SARS thing. it's getting on my nerves. till date, something like 70+ people have been deemed officially "virus-ed" , confirm, guarantee, chop stamp infected with this sill pneumonia. and unfortunately, numbers no matter how small or large scare parents a lot. this leading to me being grounded. which is quite a two-faced thing. considering they say that i'm not suppsoed to go to crowded or air-conditioned places. then they do and switch on the air-con in the house, AND allow my mom's students over for tuition. and it's not ONE batch of tuition mates, it's tuition the WHOLE DAMN AFTERNOON AND NIGHT. oh gee. someone explain the logic here.
dear ol alexis and winnie are apparently having the same problem. and what's worse is that gp singapore is scheduled to be held this sat, and i was thinking of skipping syo rehearsals to attend. which of course is now redundant, considering there's no rehearsals left cos all have been postponed "pending further notice". anyway. gotta go cos sis wanna bodily snatch the com away from my hands. so see ya all.
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