Monday, June 9, 2003 .:06:20 a.m.:.

it is wet outside... i think i am coming down with something >.< this weekened i woke up and had a sore throat. its good i dont have one anymore though, but ive got watery eyes and i keep sneezing *sigh* i think its a combination of being around sick people, playing P.E. in the drizzley rain, and eating the icky cafeteria food which may very well have bugs in it but were too hungry to even let that stop us ¬_¬ it is early... i feel like i got not sleep last night...and i cant believe i forgot to finish my math O_O i thought i finished it in class!! so this morning right after my 30 min shower i went and did my math...what a way to wake up *sigh* then i reread my essay and saw that i had a typo! i cant believeee it! thats the major reason why the computer is on now because i had to fix it >.> my layout... i think im gonna add another bar...one for just stuff bout me and the other for the board and stuff...cuz i dont like having ppl scroll all the way down to go to the tagboard ._. well buh bye...im off to do some stuff before i go to school *sigh*

Sunday, June 8, 2003 .:09:28 p.m.:.

YAAAAYYYYY!!!! A HUGE WEIGHT HAS BEEN LIFTED!!! huge weight=stupid essay. i finally finished it. yes just now...ive been working on it the whole day...amidst talking to people, writing my dads screenplay, and watching anime ^_^;; and now, i have FINISHED! *dramatic pose* my mom and dad finally read it, which i am thankful for. dad proofread it...which is good (i spelled "hang" as "hand" ._. such an idiot...) and mom was so thrilled she came and hugged me when i was watching naruto...that felt good cuz she loved it so much ^_^ boost of confidence there...

anyway...on to important things. today was a good day. i think i made an impact on someones life (that would be you, A's. ^.~ since you call me E's, ill call you A's, hows that?) i dont think ive ever done that before...it made me feel incredibly good...hes usually confusing when he talks, but today i really understood him. humanity can be cruel...yes indeed. he told me that he wished he could find people like me where he lived, but no matter how much he searched he would never find anyone like me. boy was i flattered. niceness sure pays off ^.~ i said i wasnt that great of a person and he said that to him i would always be a great person. *-* today was nice....yes it was....many boosts of self-esteem... (thankies nicole for reading the last paragraph of my essay and thankies lisa for suggesting that coolio part ^.~)

aside from that...i got somewhat caught up on the episodes ive been missing....theyve been sitting in my "episodes" folder for days >.> like, inuyasha 110 and 111, scrapped princess 6, 7 and 8, and naruto 35 and 36. *SIGH* i still havent seen inuyasha 111...scrapped princess 8 too >.> pacifica is supposed to kill suin?! no way!!! i wanna watch it but im so insanely tired cuz of what ive been doing today... (yeah...writing, thinking and watching can do that to you >.>)

NARUTO WAS SOOOOOO GOODDDDDD!!!!! it is quickly becoming one of my TOP TOPPPPPP favorites shows *must...have...naruto...plushie...* naruto is cute with his eyes open ^_^ and his eyes have been open lately so im happy. ^.^ theyre so...blue. sasuke should have prettier eyes...since theyre just...black. even though, hes kawaii anyway. and OMGGGGG I KNEW THERE WAS SOMETHING WEIRD WITH KABUTO!!! WAHHHHH!!!! he was WAY too nice and helpful...i mean SERIOUSLY!!!! i cant believe it! hes working for that one evil dude! his name starts with an "O" but i dont exactly remember it...and OH YEAH!!!! those replications were creepy....those dudes dressed in black...*shudder* narutos kage no bunshin was so coolio! i mean, i like it everytime he does it but it was actually really useful this time! wahhahaaaahahaa!

