28.03.2005

Currently Listening to: Jones Shi's Jones Firelight album
Currently feeling: ????? haiz

Who's Jones Shi??? actually i dunno... juz saw his album on the music site and decided to give it a click... and.... its sounded NOT BAD... really... he is abit like Singaporean singer, Huang Yida... who look like those well-behaved guys... doesnt have the rockband type singer looks.. but den.. his music... shld be consider rock.. SOFT ROCK is the exact word to describe his music.... well.. not bad for a newcomer i guess... worth giving it a shot~ =P i had been listening for the past... probably 2hrs... nv turn me off... instead, seems to like more? =D

Today wasn't a good start for work... becos as usual, see those ppl i dun really hope to see, and work seems more n more.. and since mth end is approaching... feeling the pressure more n more.. AND... lastly is... damn weird.. last nite and morning i woke up time.. i was perfectly ok, went to the loo come out come to my pc table, went back room suddenly.. my hands and legs kana attacked by DUNNO WAT till everywhere mosquitoes bites... it look so horrifying.. esp my kneecaps... counted... think my left kneecap got like...20mosquitoes bite.. den right one got probably 15?? and add up my arms wrist there everywhere.... prob over 50 bites!! in juz that.. less than 5min!!! wahhhhhh.... damn itchy neh.. so sad.. but i endured it lah... made it to work (late as usual) and den actually when i go out time.. already not that itchy.. but the patches are still very obvious lor.. SCARY!! den den... hmmm... lidat lor... work work work.. and i totalli forgotten abt that le lah...
Today lunch was great... not that the food is great or wat.. its great becos me and hl went for a 2hrs lunchbreak! woohoo~ hehe... heck heck! went shopping upstairs... discovering more new toys.. and and.. found some stickers... vvvv kawaii de neh.. hehehe... oopz... my anyhow spend money de habit is out again lor... not v good.. gonna try control lor... butbut... abit hard.. cos i i see those cute cute de fun toys or watever... heart will melt lor.. haha... jialat!!!!
tmr hl is going to cityhall to return her workplace keys.. so i tagging along!! hehehe.. cityhall sia.. think tmr gonna take a longer lunch break again? kekekeke...
well well.. today worked till 1030pm! but i was damn inefficient for the whole day... so end up.. only finished up 1 day report and finishing another day report.. i got sooooo many more days reports to go.. dunno how m i gonna buck up... prob nid to OT again tml sia.. sian! miss toking and playing games with my dearie neh! and and.. iii how come seems like got alot activities lining up le??? cham cham.... once again, gonna be busy ger arh!! =(

Reached home at 11 pm.... and my mum told me something bad... my grandma is hospitalised... she had a stroke today.. and heard her from waist and below... cant move le!! oh no... my mum seems quite worried for her... and she sounded so pessimistic... saying dun think will get better... pengz.. iiii.. suddenly start worrying... and sad too... worry that it might get worse or wat... and cos my grandma.. is an extremely active old lady.. even when she cant walk properly time (her legs are no longer tat strong and she cant see really well, end up knocking, tripping or falling down all the time, with bruises everywhere), she juz wanna keep going out!! oh my gosh... and now she cant move, i bet... this somehow gonna affect her daily routine of walking around.... and and... when old people cant get to do their fave past-time.. they they tend to... seems like waiting for the D day?? OMG OMG!!! nonononono.... i getting really really worried... my grandma is really old liao.. and she got sooo much illness everywhere.. and now worst.. tio stroke.. think think will it be THE TIME? hope not.. cos i think my mum probably would be kinda sad... and and.. i still havent shown any filiety to her leh!! she she must get on with her life!! *praying: dearest GOD, pls bless my grandma.. PLEASE!!!!!*

Initially intended to put up some pics which i took recently.. with my DEARIE one.. but but.. time's late.. 1.07am to be exact.. and tml i think i gonna work late too.. so i guess i shld be in bed now... and and... i m not intending to wake dearie tonite... think he needs more rest too... and me too... for tml sake.... i shall not disturb him tonite... hope he dun wake up later and start feeling moody... *dearie, bu yao sheng wo qi or moody k? we chat chat tml k??? hug*
Time for bed.. nitey to all.. AND DEAR GOD...pls look after my grandma k???????

