As Cold As Ice

Pigs flew on: Tuesday, August 27, 2002
Sparky

Wahaha...Dir En Grey has started to invade your dreams. My hostile take over of planet earth is almost complete! Yet no one shall know about it! I am just THAT good! Yesssssss. Then I will make DEG, Mana, and Gackt all my bitches....mwahaha.

Pigs flew on: Monday, August 26, 2002
Whew

Talk about weird. I have had a severe case of the munchies all day. Laura seemed to find it amazingly funny that I wanted a burrito to munchy on at 11AM in our math course. Of which the professor did not come to, so we were stuck staring at the wall for two and a half hours. We could have left, but then they would have counted us absent, and I really want to save mine for when I actually need them.
Anyway. I'm nearly ready to go the PP route with treating my fish. I'm getting the the mentality of "I'm going to either kill them or save them." I'm tired of being stuck in the middle. Found a site that sell the stuff. Now I just need to get some questions answered and I am on my way.
Tequila is on the stand next to me making kissey noises and saying "Give me a kiss." lol. Stupid bird. No one wants to kiss him. Do that and you'll go away minus your lips. Entertaining none-the-less.

Pigs flew on: Wednesday, August 21, 2002
*blink*.......*blink*

Sparky...sparky...did you know you have a link on your blog to a VERY nude gackt? @_@ *drools*

*drools more*

He may have betrayed J-rock fans everywhere by leaving Malice Mizer and Mana(Wai Mana!!!), but hey...not complaining. ;)

Pigs flew on: Monday, August 19, 2002
Sparky

Things are looking rough hon, but remember that I love you, and I'm here if you wanna talk to me. You are my sister-chan!
I wish you'd give me a call and talk to me a bit. I miss hearing you. It's been a while. Or at least it seems like it has.
Anywho...in news relating to myself..."life sucks and then you die." I think that says enough.

Pigs flew on: Wednesday, August 14, 2002
One More Time

It keeps on haunting me day after day.
Am I going about things the right way?
Which truth's to pass and with which truth's to say
It's all so hard I'm just so damn afraid
Had about as much as I can take.
So little left here to live for
By the time my life is at its end.
I'll want it back

Pigs flew on: Tuesday, August 13, 2002
Flaw

If I had a dollar...for every time someone said 'sorry' to me...I'd be able to afford that monstorus tank I want, with accessories...two times over.
I've gotten to the point where hearing the phrase means absolutly nothing to me. I register in my mind that it was said. I go through what it means, and I don't care.
Shame on me I guess. For making people feel guilty enough to say it so damn much. But dammit, stop doing shit that makes me do that to you. Hmm..okay maybe that was wrong. Nothing actually /makes/ me do it to anyone. Reflex I guess.
If you can't guess I'm having a rather bad day. I'm tired of trying to be nice when I'd rather bite someone's fucking head off. And I will not spend another day not getting to do at least ONE fucking thing that I want to.
Yes I'm selfish. I'm spoiled. And I'm a bitch. And you know what. Fuck you.
Have a nice day.

Pigs flew on: Monday, August 12, 2002
lmao

*blinks at sparky* Why do I get the glare? I haven't said anything yet. *muttermutter*andIreallydolikethePolkaDottedRunner*muttermuttercough*

Pigs flew on: Sunday, August 11, 2002

My Romance Meter

Optimist 35%

65% Cynic

Close 50%

50% Distant

Long Term 43%

57% Brief

What does my romance meter read?

*sighs* I'm so negative. Ah well. We love kyo.

Book Worm Meter for Kris

Shut In 71%

29% Out Of The House

Intellectual 77%

23% Moron

High Attention Span 95%

5% Low Attention Span

Bookitude 70%

30% Book Burner

Book Worm 78.25%

21.75% Bug Stomper

Take your bookworm readings.

Okay, so I'm not a complete moron,and my attention span isn't too awfully short. x_x

What is my spectrum?

I am blue: My main color is blue. I am a little bitter when people choose a blissfully ignorant aproach to life. I try to see things for the way they really are.

What is my spectrum?

Yay?

Pigs flew on: Sunday, August 11, 2002
So.