i cant wait till dnangel 11...of course i always cant wait for a new dnangel. but eeeeeeeeeee satoshi is back *SIGHHHHHHHH* WHYYYYYYYY? i was so happy he left... (gomen satoshi fangirls out there but i just dont like him...hes creepy...) its weird cuz the dnangel anime is SO INCREDIBLY DIFFERENT FROM THE MANGA!!! i think i like the manga more since in my opinion, its cuter. somewhere in the beginning episodes, like, when i found out that in the anime dark liked risa instead of riku, i was totally pissed off since i hate risa and i think she should die since shes just some chick who uses people especially daisuke who is too plain ADORABLE and NICE to even deserve that crap, but then i went and complained to clare-chan about how different the anime and manga were and then she told me to look at it like they were two completely different things (which they are), like the anime is a totally different version of the series, in a way making it a different series. i wonder how many times ive typed "different" in the last minute... ^_^;; anyway, after that i started liking the anime more, plus i just LOVE seeing dark and daisuke animated...i love darks voice @.@ its so perfect for him...and daisuke is just SO KAWAIIIIIIIIII!!! i will always love him more than dark...even though dark is pretty hot (duh he has like, a million fangirls...)

weh...i dont wanna go to school tomorrow...im so tired and i dont feel like getting off the comp even though my head is starting to hurt... *SIGH* after rereading my essay over and over its starting to make me realize that i wrote it that good because i wanted to win...sure i said "oh yeah it doesnt really matter to me if i win or not" but inside i know i want to win...i tried hard to make it the best it could be so i would have even a shot at winning.... i know i wont win though...thats why i shouldnt get my hopes up. it would be really nice though... *sigh* even IF its just a plaque...

yesterday while i was lying in bed at 3 am i told myself that i would work on the spanish scrapbook today. i havent started at all...i wouldnt have even gotten my pictures scanned if i didnt force myself to on friday...thank god i forced myself >.> mrs spainhower found out that weve been using online translators to translate our stuff and she gave us this long lecture about how if we did it she would know. well, hello, you didnt know until now so what makes you think THAT will stop us? i mean, seriously. but still...i dunno if ill use an online translator or not...i dont wanna get a freakin' F...

i think i should go before i make this entry any longer than it is...wow i had a lot to say *sweatdrop* OH YEAH!! i managed to find some matantei loki ragnarok scalations. *happy* i havent read them yet since ive been rping with clare-chan until she had to go to bed (shes 3 hours ahead and i usually talk to her till like 10 or 11...sometimes 12...geez you stay up late clare-chan >.>) we finally got past our rping block...(*just made that up*) and have cute little things going on...im not sure which pairing i like more...the kouichi x yume pairing or the seth x yume pairing...i wonder who yume will choose...probably seth since he saved her when she first dropped into that world...why am i contemplating about who my own freakin' characters will choose? do i have no freakin' life? i swear... >.> i want clare to work on her manga of our rp...she tried with our old rp but didnt get past 3 pages...i think we both have the same committment problem...ive been working on my hells angel manga for like, months and only have like, 4 pages and part of a 5th one. for that manga contest, you know? but now i came up with a new one...its called "kaya" and i think im not even gonna write a story for it since that never works out, but just go straight to a manga. i hope thatll work out...im gonna keep telling myself i only need 20 pages...

anyway, kaya is about this guy who is on earth (aheh ^^;; ) but hes been living with a fake family which has just been an illusion all his life because he was sent to earth many years ago to protect him until future earth needed him later on...so like, he gets transported there (i dunno how yet) and then so hes all in the future and it turns out hes some prince who just arrived after thousands of years because the war has started between the sky people and the earth people (these ppl will have names...). the sky ppl were banished to the sky a thousand years before, and now they wanted to walk the earth again. so anyway, this one chick named kaya who has these powers of mind control and is said to be the girl who will be the cause of the worlds destruction, is thrown into this dudes palace and then hes intrigued by her and then they go on this quest to stop the war. now there are many who want to kill kaya because shes got these odd powers in which she can summon the ultimate force to end the world, and so the dude has to protect her and they meet all these weird ppl along the way who help them...yadaa yadaa blah blah...who will read this? its too long! i was supposed to end like, 20 mins ago...im such a rambler...i have to stop before i continue...so OYASUMI!!! ^___^

Sunday, June 8, 2003 .:12:49 p.m.:.