23.03.2005
i onli left with that short while to blog... so decided to skip all the fei hua and jump straight to the pt! keke...
well well... let me think wat shld i begin with...
oh oh... my job scopes haf finally reduced... i m now supposed to do PURELY REPORTINGS... and those watever charpalang tasks... i can juz DUMP over to someone else.. cool~ budden.... not sure if my thinking is wrong anot.. the person dun seems reliable lor.. so.. using my pigbrain think... quite possible the job will come back to me in a mess lor.. haiz... suan le... i m forced to pass out the work lor.. so let it be lor... messy oso none of my biz le~ =D
oopz... my dearie chasing me to slp le... cos i having a terrible headache.. must be working too hard le... i must get mc!!! hehe.. kiddin... tml my xiaoling not coming to work.. left me alone to fight the "battle"... sob sob.. anyway.. tml will pass by soon ba, and come my long wkend.. with dearie.. hehehe.. must happy happy de celebrate our 6mth anniversary wor... kekeke... toking abt our 6mth anni.... my gift is still not done arh!!! jialat jialat.. left tml... die die must wake early do, den come home early to do too.. or else hor... fri how give?? *panick*
i noe dearie gonna give me wat le wor... kekeke... thoughtful de dearie see my watch spoiling le.. so he gotten me one! woohooo~ hao qi dai wor... lidat compare.. dunno my handmade gift is gd anot leh... cos like abit low quality? and gina too? haha.. jialat! *zipped* better dun disclose so much on the gift! keke...
kk think nth much to blog... juz wanna say.. HEADACHE!!!!! better go slp liao...*poof*

Wednesday, March 23, 2005 10:36 p.m.

21.03.2005
Currently listening to: Corrinne May's album (its a veri nice album, she's a great singer... and the songs are nice!)
Currently chatting to: obviously with my DEARIE

been a few days no blog... well well.. got lotsa thingy to share... lemme think....
FRIDAY
Went for the DISNEY ON ICE with my sec sch buddies... its a grreeaaat show~ the setting the backgrd, the performancers everything! all seems so nice.... the princesses and princes are sooo expert! their skating skill damn pro sia... hehe.. make me suddenly have the urge to go skating again wor.. anyway, back to the show, the show was nice, worth my .50! hehe... hopefully the next time round, i can bring my dearie go... promised him already... DEARIE, WILL BRING U DE K?

SATURDAY
its my working day... damn sian.. but glad to see my xiaoling is there too~ hehe.. but tat is not the main part.. cos the most happy part is the later part, which i went to meet my dearie... kekeke.. we went to his house and along the way, at the hougang mall... saw those like pasar malam stalls.. den den... saw 1 stall selling jigzaw puzzle one... and saw 1 vvv cute one! NEKO DESU... the whole puzzle think is only 1 cat, with many diff posture of the cat lor.. damn cute sia.. next time take pic den post up... and the great thing is... its cheap sia.. 1000pieces de, guess how much? SGD sia... wow... real cheap hor? but heard my bf said, its pirated de lah.. but who cares? hehe.. so we bought it back and together with the frame.. total up only neh.. wow... so cheap~ hehe.. den can go dearie's house to do le and when done, display big big at dearie's house.. hehe..... realli like tat puzzle wor.. hen cute~ oso got see other nice nice puzzle like the precious moment one.. hao xiang buy.. but suan le... no chance le.. i think the pasar malam ended le. nvm, finish this one 1st, next time go search again..