I have this bruise on my arm...and I don't know how it got there. Big sucker too. Hurts.
In other news. I want Kyo. His shortness is dead sexy. *cracks*

Pigs flew on: Saturday, August 10, 2002
What a day

Dad's on DA...nothing to do...no one is around. What a lovely fucking day. Hmmph. I can't believe... few days before I have to start classes, and I'm bored out of my skull.

Pigs flew on: Thursday, August 8, 2002
Oooo...

I just ate ice cream. No seriously. Butter Pecan. It was freakish. I hate ice cream. But I just ate ice cream. And now I'm going to watch an episode of Blue Seed.
In other news...
Spaaaarky...I am the worst friend in the world. I still haven't mailed your birthday present. ;_; I can't find a box to put the stuff in. Sad excuse, but I really can't. I'll go hunting more tonight though. Lets hope a spider doesn't wind up eating me while I look. But on the brighter side...I finally found the wrapping paper!!! ^_^ You should have seen it...I had to fight with the tape...it loved me...or something. @_@
Anyway, I think the 44 is nearly done cycling. I'll be able to put the fry in soon! But this means shifting around a lot of fish. The female bettas can't stay in there with the fry. So I'm going to reloacate them to the 10 gallon that little sammy is in. That means I'll have to move him, and I'm still not sure where that will be. Maybe into the 44. Though I'd like to move him into the 55 with the other orandas. So maybe I'll move someone from the 55 into the 44, and the move little sammy into the 55. Oy...this is giving me a headache.

Pigs flew on: Wednesday, August 7, 2002
Holy bugger...

I just watched an anime called 'X'. It's one of those that leaves you sitting there going "daaaaamn....."
I mean the story was fairly decent, the dubbing was okay...could have been better. The end was just plain sad. I didn't like the way it turned out. Very depressing. I was crying when the credits finally popped up.
I also saw another anime today that my uncle sent me for my birthday. It's Osamu Tezuka's Metropolis. The actual animation...was...kinda freakish. It reminded me more of a cartoon than anything else. The story was pretty good. I watched it in japanese with english subtitles so I don't know about the dubbing. Once again I was disappointed with the ending. Didn't have me in tears like 'X' did. Though Fifi was adorable.

Pigs flew on: Monday, August 5, 2002
Shout 2000

They give you life...
and in return you gave them hell
As cold as ice(not witch your ice ice baby)
I hope we live to tell the tale
I hope we live to (shout) the tale(shout)
Let it all out
These are the things I can do without
(come on)
I'm talking to you
(so come on)

Will you never shout
HUH
I feel as though you're never gonna let it all out
Will you never shout?
HUH
I feel as though I know
you're never gonna let it all out
will you never shout?
HUH

I feel as though I know you're never gonna let it
And when you've taken down your gaurd...
If I could change your mind...
I'd really love to break your heart
(break break break break break)
I'd really love to (shout)break your heart(shout)
I'd really love to
(shout shout)

Come on let me shout shout let me
Come on let me shout shout
Come on let me shout shout let me
Come on let me shout shout