yay!!! everything is fixed up so this site looks purty again ^_^V i absolutely ADORE this layout @.@ as soon as i saw that piccy from tsubasa (of sakura and syaoran) i was like "im gonna make a layout of this" thats why my old sakura and syoran layout (from old ccs) didnt last long since i had THIS great idea ^_^V i hope you guys like it...i worked very hard >.> im so tired...last night i stayed up till midnight doing this layout and then i stayed up till 3 reading pendragon. WAAAAAHHHHH NICOLE IT WAS SO GOOOODDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!! O____O when is the fourth one coming out?? i wish they makde these pendragon books into movies...that would be so cool. anyway...yesterday i didnt get to watch dnangel 10 even though i downloaded it (i was working on the layout ¬_¬) so ill be off to watch that! im so stressed out too cuz i dunno if ill be able to finish that stupid essay thing thats due tomorrow...i dunno how to write about myself and NOT brag...i HATE writing about myself. what am i supposed to say? geez...i only have half a page...why must i have been chosen? im glad that jane is having trouble though too *cacklecackle* even though shes probably done with it by now >.> i dont think im gonna win...im not the best student in IB...geez. i dont think i deserve to win...but i wouldnt mind ^_^;; whoa i say im gonna go and then i continue babbling on about nothing...so ja ne! (hobey-ho nicole! ^.~)

Sunday, June 8, 2003 .:12:03 a.m.:.

this is messed up right now....gotta mess with it but its already past midnight and moms saying to get off...so deal with the ugliness for a sec...

Saturday, June 7, 2003 .:07:16 p.m.:.

I FINISHED .HACK//MUTATION TODAY!!! AND OMG I HAVE BEEN DEAD FROM THE MOMENT I SAW THE CREDITS START TO ROLL TILL NOW O_O ....i....must.....have.....outbreak....but...i...have....to...wait...THREE WHOLE MONTHS!!!!! WAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! WHYYYYYY MUSSSSSSSTTTT THEYYYYY BEEEE SOOOOO CRUEEEELLLL!?!??!?!?!!?! but that point aside...IT WAS SO INCREDIBLY GOOD!!! why did it have to be so...SHORT?!?!?! *dies again* (wow tariq i do die alot ^^;;;) *sighs a huge long sigh* i didnt know it was the end...magus was so extremely easy...i was like "this cant possibly be the end" but of course i was level 51 so it shouldve been easy...but so what? there shouldve been more...whyyyy wasnt there more? T_T *is rambling on and on*

GOMEN CLARE-CHAN!!!! i havent been on forever @.@ well on msn anyway...there has been that stupid project and .hack and...yeah.... ^^;;; i havent talked to you in such a long time ._. and now youre away! how convenient is that? geez...

Monday, June 2, 2003 .:07:09 p.m.:.

WHAHAHAHAHAHAAA i finished .hack//infection yesterday! well actually i fully finished today by beating the parasite dragon who had 9999 hp (which is a LOT for .hack) anyway, so i gave that back to andrew today and he supposedly gave me mutation...i like the cover alot btw ^^...but then when i got home, to my despair, it was an empty case!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O_O wah!!! well it had his memory card...and liminality 2 cuz i put it in earlier that morning....but IT DIDNT HAVE WHAT COUNTED!!!! *DIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS* IM ADDICTED!!!!!! SO ADDICTED!!! *goes into coma from not playing the world for so long* *static* *screen goes blank*

Saturday, May 31, 2003 .:08:32 p.m.:.

UWAAAAA!!!! .hack//infection is so INCREDIBLY FUN AND ADDICTING!!! i LOVE IT SOOOO MUCH!!!! its like my favorite game at the moment! yeah yeah...i always do that >.> i say "UWAAAA THIS IS THE BEST GAME IN THE HISTORY OF THE WORLD" (ex: dark cloud 2) and then another game comes along and i do the same thing ._. i think kingdom hearts and FF7 are my true fav games though...anyway...back to .hack//infection...well...for one, im so GLAD they have the option of japanese voiceovers since the english ones are SO ANNOYING!! especially mistrals O_O oh god...the horrorrrr....and kite sounds so....girly and...kiddish. and i think the english voice of elk is the same as kites ¬_¬ how stupid is that? so thats why i love the japanese ones ^_^V also, i like how when they die they become ghosts and follow kite around pestering him to revive them "revive me or ill haunt you forever!" "what are you doing?! REVIVE ME!" "um...vould you revive me?" neeheeeheeee... and blackrose is funny cuz when she gets a status ailment she goes "what the hell is this?! kite heal me NOW!" ^.^ and omg the grunties! (which i know as poochigusos...the KAWAII PIG THINGS) i LOVE those! even though they get annoying by going "dad im hungry! FEED ME! oink!" its so cute when they grow up ^^ im like "WEEE"