SUNDAY
Nothing big happened, hmmm... oh Eva came over to collect her cpu.. finally.... and i be such a kind soul by carrying it down for her leh! wah piang... hands shivering lor.. haha.. i m such a weakling... anyway, i saw her bro lor.. so tall and... abit unfrenly? haha... and not really like wat she used to describe to me leh... haha... but but shld be a not a bad chap bah...
after tat, went off for my jap class.. getting more n more bored of the class neh... cos there is guy.. well include his gf bah... always come snatch my place neh! hmpF~ although there is no restriction saying u must sit where or wat.. but tot common sense.. sit back the place u sit during the 1st time lah, but they nv neh.. anyhow de... so now make me very sian neh.. must go there early early early to snatch back my seat.. and now the lesson seems so boring? like abit dead neh.. haiz... must struggle thru the class till i got so tired at the end of the class... and now.. everywk got katakana test or kanji test.. even more stress neh.. must study! argh~ and i received the exam notice slip liao... 24 april.. jialat neh.. till now i oso not very sure wat i have studied... must do fukushuu soon...
end of the studies topic.. tat day i went watch boogeyman wor... got frightened most of the time.. but when the credits part came on screen.. i was like HUH?? so wats the story??? no idea at all sia.. haha.... anyway.. not worth watching lah... although i got frightened most of the time.. haha.. dumb me~!

MONDAY
Gotten so sian of work, so decided give myself a break.. haha.. initially tot of going keng mc one.. but.. totally lazy go see doc.. so tml shall tell jeet to consider as annual leave lah.. sian.. so fast using up my annual leaves neh... sob sob.. must use mc next time le.. or else i not enuff annual leaves to spend with my dearie le.. kekeke... slacking whole day at home.. so shiok sia! but had a bit of miscomm with dearie.. so sad neh.. sad till sob abit... but dun worry, EVERYTHING IS CLEARED.. and we are still so LOVING or prob even more? hehee *blushed* soon 25th coming... and my gift for dearie is still not done yet.. jialat! must buck up le... the gift... cannot describe 1st.. but shall take pic when i m done with it.. hehe... ok ok.. tok so much.. but like nonsense lidat.. suan le.. cos cant concentrate too.. bz toking to dearie.. hehe... blog another day.. *POOF*

14.03.2005
today is supposed to be white valentine day wor... anyone noe wat it means??? actualli i dun realli noe, but based on wat i watched from jap dorama.... think 14feb is for gers to give the guys presents...such as chocolate... den 14mar is den the guys give the gers presents in return.... something lidat lah... that tradition first started out in Japan.. i think so lah... dun u all think sound so... sweet? hehe.. too bad, in singapore we dun practise such tradition neh... if not can do tat with my dearie too? kekeke... nvm nvm... i got my present on vday already.. to be exact b4 and on vday somemore sia~ wahahahhaa...*happy*

kk... back from my vday mood... hehe.. today work is such... boring but tiring neh... tiring as in the sense tat... alot of my brain cells died neh! juz becos must keep remember wat to look out for wat offer can the bloody cm qualify etc.. wah piang.... realli arh, next time free oso shld shut my bloody mouth up!! now end up i got alot things not yet finished and i by tml must finish all??? ahhhh!!!! *grrrl*

now to the most most most impt part.... my dearie S I C K le... wah piang.....this time realli can feel dearie hen sick neh.... fever high high and whole body so weak weak! OMG!!!! *pray hard hard tat dearie can recover faster wor...* PRAYinggggggggggggggg

09.03.2005
Currently listening to: Ritsuko Okazaki - Chiisana Inori [closing]
Currently msn-ing: DEARIE =P
Currently Feeling: HAPPIE! cos dear is happy too!

lalalala~ super long long long time nv blog le, and long time no come to see my blog lor... realise alot things wrong neh... think last time saw alot red crosses.. NOW DEN I NOE WHY! haha...=X anyway, amended the html le... hope it wont turn out to be XxxXXx anymore... or else pengz! =D

Sooooooo happy dearie bought his fave fone liao... can take foto wor.. kekeke... dearie so nice... took pic for me~ kawaii ne~~~ dearie.... take more more more for me neh... wanna c k? promise wo!!! plsssssss~~~ hehe... wanna post up here one neh.. but but..such cute pic... wait i post up, my dearie dont send me pic le, i sad le~ soooo keep in pc 'n' fone will do bah! =/

actualli, i got alot lot lot to blog de.. but its all those irritating frustrating stuff at work... which i think.. not nice to put up here lor... sooo... *dig a hole and bury deep in my heart*! sobsob

cannot make my dearie wait anymore liao... gonna go tok to my dearie le... shall blog more when i can! =D


Wednesday, March 9, 2005 11:22 p.m.