Pigs flew on: Sunday, August 4, 2002
I liiiiiiiive

Though I'm sure there is someone out there who is disappointed about that.
Well back from the festival. My back murdered me for most of it. But let me tell you, mark and my aunt cathy give killer back massages. So that made it all better.
I had a police officer come by the tent and hit on me. Two nights in a row. I was kind of peeved. He wasn't much older than me...but honestly. No thank you, not interested. Well in him anyway.
I also developed a new obsession while out. Just let me say....Vin Diesel. Very YES. I don't usually go for the muscley type...usually a big turn off...but Vin Diesel...very YES.
Okay back to the festival. Sparky I found you two birthday presents. I need you to call me so I can ask you about one. Cause if you have it I'm keeping it for myself. ^_~ lol, you get to find out what one is before you even get it.
I was forever teasing mark about all the female "friends" he has. I swear they all look like they are 12 years old. Thus Mark's harem came into being. Only females who look 12 years old(though may actually be around 15 in age) can take part. It's pretty sad. The poor boy is desperate for friends around there...he's 18 and this is the best he can do? Sad. Though he agrees with me on most of is friends. One girl came by during the festival while mark was working and I was on a break. She started chatting with mark, and the poor boy looks really confused. So he finally ends up asking if he knows her. She smiles real big and says "No, but I've heard of you from my friends." omfg...I nearly busted out laughing. Mark turned red. Once she left I laughed so hard I nearlly fell out of my chair. Even mark found it fairly amusing.
Though it was rather annoying. He was supposed to be working as much as mon and I were. However we ended up doing most of the work cause he managed to talk his mom into letting him run off with some of his many girlfriends. Then when he was actually working they stood around right outside like bitches in heat. Couldn't wait till the clock hit 8, and he got to stop for the night. Then they were on him like white on rice. Erg...it was frightening...and severely annoying at the same time. Cause my back wouldn't have hurt half as bad as it ended up, if he had worked as much as he was supposed to.
Anyway. We all got stuck sharing a room.(myself, mon, and mark). Mark made the mistake of throwing his only pillow at me. *cracks* And he didn't get it back. Well...until he came over and laid on me. If I had known he was going to do that I would have given the damn pillow back. x_x The boy is so skinny. His hipbone dug into my side...pain suffering. Don't think I'll ever be able to have children. He wouldn't have gotten up if I hadn't threatened to elbow him in a rather sensitive area. lol. He never threw the pillow at me again. Serves him right.
Anyway. It was fun for the most part. I got to pick on my cousins, and make fun of my aunt. Kind of depressing to be home again. No one is around.

Pigs flew on: Sunday, July 28, 2002
Arg...

I forgot how slow the connection up here was. Dial up. Used to be 56k...now it takes around 5 minutes to load a single page. Takes me half an hour to get to my email, so I won't be checking that much.
Sparky-chan sorry I wasn't home when you called. We left to drive up here yesterday, as I'm sure dad or mom told you. I'd call you, but I can't call long distance from here. If you want call my parents back and get the number. I'll be around. ^_~
Yesterday we were kinda bored(we being myself and my cousins). They decided they wanted to go bowling...and dragged me along. When we got there we noticed Austin Power 3 was in the theater so we ended up going to see that instead. Lemme tell ya...that movie seriously fucked with my head. Yar. x_x But eet was funneh. ;)
On the way home it was really dark...being that it was around 11pm. We got stuck behind two slow cars. Mark bugged mon into finally passing the cars. Thing is, she went to pass and as soon as she moved over into the other lane the passing zone ended and we were heading around a curve. Mon should have just pulled in between the cars but she went to pass them anyway. I was screaming in the back seat, and mark was yelling at mon, and mon was ignoring the both of us. @_@ It was scarey. But we survived. And then mon almost hit a opossum. It looked rabid anyway.
*cracks*
I like being here. I get to be weird and it's okay. I also get to see where I get my weirdness from Aunt Cathy is the worst of us all. ;) Though I still swear it's the other two that are evil and bad. They start everything. I am the innocent little angel. But no one believes me. *pouts*
I was up at 9:20am today. Yeah, no kidding. It's a frickin miracle. Don't know how it happened. Very strange.
Birthday tomorrow! Yay! 19! One more year until I can finally throw off the whole 'teen' thing. Yayeeeee.
Wah...I still have to get sparky a birthday present...hmm...well they always have neat stuff at the festival..wahaha. Shall I get you another earless dragon kite sparky? lol. Did you ever actually put the ear on that one you have?

Pigs flew on: Friday, July 26, 2002
yayeee

I got a new tank! Yay yay yay yay!! Early birthday prezzie from the rental units. It's a 44 gallon hex. The fry finally get their own tank! Got natural gravel, silk plants, and a lovely penguin power fitler/biowheel. I think I'll get some neons to cycle the tank, then I'll put them in the 35 with karou and my new Dojos(weather loaches), that I got yesterday as well. ^_^
It took forever to set the darn thing up. I had to cut the top some as they only made space for a single power filter, not a double like I got. Pfft...stupid people. Need a double for a tank that big.
The guy at PetsMart was trying to tell me how much gravel I needed...about an inch and a half he said. Fuuuuuuck no! Not even an inch with goldfish. I also paused long enough to explain to one woman why she shouldn't add a pleco to her goldfish tank. Lol, she was very friendly, and didn't mind me telling her about it. Which I'm glad. Usually folks get pretty rude about it if you try to help them. Especially since I'm younger than the folks I usually try to help out.
In other news I am really really really sore. I think I slept wrong or something last night. Grrr.