weh...my computer is having problems... T_T whats new? my comp has so many problems now...for instance when i watch/listen to something the music is always louder than the dialogue so i have to turn the volume way up then way down when the music starts booming (i watched princess mononoke and i got so annoyed with the sound i had to stop it in the middle >.< cuz its english so if i dont hear then i dont understand!)...my MOUSE isnt working...the computer starts randomly beeping and it freezes for like five minutes then goes again...when i IM ppl the font goes really slow and then theres lag...weh...especially with the stupid mouse i cant do my layout idea anytime soon. this simple layout was HELL to make with that mouse *glares at it and wants to throw it across the room but then she wont have anything* *SIGGGGHHHH* so....ja for now. im off to play more .hack//infection cuz the sooner i finish it the sooner i get .hack//mutation from andrew! WOOOOO!

oh yeah! but before i leave ^_^ im so happy cuz im helping my dad with his movie thing, like, typing up his screenplay and suggesting ideas and stuff, and when i type up the thing he pays be ten bucks an hour!!! WOOOOOO!!!! I GOTS MYSELF A JOB!!!! *PEACE* ^_^V!!!

Wednesday, May 28, 2003 .:08:50 p.m.:.

whatever the site is fine the way it is (for now anyway) IVE GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO!!! LIKE REALLY START WORKING ON MY MANGA!! ive decided to enter the Tokyopop Rising Stars of Manga contest ^___^ AND GUESS WHAT?! the winners manga not only gets published in the book with the top ten finalists, but they get 2,500 bucks AND they can tell tokyopop their story idea and have it turned into A COMPLETE GRAPHIC NOVEL!!!! OMG HOW I WOULD *LOVE* THAT!!! *wants to win so badly now* *hopes shes good enough* *hopes her work looks professional* *hopes her story is original* *hopes a whole bunch of things but knows they wont happen* *dies*

Wednesday, May 28, 2003 .:07:40 p.m.:.

i am having so much trouble figuring out what the color for this layout...stupid andrew downed my excitement saying "whys it the color of poo?" O.< dammit andrew... first i thought it would be good pink...and then yellow...and now its this light yellow so i hope it looks okee. im gonna be doing a whole buncha stuff to this site in the next hour or so, so if you come and it looks totally ugly, bare with me cuz im fixing it and choosing font colors and stuff -_-

Wednesday, May 28, 2003 .:03:07 p.m.:.

neehee i couldnt resist. i just HAD to do this ^.^ sakura and syaoran look so good i just HADDDDD to. (i HAD a picture of sakura and syaoran here but then it became one of those stupid X boxes so i just took it out ¬_¬) omg...geez as long as i started a new entry >.> im gonna go ahead and write more stuff *sweatdrop* see how easily distracted i get? oh yeah and plus i forgot to say something really important in the last entry. and that important thing is this: back in 1978 my dear ol dad wrote a story called Tempus Fugit that he turned into a comic book. well, now MY DADS COMIC MIGHT BE TURNED INTO A FREAKIN MOVIE!!! i am so serious here...i dont know the full story but my dad knows someone who knows someone else in the movie business and when they read the comic they thought it was really original and it would be cool as a movie so yeah...i had to type up the screenplay of the prologue yesterday ^_^ it was so exciting!!! i hope we get rich... ^_^;;;;; ahahahaa....but lookie, in case you wanna know what its about then this is the summary that my dad wrote ^_^ hes so good!!! wah!! i guess thats where i get it from, right? ^.~ aheh...j/k ^^;;

It is the year 2153, and a new research facility, TEMPUS FUGIT, is attempting to overcome the time barrier, guided by the enigmatic Ultras - highly-evolved, silver-skinned, six-fingered beings whose origins are unknown, and whose desperate motives remain a mystery.