Pigs flew on: Tuesday, July 23, 2002
Waiii!!!

*glomps her sister-chan* Yooooou caaaaaalled meeeee! ^_^
Yay yay yay yay!!!
And I get two packages?! Joy! People love me. ^_^ Mum and dad should be home. Don't think dad 'll be able to take time off of work to go, and mom has to stay and take care of the pets.
Which reminds me, I have to make her out some instructions on how to care for my fish. :P Gonna be long. Especially if my dropsy fish are still alive when I leave. Feel kinda bad about leaving sick fish. icky.

Pigs flew on: Monday, July 22, 2002
Well...

Okay, dropsyed fish are still alive. For the most part. Karou looks like he's improving, fade has gotten only slightly worse, and I can't tell with Kyo(I'll never get another pearlscale...that's for sure).
I've not heard from sparky in ages. Or the blonde boy. But sparky is mexico and blondie is visiting a friend...so yeah.
Anyway. My other cousin, and my Aunt came to stay with us for the week. However they had to go back today because my grandmother insisted. Turns out some 90 year old woman who I never really knew or saw except at thanksgivings died today. So she insisted that my aunt return for the funeral. Grrr. Though I don't think that's really it. I think she wanted her back so my Aunt could continue to wait on her hand and foot. Figures. Don't get me wrong, I love my grandma to pieces, but this is ridiculous.
I narrowed down the dropsy to have been caused by a bacterial infection. Seeing how every fish I've had that got dropsy was coming out of the 44('cept karou). So I(with the help of Mark, such a nice cousin) removed the gravel, sterilized everything in the tank, put new gravel in(it's blue!), tossed out most of the plants('cept the nice healthy swordtail) and then stuck the fish back in. Mom and I got some silk plants for the tank today when we were in wilmington with the relatives(they left today).
Bob and Toshiya are acting a lot better now. More energetic, more excited about food. Though I went into a panic today when I thought bob was choking on a rock. I hauled mom downstairs with a pair of tweezers and a flashlight. I made her hold the light so I could look into bob's mouth. Poor guy, he didn't like being held. But he had managed to get it out himself by the time I got back down there.(What a relief)
I also stuck some silk plants, a bit of gravel, and a rock decoration in the quarantine tank with the new fish mom got me.(Still can't believe she got me a fish. I don't need anymore!!!). He perked up after I did that. Hope he'll get through whatever slump he's going through. Maybe he's depressed?(Kidding)
Anyway, it was nice having the relatives here. Cleaning the tank out went so much faster with Mark helping me. He's under the assumption that we will be living together after mon graduates and when he moves here. lol. I've been trying to warn him off. I'm hell to live with. Though I do get along better with him than I do mon.
We were in wilmington today before they left, helping mon put together her new computer desk, and mark kept throwing a pen at me. *cracks* It was amusing, because he has like...no aim.
Also mom went out and bought a ton of food...thinking they would be here for a week. So now it's just me, mom, and dad with a ton of food. It's weird. You should see all the sodas. Jeez. They take up an entire shelf in the fridge.
And aunt cathy is great. She's so amusing...though rather violent(in a good way o.o;;) sometimes. She woke me up this morning(she's been threatening to all weekend). She tossed my cat on my stomach. Talk about a wake up call.
I'm heading up to my grandparents to help them, my aunt, and my cousins with their stand at the watermelon festival. Mon and I are driving up together.(Was going to go up with Aunty and Mark this weekend, but noooooo). We are heading up the day before my birthday. Lol...means I get to be pampered and spoiled by my grandparents the next day. I really hope the rental units get me that 20/29 gallon tank for my birthday...especially with the new fish...I need the space.
Anyway, I've rambled for quite a while now. Miss the blonde boy. Miss muh sister-chan. Want fade, kyo, and karou to get better. And can't wait for my birthday.(19! Joy!)

Pigs flew on: Wednesday, July 17, 2002
Okay

So...Fade has Dropsy. Karou has dropsy. Kyo...has dropsy. It just...figures. I think...saying I'm upset...would be a severe understatement.