Three amazing trips takes us first to a time before life began on Earth, then to the age of the dinosaurs, and finally to Africa when apes are just becoming human. Through it all, the director of TEMPUS FUGIT, his right-hand man, and the young woman charged with making sense of the Ultra's advanced psychology, struggle to deal with incredible events that will shape the destiny of our planet forever.

A boldy intelligent saga that provokes mature audiences, as well as a fast-paced FX extravaganza calculated to blow the minds of young adults.

It's about TIME

DOESNT IT SOUND SO FREAKIN COOL?!?!?!? i cant wait i cant wait! ^.^ i already read his comic and its so GOOD!!! *jealous of own father* i hope i get that good someday T_T weh...i also hope i get as good as CLAMP and Arina Tanemura but those are just false dreams...grrrrr...

ANYWAY!! i really have to get to my project now ^^;; ja!

Wednesday, May 28, 2003 .:02:55 p.m.:.

konnichiwa minna-san! this site might seem boring at the moment compared to my old on, but thats cuz im still in the process of making it. ^^ dont you just LOVE the layout?! *cant get over how kawaii it is* NEEEE!! oh yeah, and be sure to take my old site off your favorites and put this one instead ^_^ if my site was ever on your favorites that is... ~.~

on another note, our vacation has finally come to an end *SIGH* T_T school starts tomorrow again...grrrr...it was nice while it lasted though ^_^ i finally started working on my personal project yesterday. well the writing part at least...i finished the product a while back. i just hope at least one computer in the school has a zip drive or else ill have to do something extremely complicated to get my MV to school ¬_¬

three days ago i went to disneyland!!! woooo!! it wasnt exactly for me...it was for my aunt since shes going back to the philippines real soon and shes been having a rough time here so she just HAD to go to the happiest place on earth, ne? ^.~ it was so funnnnn!!! geez we had to stay in line for like an hour for the winnie the pooh ride though...and it was only like 3 mins. it was so KAWAII!!! i love winnie the pooh ^^ also it was the first time i went on the indiana jones ride ^_^;;; i had always been too scared cuz im a wuss. but it was so FUN and it wasnt even scary >.> i dunno what i was afraid of...geez...we got home at like, 2 AM and i was so tired i could barely stand since i had stayed up till 2 the night before ._. whahahaaa i got one of those light thingys...where you press the button and the lights go round and round. it has tinkerbell on the top ^.^V i also got a tinkerbell towel and a shirt that has pooh, tigger and eeyore. eeyore is all squished in the middle and it says "group hug!" I LOVE IT I LOVE IT! it was so expensive though @.@ well its disneyland...what can you say -.-;;

OMG!!! i absolutely LOVEEEE Tsubasa RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE and XXXHolic!!! i heard about tsubasa about 4 days ago and after i stopped hyperventilating ^^;;; i went out searching for scanlations. and i found some!!! WEEEEEEE!!!! i was so happy!!! in case youre a CLAMP fan and by any chance havent found the scannies yet go here SHAORAN AND SAKURA LOOK SO GOOD IN IT!!! at first everyone was calling it the CCS sequel but its actually not...its some crazy parallel universe @.@ its a completely different story but it is SO DAMN GOOD!!! also it crosses over with XXXHolic, which you can find here. XXXHolic is also really good but its so...odd @.@ i guess both of them are ^^;;;;;;; go check em out if youre a CLAMP fan, kees?

well im off to type up the rest of my personal project paper that i wrote last night at 3 AM >.> ja ne!

Wednesday, May 28, 2003 .:01:43 p.m.:.

UWA!! I did it!! WEEE! I absolutely LOVEEEEE my new layout! YEEEEE!!! I love it so much im about to die @.@ Don't go to my geocities addy anymore since this is my new one, kees? ^.^

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