Pigs flew on: Thursday, July 11, 2002
....

Didn't get to glomp the real gackt? Darn. I was hoping to be able to kill someone. ;)
Now, yes! Get those pictures up! *wants to see the gackt look alike*

Pigs flew on: Wednesday, July 10, 2002
.....

Marci...please tell me that the Gackt you glomped at that whatever it was you went to was just a Gackt look-alike. If not I'll have to kill you. Gackt...the gackt? THE sex god himself? Arg....can you hear the jealousy in my words?

Pigs flew on: Monday, July 8, 2002
Cute!

Okay, so it's 12 at night, and I'm watching my goldfish fry in the 10 gallon tank. They all look so tiny in there! Can't wait till I get them a bigger tank. Well, anyway I was watching them, and I looked over at my betta, herman. And I realized he was the only one upstairs who didn't get his tank cleaned! I felt bad that he had been forgotten in the mess of moving fish from tank to tank. So I grabbed the python and starting cleaning out his tank.
I noticed some dark green algae on the back and couldn't really get to it. The plastic plant and large rock were in the way. So I start moving stuff around. Herman and the glassfish are totally freaked. They don't know where to go! Herman is trying to hide, but everything is getting moved around! So I finally move the rock back to it's place, plastic plant still floating around waiting to be replanted. The rock lays flat on the bottom. It's got a circular hole in the middle of it, so it kinda makes a shallow 'cave' on the bottom of the tank. Once I put everything back in place I start looking for herman. I didn't see him so I got kind of worried. Then I look at the rock and I see part of a fin peeking out above it. I look in the 'cave' and see herman trying to hide in there. I laughed so hard. Then I'm sitting next to the tank for the next 5 minutes telling herman how sorry I am that I freaked him out, and telling him it was safe to come out now. He finally peeked his head out of the top and looked around then decided the big bad hand was gone so it was okay now.
My parents think I've gone looney. *cracks*

Pigs flew on: Monday, July 1, 2002
*blinks*

*reads sparky's dream blog type thing*
*cracks*
Sparky's got the fish bug Sparky's got the fish bug.
Wahahahaha

Pigs flew on: Sunday, June 30, 2002
OMFG....

I just feel the insane need to get off of DA, which I was in the middle of playing, and tell you folks something.
Okay. Now guys, listen up. Do NOT hit on people when you are playing an online game...it just doesn't come off right. You may cause the person you are hitting on to have severe convultions and nearlly fall out of their chair with laughter. Either of which they may try to sue you for. Especially americans, becuase we all know americans are lawsuit happy, and will sue you if you even look at them wrong.(And yes I can say this because I am american and...and I can...so :P)
Next I will share with you snippets of a conversation between myself and some random guy that I don't even think I knew. If I did, and I find out who it is, I'm going to kick myself for not realizing it. But as far as I know I've never spoken to this person before.
*cue 'hi', 'hello' and 'how are you'*
UnknownGuyInGame - "ur 10!(level 10) why dont u have a surname!?"
Myself - "I haven't thought of anything I want to use yet"
*cue talk about his surname and how he decided on it*
Myself - "Well I'll think of something, I'm sure."
UnknownGuyInGame - "issexy? thats a good surname cos its true"
*cue myself choking on my Mountain Dew Code Red and having to wipe the screen off with a tissue*
Okay....now...this guy...that I don't think I know...hasn't ever seen me...and hell if you ask me none of the character bodies in that game are sexy...not to mention my character is wearing a hooded cloak...
Does this seem off to anyone else? Or just plain strange? Are online guys just /that/ desperate?
There was more to the conversation, however I shall not post it here. Needless to say I left asap. It was funny right when I read what he said, but then it got kind of freakish. I don't mind conversing like that with friends when it's all in good fun, but with someone I don't even know, it's a no-no.
Anyway, off to level my champion.

Pigs flew on: Sunday, June 30, 2002
...

Why do people come to you for help, then when you try to help they don't want to listen? Okay I know when you have a sick fish and you go for help you don't want to hear that your fish has an illness that is almost always terminal. But bulging eyes, bloated body, pineconing(or scales sticking out all over) is DROPSY, and is is ALMOST always terminal once it reaches this stage.
I try and tell this person that the best thing they can do is put the fish down. But I give them ways to try treating it as well. Yet all they do is sit and tell me how they don't know how it could happen so fast, and that it only happened while they were at work, and the fish was still active, and eating. YES! I KNOW! You told me like a dozen times already!!! I'm sorry I'm not the most comforting person when it comes to this, but just listen. I'm TRYING to help.
*sighs* Okay I'm going to bed now.

Pigs flew on: Friday, June 28, 2002
Hmm...

Kei-chan feels the need to share with everyone that she had a very very /very/ VERY good dream last night. :)
And no you sickos(*thwaps*) not THAT kind of /good/ dream. It was very PG....if you were one to put a rating on it...anyway...
It was a very kawaii, warm 'n fuzzy kind of dream. ^_^ The main characters in the dream being myself, Karou and Toshiya(The two that make up the picture on this page). Waaaaiiiiii! ^_^ Both Karou and Totchi were sooooo damn sexy. *cough* But anyway, there was a lot to the dream, but I don't really remember it very well. I do however remember the part where I was in some funky room with them, and we were talking about something or other. Toshiya-kun was curled up almost on me(eeeee!!!) and Karou was being...well...Karou. Weird. ;D
Karou had his spikey pink anime hair(that sticks out everywhere), and totchi was shirtless(oh my virgin eyes!!!) *cracks*
But it was a nice dream. :) And about time Kei-chan had a nice dream, neh?

Pigs flew on: Thursday, June 27, 2002
Ouch

Oh no, I said it never would happen to me
But I see what I see you know I need to be
Put down, set free,
Somebody please put me out of misery
Give me a place where I know I can go
Into your arms, I don't think so!
Anger, weakness, self-pity keep me warm at night
when sleep rejects me

Out!
I shoulda kept you out
I said I shoulda kept you out
I said out
I shoulda kept you out
Why didn't I keep you out?

Oh, I would have done anything for you
If you had wanted me to
Oh, I would have done anything for you
If you had wanted me to

It's been a really really /really/ long time since I've heard that song. Wow. Really. I just dug up the CD last night. o.o Imagine that.

Pigs flew on: Monday, June 24, 2002
ugh...

Could this day get any worse?
Well...I'm sure it could, but it's been bad enough as it is. I really don't feel much like getting into all what's bothering me. Just...old dislikes coming back to haunt me. Heh...just when I thought I was finally over it all.

Twelve angels descended from Heaven, each
putting a piece of themselves into those
who would follow them....
Which Angel rests inside you?
Challenge their trial to find out.

Pigs flew on: Saturday, June 22, 2002
*snorts*

HA! I was talking to Laura about how bored I am. She said, "Well what do you want to do?"
Naturally I didn't think about my answer and just automatically said "Kyo." Gawd...I never thought someone could laugh so hard. o.O Glad I could amuse her. ;)
Come to think of it that would get rid of my boredom problem...but we won't go there. ^_^;
So..anyway...been playing Dark Ages some, but I'm kinda stuck on all my characters. Keichan, my level 17 druid is kickin' ass. Though I've kinda hit a tough spot as to what I can kill to get exp. The hags are green to me now, and the creepers are for some reason STILL yellow. : So that makes for slow exp gaining. Kyokoi my level 9 enchanter is having kind of the same problem. Can't take her anywere without worry that she'll get aggroed, but everywhere else the exp is real low and the monsters are green to her. Lunacy my level 6 champion I have out fighting water beetle collectors that are the only thing I can find that is blue to her. The mudmen are green and everything else is too high. The collectors give good exp, but they aggro on her without the slightest hesitation. She can take out one, but when I've got three more comin' at me I die. Like...real fast. *sighs* Guess this means I'll have to start grouping. Darn it.

Pigs flew on: Saturday, June 22, 2002
Yeesh...

Talk about being bored. I have a whole ton of chores I need to do...but I don't wanna. I'd really like to be playing Dark Ages since I didn't get to yesterday but nooooo.
Anyway. Yeah. I'm just...bored. Bleh. *beats head on desk* I want something fun to do.